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CONTENTS

PAGE

INTRODUCTION ... j^

LOST ILLUSIONS:

I. TWO POETS ... I

II. EVE AND DAVID 153

ILLUSTRATIONS

PHOTOGRAVURHS

HE DREW SEVERAL SHEETS OF WHITE
PAPER FROM HIS POCKET, BRAN-
DISHED THEM IN TRIUMPH AND
LAID THEM ON HIS WIPE'S LAP
(178) - Fronthfitci

PAGE
'ISN'T IT A LOVE OF A PRESS?" lo

SHE SANK FAINTING UPON THE SOFA I47

HE LOOKED . . AT A BEAUTIFUL

WOMAN WEEPING OVER A CRADLE,
AT DAVID BOWED DOWN BY ANX-
IETIES - - - 215

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INTRODUCTION

The longest, without exception, of Balzac's books, and one
which contains hardly any passage that is not very nearly of
his best. Illusions Perdues suffers, I think, a little in point
of composition from the mixture of the Angouleme scenes of
its first and third parts with the purely Parisian interest of
Un Grand Homme de Province. It is hardly possible to ex-
aggerate the gain in distinctness and lucidity of arrangement
derived from putting Les Deux Peetes and Eve et David (a
much better title than that which has been preferred in the
Edition Definitive) together in one volume, and reserving
the greatness and decadence of Lucien de Eubempre for an-
other. It is distinctly awkward that this should be divided,
as it is itself an enormous episode, a sort of Herodotean pa-
renthesis, rather than an integral part of the story. And, as
a matter of fact, it joins on much more to the Splendeurs et
Miseres des Courtisanes than to its actual companions. In
fact, it is an instance of the somewhat haphazard and arbi-
trary way in which the actual division of the Comedie has
worked, that it should, dealing as it does wholly and solely
with Parisian life, be put in the Scenes de la Vie de Province,
and should be separated from its natural conclusion not
merely as a matter of volumes, but as a matter of divisions.
In making the arrangement, however, it is necessary to re-
member Balzac's own scheme, especially as the connection of
the three parts in other ways is too close to permit the
wrenching of them asunder altogether and finally. This
caution given, all that is necessary can be done by devoting

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viii INTRODUCTION

the introduction of this volume entirely to the first and third
or Angouleme parts, and by consecrating another preface at
the beginning of the second volume to the egregious Lucien
by himself.

There is a double gain in doing this, for, independently
of the connection as above referred to, Lucien has little to do
except as an opportunity for the display of virtue by his
sister and David Sechard; and the parts in which they ap-
pear are among the most interesting of Balzac's work. The
" Idyllic " charm of this marriage for love, combined as it is
with exhibitions of the author's power in more than one of
the ways in which he loved best to show it, has never escaped
attention from Balzac's most competent critics. He himself
had speculated in print and paper before David Sechard was
conceived ; he himself had for all " maniacs," all men of one
idea, the fraternal enthusiasm of a fellow-victim. He could
never touch a miser without a sort of shudder of interest;
and that singular fancy of his for describing complicated
legal and commercial undertakings came in too. ITor did he
spare, in this wide-ranging book, to bring in other favorite
matters of his, the hoiereau — or squireen — ^aristocracy, the
tittle-tattle of the country town, and so forth.

The result is a book of multifarious interest, not hampered,
as some of its fellows are, by an uncertainty on the author's
part as to what particular hare he is coursing. Part of the
interest, after the description of the printing ofiBce and of
old Sechard's swindling of his son, is a doubling, it is true,
upon that of La Muse du Departement, and is perhaps a little
less amusingly done; but it is blended with better matters.
Sixte du Chatelet is a considerable addition to Balzac's gal-
lery of the aristocracy in transition — of the Bonaparte parve-

INTRODUCTION ix

nus whom perhaps he understood even better than the old no-
bility, for they were already in his time becoming adulterated
and alloyed ; or than the new folk of business and fi.nance, for
they were but in their earliest stages. Nor is the rest of the
society of Madame de Bargeton inferior.

But the real interest both of Les Deux PoeteSj and still
more of Eve et David, between which two, be it always re-
membered, comes in the original the Distinguished Provin-
cial, lies in the characters who gave their name to the last
part. In David, the man of one idea, who yet has room for
an honest love and an all-deserved friendship, Balzac could
not go wrong. David Sechard takes a place by himself among
the sheep of the Comedie. Some may indeed say that this
phrase is unfortunate, that Balzac's sheep have more qualities
of the mutton than innocence. It is not quite to be denied.
But David is very far indeed from being a good imbecile, like
Cesar Birotteau, or a man intoxicated out of common-sense
by a passion respectable in itself, like Goriot. His sacrifice of
his mania in time is something — ^nay, it is very much; and
his disinterested devotion to his brother-in-law does not quite
pass the limits of sense.

But what shall we say of Eve? She is good, of course,
good as gold, as Eugenie Grandet herself; and the novelist
has been kind enough to allow her to be happier. But has he
quite interested us in her love for David? Has he even per-
suaded us that the love existed in a form deserving the name ?
Did not Eve rather take her husband to protect him, to look
after him, than either to love, honor, and obey in the orthodox
sense, or to love for love's sake only, as some still take their
husbands and wives even at the end of the nineteenth cen-
tury? This is a question which each reader must answer for

X INTRODUCTION

himself; but few are likely to refuse assent to the sentence,
" Happy the husband who has such a wife as Eve Chardon !"
The bibliography of this long and curious book — almost
the only one which contains verse, some of Balzac's own, some
given to him by his more poetical friends — occupies full ten
pages of M. de Lovenjoul's record. The first part, which
bore the general title, was a book from the beginning, and ap-
peared in 1837 in the Scenes de la Vie de Province. It had
five chapters, and the original verse it contained had appeared
in the Annalaes Bomantiques ten years earlier with slight
variants. The second part, Un Grand Homme de Province,
likewise appeared as a book, independently published by Sou-
verain in 1839 in two volumes and forty chapters. But two
of these chapters had been inserted a few days before the
publications in the Estafette. Here Canalis was more dis-
tinctly identified with Lamartine than in the subsequent
texts. The third part, unlike its forerunners, appeared seri-
ally in two papers, L'Etat and Le Parisian, in the year 1843,
under the title of David Sechard, ou les Souffrances d'un In-
venteur, and next year became a book under the first title
only. But before this last issue it had been united to the
other two parts, and had appeared as Eve et David in the first
edition of the Comedie.

G. S.

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To Monsieur Victor Hugo

It was your birthright to be, lilie a Kafael or a Pitt, a great
poet at an age when other men are children; it was your fate,
tliie fate of Chateaubriand and of every man of genius, to
struggle against jealousy sltulliing behind the columns of a news-
paper, or crouching in the subterranean places of journalism.
For this reason I desired that your victorious name should help
to win a victory for this work that I Inscribe to you, a worli
which, if some persons are to be believed, is an act of courage
as well as a veracious history. If there had been journalists in
the time of MoliSre, who can doubt but that they, like mar-
quises, financiers, doctors, and lawyers, would 'have been
within the province of the writer of plays? And why should
Comedy, qxii casiigat ridendo mores, make an exception in
/avor of one power, when the Parisian press spares none? I am
happy, monsieur, in this opportunity of subscribing myself your
sincere admirer and friend,

De Balzac.

PAST I

TWO POETS.

At the time when this story opens, the Stanhope press and
the ink-distributing roller were not as yet in general use in
small provincial printing establishments. Even at An-
gouleme, so closely connected through its paper-mills with
the art of typography in Paris, the only machinery in use was
the primitive wooden invention to which the language owes a
figure of speech — "the press groans" was no mere rhetorical

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expression in tHose days. Leather ink-balls were stiU used in
old-fashioned printing houses; the pressman dabbed the ink
by hand on the characters, and the movable table on which
the form of type was placed in readiness for the sheet of pa-
pei being made of marble, literally deserved its name of
"impression-stone." Modern machinery has swept all this
old-world mechanism into oblivion; the wooden press which,
with all its imperfections, turned out such beautiful work
for the E lzevirs ._Plantin. Aldus, and Didot is so completely
forgotten, that somethingmusFbe said as to the obsolete gear
on which Jerome- Nicolas Sechard set an almost superstitious
affection, for it plays a part in this chronicle of great small
things .

Sechard had been in his time a journeyman pressman, a
^"^eaP^in compositors' slang. The continued pacing to and
IroTof the pressman from ink-table to press, from press to
inl?/-table, no doubt suggested the nickname. The "bears,"
however, make matters even by calling the compositors^mon-
kejfe; on account of the nimble industry displayed by those"
geifilemen in picking out the type from the hundred and fifty-
two compartments of the cases.

In the disastrous year 1793, Sechard, being fifty years old
and a married man, escaped the great Eequisition which swept
the bulk of French workmen into the army. The old press-
man was the only hand left in the printing-house ; and when
the master (otherwise the "gaffer") died, leaving a widow,
but no children, the business seemed to be on the verge of ex-
tinction; for the s olita.Tj "heaf' was quite incapable of the
feaJLof. transformation into a, ^^onkey," and in his"^g[uality
of pressman Jhad iiever leamedto read or write. Just then,
'however, a Eepresentative of the People being in a mighty
hurry to publish the Decrees of the Convention, bestowed a
master printer's license on Sechard, and requisitioned the
establishment. Citizen Sechard accepted the dangerous
patent, bought the business of his master's widow vrith his
wife's savings, and took over the plant at half its value. But
he was not even at the beginning. He was bound to print the

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Decrees of the Eepublic without mistakes and without delay.

In this strait Jerome-Mcolas Seehard had the luck to dis-
cover a noble Marseillais who had no mind to emigrate and
lose his lands, nor yet to show himself openly and lose his
head, and consequently was fain to earn a living by some law-
ful industry. A bargain was struck. M. le Comte de Mau-
combe, disguised in a provincial printer's jacket, set up, read,
and corrected the decrees which forbade citizens to harbor
aristocrats under pain of death; while the '^bear," now a
"gaffer," printed the copies and duly posted them, and the
pair remained safe and sound.

In 1795, when the squall of the Terror had passed over,
Meolas Seehard was obliged to look out for another jaek-of-
all-trades to be compositor, reader, and foreman in one; and
an Abbe who declined the oath succeeded the Comte de Mau-
eombe as soon as the First Consul restored public worship.
The Abbe became a Bishop at the Eestoration, and in after \
days the Count and the A^be^et andsatlogeth^r on the same^
ben£li.g£|he Houie~orPeers. O"^

In 1795 Jerome-Nicholas had not known how to read or
write ; in 1803 he had made no progress in either art ; but by
allowing a handsome margin for "wear and tear" in his esti-
mates, he managed to pay a foreman's wages. The once easy-
going journeyman was a terror to his 'Taears" and "monkeys."
-- Where poverty ceases, avarice beg ins. From the day when
SecEaxd" first caughFa glii^ie of the possibility of making a
fortune, a growing covetousness developed and sharpened in
him a certain practical faculty for business — greedy, sus-
picious, and keen-eyed. He carried on his craft in disdain
sLtheary^ In course of time he had learned to estimate at a'
glance the cost of printing per page or per sheet in every kind
of type. He proved to unlettered customers that large type
costs more to move; or, if small type was under discussion,
that it was more diflScult to handle. The setting-up of the
type was the one part of his craft of which he knew nothing;
a nd so great was his terror lest he shouldjioJ_^.arge~fi^QOugh,
that hejilways made a^heavy profit. He never took his eyes

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off his compositors while they were paid by the hour. If he
knew that a paper manufacturer was in difficulties, he would
buy up his stock at a cheap rate and warehouse the paper. So
from this time forward he was his own landlord, and owned
the old house which had been a printing office from time im-
memorial.

He had every sort of luck. He was left a widower with but
one son. The boy he sent to the grammar school ; he must be
educated, not so much for his owii sake as^totrain a sue^sor
jflJie_busLness ; and Sechard treated the fiid harshly so as 16
prolong the time of parental rule, making him work at case
on holidays, telling him that he must learnjto earn his own
living, so as to recomperge]H£J^lJLALd,faihgI^l who. was^ slav-
ing hislifeoufTo giveliim an education.

Then the-AirbiS'went^and'SScKard promoted one of his four
compositors to be foreman, making his choice on the future
bishop's recommendation of the man as an honest and intelli-
gent workman. In these ways the worthy printer thought to
tide over the time until his son .could take a business which
was sure to extend in young and clever hands.

David Seehard's school career was a brilliant one. Old
Sechard, as a "bear" who had succeeded in life without any
education, entertained a very considerable contempt for at-
tainments in book learning ; and when he sent his son to Paris
to study the higher branches of typography, he recommended
the lad so earnestly to save a good round sum in the '^^Kork-
ing man's paradise" (as he was pleased to call the city), and
so^distiflct'ly gave the boy to understand that he was not to
draw upon the paternal purse, that it seemed as if old Sechard
saw some way of gaining private ends of his own by that so-
journ in the Land of Sapience. So David learned his trade,
and completlcniSTdTreatito at the same time, and Didot's
foreman became a scholar; and yet when he left Paris at the
end of 1819, summoned home by his father to take the helm
of business, he had not cost his parent a farthing.

Now Nicolas S6chard's establishment hitherto had enjoyed
a monopoly of all the official printing in the department, be-

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sides the work of the prefecture and the diocese — ^three con-
nections which should prove mighty profitable to an active
young printer ; but precisely at this juncture the firm of Coin-
tet Brothers, paper manufacturers, applied to the authorities
for the second printer's license in Angoullme. Hitherto old
Sechard had contrived to reduce this license to a dead letter,
thanks to the war crisis of the Empire, and consequent
atrophy of commercial enterprise; but he had neglected to
buy up the right himself, and this piece of parsimony was the
ruin of the old business. Sechard thought joyfully when he
heard the news that the coming struggle with the Cointets
would be fought out by his son and not by himself.

"I should have gone to the wall," he thought, 'T)ut a young
fellow from the Didots will pull through."

The septuagenarian sighed for the time when he could live
at ease in his own fashion. If his knowledge of the higher
branches of the craft of printing was scanty, on the other
hand, he was suppo sedia -be-past-magter of an art which work-
men pleasantly call tipplie^ogaph^^f^^ art held in high es-
teem by the divine author at ^ntagxu el; though of late, by
reason of the persecution of societies yclept of Temperance,
the cult has fallen, day by day, into disuse.

Jerome-Nicolas Sechard, bound by the laws of etymology
to be a dry subject, suffered from an inextinguishable thirst.
His wife, during her lifetime, managed to control within rea-
sonable bounds the passion for fbp jnipp nf t.Tip grapp^ a taste
so natural to the bear that M. de Chateaubriand remafked-i^""-..
among the ursine tribes of the New Worli^. But philosophers
inform us that old age is apt to revert to the habits of youth,
and Sechard senior is a case in point — ^the older he grew, the
better he loved to drink. The master-passion had given a
stamp of originality to an ursine physiognomy ; his nose had
developed till it reached tEe'^rcTporfions-of^a double great-
canon A ;_his_veined cheeks .looked like vine-leaves, covered,
.asJisyjvere^with bloated patches of purple, madder" redj^^^d
often mottled hues; "triTaltogethef, the countenance' auggested
a Kuge truffle clasped about by autumn vine tendrils. The

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little gray eyes, peering out from beneath thick eyebrows like
bushes covered with snow, were agleam with the cunning of
avarice that had extinguished everything else in the man,
down to the very instinct of fatherhood. Those eyes never
lost their cunning even when disguised in drink. Sechard
put you in mind of one of La Fontaine's Franciscan friars,
with the fringe of grizzled hair still curling about his bald
pate. He was shart_and^^or£ulentjJike_onfi_ofJheo^
i2a§dJamp.s_for_illiimuaation, that burn a vast deal of oi1~to-a
very small piece of wick; for exeess_of 3ny_soit,jfflafiims. the
habit_of_bodyj and drunkenness, like much study, makes the
fat man stouter, and the lean man leaner still.

For thirty years Jerome-Meolas-Seehard had worn the fa-
mous municipal three-cornered hat, which you may still see
here and there on the head of the towncrier in out-of-the-way
places. His breeches and waistcoat were of greenish velveteen,
and he wore an old-fashioned brown greatcoat, gray cotton
stockings, and shoes with silver buckles to them. This costuriie ,
in . which the workgian shone through the burgess, was so
jhoroughly in keeping wilETEe 'mas^ehai-a'd^tefj^aHSctsT'lna

wofld^ You could no more imagine him apart from his
cloth^than^oueould think of a l)ulb^^ffiflSIjIs3tusk? If
tBF"oIapnnterlS!a'"norTong"since given the measure of his
blind greed, the very nature of the man came out in the man-
ner of his abdication.

Knowing, as he did, that his son must have learned his
business pretty thoroughly in the great school of the Didots,
he had yet been ruminating for a long while over the bargain
that he meant to drive with David. All that the fath er ma de^
ihe..son^,_o f course, was b ound to loseTbul in business this
worthy knew nothingofiaffier"6r son. If, iri,„the first in-
stance, he_had looked on David as^his^only;^ ^^ildjater he
eame'^£ol:egard him as the natural purchaser of the busine^T
whose interests "were"therefore opposed' tq^ his owir."""SieKard
meant to sell dear; David, of course, to buy cheap; his son,
therefore, was an antagonist, and it was his duty to get the

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better of him. The transformation of sentiment into self-~j
seeking, ordinarily slow, tortuous, and veiled by hypocrisy in '
better educated people, was swift and direct in the old "bear,"
who demonstrated the superiority of shrewd tipple-ography
over book-learned typography?'" ~" ""'

David came home, and the old man received him with all
the cordiality which cunning folk can assume with an eye to
business. He was as full of thought for him as any lover for
his mistress ; giving him his arm, telling him where to put his
foot down so as to avoid the mud, warming the bed for him,
lighting a fire in his room, making supper ready. The next
day, after he had done his best to fluster his son's wits over
a sumptuous dinner, Jerome- Nicolas Sechard, after copious
potations, began with a "Now for business," a remark so sin-
gularly misplaced between two hiccoughs, that David begged
his parent to postpone serious matters until the morrow. But
the old "bear" was by no means inclined to put off the long-
expected battle; he was t oo we ll prepared to turn his tipsine^
jto.£oodj£eouni;^ Hejiad^aggedJhej;h years,

hejiQuld-not wear it.aaather hour; to-morrow his son should
be the "gaffer."

Perhaps a word or two about the business premises may
be said here. The printing-house had been established since
the reign of Louis XIV. in the angle made by the Eue de
Beaulieu and the Place du Murier ; it had been devoted to its
present purposes for a long time past. The ground floor con-
sisted of a single huge room lighted on the side next the street
by an old-fashioned casement, and by a large sash window that
gave upon the yard at the back. A passage at the side led to
the private oSice ; but in the provinces the processes of typog-
raphy excite such a lively interest, that customers usually
preferred to enter by way of the glass door in the street front,
though they at once descended three steps, for the floor of the
workshop lay below the level of the street. The gaping new-
comer always failed to note the perils of the passage through
the shop; and while staring at the sheets of paper strung in
groves across the ceiling, ran against the rows of cases, or

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knocked his hat against the tie-bars that secured the presses
in position. Or the customer's eyes would follow the agile
movements of a compositor, picking out type from the hun-
dred and fifty-two compartments of his case, reading his copy,
verifying the words in the composing-stick, and leading the
lines, till a ream of damp paper weighted with heavy slabs,
and set down in the middle of the gangway, tripped up the
bemused spectator, or he caught his^ hip^ againstjhe angle^f
a bench, to the huge delight of^^ys, 'Tjears," and "monkeys ."
No wight had ever been known toreach the~iurther end witE^
out accident. A couple of glass-windowed cages had been
built out into the yard at the back; the foreman sat in state
in the one, the master printer in the other. Out in the yard
the walls were agreeably decorated by trellised vines, a tempt-
ing bit of color, considering the owner's reputation. On the
one side of the space stood the kitchen, on the other the wood-
shed, and in a ramshackle penthouse against the hall at the
back, the paper was trimmed and damped down. Here, too,
the forms, or, in ordinary language, the masses of set-up type,
were washed. Inky streams issuing thence blended with the
ooze from the kitchen sink, and found their way into the ken-
nel in the street outside ; till peasaiiis^omingjnto the town
of a market day believed that thejBeji^was taking a washTin-
side the establishment.

'" As to the house above the printing office, it consisted of
three rooms on the first floor and a couple of attics in the roof.
The first room did duty as dining-room and lobby; it was ex-
actly, the same length as the P5^Me__beloWj less the spae&-
ta£en~up™By^Ee"oI3^SiEioned wooden staircase; and was
lighted by a narrow casement on the street and a bull's-eye
window looking into the yard. The chief characteristic of the
apartment was a cynic simplicity, due to monej^^imaMng greed.
The bare walls were covctU' with plain white^^h^TGeTtTrty
brick floor had never been scoured, the furniture consisted of
three rickety chairs, a round table, and a sideboard stationed
between the two doors of a bedroom and a sitting-room. Win-
dows and doors alike were dingy with accumulated grime.

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Eeams of blank paper or printed matter usually encumbered
the floor, and more frequently than not the remains of Se-
chard's dinner, empty bottles and plates, were lying about on
the packages.

The bedroom was lighted on the side of the yard by a win-
dow with leaded panes, and hung with the old-world tapestry
that decorated house fronts in provincial towns on Corpus
Christi Day. For furniture it boasted a vast four-post bed-
stead with canopy, valances and quilt of crimson serge, a
couple of worm-eaten armchairs, two tapestry-covered chairs
in walnut wood, an aged bureau, and a timepiece on the
mantel-shelf. The Seigneur Eouzeau, Jerome-Mcolas' mas-
ter and predecessor, had furnished the homely old-world
room; it was just as he had left it.

The sitting-room had been partly modernized by the late
Mme. Sechard ; the walls were adorned with a wainscot, fear-
ful to behold, painted the color of powder blue. The panels
were decorated with wall-paper — Oriental scenes in sepia tint
— and for all furniture, half-a-dozen chairs with lyre-shaped
backs and blue leather cushions were ranged round the room.
The two clumsy arched windows that gave upon the Place du
Murier were curtainless; there was neither clock nor candle
sconce nor mirror above the mantel-shelf, for Mme. Sechard
had died before she carried out her scheme of decoration ; and
the "bearj^Minable to^neeircjthe^use^of jmpro]s^ents that
Jbraught_in^nq retiifn"iB. nioney, had left it at this point.

Hither, pede tituhante, Jerome-Nicolas Sechard brought
his son, and pointed to a sheet of paper lying on the table — a
valuation of plant drawn up by the foreman under his direc-
tion.

"Eead that, my boy," said Jerome-Ficolas, rolling a
drunken eye from the paper to his son, and back again to the
paper. "You will see what a jewel of a printiiig-house I am
giving you."

" 'Three wooden presses, held in position by iron tie-bars,
cast-iron plates ' "

"An improvement of my own," put in Sechard senior.

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-Together with all the implements, ink-tables, balls.

benches, et cetera, sixteen hundred francs!' Why, father,''
cried David, letting the sheet fall, "these presses of yours
are old sabots not worth a hundred crowns; they are only
fit for firewood."

"Sabots?" cried old Sechard, "Sabots? There, take the in-
ventory and let us go downstairs. You will soon see whether
your paltry iron-work contrivances will work like these solid
old tools, tried and trusty. You will not have the heart after
that to slander honest old presses that go like mail coaches,
and are good to last you your lifetime without needing repairs
of any sort. Sabots ! Yes, sabots that are like to hold salt
enough to cook your eggs with — sabots that your father has
plodded on with these twenty years ; they have helped him to
make you what you are."

The father, without coming to grief on the way, lurched
down the worn, knotty staircase that shook under his tread.
In the passage he opened the door of the workshop, flew to the
nearest press (artfully oiled and cleaned for the occasion)
and pointed out the strong oaken cheeks, polished up by the
apprentice.

"Isn't it a love of a press ?"

A wedding announcement lay in the press. The old "bear"
folded down the frisket upon the tympan, and the tympan
upon the form, ran in the carriage, worked the lever, drew
out the carriage, and lifted the frisketand tympan, all with as
mueh-agiliiy.as_the_youngest^f_t^|rib^ The press, handled
in this sort, creaked aloudinsuch ^Semyle that you might
have thought that some bird had dashed itself against the
window pane and flown away again.

"Where is the English press that could go at that pace?"
the parent asked of his astonished son.

Old Sechard hurried to the second, and th^a-4o-4h€L third
in order, repeating the manoeuvre with equal dextSatyr The
third presenting to his wine-troubled eye a patch overlooked
by the apprentice, with a notable oath he rubbed it with the
skirt of his overcoat, much as ai|,'horse-deaier^|)olishes the coat
of an animal that he is trvine to sell "* '~

' Isn't it a love of a press ?"

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"With those three presses, David, you can make yonr nine
thousand francs a year without a foreman. As your future
partner, I am opposed to your replacing these presses by your
cursed cast-iron machinery, that wears out the type. You in
Paris have been making such a to-do over that damned Eng-
lishman's invention — a foreigner, an enemy of France who
wants to help the ironf ounders to a fortune. Oh ! you wanted
Stanhopes, did you? Thanks for your Stanhopes, that cost
two thousand five hundred francs apiece, about twice as much
as my three jewels put together, and maul your type to pieces,
because there is no give in them. I haven't book-learning
like you, but you keep this well in mind, the life of the Stan-
hope is the death of the type. Those three presses will serve
your turn well enough, the printing will be properly done,
and folk here in Angouleme won't ask any more of you. You
may print with presses made of wood or iron or gold or silver,
they will never pay you a farthing more."

" 'Item,' " pursued David, " 'five thousand pounds weight

of type from M. Vaflard's foundry ' " Didot's apprentice

could not help smiling at the name.

"Laugh away ! After twelve years of wear, that type is as
good as new. That is what I call a typefounder ! M. Vaflard
is an honest man, who uses hard metal; and, to my way of
thinking, the best typefounder is the one you go to most sel-
dom."

" ' Taken at ten thousand francs,' " continued David.

"Ten thousand francs, father! Why, that is two francs a
pound, and the Messrs. Didot only ask thirty-six sous for their
Cicero! These nail-heads of yours will only fetch the price
of old metal — fivepence a pound."

"You call M. Gille's italics^ r^ iTining -band and round-ha,Tid.
Aiait;^^ea4|,' do you ? M. Gille, that used to be printer tothe
~']3mperor! And type that cost six francs a pound! master-
pieces of engraving, bought only five years ago. Some of
them are as bright yet as when they came from the foundry.
Look here !"

Old Sechard pounced upon some packets of unused sorts,
and held them out for David to see.

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"I am not book-learned ; I don't know how to read or write ;
but, all the same, I know enough to see that M. Gille's sloping
letters are the fathers of your Messrs. Didot's English run-
ning-hand. . Herejg Jhe jound-hand," he went on, taking up
an unused pica type.

David saw that there was no way of coming to terms with
his father. It was a case of Yes or 'So — of taking or leaving
it. The very ropes across the ceiling had gone down into the
old dear's" inventory, and not the smallest item was omitted;
jobbing chases, wetting-boards, paste-pots, rinsing-trough,
and lye-brushes had all been put down and valued separately
with miserly exactitude. The total amounted to thirty thou-
sand francs, including the license and the goodwill. David
asked himself whether or not this thing were feasible.

Old Sechard grew uneasy over his son's silence; he would
rather have had stormy argument than a wordless acceptance
of the situation. Chaffering in these sorts of bargains means
that a man can look after his interests. "A man who is ready
to pay you anything you ask will pay nothing," old Sechard
was saying to himself. While he tried to follow his son's train
of thought, he went through the list of odds and ends of plant
needed by a country business, drawing David now to a hot-
press, now to a cutting-press, bragging of its usefulness and
soxmd condition.

"Old tools are always the best tools," said he. "In our
line of business they ought to fetch more than the new, like
goldbeaters' tools."

Hideous vignettes, representing Hymen and Cupids, skele-
tons raising the lids of their tombs to describe a V or an M,
and huge borders of masks for theatrical posters became in
turn objects of tremendous value through old Jerome-Nicolas'
vinous eloquence. Old custom, he told his son, was so deeply
rooted in the district that he (David) would only waste his
pains if he gave them the finest things in life. He himself
had tried to sell them a better class of almanac than the
Double Liegeois on grocers' paper; and what came of it? —
the original Double Liegeois sold better than the most

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sumptuous calendars. David would soon see the importance
of these old-fashioned things when he found he could get more
for them than for the most costly new-fangled articles.

"Aha! my boy, Paris is Paris, and the proviuces are the
provinces. If a man came in from L'Houmeau with an order
for wedding cards, and you were to print them without a
Cupid and garlands, he would not believe that he was properly
married ; you would have them all back again if you sent them
out with a plain M. on them after the style of your Messrs.
Didot. They may be fine printers, but their inventions won't
take in the provinces for another hundred years. So there
you are."

A generous man is a bad bargain-driver. David's nature
was of the sensitive and affectionate type that shrinks from a
dispute, and gives way at once if an opponent touches his
feelings. His loftiness of feeling, and the fact that the old
toper had himself well in hand, put him still further at a dis-
advantage in a dispute about money matters with his own
father, especially as he credited that father with the best in-
tentions, and took his covetous greed for a printer's attach-
ment to his old familiar tools. Still, as Jerome-Mcolas Se-
chard had taken the whole place over from Kouzeau's widow
for ten thousand francs, paid in assignats, it stood to reason
that thirty thousand francs in coin at the present day was an
exorbitant demand.

"Father, you are cutting my throat!" exclaimed David.

"I," cried the old toper, raising his hand to the lines of
cord across the ceiling, "I who gave yduTife? VTOyTDavid,
what do youTsuppuserthe license is worth ? Do you know that
the sheet of advertisements alone, at fivepence a line, brought
in five hundred francs last month? You turn up the books,
lad, and see what we make by placards and the registers at
the Prefecture, and the work for the mayor's oflSce, and the
bishop too. You are a do-nothing that has no mind to get on.
You are haggling over the horse that will carry you to some
pretty bit of property like Marsac."

Attached to the valuation of plant there was a deed of part-

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nership between Seehard senior and his son. The good father
was to let his house and premises to the new firm for twelve
hundred francs per annum, reserving one of the two rooms
in the roof for himself. So long as David's purchase-money
was not paid in full, the profits were to be divided equally; as
soon as he paid off his father, he was to be made sole pro-
prietor of the business.

David made a mental calculation of the value of the license,
the goodwill, and the stock of paper, leaving the plant out of
account. It was just possible, he thought, to clear off the
debt. He accepted the conditions. Old Sechard, accustomed
to peasants' haggling, knowing nothing of the wider business
views of Paris, was amazed at such a prompt conclusion.

"Can he have been putting money by?" he asked himself.
"Or is he scheming out, at this moment, some way of not
paying me?"

With this notion in his head, he tried to find out whether
David had any money with him ; he wanted to be paid some-
thing on account. The old man's inquisitiveness roused his
son's distrust; David remained close buttoned up to the chin.

Next day, old Sechard made the apprentice move all his
own household stuff up into the attic until such time as an
empty market cart could take it out on the return journey
into the country; and David entered into possession of three
bare, unfurnished rooms on the day that saw him installed
in the printing-house, without one sou wherewith to pay his
men's wages. When he asked his father, as a partner, to con-
tribute his share towards the working expenses, the old man
pretended not to understand. He had found the printing-
house, he said, and he was not bound to find the money too.
He had paid his share. Pressed close by his son's reasoning,
he answered that when he himself had paid Rouzeau's widow
he had not had a penny left. If he, a poor, ignorant working
man, had made his way, Didot's apprentice should do still
better. Besides, had not David been earning money, thanks
to an education paid for by the sweat of his old father's brow?
Now surely was the time when the education would come in
useful.

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"What have you done with your 'polls ?' " he asked, return-
ing to the charge. He meant to have light on a problem
which his son left unresolved the day before.

'TVhy, had I not to live?" David asked indignantly, "and
books to buy besides ?"

"Oh ! you bought books, did you ? You will make a poor
man of business. A man that buys books is hardly fit to print
them," retorted the "bear."

Then David endured the most painful of humiliations —
the sense of shame for a parent ; there was nothing for it but
to be passive while his father poured out a flood of reasons —
sordid, whining, contemptible, money-getting reasons— in
which the niggardly old man wrapped his refusal. David
crushed down his pain into the depths of his soul ; he saw that
he was alone ; saw that he had no one to look to but himself ;
saw, too, that his father was trying to make money out of
him ; and in a spirit of philosophical curiosity, he tried to find
out how far the old man would go. He called old Sechard's
attention to the fact that he had never as yet made any in-
quiry as to his mother's fortune; if that fortune would not
buy the printing-house, it might go some way towards paying
the working expenses.

"Your mother's fortune?" echoed old Sechard; "why, it
was her beauty and intelligence !"

David understood his father thoroughly after that answer ;
he understood that only after an interminable, expensive, and
disgraceful lawsuit could he obtain any account of the money
which by rights was his. The noble heart accepted the heavy
burden laid upon it, seeing clearly beforehand how difficult
it would be to free himself from the engagements into which
he had entered with his father.

"I will work," he said to himself. "After all, if I have a
rough time of it, so had the old man ; besides, I shall be work-
ing for myself, shall I not ?"

"I am leaving you a treasure," said Sechard, uneasy at his
son's silence.

David asked what the treasure might be.

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"Marion !" said his father.

Marion, a big country girl, was an indispensable part of
the establishment. It was Marion who damped the paper and
cut it to size ; Marion did the cooking, washing, and market-
ing; Marion unloaded the paper carts, collected accounts, and
cleaned the ink-balls; and if Marion had but known how to
read, old Seehard would have put her to set up type into the
bargain.

Old Seehard set out on foot for the country. Delighted as
he was with his sale of the business, he was not quite easy in
his mind as to the payment. To the throes of the vendor, the
agony of uncertainty as to the completion of the purchase in-
evitably succeeds. Passion of every sort is essentially Jesuit-
ical. Here was a man who thought that education was useless,
forcing himself to believeTn theJjnJjiencTbf iducatiote He
was mortgaging thirty thousand francs upon the ideas of
honor and conduct which education should have developed in
his son ; David had received a good training, so David would
sweat blood and water to fulfil his engagements; David's
knowledge would discover new resources ; and David seemed to
be full of fine feelings, so — David would pay ! Many a parent
does in this way, and thinks that he has acted a father's part ;
old Seehard was quite of that opinion by the time that he
reached his vineyard at Marsac, a hamlet some four leagues
out of Angouleme. The previous owner had built a nice little
house on the bit of property, and from year to year had added
other bits of land to it, until in 1809 the old "bear" bought
the whole, and went thither, exchanging the toil of the print-
ing press for the labor of the winepress. As he put it himself,
"he had been in that line so long that he ought to know some-
thing about it."

During the first twelvemonth of rural retirement, S6chard
senior showed a careful countenance among his vine props;
for he was always in his vineyard now, just as, in the old days,
he had lived in his shop, day in, day out. The prospect of
thirty thousand francs was even more intoxicating than sweet

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wine; already in imagination he fingered the coin. The less
the claim to the money, the more eager he grew to pouch it.
Ifot seldom his anxieties sent him hurrying from Marsae to
Angouleme; he would climb up the rocky staircases into the
old city and walk into his son's workshop to see how business
went. There stood the presses in their places ; the one appren-
tice, in a paper cap, was cleaning the ink-balls; there was a
creaking of a press over the printing of some trade circular,
the old type was still unchanged, and in the dens at the end
of the room he saw his son and the foreman reading books,
which the "bear" took for proof-sheets. Then he would join
David at dinner and go back to Marsae, chewing the cud of
uneasy reflection.

Avarice^ like love, h as the gift of second sight, instinctijelj^ 1
gues^^gat future contingenqiesj and_ hugging ^^ pr^esenti- ?
inenlsrSecESr3r' senior living at a distance, far from the '
workshop and the machinery which possessed such a fascina-
tion for him, reminding him, as it did, of days when he was
making his way, could feel that there were disquieting symp-
toms of inactivity in his son. The name of Cointet Brothers
haunted him like a dread; he saw Sechard & Son dropping
into the second place. In short, the old man scented misfor-
tune in the wind.

His presentiments were too well founded; disaster was
hovering over the house of Sechard. B u 4 th e iajgatutelary
j[eiiX.forjaiaeES,«and by a chain of unforeseen circumsiEances"
that tutelary deity was so ordering matters that the purchase-
money of his extortionate bargain was to be tumbled after all
into the old toper's pouch.

Indifferent to the religious reaction brought about by the
Eestoration, indifferent no less to the Liberal movement, Da-
vid preserved a most unlucky neutrality on the burning ques-
tions of the day. In those times provincial men of business
were bound to profess political opinions of some sort if they
meant to secure custom ; they were forced to choose for them-
selves between the patronage of the Liberals on the one hand
or the Royalists on the other. And Love, moreover, had come

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to David's heart, and with his scientific preoccupation and
finer nature he had not room for the dogged greed of which
your successful man of business is made; it choked the keen
money-getting instinct which would have led him to study
the differences between the Paris trade and the business of a
provincial printing-house. The shades of opinion so sharply
defined in the country are blurred and lost in the great cur-
rents of Parisian business life. Cointet Brothers set them-
selves deliberately to assimilate all shades of monarchical
opinion. They let every one know that they fasted of a Fri-
day and kept Lent; they haunted the cathedral; they culti-
vated the society of the clergy; and in- consequence, when
books of devotion were once more in demand, Cointet Brothers
were the first in this lucrative field. They slandered David,
accusing him of Liberalism, Atheism, and what not. How,
asked they, could any one employ a man whose father had
been a Septembrist, a Bonapartist, and a drunkard to boot?
The old man was sure to leave plenty of gold pieces behind
him. They themselves were poor men with families to sup-
port, while David was a bachelor and could do as he pleased;
he would have plenty one of these days; he could afford to
take things easily; whereas . . . and so forth and so
forth.

Such tales against David, once put into circulation,produeed
their effect. The monopoly of the prefectorial and diocesan
work passed gradually into the hands of Cointet Brothers;
and before long David's keen competitors, emboldened by his
inaction, started a second local sheet of advertisements and
announcements. The older establishment was left at length
with the job-printing orders from the town, and the circula-
tion of the Charente Chronicle fell off by one-half. Mean-
while the Cointets grew richer; they had made handsome
profits on their devotional books ; and now they offered to buy
S6chard's paper, to have all the trade and judicial announce-
ments of the department in their own hands.

The news of this proposal sent by David to his father
brought the old vinegrower from Marsac into the Place du

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Murier with the swiftness of the raven that scents the corpses
on a battlefield.

"Leave me to manage the Cointets," said he to his son;
"don't you meddle in this business."

The old man saw what the Cointets meant; and they took
alarm at his clearsighted sagacity. His son was making a
blunder, he said, and he, Sechard, had come to put a stop
to it.

"What was to become of the connection if David gave up
the paper? It all depended upon the paper. All the attor-
neys and solicitors and men of business in L'Houmeau were
Liberals to a man. The Cointets had tried to ruin the Se-
chards by accusing them of Liberalism, and by so doing gave
them a plank to cling to — ^the Sechards should keep the Lib-
eral business. Sell the paper indeed ! Why, you might as
well sell the stock-in-trade and the license !"

Old Sechard asked the Cointets sixty thousand francs for
the printing business, so as not to ruin his son; he was fond
of his son; he was taking his son's part. The vinegrower
brought his son to the front to gain his point, as a peasant
brings in his wife.

His son was unwilling to do this, that, or the other; it
varied according to the offers which he wrung one after an-
other from the Cointets, until, not without an effort, he drew
them on to give twenty-two thousand francs for the Charente
Chronicle. But, at the same time, David must pledge himself
thenceforward to print no newspaper whatsoever, under a pen-
alty of thirty thousand francs for damages.

That transaction dealt the deathblow to the Sechard es-
tablishment; but the old vinegrower did not trouble himself
much on that head. Murder usually follow s robbery. Our
worthy friend intended to pay himstelf with the ready money.
To have the cash in his own hands he would have given in
David himself over and above the bargain, and so much the
more willingly since that this nuisance of a son could claim
one-half of the unexpected windfall! Taking this fact into
consideration, therefore, the generojus parent consented to

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abandon his share of the business, but not the business prem-
ises ; and the rental was still maintained at the famous sum of
twelve hundred francs per annum.

The old man came into town very seldom after the paper
was sold to the Cointets. He pleaded his advanced age, but
the truth was that he took little interest in the establishment
now that it was his no longer. Still, he could not quite shake
off his old kindness for his stock-in-trade ; and when business
brought him into Angouleme, it would have been hard to say
which was the stronger attraction to the old house — ^his
wooden presses or the son whom (as a matter of form) he
asked for rent. The old foreman, who had gone over to the
rival establishment, knew exactly how much this father^
generosity was worth; the old fox meant to reserve a right
to interfere in his son's affairs, and had taken care to appear
in the bankruptcy as a privileged creditor for arrears of rent.

The causes of David's heedlessness throw a light on the
character of that young man. Only a few days after his es-
tablishment in the paternal printing office, he came across
an old school friend in the direst poverty. Lucien Char-
don, a young fellow of one-and-twenty or thereabouts,
was the son of a surgeon-major who had retired with
a wound from the republican army. Kature had meant
M. Chardon senior for a chemist; chance opened the
way for a retail druggist's business in Angouleme. After
many years of scientific research, death cut him off in
the midst of his incompleted experiments, and the great
discovery that should have brought wealth to the family
was never made. 'Chardon had tried to find a specific for the
gout. Gout is a rich man's malady; the rich will pay large
sums to recover health when they have lost it, and for this
reason the druggist deliberately selected gout as his problem.
Halfway bets Eeen-the_man-iif-£cience on the one side and the
charlatan _o_n jthe_ other,, he saw that Jhe_seientific_method was
the one roadtq assured sueeess^andjiad studied the causes of
the_eomplaint, and based his remedy on a certain "general
theory of treatment, with modifications in practice for vary-
ing temperaments. Then, on a visit to Paris undertaken to

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solicit the approval of the Academie des/ Sciences, he died,
and lost all the fruits of his lab ors. /

It may have been that some iresenMmentA of the end had
led the country druggist to do all that in~him lay to give his
boy and girl a good education; the family had been living
up to the income brought in by the business; and now when
they were left almost destitute, it was an aggravation of their
misfortune that they had been brought up in the expectations
of a brilliant future; for these hopes were extinguished by
their father's death. The great Desplein, who attended Char-
don in his last illness, saw him die in convulsions of rage.

The secret of the army surgeon's ambition lay in his pas-^
sionate love for his wife, the last survivor of the family of
Eubempre, saved as by a miracle from the guillotine in 1793.
He had gained time by declaring that she was pregnant, a lie
told without the girl's knowledge or consent. Then, when in
a manner he had created a claim to call her his wife, he had
married her in spite of their common poverty. Th e child ren
-fil-lhis_^iarriagfi,Jik©--alLjit^ldrenoflove, inherited~lhe
mother!§_wonderful_beauty, thaFJift.'io^SnTatal when ac-
companied by poverty. The life of hope and hard work and
dSpalxTmnr of which Mme. Chardon had shared with such
keen sympathy, had left deep traces in her beautiful face, just
as the slow decline of a scanty income had changed her ways
and habits; but both she and her children confronted evil
days bravely enough. She sold the druggist's shop in the
Grand' Eue de L'Houmeau, the principal suburb of An-
gouleme; but it was impossible for even one woman to exist
on the three hundred francs of income brought in by the in-
vestment of the purchase-money, so the mother and daughter
accepted the position, and worked to earn a living. The
mother went out as a monthly nurse, and for her gentle man-
ners was preferred to any other among the wealthy houses,
where she lived without expense to her children, and earned
some seven francs a week. To save her son the embarrassment
of seeing his mother reduced to this humble position, she as-
sumed the name of Madame Charlotte ; and persons requiring

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her services were requested to apply to M. Postel, M. Char-
don's successor in the business. Lucien's sister worked for a
laundress, a decent woman much respected in L'Houmeau,
and earned fifteen daily sous. As Mme. Prieur's forewoman
she had a certain f)osition in the workroom, which raised her
slightlj' above the class of working-girls.

The two women's slender earnings, together with Mme.
Chardon's three hundred francs of rentes, amounted to about
eight hundred francs a year, and on this sum three persons
must be fed, clothed, and lodged. Yet, with all their frugal
thrift, the pittance was scarcely sufficient; nearly the whole
of it was needed for Lueien. Mme. Chardonand her daughter
Eye believed. in JLueienjisMahqmet's wife believed in. heFEus-
bandj^ their devotion for his future knew no bounds. Their
present landlord was the successor to the business, for M.
Postel let them have rooms at the further end of a yard at the
back of the laboratory for a very low rent, and Lueien slept
in the poor garret above. A father's passion for natural sci-
ence had stimulated the boy, and at first induced him to fol-
low in the same path. Lueien was one of the most brilliant
pupils at the grammar school of Angouleme, and when David
Sechard left, his future friend was in the third form.

When chance brought the school-fellows together again,
Lueien was weary of drinking from the rude cup of penury,
and ready for any of the rash, decisive steps that youth takes
at the age of twenty. David's generous offer of forty francs
a month if Lueien would come to him and learn the work of
a printer's reader came in time ; David had no need whatever
of a printer's reader, but he saved Lueien from despair. The
ii£S-Q£a.g chool friendship thus renewed were soon drawn clioser
ihan_jes£iJ3yJJie_snnilaTit^^ the dis-

similarity of their^^iaracte]^ Both felt high swellmg'h'opes
-SE^i^IJ^^^iiX^thco^sciously'posiisseJ order

<fi-^iHMliSS££.^'ji^-^ seits a man on a level With loftyjieights,
consigned though they were socially to the lowest level. Fate's
in]ustice was a strong bond between them. And then, by
different ways, following each his own bent of mind, they

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had attained to poesy. -loKiieii - destined for f ,li e highest sp ecii-
lative fifi]^s_^of^najtural_jcience^ was aiming with hot enthusi-
^^EjlfeSiSEaagUit^iatoej^wi^
tati-ve^mpiiEafflent which inclines to poetry, was drawn by
hisJast§a,.towa£as natural_scie;ftp^

The exchanj:e oTroIes^was the beginning of an intellectual
^iBiadfiatuiL™.. Before long, L'acien told David of his~owti
father's farsighted views of the application of science to man-
ufacture, while David pointed out the new ways in literature
that Lucien must follow if he meant to succeed. Ifct-^uiy
daj^sjiad passed before the young men^friendshig became a
pa^ioft^UCb, as_is only known in. £gily_manhood. Then it was
that David caught a glimpse of Eve's fair face, andbved, as
grave and meditfitive natures can love. The[eiji^icjSjLs,gffl|'.Sf
et in secuW~secutorum 'of the Liturgy is the device taken by
many a sublinie'ufilaroWn poet, whose works consist in mag-
nificent epics conceived and lost between heart and heart.
With a lover's insight, David read the secret hopes set by the
mothei' and sister on Lucien's poet's brow ; and knowing their
blirid devotion, it was very sweet to him to draw nearer to his
love by sharing her hopes and her self-sacrifice. And in this
way Lucien came to be David's chosen brother. As there are
ultras who would fain be more Eoyalist than the King, so
David outdid the mother and sister in his belief in Lucien's
genius; be spoiled Lucien as a mother spoils her child.

Once, under pressure of the lack of money which tied their
hands, the two were ruminating after the manner of young
aien over ways of promptly realizing a large fortune; and,
after fruitless shakings of all the trees already stripped by
previous comers, Lucien bethought himself of two of his
father's ideas. M. Chardon had talked of a method of refin-
ing sugar by a chemical process, which would reduce the cost
of production by one-half; and he had another plan for em-
ploying an American vegetable fibre for making paper, some-
thing after the Chinese fashion, and effecting an enormous
saving in the cost of raw material. David, knowing the im-
portance of a question raised already by the Didots, oaught

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at this latter notion, saw a fortune in it, and looked upon
Lucien as a benefat'tor whom he could never repay.

Any one may guess how the ruling thoughts and inner life
of this pair of friends uiifitted them for carrying on the busi-
ness of a printing house. So far from making fifteen to
twenty thousand francs, like Cointet Brothers, printers and
publishers to the diocese, and proprietors of the Charente
Chronicle (now the only newspaper in the department) —
Sechard & Son made a bare three hundred francs per month,
out of which the foreman's salary ffiust be paid, as well as
Marion's wages and the rent and taxes ; so that David himself
was scarcely making twelve hundred franc? per annum. Ac-
tive and industrious men of business would have bought new
type and new machinery, and made an effort to secure orders
for cheap printing from the Paris book trade ; but master and
foreman, deep in absorbing intellectual interests, were quite
content with such orders as came to them from their remain-
ing customers.

In the long length the Cointets had come to understand
David's character and habits. They did not slander him no'vr ;
on the contrary, wise policy required that they should allow
the business to flicker on; it was to their interest indeed to
maintain it in a small way, lest it should fall into the hands
of some more formidable competitor ; they made a practice of
sending prospectuses and circulars — ^job-printing, as it is
called — to the Sechard's establishment. So it came about,
that, all unwittingly, David owed his existence, commercially
speaking, to the cunning schemes of his competitors. The
Cointets, well pleased with his "craze," as they called it, be-
haved to all appearance both fairly and handsomely; but, as
a matter of fact, they were adopting the tactics of the mail-
coach owners who set up a sham opposition coach to keep
bond fide rivals out of the field.

Inside and outside, the condition of the Sdchard printing
establishment bore testimony to the sordid avarice of the. old
"bear," who never spent a penny on repairs. The old houec

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had stood in sun and rain, and borne the brunt of the weather,
till it looked like some venerable tree trunk set down at the
entrance of the alley, so riven it was with seams and cracks of
all sorts and sizes. The house front, buil±J2f.bii£}i:„and stone,
with no__pjfilsBsion£jp_,jj3nSeJry7"seSrM to be bending be-
riealli the weight of a worm-eaten roof covered with the curved
pantiles in common use in the South of Prance. The de-
crepit casements were fitted with the heavy, unwieldy shutters
necessary in that climate, and held in place by massive iron
cross bars. It would have puzzled you to find a more dilapi-
dated house in Angouleme ; nothing but sheer tenacity of mor-
tar kept it together. Try to picture the workshop, lighted at
either end, and dark in the middle; the walls covered with
handbills and begrimed by friction of all the workmen who
had rubbed past them for thirty years ; the cobweb of cordage
across the ceiling, the stacks of paper, the old-fashioned
presses, the pile of slabs for weighting the damp sheets, the
rows of cases, and the two dens in the far corners where the
master printer and foreman sat — and you will have some idea
of the life led by the two friends.

One day early in May, 1831, David and Lucien were stand-
ing together by the window that looked into the yard. It was
nearly two o'clock, and the four or five men were going out
to dinner. David waited until the apprentice had shut the
street door with the bell fastened to it ; then he drew Lucien
out into the yard as if the smell of paper, ink, and presses and
old woodwork had grown intolerable to him, and together they
sat down under the vines, keeping the office and the door in
view. The sunbeams, plaxj^gamong the trellised vine-
shoots, hovered over the 't\^opoeEs^^aking, as it were, an
aureole about their heads, hrin^^;;th«contrast_betweenJlM
.^i:fis...and their characiers iato a yigcirflagljelier that would
have tempted the brush of sotne great painter.

David's physique was of the kind that Nature gives to the)
fighter, the man born to struggle in obscurity, or with the eyes ,
of all men turned upon him. The strong shoulders, rising Yj
above the broad chest, were in keeping with the full develop- I

26 LOST ILLUSIONS

ment of his whole frame. With his thick crop of black hair,
his fleshy, high-colored, swarthy face, supported by a thick
neck, he looked at first sight like one of Boileau's canons ; but
on a second glance there was that in the lines about the thick
lips, in the dimple of the chin, in the turn of the square nos-
trils, with the broad irregular line of central cleavage, and,
above all, in the ej'es, with the steady light of an all-absorbing
love that burned in them, which revealed the real character
of the man — the wisdo m of the thinker, the strejraggs^^ielan-
eholy of a spirit that discerns the horizon on either side, and
sees clearly to the end of winding ways^ turning the clear light
-of- analysis ji^njhe joys of fraition^Jcnown as yet in idea
alone^anijuickJo_tum from them in disgust! You'nught
Uook for the flash of genius from sucE'aTaee^'ybu could not
miss the ashes of the volcano; hopes extinguished beneath a
profound sense of the social annihilation to which lowly birth
and lack of fortune condemns so many a loftier mind. And
by the side of the poor printer, who loathed a handicraft so
closely allied to intellectual work, close to this Silenus, joyless,
self -sustained, drinking deep draughts from , the cup of knowl-
?.4gfi-aJ3djji42flfijt]:jUthat he might forget the cares of his nar-
row lot in the intoxication of soul and brain, stood Lucien,
graceful^^jomejculgtured_Indian^acchus.

For in Lucien's face there was the distinction of line which
stamps the beauty of the antique ; the Greek profile, with the
velvet whiteness of women's faces, and eyes full of love, eyes
so blue that they looked dark against a pearly setting, and
dewy and fresh as those of a child. Those beautiful eyes
looked out from under their long chestnut lashes, beneath
eyebrows that might have been traced by a Chinese pencil.
The silken down on his cheeks, like his bright curling hair,
shone golden in the sunlight. A divine graeiousness trans-
fused the white temples that caught that golden gleam; a
matchless nobleness had set its seal in the short chin raised,
but not abruptly. The smile that hovered about the coral
lips, yet redder as they seemed by force of contrast with the
even teeth, was the smile of some sorrowing angel. Lucien's

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hands^enoted^i3ejjthe3iMirere_sha^ -that -men /

obe^^atji ^ig2^and_womeEi_k)ve to kiss. Lueien was slender /
and of middieTieightTFrom a glance"at his feet, he might have j
been taken for a girl in disguise, and this so much the more
easily from the feminine contour of the hips, a characteristic
of keen-witted, not to say astute, men. This is a trait which
seldom misleads, and in Lueien it was a true indication of
character ; for when he analyzed the society of to-day, his rest-
less mind was apt to take its stand on the lower ground of
those diplomatists who hold that success justifies the use of
any means however base. It is one of the misfortunes attend-
ant upon great intellects that perforce they comprehend all
things, both good and evil.

The two young men judged society by the more lofty stand- ;
ard because their social position was at the lowest end of the
scale, f or jinrecognized_puKeias_§ .pt to ave n ge itself for low lv
-Si&iifiS^JLXis^iiig the__w5rld.frQm_j,Jofty standpoint] YeE'it
is, nevertheless, true that they grew but the mo^re^'ttter and
hopeless after these swift soaring flights to the upper regions
of thought, their world by right. Lueien had read much and
compared ; David had thought much and deeply. In spite of
the young printer's look of robust, country-bred health, his
turn of mind was melancholy and somewhat morbid — ^he
lacked confidence in himself; but Lueien, on the other hand,
with an enterprising but changeable nature, was gifted with
a boldness little to be expected from his feminine, almost ef-
feminate, figure, graceful though it was. Lueien possessed
the Gascon temperament to the highest degree — rash, brave,
and adventurous, prone to make the most of the bright side,
and as little as possible of the dark ; his was_the n ature th at'l
■stifika.ai_nQjaini£4rth^eia..aj^^ .

laughs at the vice which serves as a ste pping-sto ne. Just now
these tendencies of ambition were held in check, partly by
the fair illusions of youth, partly by the enthusiasm which
led him to prefer the nobler methods, which every man in love j
with glory tries first of all. Lueien was struggling as yet with
himself and his own desires, and not with the difBeulties of

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life ; at strife with his own power, and not with the haseness of
other men, that fatal exemplar for impressionable minds.
The brilliancy of his intellect had a keen attraction for David.
David admired his friend, while he kept him out of the scrapes
into which he was led by the _furis,Jrangaise.

David, with his well-balanced mind and ^mid nature at
variance with a strong constitution, was by no means wanting
in the persistence of the Northern temper; and if he saw all
the difiBculties before him, none the less he vowed to himself
to conquer, never ta^Ve^^^. In him the unswervi ng virt ue
of__an_a£ostle was sof tened_l)y . pit3'^that gprangfrom_in|x-
li2fl§tiMsJs^JSls§S£ii_i''i t^^ friendship -gxQwnoIH already,
one was the worshiper, and that one was David; Luc ien r uled
him like a woman sure of love, and David loved teCgiyfe^^JS-
He felt that his friend's physical beauty implied a real supe-
riority, which he accepted, looking upon himself as one made
of coarser and comm.oner human clay.

"The ox for patient labor in the fields, the free life for the
bird," he thought to himself. "I will be the ox, and Lucien
shall be the eagle."

So for three years these friends had mingled the destinies
bright with such glorious promise. Together they read the
great works that appeared above the horizon of literature and
"science since the Peace — the poems of Schiller, Goethe, and
Byron, the prose writings of Scott, Jean-Paul, Berzelius,
Davy, Cuvier, Lamartine, and many more. TQiey_warmed
themselve| ^^da-tb.es.e. great hearthfires: they tried their
,R9W.eJ.§. Ji^ aEorS^ creations, jn work faid aside an3rtaken"up
again with new glow of enthusiasm. Incessantly they worked
with the unwearied vitality of youth; comrades in poverty,
comrades in the consuming love of art and science, till they
forgot the hard life of the present, for their minds were wholly
bent on laying the foundations of future fame.

"Lucien," said David, "do you know what I have just re-
ceived from Paris ?" He drew a tiny volume from his pocket
"Listen!"

And David read, as a poet can read, first Andre de Chenier's

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Idyll Neire, then Le Malade, following on with the Elegy on]
a Suicide, another elegy in the classic taste, and the last two
lambes.

"So that is Andre de Chenier!" Lucien exclaimed again
and again. 'It fills one with despair !" he cried for the third
time, when David surrendered the book to him, unable to read
further for emotion. — :"A poet rediscovered_bj_a poet!" said
Lucien, reading the signahiire'oT'^ie'preJEcer^^"™'"'"'

"After Chenier had written those poems, he thought that
he had written nothing worth publishing," added David.

Then Lucien in his turn read aloud the fragment of an epic
called L'Aveugle and two or three of the Elegies, till, when he
came upon the line —

If they know not bliss, is there happiness on earth?

He pressed the book to his lips, and tears came to the eyes of
either, for the two friends were lovers and fellow-worshipers.

The vine-stems were changing color with the spring; cov-
ering the rifted, battered walls of the old house where squalid
cracks were spreading in every direction, with fluted columns
and knots and bas-reliefs and uncounted masterpieces of I
know not what order of architecture, erected by fairy hands.
Fancy had scattered flowers and crimson gems over the gloomy
little yard, and Chenier's Camille became for David the Eve
whom he worshiped, for Lucien a great lady to whom he paid
his homage. JEQgtry_hadjhakaa_OTrthersto
workshop where ih^^^iankeY^ andi^ bears^'weregrotesquely'
JiUgX_2™2£S_types and presses. Five o clock struck, but the
friendsfeltneitliernG^uSge^^ thirst; life had turned to a
golden dream, and all the treasures of the world lay at their
feet. Far away on the horizon lay the blue streak to which
Hope points a finger in storm and stress; and a siren voice
sounded in their ears, calling, "Come, spread your wings;
through that streak of gold or silver or azure lies the sure
way of escape from evil fortune !"

Just at that moment the low glass door of the workshop
was opened, and out came Cerizet, an apprentice (David had

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brought the urchin from Paris). This youth introduced a
stranger, who saluted the friends politely, and spoke to David.

"This, sir, is a monograph which I am desirous of print-
ing," said he, drawing a huge package of manuscript from his
pocket. "Will you oblige me with an estimate?"

"We do not undertake work on such a scale, sir," David an-
swered, without looking at the manuscript, '^ou had better
see the Messieurs Cointet about it."

"Still'we have a very pretty type which might suit it," put
in Lucien, taking up the roll. "We must ask you to be kind
enough, sir, .to leave your commission with us and call again
to-morrow, and we will give you an estimate."

"Have I the pleasure of addressing M. Lucien Chardon?"

"Yes, sir," said the foreman.

"I am fortunate in this opportunity of meeting with a
young poet destined to such greatness," returned the author.
"Mme. de Bargeton sent me here."

Lucien flushed red at the name, and stammered out some-
thing about gratitude for the interest which Mme. de Barge-
ton took in him. David noticed his friend's embarrassed
flush, and left him in conversation with the country gentle-
man, the author of a monograph on silkworm cultivation,
prompted by vanity to print the effort for the benefit of fellow-
members of the local agricultural society.

When the author had gone, David spoke.

"Lucien, are you in love with Mme. de Bargeton ?"

"Passionately."

"But social prejudices set you as far apart as if she were
living at Pekin and you in Greenland."
r "The will of two lovers can rise victorious over all things,"
' said Lucien, lowering his eyes.

"You will forget us," returned the alarmed lover, as Eve's
fair face rose before his mind.

"On the contrary, I have perhaps sacrificed my love to you,"
cried Lucien.

"What do you mean?"

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bid me obtain a secure footing in her house, I have told her that
I will never go thither again unless another is made welcome
too, a man whose gifts are greater than mine, a man destined
for a brilliant future — David Sechard, my brother, my friend.
I shall find an answer waiting when I go home. All the aris-
tocrats may have been asked to hear me read my verses this
evening, but I shall not go if the answer is negative, and I
will never set foot in Mme. de Bargeton's house again."

David brushed the tears from his eyes, and wrung Lueien's
hand. The clock struck six.

"Eve must be anxious; good-bye," Lucien added abruptly.

He hurried away. David stood ove rcome b y the emotion
that is o nly_f£lt_toJtbBjfulI_ai Jiis..age, and more especially in
such a position as his — the friends were like two young swans
with wings undipped as yet by the experiences of provincial
life.

"Heart of gold !" David exclaimed to himself, as his eyes
followed Lucien across the workshop.

Lucien went down to L'Houmeau along the broad Prome-
nade de Beaulieu, the Eue du Minage, and Saint-Peter's Gate.
It was the longest way round, so you may be sure that Mme. de
Bargeton's house lay on the way. So delicious it was to pass
under her windows, though she knew nothing of his presence,
that for the past two months he had gone round daily by the
Palet Gate into L'Houmeau.

Under the trees of Beaulieu he saw how far the suburb lay
from the city. The custom of the country, moreover, had
raised other barriers harder to surmount than the mere phys-
ical difficulty of the steep flights of steps which Lucien was
descending. Youth and ambition had thrown the flying-
bridge of glory across the gulf between the city and the sub-
urb, yet Lucien was as uneasy in his mind over his lady's an-
swer as any king's favorite who has tried to climb yet higher,
and fears that being over-bold he is like to fall. This must
seem a dark saying to those who have never studied the man-
ners and customs of cities divided into the upper and lower

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town; wherefore it is necessary to enter here upon some topo-
graphical details, and this so much the more if the reader
is to comprehend the position of one of the principal charac-
ters in the story — ^Mme. de Bargeton.

The old city of Angouleme is perched aloft on a crag like
a sugar-loaf, overlooking the plain where the Charente winds
away through the meadows. The crag is an outlying spur on
the Perigord side of a long, low ridge of hill, which terminates
abruptly just above the road from Paris to Bordeaux, so that
the Rock of AngoulSme is a sort of promontory marking out
the line of three picturesque valleys. The ramparts and great
gateways and ruined fortress on the summit of the crag still
remain to bear witness to the importance of this stronghold
during the Religious Wars, when Angouleme was a military
position coveted alike of Catholics and Calvinists, but its old^
jwgrld_strength is a source of weakness in modem days; An-
goulemie could noT spread down to the Uharente, anS shut in
between its ramparts and the steep sides of the crag, the old
town is condemned to stagnation of the most fatal kind.

The Government made an attempt about this very time
to extend the town towards Perigord, building a Prefecture,
a Naval School, and barracks along the hillside, and opening
up roads. But private enterprise had been beforehand else-
where. For some time past the suburb of L'Houmeau had
sprung up, a mushroom growth at the foot of the crag and
along the river-side, where the direct road runs from Paris to
Bordeaux. Everybody has heard of the great paper-mills of
Angoulgme, established perforce three hundred years .ago on
the Charente and its branch streams, where there was a suf-
ficient fall of water. The largest State factory of marine
ordnance in France was established at Ruelle, some six miles
away. Carriers, wheelwrights, posthouses, and inns, every
agency for public conveyance, every industry that lives by road
or river, was crowded together in Lower Angouleme, to avoid
the difficulty of the ascent of the hill. Naturally, too, tan-
neries, laundries, and all such waterside trades stood within
reach of the Charente ; and along the banks of the river lay
the stores of brandy and great warehouses full of the water-

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borne raw material ; all the carrying trade of the Charente, in
^ short, had lined the quays with buildings.

So the Faubourg of L'Houmeau grew into a busy and pros-
perous city, a second Angouleme rivaling the upper town, the
Residence of the powers that be, the lords spiritual and tem-
poral of Angouleme ; though L'Houmeau, with all its business
and increasing greatness, was still a mere appendage of the
city above. The noblesse and officialdom dwelt on the crag,
trade and wealth remained below. No love is lost between
these two sections of the community all the world over, and
in Angouleme it would have been hard to say which of the two
camps detested the other the more cordially. Under the Em-
pire the machinery worked fairly smoothly, but the Eestora-
tion wrought both sides to the highest pitch of exasperation.

Nearly every house in the upper town of Angouleme is in-
habited by noble, or at any rate by old burgher, families, who
live independently on their incomes — a sort of autochthonous
nation who suffer no aliens to come among them. Possibly,
after two hundred years of unbroken residence, and it may be
an intermarriage or two with one of the primordial houses, a
family from some neighboring district may be adopted, but
in the eyes of the aboriginal race they are still newcomers of
yesterday.

Prefects, receivers-general, and various administrations
that have come and gone during the last forty years, have tried
to tame the ancient families perched aloft like wary ravens on
their crag ; the said families were always willing to accept in-
vitations to dinners and dances; but as to admitting the
strangers to their own houses, they were inexorable. Eeady
to scoff and disparage, jealous and niggardly, marrying only
among themselves, the families formed a serried phalanx to
keep out intruders. Of modern luxury they had no notion;
and as for sending a boy to Paris, it was sending him, they
thought, to certain ruin. Such sagacity will give a sufficient
idea of the old-world manners and customs of this society,
suffering from thick-headed Royalism, infected with bigotry
rather than zeal, all stagnating together, motionless as their

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town founded upon a rock. Yet Angouleme enjoyed a great
reputation in the provinces round about for its educational
advantages, and neighboring towns sent their daughters to its
boarding schools and convents.

It is easy to imagine the influence of the class sentiment
which held Angouleme aloof from L'Houmeau. Tlig_merj
chant_classes_are rich, the nohlesse are usually poor. Each
side takesitsrevenge in scorn onRSTTtteT! The Tradespeople
in Angouleme espouse the quarrel. "He is a man of L'Hou-
meau !"a shopkeeper of the upper town will tell you, speaking
of a merchant in the lower suburb, throwing an accent into
the speech which no words can describe. When the Eestora-
tion defined the position of the French noblesse, holding out
hopes to them which could only be realized by a complete and
general topsy-turvj'dom, the distance between Angouleme and
L' Houmeau, already more strongly marked than the distance
1 between the hill and plain, was widened yet further. The bet-
ter families, all devoted as one man to the Government, grew
more exclusive here than in any other part of France. "The
man of L'Houmeau" became little better than a pariah.
i Hence the deep, smothered hatred which broke out every-
i where with such ugly unanimity in the insurrection of 1830
and destroyed the elements of a durable social system in
France. As the overweening haughtiness of the Court nobles
detached the provincial noblesse from the throne, so did these
last alienate the bourgeoisie from the royal cause by behavior
that galled their vanity in every possible way.

So "a man of L'Houmeau," a druggist's son, in Mme. de
Bargeton's house was nothing less than a little revolution.
I Who was responsible for it? Lamartine and Victor Hugo,
■ Casimir Delavigne and Canalis, Beranger and Chateaubriand,
Villemain and M. Aignan, Soumet and Tissot, Etienne and
Davrigny, Benjamin Constant and Lamennais, Cousin and
Michaud, — all the old and young illustrious names in litera-
ture in short, Liberals and Eoyalists, alike must divide the
blame among them. Mme. de Bargeton loved art and letters,
eccentric taste on her part, a craze deeply deplored in An-

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goiileme. In justice to the lady, it is necessary to give a
sketch of the previous history of a woman born to shine, and
left by unlucky circumstances in the shade, a woman whose
influence decided Lucien's career.

M. de Bargeton was the great-grandson of an alderman of
Bordeaux named Mirault, ennobled under Louis XIII. for
long tenure of office. His son, bearing the name of
Mirault de Bargeton, became an officer in the house-
hold troops of Louis XIV., and married so great a fortune
that in the reign of Louis XV. his son dropped the Mirault
and was called simply M. de Bargeton. This M. de Bargeton,
the alderman's grandson, lived up to his quality so strenu-
ously that he ran through the family property and checked
xhe course of its fortunes. Two of his brothers indeed, great-
uncles of the present Bargeton, went into business again, for
which reason you will find the name of Mirault among Bor-
deaux merchants at this day. The lands of Bargeton, in An-
goumois in the barony of Eochefoucauld, being entailed, and
the house in Angouleme, called the Hotel Bargeton, likewise,
the grandson of M. de Bargeton the Waster came in for these
hereditaments ; though the year 1789 deprived him of all seign-
orial rights save to the rents paid by his tenants, which
amounted to some ten thousand francs per annum. If his
grandsire had but walked in the ways of his illustrious pro-
genitors, Bargeton I. and Bargeton IL, Bargeton V. (who
may be dubbed Bargeton the Mute by way of distinction)
should by rights have been born to the title of Marquis of
Bargeton; he would have been connected with some great
family or other, and in due time he had been a duke and a
peer of France, like many another; whereas, in 1805, he
thought himself uncommonly lucky when he married Mile.
Marie-Louise-Anais de Negrepelisse, the daughter of a noble
long relegated to the obscurity of his manor-house, scion
though he was of the younger branch of one of the oldest fam-
ilies in the south of Prance. There had been a Negrepelisse
among the hostages of St. Louis. The head of the elder
branch, however, had borne the illustrious name of d'Espard

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since the reign of Henri Quatre, when the Negrepelisse of
that day married an heiress of the d'Espard family. As for
M. de Negrepelisse, the younger son of a younger son, he lived
upon his wife's property, a small estate in the neighborhood of
Barbezieux, farming the land to admiration, selling his corn
in the market himself, and distilling his own brandy, laugh-
ing at those who ridiculed him, so long as he could flile up
silver crowns, and now and again round out his estate with
another hit of land.

Circumstances unusual enough in out-of-the-way places in
the country had inspired Mme. de Bargeton with a taste for
music and reading. During the Eevolution one Abbe Mol-
lant, the Abbe Eoze's best pupil, found a hiding-place in the
old manor-house of Esearbas, and brought with him his bag-
gage of musical compositions. The old country gentleman's
hospitality was handsomely repaid, for the Abbe undertook
his daughter's education. Anais, or Kais, as she was called,
must otherwise have been left to herself, or, worse still, to
some coarse-minded servant-maid. The Abb6 was not only
a musician, he was well and widely read, and knew both Ital-
ian and German; so Mile, de Negrepelisse received instruc-
tion in those tongues, as well as in counterpoint. He ex-
plained the great masterpieces of the French, German, and
Italian literatures, and deciphered with her the music of the
great composers. Finally, as time hung heavy on his hands
in the seclusion enforced by political storms, he taught his
pupil Latin and Greek and some smatterings of natural sci-
ence. A mother might have modified the effects of a man's
education upon a young girl, whose independent spirit had
been fostered in the first place by a country life. The Abb6
Niollant, an enthusiast and a poet, possessed the artistic tem-
perament in a peculiarly high degree, a temperament com-
patible with many estimable qualities, but prone to raise itself
above bourgeois prejudices by the liberty of its judgments and
breadth of view. In society an intellect of this order wins
pardon for its boldness by its depth and originality; but in
private life it would seem to do positive mischief, by suggest-

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ing wanderings from the beaten track. The Abbe was by no
means wanting in goodness of heart, and his ideas were there-
fore the more contagious for this high-spirited girl, in whom
they were confirmed by a lonely life. The Abb6 Mollant's
pupil learned to be fearless in criticism and ready in judg-
ment; it never occurred to her tutor that qualities so neces-
sary in a man are disadvantages in a woman destined for the
homely life of a house-mother. And though the Abbe con-
stantly impressed it upon his pupil that it behoved her to be
the more modest and gracious with the extent of her attain-
ments. Mile, de Negrepelisse conceived an excellent opinion
of herself and a robust contempt for ordinary humanity. All
those about her were her inferiors, or persons who hastened
to do her bidding, till she grew to be as haughty as a great
lady, with none of the charming blandness and urbanity of a
great lady. The instincts of vanity were flattered by the
pride that the poor Abbe took in his pupil, the pride of an
author who sees himself in his work, and for her misfortune
she met no one with whom she could measure herself. Isola-
tion is one of the greatest dra wbacks of a counjiy. lif er^We*
^ jose th ejiabit ot putting^urselves to any inconveniCTSe~fo1c^
.--th£-sakejif_atli£jfi_wiien_ there is^o~oneJorwh£mJiLiuake_tlie
Jlifling__sa£rifi£€Sof£ersonal effort reqinredbLdress_,an3
mann er^ And everything in us sKiF^m~itEe"^Eange for the
worse ; the form and the spirit deteriorate together.

With no social intercourse to compel self-repression, Mile.
de Negrepelisse's bold ideas passed into her manner and the
expression of her face. There was a cavalier air about her, a
something that seems at first original, but only suited to
women of adventurous life. So this education, and the conse-
quent asperities of character, which would have been softened
down in a higher social sphere, could only serve to make her
ridiculous at Angouleme so soon as her adorers should cease
to worship eccentricities that charm only in youth.

As for M. de Negrepelisse, he would have given all his
daughter's books to save the life of a sick bullock; and so
miserly was he, that he would not have given her two farthings

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over and above the allowance to which she had a right, even
if it had been a question of some indispensable triile for her
education.

In 1802 the Abbe died, before the marriage of his dear
child, a marriage which he, doubtless, would never have ad-
vised. The old father found his daughter a great care now
that the Abbe was gone. The high-spirited girl, with nothing
else to do, was sure to break into rebellion against his niggard-
liness, and he felt quite unequal to the struggle. Like all
young women who leave the appointed track of woman's life,
Nais had her own opinions about marriage, and had no great
inclination thereto. She shrank from submitting herself,
body and soul, to the feeble, undignified specimens of man-
kind whom she had chanced to meet. She wished to rule,
marriage meant obedience; and between obedience to coarse
caprices and a mind without indulgence for her tastes, and
flight with a lover who should please her, she would not have
hesitated for a moment.

M. de Negrepelisse maintained sufficient of the tradition
of birth to dread a mesalliance. Like many another parent,
he resolved to marry his daughter, not so much on her account
as for his own peace of mind. A noble or a country gentle-
man was the man for him, somebody not too clever, inca-
pable of haggling over the account of the trust ; stupid enough
and easy enough to allow Nais to have her own way, and dis-
interested enough to take her without a dowry. But where
to look for a son-in-law to suit father and daughter equally
well, was the problem. Such a man would be tl*e phoenix of
sons-in-law.

To M. de Negrepelisse pondering over the eligible bachelors
of the province with these double requirements in his mind,
M. de Bargeton seemed to be the only one who answered to this
description. M. de Bargeton, aged forty, considerably shat-
tered by the amorous dissipations of his youth, was gen-
erally held to be a man of remarkably feeble intellect ; but he
had just the exact amount of commonsense required for the
management of his fortune, and breeding sufficient to enable

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him to avoid blunders or blatant follies in society in An-
goulSme. In the bluntest manner M. de N^grepelisse pointed
out the negative virtues of the model husband designed for
his daughter, and made her see the way to manage him so as
to secure her own happiness. So Nais married the bearer of
arms, two hundred years old already, for the Bargeton arms
are blazoned thus : the first or, three attires gules; the second,
three ox's heads cabossed, two and one, sablej the third, iarry
of six, azure and argent, in the first, six shells or, three, two,
and one. Provided with a chaperon, Nais could steer her for-
tunes as she chose under the style of the firm, and with the
help of such connections as her wit and beauty would obtain
for her in Paris. Nais was enchanted by the prospect of such
liberty. M. de Bargeton was of the opinion that he was mak-
ing a brilliant marriage, for he expected that in no long while
M. de Negrepelisse would leave him the estates which he was
rounding out so lovingly; but to an unprejudiced spectator
it certainly seemed as though the duty of writing the bride-
groom's epitaph might devolve upon his father-in-law.

By this time Mme. de Bargeton was thirty-six years old and
her husband fift3'^-eight. The disparity in age was the more
startling since M. de Bargeton looked like a man of seventy,
whereas his wife looked scarcely half her age. She could still
wear rose-color, and her hair hanging loose upon her shoul-
ders. Although their income did not exceed twelve thousand
francs, they ranked among the half-dozen largest fortunes in
the old city, merchants and officials excepted; for M. and
Mme. de Barg«ton were obliged to live in Angouleme until
such time as Mme. de Bargeton's inheritance should fall in
and they could go to Paris. Meanwhile they were bound to
be attentive to old M. de Negrepelisse (who kept them wait-
ing so long that his son-in-law in fact predeceased him), and
ISTais' brilliant intellectual gifts, and the wealth that lay like
undiscovered ore in her nature, profited her nothing, under-
went the transforming operation of Time, and changed to
absurdities. For our absurdities spring, in fact, for the mosti
part, from the good in us, from some faculty or quality abnor-'
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mally developed. Pride, untempered by intercourse with the
great world, becomes stiff and starched by contact with petty
things; in a loftier moral atmosphere it would have grown to
noble magnanimity. Enthusiasm, that virtue within a virtue,
forming the saint, inspiring the devotion hidden from all eyes
and glowing out upon the world in verse, turns to exaggera-
tion, with the trifles of a narrow existence for its object. Far
away from the centres of light shed by great minds, where the
air is quick with thought, knowledge stands still, taste is cor-
rupted like stagnant water, and passion dwindles, frittered
away upon the infinitely small objects which it strives to exalt.
Herein lies the secret of the avarice and tittle-tattle that
poison provincial life. The contagion of narrow-mindedness
and meanness affects the noblest natures; and in such ways
as these, men born to be great, and women who would have
been charming if they had fallen under the forming influence
of greater minds, are balked of their lives.

Here was Mme. de Bargeton, for instance, smiting the lyre
for every trifle, and publishing her emotions indiscriminately
to her circle. As a matter of fact, when sensations appeal to
an audience of one, it is better to keep them to ourselves. A
sunset certainly is a glorious poem ; but if a woman describes
it, in high-sounding words, for the benefit of matter-of-fact
people, is she not ridiculous? There are pleasures which can
only be felt to the full when two souls meet, poet and poet,
heart and heart. She had a trick of using high-sounding
phrases, interlarded with exaggerated expressions, the kind of
stuff ingeniously nicknamed tartimshy the French journalist,
who furnishes a daily supply"^f~tlre"commodity for a public
that daily performs the difficult feat of swallowing it. She
squandered superlatives recklessly in her talk, and the smallest
things took giant proportions. It was at this period of her
career that she began to t3rpe-ize, individualize, synthesize,
dramatize, superiorize, analyze, poetize, angelize, neologize,
tragedify, prosify, and colossify — you must violate the laws of
language to find words to express the new-fangled whimsies
in which even women here and there indulge. The heat of

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her language communicated itself to the brain, and the dithy-
rambs on her lips were spoken out of the abundance of her
heart. She palpitated, swooned, and went into ecstasies over
anything and everything, over the devotion of a Sister of
Charity, and the execution of the brothers Fauchet, over M.
d'Arlincourt's Ipsihoe, Lewis' Anaconda, or the escape of La
Valette, or the presence of mind of a lady friend who put
burglars to flight by imitating a man's voice. Everything was
heroic, extraordinary, strange, wonderful, and divine. She
would work herself into a state of excitement, indignation,
or depression; she soared to heaven, and sank again, gazed
at the sky, or looked to earth ; her eyes were always filled with
tears. She wore herself out with chronic admiration, and
wasted her strength on curious dislikes. Her mind ran on
the Pasha of Janina ; she would have liked to try conclusions
with him in his seraglio, and had a great notion of being
sewn in a sack and thrown into the water. She envied that
blue-stocking of the desert. Lady Hester Stanhope ; she longed
to be a sister of Saint Camilla and tend the sick and die of
yellow fever in a hospital at Barcelona; 'twas a high, a noble
destiny ! In short, she thirsted f or any draug ht but the cle ar

spring water_af..hpr "wn lifp^ fiOgill°;_j3'"ddpTi amnng grppn

pastures. She adored Byron and Jean^Tac£ues~RouSseau,
or anjBody else with "a picturesque or dramatic career. Her
tears were ready to flow for every misTortuni7~sFesang~pasans
for every victory. She sympathized with the fallen I^apoleon,
and with Mehemet Ali, massacring the foreign usurpers of
Egypt. In short, any kind of genius was accommodated with
an aureole, and she was fully persuaded that gifted immortals
lived on incense and light.

A good many people looked upon her as a harmless lunatic,
but in these extravagances of hers a keener observer surely
would have seen the brokgajragnjents of a magnificent edifice
JiliaLJiadi-crumbled into ruin before it was eompleted,~"the
stoii,es™of~a-Jieazeiny„J££usalem^^iDve, in " sT(or{;,^ithdut\a [
Jov^ And this was indeed the fact. '"--"■--

The story of the first eighteen years of Mme. de Bargeton's

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married life can be summed up in a few words. For a long
while she lived upon herself and distant hopes. Then, when
she began to see that their narrow income put the longed-for
life in Paris quite out of the question, she looked about her
at the people with whom her life must be spent, and shud-
dered at her loneliness. There was not a single man who
could inspire the madness to which women are prone when
they despair of a life become stale and unprofitable in the
present, and with no outlook for the future. She had nothing
to look for, nothing to expect from chance, for there are lives

in whi ch chancejglays no part. But when the Empire was m
the full noonday^~glory7~an3" Napoleon was sending the
flower of his troops to the Peninsula, her disappointed hopes
revived. Natural curiosity prompted her to make an effort to
see the heroes who were conquering Europe in obedience to
a word from the Emperof in the order of the day ; the heroes
of a modern time who outdid the mythical feats of paladins
of old. The cities of France, however avaricious or refrac-
tory, must perforce do honor to the Imperial Guard, and
mayors and prefects went out to meet them with set speeches
as if the conquerors had been crowned kings. Mme. de
Bargeton went to a ridotto given to the town by a regiment,
and fell in love with an officer of a good family, a sub-lieu-
tenant, to whom the crafty Napoleon had given a glimpse of
the baton of a Marshal of Prance. Love, restrained, greater
and nobler than the ties that were made and unmade so easily
in those days, was consecrated coldly by the hands of death.
On the battlefield of Wagram a sheU shattered the only record
AfJ!^talfi=jdfiJBaTggtMkjouna;JS!rt^^

ll£a3rt_of Jha-jtamiiis -0^ -C^^ long a'fterwaTds

she wept for the young soldier, the colonel in his second cam-
paign, for the heart hot with love and glory that set a letter
from Nais above Imperial favor. The pain of those days east
a veil of sadness over her face, a shadow that only vanished at
the terrible age when a woman first discovers with dismay
that the best years of her life are over, and she has had no
joy of them ; when she sees her roses whither, and the longing

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for love is revived again with the desire to linger yet for a
little on the last smiles of youth. Her nobler qualities dealt
so many wounds to her soul at the moment when the cold of
the provinces seized upon her. She M'ould have died of grief
like the ermine if by chance she had been sullied by contact
with those men whose thoughts are bent on winning a few
sous nightly at cards after a good dinner; pride saved her from
the shabby love intrigues of the provinces. A woman so much
above the level of those about her, forced to decide between
the emptiness of the men whom she meets and the emptiness
of her own life, can make but the one choice ; marriage and so-
ciety became a cloister for Anais. She lived by poetry as the
Carmelite lives by religion. All the famous foreign books
published in France for the first time between 1815 and 1821,
the great essayists, M. de Bonald and M. de Maistre (those
two eagles of thought) — all the lighter French literature, in
short, that appeared during that sudden outburst of first vig-
orous growth might bring delight into her solitary life, but
not flexibility of mind or body. She stood strong and straight
like some forest tree, lightning-blasted but still erect. Her
dignity became a stilted manner, her social supremacy led her
into affectation and sentimental over- refinements ; she queened
it with her foibles, after the usual fashion of those who allow
their courtiers to adore them.

This was Mme. de Bargeton's past life, a dreary chronicle
which must be given if Lucien's position with regard to the
lady is to be comprehensible. Lucien's introduction came
about oddly enough. In the previous winter a newcomer had
brought some interest into Mme. de Bargeton's monotonous
life. The place of controller of excise fell vacant, and M. de
Barante appointed a man whose adventurous life was a suf-
ficient passport to the house of the sovereign lady who had her
share of feminine curiosity.

M. du Chatelet — he began life as plain Sixte Chatelet, but
since 1806 had the wit to adopt the particle — M. du Chatelet
was one of the agreeable young men who escaped conscription
after conscription by keeping very close to the Imperial sun.

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He had begun his career as private secretary to an Imperial
Highness, a post for which he possessed every qualification.
Personable and of a good figure, a clever billiard-player, a
passable amateur actor, he danced well, and excelled in most
physical exercises; he could, moreover, sing a ballad and ap-
plaud a witticism. &uoBl&i._gPvioTis, never at a loss, there
was_nothi ng that h e didnot_kn^^^M^m^^^Ear]Ke^ally
knew . He knew nothing, for instance, of musicT^t he could
sit down to the piano and accompany, after a fashion, a
woman who consented after much pressing to sing a ballad
learned by heart in a month of hard practice. Incapable
though he was of any feeling for poetry, he would boldly ask
permission to retire for ten minutes to compose an im-
promptu, and return with a quatrain, flat as a pancake, where-
in rhyme did duty for reason. M. du Chatelet had besides a
very pretty talent for filling in the ground of the Princess'
worsted work after the flowers had been begun; he held her
skeins of silk with infinite grace, entertained her with dubious
nothings more or less transparently veiled. He was ignorant
of painting, but he could copy a landscape, sketch a head in
profile, or design a costume and color it. He had, in short,
all the little talents that a man could turn to such useful ac-
count in times when women exercised more influence in public
life than most people imagine. Diplo macy he claimed to be
his strong ]gomtj_it_usually_is jwiih^ knowl-

edge, and are proffiund Jby_ reason^gf^tjMir^m^ and, in-

deed, this kind of skill possesses one signal advantage, for it
can only be displayed in the conduct of the affairs of the
great, and when discretion is the quality required, a man who
knows nothing can safely say nothing, and take refuge in a
mysterious shake of the head; in fact, the cleverest practi-
tioner is he who can swim with the current and keep his head
well above the stream of events which he appears to control,
a man's fitness for this business varying inversely as his spe-
■ cific gravity. But in this particular art or craft, as in all
others, you shall find a thousand mediocrities for one man of
.genius; and in spite of Chatelet's services, ordinary and ex-

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traordinary, Her Imperial Highness could not procure a seat
in the Privy Council for her private secretary; not that he
would not have made a delightful Master of Requests, like
many another, but the Princess was of the opinion that her
secretary was better placed with her than anywhere else in
the world. He was made a Baron, however, and went to Cas-
sel as envoy-extraordinary, no empty form of words, for he
cut a very extraordinary figure there — Napoleon used him as
a diplomatic courier in the thick of a European crisis. Just
as he had been promised the post of minister to Jerome in
Westphalia, the Empire fell to pieces; and balked of his am-
bassade de famille as he called it, he went off in despair to
Egypt with General de Montriveau. A strange chapter of
accidents separated him from his traveling companion, and for
two long years Sixte du Chatelet led a wandering life among
the Arab tribes of the desert, who sold and resold their cap-
tive — his talents being not of the slightest use to the nomad
tribes. At length, about the time that Montriveau reached
Tangier, Chatelet found himself in the territory of the Imam
of Muscat, had the luck to find an English vessel just about
to set sail, and so came back to Paris a year sooner than his
sometime companion. Once in Paris, his recent misfortunes,
and certain connections of long standing, together with ser-
vices rendered to great persons now in power, recommended
him to the President of the Council, who put him in M. de
Barante's department until such time as a controUership
should fall vacant. So the part that M. du Chatelet once had
played in the history of an Imperial Princess, his reputation
for success with women, the strange story of his travels and
sufferings, all awakened the interest of the ladies of An-
gouleme.

M. le Baron Sixte du Chatelet informed himself as to the
manners and customs of the upper town, and took his cue ac-
cordingly. He appeared on the scene as a jaded man of the
world, broken in health, and weary in spirit. He would raise
his hand to his forehead at all seasons, as if pain never gave
him a moment's respite, a habit that recalled his travels and

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made him interesting. He was on visiting terms with the
authorities — the general in command, the prefect, the re-
ceiver-general, and the bishop; bu ^in every house he w as
frigid, _giolite^_j;ni^sUgMj_si^^

4il^lB££™^3£££Z[?iM5£til£JS22S§«2l_E22?^- ^^^ social talents
he left to conjecture, nor did they lose anything in reputation
on that account; then when people began to talk about him
and wish to know him, and curiosity was still lively ; when he
had reconnoitred the men and found them nought, and
studied the women with the eyes of experience in the cathe-
dral for several Sundays, he saw that Mme. de Bargeton was
the person with whom it would be best to be on intimate
terms. Music, he thought, should open the doors of a house
where strangers were never received. Surreptitiously he pro-
cured one of Miroir's Masses, learned it upon the piano ; and
one fine Sunday when all Angouleme went to the cathedral, he
played the organ, sent those who knew no better into ecstasies
over the performance, and stimulated the interest felt in him
by allowing his name to slip out through the attendants. As
he came out after mass, Mme. de Bargeton complimented him,
regretting that she had no opportunity of playing duets with
such a musician; and naturally, during an interview of her
own seeking, he received the passport, which he could not have
obtained if he had asked for it.

So the adroit Baron was admitted to the circle of the queen
of Angouleme, and paid her marked attention. The elderly
beau — he was forty-five years old — saw that all her youth lay
dormant and ready to revive, saw treasures to be turned to
account, and possibly a rich widow to wed, to say nothing of
expectations; it would be a marriage into the family of Ne-
grepelisse, and for him this meant a family connection with
the Marquise d'Espard, and a political career in Paris. Here
was a fair tree to cultivate in spite of the ill-omened, un-
sightly mistletoe that grew thick upon it; he would hanjr his
fortunes upon it, and prune it, and wait till he could gather
its golden fruit.

High-born Angouleme shrieked against the introduction

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of a Giaour into the sanctuary, for Mme. de Bargeton's salon
was a kind of holy of holies in a society that kept itself un-
spotted from the world. The only outsider intimate there
was the bishop ; the prefect was admitted twice or thrice in a
year, the receiver-general was never received at all; Mme. de
Bargeton would go to concerts and "at homes" at his house,
but she never accepted invitations to dinner. And now, she
who had declined to open her doors to the receiver-general,
welcomed a mere controller of excise ! Here was a novel order
of precedence for snubbed authority; such a thing it had
never entered their minds to conceive.

Those who by dint of mental effort can understand a kind
of pettiness which, for that matter, can be found on any and
every social level, will realize the awe with which the bour-
geoisie of Angouleme regarded the Hotel de Bargeton. The
inhabitant of L'Houmeau beheld the grandeur of that min-
iature Louvre, the glory of the Angoumoisin Hotel de E^m-
bouillet, shining at a solar distance; and yet, within it there
was gathered together all the direst intellectual poverty, all
the decayed gentility from twenty leagues round about.

Political opinion expanded itself in wordy commonplaces
vociferated with emphasis; the Quotidienne was compara-
tively Laodicean in its loyalty, and Louis XVIII. a Jacobin.
The women, for the most part, were awkward, silly, insipid,
and ill dressed ; there was always something amiss that spoiled
the whole; nothing in them was complete, toilette or talk,l
flesh or spirit. But for his designs on Mme. de Bargeton, '
Chatelet could not have endured the society. And yet the
manners and spirit of caste, the something that tells of birth,
the proud spirit of the noble in his ruined manor-house, the
knowledge of the traditions of good breeding, — these things
covered a multitude of deficiencies. Nobility of feeling was
far more real here than in the lofty world of Paris. You
might compare these country Boyajfets, if the metaphor may
be allowed, to old-fashioned silver_glatej_a2tig[uated and tar-
nighed, but weighty : their attachment to the House^'Bour'-
bon as the House of Bourbon did them honor. The very fixity

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of their political opinions was a sort of faithfulness. The dis-
tance that they set between themselves and the bourgeoisie,
, their very exelusiveness, gave them a certain elevation, and
' enhanced their value. Each noble represented a certain price
for the townsmen, as Bambara negroes, we are told, attach a
money value to cowrie shells.

Some of the women, flattered by M. du Chatelet, discerned
in him the superior qualities lacking in the men of their own
sect, and the insurrection of self-love was pacified. These
ladies all hoped to succeed to the Imperial Highness. Purists
were of the opinion that you might see the intruder in Mme.
de Bargeton's house, but not elsewhere. Du Chatelet was fain
to put up with a good deal of insolence, but he held his ground
by cultivating the clergy. He encouraged the queen of An-
gouleme in foibles bred of the soil; he brought her all the
newest books; he read aloud the poetry that appeared. To-
gether they went into ecstasies over these poets; she in all
sincerity, he with suppressed yawns; but he bore with the
Eomantics with a patience hardly to be expected of a man of
the Imperial school, who scarcely could make out what the
young writers meant. Not so Mme. de Bargeton ; she waxed
enthusiastic over the Eenaissance, due to the return of the
Bourbon Lilies; she loved M. de Chateaubriand for calling
Victor Hugo IJa.saWiJiJifi^.chndT'-^t-d^^
could only know genius from afar, she sighed for Paris^where
■gxeai. ^n live . For these reasons M. du Chatelet thought
he had done a Wonderfully clever thing when he told the lady
that at that moment in Angouleme there was "another
sublime child," a young poet, a rising star whose glory sur-
passed the whole Parisian galaxy, though he knew it not.
A great man of the future had been born in L'Houmeau!
The headmaster of the school had shown the Baron some ad-
mirable verses. The poor and humble lad was a second Chat-
terton, with none of the political baseness and ferocious hatred
of the great ones of earth that led his English prototype to
turn pamphleteer and revile his benefactors. Mme. de Barge-
ton in her little circle of five or six persons, who were sup-

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posed to share her tastes for art and letters, because this one
scraped a fiddle, and that splashed sheets of white paper, more
or less, with sepia, and the other was president of a local agri-
cultural society, or was gifted with a bass voice that rendered
Se fiato in corpo like a war whoop — Mme. de Bargeton amid
these grotesque figures was like a famished actor set down to -]
a stage dinner of pasteboard. No words, therefore, can de-
scribe her joy at these tidings. She must see this poet, this
angel! She raved about him, went into raptures, talked of
him for whole hours together. Before two days were out the
sometime diplomatic courier had negotiated (through the
headmaster) for Lueien's appearance in the Hotel de Barge-
ton.

Poor helots of the provinces, for whom the distances between
class and class are so far greater than for the Parisian (for i
whom, indeed, these distances visibly lessen day by day) ; \
souls so grievously oppressed by the social barriers behind
Avhich all sorts and conditions of men sit crying Baca! with
mutual anathemas — you, and you alone, will fully compre-
hend the ferment in Lueien's heart and brain, when his awe-
inspiring headmaster told him that the great gates of the
Hotel de Bargeton would shortly open and turn upon their
hinges at his fame ! Lueien and David, walking together
of an evening in the Promenade de Beaulieu, had looked
up at the house with the old-fashioned gables, and wondered
whether their names would ever so much as reach ears inex-
orably deaf to knowledge that came from a lowly origin ; and
now he (Lueien) was to be made welcome there!

No one except his sister was in the secret. Eve, like the
thrifty housekeeper and divine magician that she was, con-
jured up a few louis d'or from her savings to buy thin shoes
for Lueien of the best shoemaker in Angouleme, and an en
tirely new suit of clothes from the most renowned tailor.
She made a frill for his best shirt, and washed and pleated
it with her own hands. And how pleased she was to see him so
dressed ! How proud she felt of her brother, and what quan-
tities of advice she gave him ! Her intuition foresaw count-

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less foolish fears. Lueien had a habit of resting his elbows
on the table when he was in deep thought ; he would even go
so far as to draw a table nearer to lean upon it; Eve told
him that he must forget himself so far in those aristocratic
precincts.

She went with him as far as St. Peter's Gate, and when
they were almost opposite the cathedral she stopped, and
watched him pass down the Rue de Beaulieu to the Prome-
nade, where M. du ChMelet was waiting for him. And after
he was out of sight, she still stood there, poor girl ! in a great
tremor of emotion, as though some great thing had happened
to them. Lucien in Mme. de Bargeton's house! — for Eve it
meant the dawn of success. The innocent ^reature did not
susgectfe,at where ambition.^ggjs^,^graiuous feeling ends.

Externals in the Eue du Minage gave Lucien no sense of
surprise. This palace, that loomed so large in his imagina-
tion, was a house built of the soft stone of the country, mel-
lowed by time. It looked dismal enough from the street,
and inside it was extremely plain; there was the usual pro-
vincial courtyard — chilly, prim, and neat; and the house it-
self was sober, almost convent-like, but in good repair.

Lucien went up the old staircase with the balustrade of
chestnut wood (the stone steps ceased after the second floor),
crossed a shabby antechamber, and came into the presence
in a little wainscoted drawing-room, beyond a dimly-lit salon.
The carved woodwork, in the taste of the eighteenth century,
had been painted gray. There were monochrome paintings
on the frieze panels, and the walls were adorned with crim-
son damask with a meagre border. The old-fashioned furni-
ture shrank piteously from sight under covers of a red-and-
white check pattern. On the sofa, covered with thin mat-
tressed cushions, sat Mme. de Bargeton ; the poet beheld her
by the light of two wax candles on a sconce with a screen fitted
to it, that stood before her on a round table with a green cloth.

The queen did not attempt to rise, but she twisted very*
gracefully on her seat, smiling on the poet, who was vot a
little fluttered by the serpentine quiverings ; her manner wa>.

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distinguished, he thought. For Mme. de Bargeton, she was
impressed with Lueien's extreme beauty, with his diffidence,
with everything about him; for her the poet already was
poetry incarnate. Lueien scrutinized his hostess with dis-
creet side glances; she disappointed none of his expectations
of a great lady.

Mme. de Bargeton, following a new fashion, wore a coif of
slashed black velvet, a head-dress that recalls memories of me-
diaeval legend to a young imagination, to amplify, as it were,
the dignity of womanhood. Her red-gold hair, escaping from
under her cap, hung loose; bright golden color in the light,
red in the rounded shadow of the curls that only partially hid
her neck. Beneath a massive white brow, clean cut and
strongly outlined, shone a pair of bright gray eyes encircled
by a margin of mother-of-pearl, two blue veins on each side
of the nose bringing out the whiteness of that delicate set-
ting. The Bourbon curve of the nose added to the ardent
expression of an oval face; it was as if the royal temper of
the House of Conde shone conspicuous in this feature. The
careless cross-folds of the bodice left a white throat bare, and
half revealed the outlines of a still youthful figure and
shapely, well placed contours beneath.

With fingers tapering and well-kept, though somewhat too
thin, Mme. de Bargeton amiably pointed to a seat by her side,
M. du Chatelet ensconced himself in an easy-chair, and Lueien
then became aware that there was no one else in the room

Mme. de Bargeton's words intoxicated the young poet from
L'Houmeau. For Lueien those three hours spent in her
presence went by like a dream that we would fain have last
forever. She was not thin, he thought; she was slender; in
love with love, and loverless; and delicate in spite of her
strength. Her foibles, exaggerated by her manner, took his
fancy; for youth sets out with a love of hyperbole, that in-
firmity of noble souls. He did not so much as see that her
cheeks were faded, that the patches of color on the cheek-bone
were faded and hardened to a brick-red by listless days and
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at once on the glowing eyes, on the dainty curls rippling
with light, on the dazzling fairness of her skin, and hovered
about those bright points as the moth hovers about the candle
flame. For her spirit made such appeal to his that he could
no longer see the woman as she was. Her feminine exalta-
tion had carried him away, the energy of her expressions, a
little staled in truth by pretty hard and constant wear, but
new to Lucien, fascinated him so much the more easily be-
cause he was determined to be pleased. He had brought none
of his own verses to read, but nothing was said of them ; he
had purposely left them behind because he meant to return;
and Mme. de Bargeton did not ask for them, because she
meant that he should come back some future day to read
them to her. Was not this a beginning of an understanding ?

As for M. Sixte du Chatelet, he was not over well pleased
with all this. He perceived rather too late in the day that
he had a rival in this handsome young fellow. He went with
him as far as the first flight of steps below Beaulieu to try
the effect of a little diplomacy; and Lucien was not a little
astonished when he heard the controller of excise pluming
himself on having effected the introduction, and proceeding
in this character to give him (Lucien) the benefit of his ad-
vice.

"Heaven send that Lucien might meet with better treat-
ment than he had done," such was the matter of M. du Chate-
let's discourse. "The Court was less insolent than this pack
of dolts in Angouleme. You were expected to endure deadly
insults; the superciliousness you had to put up with was
something abominable. If this kind of folk did not alter
their behavior, there would be another Eevolution of '89. As
for himself, if he continued to go to the house, it was because
he found Mme. de Bargeton to his taste; she was the only
woman worth troubling about in Angouleme; he had been
paying court to her for want of anything better to do, and
now he was desperately in love with her. She would be his
before very long, she loved him, everything pointed that way.
The conquest of this haughty queen of the society would be
bis one revenge on the whole houseful of booby clodpates."

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Chatelet talked of his passion in the tone of a man who
would have a rival's life if he crossed his path. The elderly
butterfly of the Empire came down with his whole weight on
the poor poet, and tried to frighten and crush him by his
self-importance. He grew the taller as he gave an embellished
account of his perilous wanderings; but while he impresse;!
the poet's imagination, the lover was by no means afraid of
him.

In spite of the elderly coxcomb, and regardless of his
threats and airs of a tourgeois bravo, Lueien went back again
and again to the house — not too often at first, as became a
man of L'Houmeau ; but before very long he grew accustomed
to the vast condescension, as it had seemed to him at the out-
set, and came more and more frequently. The druggist's son
was a completely insignificant being. If any of the noiblesse,
men or women, calling upon Nai's, found Lueien in the room,
they met him with the overwhelming graciousness that well-
bred people use towards their inferiors. Lueien thought them
very kind for a time, and later found out the real reason for
their specious amiability. It was not long before he detected
a patronizing tone that stirred his gall and confirmed him
in his bitter Eepublieanism, a phase of opinion through which ^
many a would-be patrician passes by way of prelude to his
introduction to polite society.

But was there anything that he would not have endured for
Nai's ? — for so he heard her named by the clan. Like Spanish
grandees and the old Austrian nobility at Vienna, these folk,
men and women alike, called each other by their Christian
names, a final shade of distinction in the inmost ring of An-
goumoisin aristocracy.

Lueien loved Nais as a young man loves the first woman
who flatters him, for Nais prophesied great things and bound-
less fame for Lueien. She used all her skill to secure he>
hold upon her poet; not merely did she exalt him beyond
measure, but she represented him to himself as a child without
fortune whom she meant to start in life ; she treated him like
a child, to keep him near her; she made him her reader, her

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secretary, and cared more for him than she would have
thought possible after the dreadful calamity that had befallen
her.

She was very cruel to herself in those days, telling herself
that it would be folly to love a young man of twenty, so far
apart from her socially in the first place ; and her behavior to
him was a bewildering mixture of familiarity and capricious
fits of pride arising from her fears and scruples. She was
sometimes a lofty patroness, sometimes she was tender and
flattered him. At first, while he was overawed by her rank,
Lueien experienced the extremes of dread, hope, and despair,
the torture of a first love, that is beaten deep into the heart
with the hammer strokes of alternate bliss and anguish. For
two months Mme. de Bargeton was for him a benefactress
who would take a mother's interest in him; but confidences
came next. Mme. de Bargeton began to address her poet as
"dear Lueien," and then as "dear," without more ado. The
poet grew bolder, and addressed the great lady as 'Sals, and
there followed a flash of the anger that captivates a boy;
she reproached him for calling her by a name in everybody's
mouth. The haughty and high-born Negrepelisse offered the
fair angel youth that one of her appellations which was un-
soiled by use ; for him she would be "Louise." Lueien was in
the third heaven.

One evening when Lueien came in, he found Mme. de
Bargeton looking at a portrait, which she promptly put away.
He wished to see it, and to quiet the despair of a first fit of
jealousy Louise showed him Cante-Croix's picture, and told
with tears the piteous story of a love so stainless, so cruelly
cut short. Was she experimenting with herself? Was she
trying a first unfaithfulness to the memory of the dead ? Or
had she taken it into her head to raise up a rival to Lueien
in the portrait ? Lueien was too much of a boy to analyze his
lady-love ; he gave way to unfeigned despair when she opened
the campaign by entrenching herself behind the more or less
skilfully devised scruples which women raise to have them
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regard for appearances or religion, the objections she raises
are so many redoubts which she loves to have carried by
storm. But on the guileless Lucien these coquetries were
thrown away ; he would have advanced of his own accord.

"/ shall not die for you, I will live for you," he cried au-
daciously one evening; he meant to have no more of M. de
Cante-Croix, and gave Louise a glance which told plainly
that a crisis was at hand.

Startled at the progress of this new love in herself and her
poet, Louise demanded some verses promised for the first page
of her album, looking for a pretext for a quarrel in his tardi-
ness. But what became of her when she read the following
stanzas, which, naturally, she considered finer than the finest
work of Canalis, the poet of the aristocracy ? —

The magic brush, light lying flights of song—
To these, but not to these alone, belong

My pages fair;
Often to me, my mistress' pencil steals
To tell the secret gladness that she feels,

The hidden care.

And when her fingers, slowlier at the last,
Of a rich Future, now become the Past,

Seeli count of me.
Oh Love, when swift, thick-coming memories rise,

I pray of Thee,
May they bring visions fair as cloudless sliles
Of happy voyage o'er a summer sea!

'^as it really I who inspired those lines?" she asked.

The doubt suggested by coquetry to a woman who amused
herself by playing with fire brought tears to Lucien's eyes;
but her first kiss upon his forehead calmed the storm. De-
cidedly Lucien was a great man, and she meant to form him ;
she thought of teaching him Italian and German and perfect-
ing his manners. That would be pretext sufficient for having
him constantly with her under the very eyes of her tiresoms

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courtiers. What an interest in her life ! She took up music
again for her poet's sake, and revealed the world of sound to
him, playing grand fragments of Beethoven till she sent him
into ecstasy; and, happy in his delight, turned to the half-
swooning poet.

"Is not such happiness as this enough?" she asked hypo-
critically; and poor Lueien was stupid enough to answer,
"Yes."

In the previous week things had reached such a point, that
Louise had judged it expedient to ask Lueien to dine with M.
de Bargeton as a third. But in spite of this precaution, the
whole town knew the state of affairs; and so extraordinary
did it appear, that no one would helieve the truth. The outcry
was terrific. Some were of the opinion that society was on
the eve of cataclysm. "See what comes of Liberal doctrines !"
cried others.

Then it was that the jealous du Chatelet discovered that
Madame Charlotte, the monthly nurse, was no other than
Mme. Chardon, "the mother of the Chateaubriand of L'Hou-
meau," as he put it. The remark passed muster as a joke.
Mme. de Chandour was the first to hurry to Mme. de Barge-
ton.

"Fais, dear," she said, "do you know what everybody is
talking about in Angouleme? This little rhymster's mother
is the Madame Charlotte who nursed my sister-in-law through
her confinement two months ago."

"What is there extraordinary in that, my dear?" asked
Mme. de Bargeton with her most regal air. "She is a drug-
gist's widow, is she not ? A poor fate for a Eubempr^. Sup-
pose that you and I had not a penny in the world, what should
we either of lis do for a living ? How would you support your
children ?"

Mme. de Bargeton's presence of mind put an end to the
jeremiads of the noblesse. Great natures are prone to make a
virtue of misfortune; and there is something irresistibly at-
tractive about well-doing when persisted in through evil re-
port; innocence has the piquancy of the forbidden.

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Mme. de Bargeton's rooms were crowded that evening with
friends who came to remonstrate with her. She brought her
most caustic wit into play. She said that as noble families
could not produce a Moliere, a Eacine, a Rousseau, a Vol-
taire, a Massillon, a Beaumarehais, or a Diderot, people must
make up their minds to it, and accept the fact that great men
had upholsterers andclockmakers and cutlers for their fathers.
She said that genius was alwaj's noble. She railed at boorish
squires for understanding their real interests so imperfectly.
In short, she talked a good deal of nonsense, which would have
let the light into heads less dense, but left her audience agape
at her eccentricity. And in these ways she conjured away
the storm with her heavy artillery.

When Lucien, obedient to her request, appeared for the first
time in the faded great drawing-room, where the whist-tables
were set out, she welcomed him graciously, and brought him
forward, like a queen who means to be obeyed. She addressed
the controller of excise as "M. Chatelet," and left that gentle-
man thunderstruck by the discovery that she knew about the
illegal superfetation of the particle. Lucien was forced upon
her circle, and was received as a poisonous element, which
every person in it vowed to expel with the antidote of inso-
lence.

Nai's had won a victory, but she had lost her supremacy of
empire. There was a rumor of insurrection. Amelie, other-
wise Mme. de Chandour, hearkening to "M. Chatelet's" coun-
sels, determined to erect a rival altar by receiving on Wednes-
days. 'Now Mme. de Bargeton's salon was open every evening ;
and those who frequented it were so wedded to their ways, so
accustomed to meet about the same tables, to play the familiar
game of backgammon, to see the same faces and the same
candle sconces night after night ; and afterwards to cloak and
shawl, and put on overshoes and hats in the old corridor, that
they were quite as much attached to the steps of the staircase
as to the mistress of the house. .. ^j ,

"All resigned themselves to endure the songster" {chardon-
neret) "of the sacred grove," said Alexandre de Brebian,

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which was witticism numher two. Finally, the president of
the agricultural society put an end to the sedition by remark-
ing judicially that "before the Eevolution the greatest nobles
admitted men like Dulcos and Grimm and Crebillon to their
society — ^men who were nobodies, like this little poet of
L'Houmeau; but one thing they never did, they never re-
ceived tax-collectors, and, after all, Chatelet is only a tax-
collector."

Du Chatelet suffered for Chardon. Every one turned the
cold shoulder upon him; and Chatelet was conscious that he
was attacked. When Mme. de Bargeton called him 'Ttf.
Chatelet," he swore to himself that he would possess her;
and now he entered into the views of the mistress of the house,
came to the support of the young poet, and declared himself
Lucien's friend. The great diplomatist, overlooked by the
shortsighted Emperor, made much of Lucien, and declared
himself his friend ! To launch the poet into society, he gave
a dinner, and asked all the authorities to meet him — the pre-
fect, the receiver-general, the colonel in command of the gar-
rison, the head of the ITaval School, the president of the
Court, and so forth. The poet, poor fellow, was feted so
magnificently, and so belauded, that anybody but a young
man of two-and-twenty would have shrewdly suspected a
hoax. After dinner, Chatelet drew his rival on to recite Tlie
Dying Sardanapalios, the masterpiece of the hour; and the
headmaster of the school, a man of a phlegmatic tempera-
ment, applauded with both hands, and vowed that Jean-
Baptiste Rousseau had done nothing finer. Sixte, Baron du
Chatelet, thought in his heart that this slip of a rhymster
would wither incontinently in a hothouse of adulation;
perhaps he hoped that when the poet's head was turned with
brilliant dreams, he would indulge in some impertinence
that would promptly consign him to the obscurity from which
he had emerged. Pending the decease of genius, Chatelet ap-
peared to offer up his hopes as a sacrifice at Mme. de Barge-
ton's feet ; but with the ingenuity of a rake, he kept his own
plan in abeyance, watching the lovers' movements with keenly

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critical eyes, and waiting for the opportunity of mining
Lucien.

From this time forward, vague rumors reported the exist-
ence of a great man in Angoumois. Mme. de Bargeton was
praised on all sides for the interest which she took in this
young eagle. No sooner was her conduct approved than she
tried to win a general sanction. She announced a soiree, with
ices, tea, and cakes, a great innovation in a city where tea, as
yet, was sold only by druggists as a remedy for indigestion.
The flower of Angoumoisin aristocracy was summoned to hear
Lucien read his great work. Louise had hidden all the dif-
ficulties from her friend, but she let fall a few words touching
the social cabal formed against him ; she would not have him
ignorant of the perils besetting his career as a man of genius,
nor of the obstacles insurmountable to weaklings. She drew
a lesson from the recent victory. Her white hands pointed
him to glory that lay beyond a prolonged martyrdom; she
spoke of stakes and flaming pyres ; she spread the adjectives
thickly on her flnest tartineSj and decorated them with a va-
riety of her most pompous epithets. It was an infringement
of the copyright of the passages of declamation that disfigure
Corinne; but Louise grew so much the greater in her own eyes
as she talked, that she loved the Benjamin who inspired her
eloquence the more for it. She counseled him to take a bold
step and renounce his patronymic for the noble name of Eu-
bempre; he need not mind the tittle-tattle over a change
which the King, for that matter, would authorize. Mme. de
Bargeton undertook to procure this favor ; she was related to
the Marquise d'Espard, who was a Blamont-Chauvry before
her marriage, and a persona grata at Court. The words
"King," "Marquise d'Espard," and "the Court" dazzled Lu-
cien like a blaze of fireworks, and the necessity of the bap-
tism was plain to him.

"Dear child," said Louise, with tender mockery in her tones,
"the sooner it is done, the sooner it will be sanctioned."

She went through soeial strata and showed the poet that
this step would raise him many rungs higher in the ladder.

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Seizing the moment, she persuaded Lueien to forswear the
chimerical notions of '89 as to equality; she roused a thirst
for social distinction allayed by David's cool commonsense;
she pointed out fashionable society as the goal and the only
stage for such a talent as his. The rabid Liberal became a
Monarchist in petto; Lueien set his teeth in the apple of de-
sire of rank, luxury, and fame. He swore to win a crown to
lay at his lady's feet, even if there should be blood-stains on
the bays. He would conquer at any cost, quibiiscumque viis.
To prove his courage, he told her of his present way of life ;
Louise had known nothing of its hardships, for there is an
indefinable pudency inseparable from strong feeling in youth,
a delicacy which shrinks from a display of great qualities;
and a young man loves to have the real quality of his nature
discerned through the incognito. He described that life, the
shackles of poverty borne with pride, his days of work for
David, his nights of study. His young ardor recalled memo-
ries of the colonel of six-and-twenty ; Mme. de Bargeton's
eyes grew soft ; and Lueien, seeing this weakness in his awe-
inspiring mistress, seized a hand that she abandoned to him,
and kissed it with the frenzy of a lover and a poet in his
youth. Louise even allowed him to set his eager, quivering
lips upon her forehead.

"Oh, child ! child ! if any one should see us, I should look
very ridiculous," she said, shaking off the ecstatic torpor.

In the course of that evening, Mme. de Bargeton's wit made
havoc of Lucien's prejudices, as she styled them. Men of
genius, according to her doctrine, had neither brothers nor
sisters nor father nor mother; the great tasks laid upon them
required that they should sacrifice everything that they
might grow to their full stature. Perhaps their families
might suffer at first from the all-absorbing exactions of a
giant brain, but at a later day they were repaid a hundred-
fold for self-denial of every kind during the early struggles
of the kingly intellect with adverse fate; they shared the
spoils of victory. Genius was answerable to no man. Genius
alone could judge of the means used to an end which no one

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else could know. It was the duty of a man of genius, there-
fore, to set himself above law; it was his mission to recon-
struct law; the man who is master of his age may take all
that he needs, run any risks, for all is his. She quoted in-
stances. Bernard Palissy, Louis XI., Pox, E'apoleon, Chris-
topher Columbus, and Julius Caesar, — all these world-famous
gamblers had begun life hampered with debt, or as poor men ;
all of them had been misunderstood, taken for madmen, re-
viled for bad sons, bad brothers, bad fathers ; and yet in after
life each one had come to be the pride of his family, of his
country, of the civilized world.

Her arguments fell upon fertile soil in the worst of Lu-
cien's nature, and spread corruption in his heart; for him,
when his desires were hot, all means were admissible. But —
failure is high treason against society; and when the fallen
conqueror has run amuck through bourgeois virtues, and
pulled down the pillars of society, small wonder that society,
finding Marius seated among the ruins, should drive him
forth in abhorrence. All unconsciously Lucien stood with the
palm of genius on the one hand and a shameful ending in the
hulks upon the other; and, on high upon the Sinai of the
prophets, beheld no Dead Sea covering the cities of the plain
— the hideous winding-sheet of Gomorrah.

So well did Louise loosen the swaddling-bands of provincial
life that confined the heart and brain of her poet that the
said poet determined to try an experiment upon her. He
wished to feel certain that this proud conquest was his with-
out laying himself open to the mortification of a rebuff. The
forthcoming soiree gave him his opportunity. Ambition
blended with his love. He loved, and he meant to rise, a
double desire not unnatural in young men with a heart to
satisfy and the battle of life to fight. Society, summoning
all her children to one banquet, arouses ambition in the very
morning of life. Youth is robbed of its charm, and generous
thoughts are corrupted by mercenary scheming. The idealist
would fain have it otherwise, but intrusive fact too often gives
the lie to the fiction which we should like to believe, making

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it impossible to paint the young man of the nineteenth cen-
tury other than he is. Lucien imagined that his scheming
was entirely prompted by good feeling, and persuaded him-
self that it was done solely for his friend David's sake.

He wrote a long letter to his Louise ; he felt bolder, pen in
hand, than face to face. In a dozen sheets, copied out thi-ee
several times, he told her of his father's genius and blighted
hopes and of his grinding poverty. He described his beloved
sister as an angel, and David as another Cuvier, a great man
of the future, and a father, friend, and brother to him in the
present. He should feel himself unworthy of his Louise's
love (his proudest distinction) if he did not ask her to do for
David all that she had done for him. He would give up
everything rather than desert David Sechard; David must
witness his success. It was one of those wild letters in which
a young man points a pistol at a refusal, letters full of boyish
casuistry and the incoherent reasoning of an idealist; a de-
licious tissue of words embroidered here and there by the
naive utterances that women love so well — unconscious reve-
lations of the writer's heart.

Lucien left the letter with the housemaid, went to the office,
and spent the day in reading proofs, superintending the execu-
tion of orders, and looking after the afEairs of the printing-
house. He said not a word to David. While youth bears a
child's heart, it is capable of sublime reticence. Perhaps, too,
Lucien began to dread the Phoeion's axe which David could
wield when he chose, perhaps he was afraid to meet those
clear-sighted eyes that read the depths of his soul. But when
he read Chenier's poems with David, his secret rose from his
heart to his lips at the sting of a reproach that he felt as the
patient feels the probing of a wound.

And now try to understand the thoughts that troubled Lu-
cien's mind as he went down from Angouleme. Was the great
lady angry with him? Would she receive David ? Had he, Lu-
cien, in his ambition, flung himself headlong back into the
depths ofL'Houmeau? Before he set that kiss on Louise's fore-

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head, he had had time to measure the distance between a queen
and her favorite, so far had he come in five months, and he did
not tell himself that David could cross over the same ground
in a moment. Yet he did not know how completely the lower
orders were excluded from this upper world; he did not so
much as suspect that a second experiment of this kind meant
ruin for Mme. de Bargeton. Once accused and fairly con-
victed of a liking for canaille, Louise would be driven from
the place, her caste would shun her as men shunned a leper
in the Middle Ages. Nais might have broken the moral law,
and her whole circle, the clergy and the flower of the aris-
tocracy, would have defended her against the world through
thick and thin; but a breach of another law, the ofEenee of
admitting all sorts of people to her house — this was sin with-
out remission. The sins of those in power are always over-
looked — once let them abdicate, and they shall pay the pen-
alty. And what was it but abdication to receive David ?

But if Lucien did not see these aspects of the question, his
aristocratic instinct discerned plenty of difficulties of another
kind, and he took alarm. A fine manner is not the invariable
outcome of noble feeling; and while no man at court had a
nobler air than Eacine, Corneille looked very much like a
cattle-dealer, and Descartes might have been taken for an
honest Dutch merchant; and visitors to La Brede, meeting
Montesquieu in a cotton nightcap, carrying a rake over his
shoulder, mistook him for a gardener. A knowledge of the
world, when it is not sucked in with mother's milk and part
of the inheritance of descent, is only acquired by education,
supplemented by certain gifts of chance — a graceful figure,
distinction of feature, a certain ring in the voice. All these,
so important trifles, David lacked, while Nature had be-
stowed them upon his friend. Of gentle blood on the mother's
side, Lucien was a Frank, even down to the high-arched in-
step. David had inherited the physique of his father the
pressman and the flat foot of the Gael. Lucien could hear
the shower of jokes at David's expense ; he could see Mme. de
Bargeton's repressed smile ; and at length, without being ex-

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actly ashamed of his hrother, he made up his mind to disre-
gard his first impulse and to think twice before yielding to
it in future.

So, after the hour of poetry and self-sacrifice, after the
reading of verse that opened out before the friends the fields
of literature in the light of a newly-risen sun, the hour of
worldly wisdom and of scheming struck for Lucien.

Down once more in L'Houmeau he wished that he had not
written that letter; he wished he could have it back
again; for down the vista of the future he caught a glimpse
of the inexorable laws of the world. He guessed that nothing
succeeds like success, and it cost him something to step down
from the first rung of the scaling ladder by which he meant
to reach and storm the heights above. Pictures of his quiet
and simple life rose before him, pictures fair with the bright-
est colors of blossoming love. There was David; what a
genius David had — David who had helped him so generously,
and would die for him at need; he thought of his mother,
of how great a lady she was in her lowly lot, and how she
thought that he was as good as he was clever; then of his
sister so gracious in submission to her fate, of his own inno-
cent childhood and conscience as yet unstained, of budding
hopes undespoiled by rough winds, and at these thoughts the
past broke into flowers once more for his memory.

Then he told himself that it was a far finer thing to hew
his own way through serried hostile mobs of aristocrats or
Philistines by repeated successful strokes, than to reach the
goal through a woman's favor. Sooner or later his genius
should shine out; it had been so with the others, his prede-
cessors; they had tamed society. Women would love him
when that day came ! The example of Kapoleon, which, un-
luckily for this nineteenth century of ours, has filled a great
many ordinary persons with aspirations after extraordinary
destinies, — ^the example of Napoleon occurred to Lucien's
mind. He flung his schemes to the winds and blamed him-
self for thinking of them. For Lucien was so made that he
went from evil to good, or from good to evil, with the same
facility.

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JJucien had none of the scholar's love for his retreat; for
tne past month indeed he had felt something like shame at
the sight of the shop front, where you could read —

POSTEL (late ChARDON), PHARMACEUTICAL ChEMIST,

in yellow letters on a green ground. It was an offence to him
that his father's name should be thus posted up in a place
where every carriage passed.

Every evening, when he closed the ugly iron gate and went
up to Beaulieu to give his arm to Mme. de Bargeton among
the dandies of the upper town, he chafed beyond all reason
at the disparity between his lodging and his fortune.

"I love Mme. de Bargeton; perhaps in a few days she will
be mine, yet here I live in this rat-hole !" he said to himself
this evening, as he went down the narrow passage into the
little yard behind the shop. This evening bundles of boiled
herbs were spread out along the wall, the apprentice was
scouring a caldron, and M. Postel himself, girded about with
his laboratory apron, was standing with a retort in his hand,
inspecting some chemical product while keeping an eye upon
the shop door, or if the eye happened to be engaged, he had
at any rate an ear for the bell.

A strong scent of camomile and peppermint pervaded the
yard and the poor little dwelling at the side, which you
reached by a short ladder, with a rope on either side by way
of hand-rail. Lucien's room was an attic just under the roof.

"Good-day, sonny," said M. Postel, that typical, provincial
tradesman. "Are you pretty middling? I have just been
experimenting on treacle, but it would take a man like your
father to find what I am looking for. Ah ! he was a famous
chemist, he was ! If I had only known his gout specific, you
and I should be rolling along in our carriage this day."

The little druggist, whose head was as thick as his heart was
kind, never let a week pass without some allusion to Chardon
senior's unlucky secretiveness as to that discovery, words that
Lucien felt like a stab.

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"It is a great pity," Lucien answered curtly. He was be-
ginning to think his father's apprentice prodigiously vulgar,
though he had blessed the man for his kindness, for honest
Postal had helped his master's widow and children more than
once.

"Why, what is the matter with you?" M. Postel inquired,
putting down his test tube on the laboratory table.

"Is there a letter for me?"

"Yes, a letter that smells like balm ! it is lying on the coun-
ter near my desk."

Mme. de Bargeton's letter lying among the physic bottles
in a druggist's shop ! Lucien sprang in to rescue it.

"Be quick, Lucien ! your dinner has been waiting an hour
for you, it will be cold !" a sweet voice called gently through
a half-opened window; but Lucien did not hear.

"That brother of yours has gone crazy, mademoiselle," said
Postel, lifting his face.

The old bachelor looked rather like a miniature brandy
cask, embellished by a painter's fancy, with a fat, ruddy coun-
tenance much pitted with the smallpox; at the sight of Eve
his face took a ceremonious and amiable expression, which
said plainly that he had thoughts of espousing the daughter
of his predecessor, but could not put an end to the strife be-
tween love and interest in his heart. He often said to Lucien,
with a smile, "Your sister is uncom'monly pretty, and you
are not so bad looking neither ! Your father did everything
well."

Eve was tall, dark-haired, dark of complexion, and blue-
eyed; but notwithstanding these signs of virile character,
she was gentle, tender-hearted, and devoted to those she loved.
Her frank innocence, her simplicity, her quiet acceptance of a
hard-working life, her character — for her life was above re-
proach — could not fail to win David Sechard's heart. So,
since the first time that these two had met, a repressed and
single-hearted love had grown up between them in the Ger-
man fashion, quietly, with no fervid protestations. In their
secret souls they thought of each other as if there were a bar

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between that kept them apart; as if the thought were an of-
fence against some jealous husband; and hid their feelings
from Lucien as though their love in some way did him a
wrong. David, moreover, had no confidence in himself, and
could not believe that Eve could care for him ; Eve was a pen-
niless girl, and therefore shy. A real work-girl would have
been bolder; but Eve, gently bred, and fallen into poverty,
resigned herself to her dreary lot. Diffident as she seemed,
she was in reality proud, and would not make a single advance
towards the son of a father said to be rich. People who knew
the value of a growing property, said that the vineyard at
Marsae was worth more than eighty thousand francs, to say
nothing of the traditional bits of land which old Sechard
used to buy as they came into the market, for old Sechard had
savings — ^he was lucky with his vintages, and a clever sales-
man. Perhaps David was the only man in Angouleme who
knew nothing of his father's wealth. In David's eyes Marsae
was a hovel bought in 1810 for fifteen or sixteen thousand
francs, a place that he saw once a year at vintage time when
his father walked him up and down among the vines and
boasted of an output of wine which the young printer never
saw, and he cared nothing about it.

David was a student leading a solitary life; and the love
that gained even greater force in solitude, as he dwelt upon
the difficulties in the way, was timid, and looked for en-
couragement ; for David stood more in awe of Eve than a sim-
ple clerk of some high-born lady. He was awkward and ill at
ease in the presence of his idol, and as eager to hurry away
as he had been to come. He repressed his passion, and was
silent. Often of an evening, on some pretext of consulting
Lucien, he would leave the Place du Murier and go down
through the Palet Gate as far as L'Houmeau, but at the sight
of the green iron railings his heart failed. Perhaps he had
come too late. Eve might think him a nuisance ; she would be
in bed by this time no doubt; and so he turned back. But
though his great love had only appeared in trifles. Eve read
it clearly; she was proiid, without a touch of vanity in her

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pride, of the deep reverence in David's looks and words and
manner towards her, but it was the young printer's enthusi-
astic belief in Lueien that drew her to him most of all. He
had divined the way to win Eve. The mute delights of this
love of theirs differed from the transports of stormy passion,
as wildflowers in the fields from the brilliant flowers in gar-
den beds. Interchange of glances, delicate and sweet as blue
water-flowers on the surface of the stream; a look in either
face, vanishing as swiftly as the scent of briar-rose; melan-
choly, tender as the velvet of moss — these were the blossoms
of two rare natures, springing up out of a rich and fruitful
soil on foundations of rock. Many a time Eve had seen reve-
lations of the strength that lay below the appearance of weak-
ness, and made such full allowance for all that David left
undone, that the slightest word now might bring about a
closer union of soul and soul.

Eve opened the door, and Lueien sat down without a word
at the little table on an X-shaped trestle. There was no table-
cloth ; the poor little household boasted but three silver spoons
and forks, and Eve had laid them all for the dearly loved
brother.

"What have you there ?" she asked, when she had set a dish
on the table, and put the extinguisher on the portable stove,
where it had been kept hot for him.

Lueien did not answer. Eve took up a little plate, daintily
garnished with vine-leaves, and set it on the table with a jug
full of cream.

"There, Lueien, I have had strawberries for you."

But Lueien was so absorbed in his letter that he did not
hear a word. Eve came to sit beside him without a murmur;
for in a sister's love for a brother it is an element of great
pleasure to be treated without ceremony.

"Oh ! what is it ?" she cried as she saw tears shining in her
brother's eyes.

"Nothing, nothing, Eve," he said, and putting his arm
about her waist, he drew her towards him and kissed her fore-
head, her hair, her throat, with warmth that surprised her.

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'TTou are keeping something from me."

"Well, then — she loves me."

"I knew very well that you kissed me for somebody else,"
the poor sister pouted, flushing red.

"We shall all be happy," cried Lueien, swallowing great
spoonfuls of soup.

"We?" echoed Eve. The same presentiment that had
crossed David's mind prompted her to add, "You will not
care so much about us now."

"How can you think that, if you know me ?"

Eve put out her hand and grasped his tightly; then she
carried off the empty plate and the brown earthen soup-
tureen, and brought the dish that she had made for him. But
instead of eating his dinner, Lueien read his letter over again ;
and Eve, discreet maiden, did not ask another question, re-
specting her brother's silence. If he wished to tell her about
it, she could wait ; if he did not, how could she ask him to tell
her ? She waited. Here is the letter : —

"Mt feiend, — ^Why should I refuse to your brother in
science the help that I have lent you ? All merits have equal
rights in my eyes; but you do not know the prejudices of
those among whom I live. We shall never make an aris-
tocracy of ignorance understand that intellect ennobles. If
I have not sufficient influence to compel them to accept M.
David Sechard, I am quite willing to sacrifice the worthless
creatures to you. It would be a perfect hecatomb in the an-
tique manner. But, dear friend, you would not, of course, ask
me to leave them all in exchange for the society of a person
whose character and manners might not please me. I know
from your flatteries how easily friendship can be blinded.
Will you think the worse of me if I attach a condition to my
consent ? In the interests of your future I shoiild like to see
your friend, and know and decide for myself whether you are
not mistaken. What is this but the mother's anxious care
of my dear poet, which I am in duty bound to take?

"Louise de ISTijgiiepelisse."

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Lueien had no suspicion of the art with which polite so-
ciety puts forward a "Yes" on the way to a "'No," and a
"No" that leads to a "Yes." He took this note for a victory.
David should go to Mme. de Bargeton's house ! David would
shine there in all the majesty of his genius ! He raised his
head so proudly in the intoxication of a victory which in-
creased his belief in himself and his ascendency over others,
his face was so radiant with the brightness of many hopes,
that his sister could not help telling him that he looked hand-
some.

"If that woman has any sense, she must love you! And
if so, to-night she will be vexed, for all the ladies will try all
sorts of coquetries on you. How handsome you will look
when you read your Saint John in PatmosI If only I were
a mouse, and could just slip in and see it! Come, I have
put your clothes out in mother's room."

The mother's room bore witness to self-respecting poverty.
There were white curtains to the walnut wood bedstead, and
a strip of cheap green carpet at the foot. A chest of drawers
with a wooden top, a looking-glass, and a few walnut wood
chairs completed the furniture. The clock on the chimney-
piece told of the old vanished days of prosperity. White cur-
tains hung in the windows, a gray flowered paper covered
the walls, and the tiled floor, colored and waxed by Eve her-
self, shone with cleanliness. On the little round table in the
middle of the room stood a red tray with a pattern of gilt
roses, and three cups and a sugar-basin of Limoges porcelain.
Eve slept in the little adjoining closet, where there was just
room for a narrow bed, an old-fashioned low chair, and a
work-table by the window; there was about as much space
as there is in a ship's cabin, and the door always stood open,
for the sake of air. But if all these things spoke of great
poverty, the atmosphere was sedate and studious; and for
those who knew the mother and children, there was somethino-
touchingly appropriate in their surroundings.

Lueien was tying his cravat when David's step sounded
outside in the little yard, and in another moment the young

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printer appeared. Prom his manner and looks he seemed to
iiave come down in a hurr3^

'^ell, David!" cried the ambitious poet, "we have gained
the day ! She loves me ! You shall come too."

"No," David said with some confusion, "I came down
to thank you for this proof of friendship, but I have been
thinking things over seriously. My own life is cut out for
me, Lueien. I am David Sechard, printer to His Majesty in
Angouleme, with my name at the bottom of the bills posted
on every wall. For people of that class, I am an artisan, or
I am in business, if you like it better, but I am a craftsman
who lives over a shop in the Eue de Beaulieu at the corner of
the Place du Murier. I have not the wealth of a Keller just
yet, nor the name of a Desplein, two sorts of power that the
nobles still try to ignore, and — and I am so far agreed with
them— this power is nothing without a knowledge of the
world and the manners of a gentleman. How am I to prove
my claim to this sudden elevation ? I should only make my-
self a laughing-stock for nobles and lourgeoisie to boot. As
for you, your position is different. A foreman is not com-
mitted to anything. Ycu are busy gaining knowledge that
will be indispensable by and by; you can explain your present
work by your future. And, in any ease, you can leave your
place to-morrow and begin something else; you might study
law or diplomacy, or go into the civil service. Nobody has
docketed and pigeon-holed you, in fact. Take advantage of
your social maiden fame to walk alone and grasp honors.
Enjoy all pleasures gladly, even frivolous pleasures. I wish
you luck, Lueien ; I shall enjoy your success ; you will be like
a second self for me. Yes, in my own thoughts I shall live
your life. You shall have the holiday life, in the glare of the
world and among the swift working springs of intrigue. I
will lead the work-a-day life, the tradesman's life of sober
toil, and the patient labor of scientific research.

"You shall be our aristocracy," he went on, looking at Eve
as he spoke. "If you totter, you shall have my arm to steady
you. If you have reason to complain of the treachery of
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others, you will find a refuge in our hearts, the love there will
never change. And influence and favor and the goodwill of
others might fail us if we were two ; we should stand in each
other's way ; go forward, you can tow me after you if it comes
to that. So far from envying you, I will dedicate my life to
yours. The thing that you have just done for me, when you
risked the loss of your benefactress, your love it may be, rather
than forsake or disown me, that little thing, so great as it was
— ah, well, Lucien, that in itself would bind me to you for-
ever if we were not brothers already. Have no remorse, no
concern over seeming to take the larger share. This one-sided
bargain is exactly to my taste. And, after all, suppose that
you should give me a pang now and again, who knows that I
shall not still be your debtor all my life long?"

He looked timidly towards Eve as he spoke; her eyes were
full of tears, she saw all that lay below the surface.

"In fact," he went on, turning to Lucien, who stood amazed
at this, "you are well made, you have a graceful figure, you
wear your clothes with an air, you look like a gentleman in
that blue coat of yours with the yellow buttons and the plain
nankeen trousers; now I should look like a workingman
among those people, I should be awkward and out of my ele-
ment, I should say foolish things, or say nothing at all; but
as for you, you can overcome any prejudice as to names by
taking your mother's; you can call yourself Lucien de
Eubempr6; I am and always shall be David Sechard. In this
society that you frequent, everything tells for you, every-
thing would teU against me. You were born to shine in it.
Women will worship that angel face of yours; won't they.
Eve?"

Lucien sprang up and flung his arms about David. David's
humility had made short work of many doubts and plenty
of diSiculties. Was it possible not to feel twice tenderly
towards this friend, who by the way of friendship had come
to think the very thoughts that he, Lucien, had reached
through ambition? The aspirant for love and honors felt
that the way had been made smooth for him ; the young man

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and the comrade felt all his heart go out towards his friend.

It was one of those moments that come very seldom in our
lives, when all the forces in us are sweetly strung, and every
chord vibrating gives out full resonance.

And yet, this goodness of a noble nature increased Lucien's
human tendency to take himself as the centre of things. Do
not all of us say more or less, "L'Etat, c'est moi!" with Louis
Quatorze? Lucien's mother and sister had concentrated all
their tenderness on him, David was his devoted friend; he
was accustomed to see the three making every effort for him
in secret, and consequently he had all the faults of a spoiled
eldest son. The noble is eaten up with the egoism which their
unselfishness was fostering in Lueien ; and Mme. de Bargeton
was doing her best to develop the same fault by inciting him
to forget all that he owed to his sister, and mother, and
David. He was far from doing so as yet ; but was there not
ground for the fear that as his sphere of ambition widened,:
his whole thought perforce would be how he might maintain
himself in it?

When emotion had subsided, David had a suggestion to
make. He thought that Lucien's poem. Saint John in Pat-
mos, was possibly too biblical to be read before an audience
but little familiar with apocalyptic poetry. Lueien, mak-
ing his first appearance before the most exacting public in
the Charente, seemed to be nervous. David advised him
to take Andre de Chenier and substitute certain pleasure for
a dubious delight. Lueien was a perfect reader, the listeners
would enjoy listening to him, and his modesty would doubt-
less serve him well. Like most young people, the pair were
endowing the rest of the world with their own intelligence
and virtues ; for if youth that has not yet gone astray is piti-
less for the sins of others, it is ready, on the other hand, to
put a magnificent faith in them. It is only, in fact, after
a good deal of experience of life that we recognize the truth
of Eaphael's great saying — "To comprehend is to equal."

The power of appreciating poetry is rare, generally speak-
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tears of ecstasy; nobody cares to be at the trouble of de-
ciphering the sublime, of plumbing the depths to discover the
infinite. Lucien was about to have his first experience of the
ignorance and indifference of worldlings. He went round
by way of the printing office for David's volume of poetry.

The two lovers were left alone, and David had never felt
more embarrassed in his life. Countless terrors seized upon
him ; he half wished, half feared that Eve would praise him ;
he longed to run away, for even modesty is not exempt from
coquetry. David was afraid to utter a word that might seem
to beg for thanks; everything that he could think of put
him in some false position, so he held his tongue and looked
guilty. Eve, guessing the agony of modesty, was enjoying
the pause ; but when David twisted his hat as if he meant to
go, she looked at him and smiled.

'Tyionsieur David," she said, "if you are not going to pass
the evening at Mme. de Bargeton's, we can spend the time
together. It is fine ; shall we take a walk along the Charente ?
We will have a talk about Lucien."

David longed to fling himself at the feet of this delicious
girl. Eve had rewarded him beyond his hopes by that tone
in her voice; the kindness of her accent had solved the diffi-
culties of the position, her suggestion was something better
than praise ; it was the first grace given by love.

"But give me time to dress!" she said, as David made as
if to go at once.

David went out; he who all his life long had not known
one tune from another, was humming to himself; honest
Postel hearing him with surprise, conceived a vehement sus-
picion of Eve's feelings towards the printer.

The most trifling things that happened that evening made
a great impression on Lucien, and his character was peculiarly
susceptible to first impressions. Like all inexperienced lovers,
he arrived so early that Louise was not in the drawing-room ;
but M. de Bargeton was there, alone. Lucien had already
begun to serve his apprenticeship in the practice of the small

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deceits with which the lover of a married woman pays for
his happiness — deceits through which, moreover, she learns
the extent of her power; but so far Lucien had not met the
lady's husband face to face.

M. de Bargeton's intellect was of the limited kind, exactly
poised on the border line between harmless vacancy, with
some glimmerings of sense, and the excessive stupidity that
can neither take in nor give out any idea. He was thoroughly
impressed with the idea of doing his duty in society; and,
doing his utmost to be agreeable, had adopted the smile of
an opera dancer as his sole method of expression. Satisfied,
he smiled; dissatisfied, he smiled again. He smiled at good
news and evil tidings ; with slight modifications the smile did
duty on all occasions. If he was positively obliged to express
his personal approval, a complacent laugh reinforced the
smile; but he never vouchsafed a word until driven to the
last extremity. A tete-a-tete put him in the one embarrass-
ment of his vegetative existence, for then he was obliged to
look for something to say in the vast blank of his vacant in-
terior. He usually got out of the difficulty by a return to the
artless ways of childhood; he thought aloud, took you into
his confidence concerning the smallest details of his existence,
his physical wants, the small sensations which did duty for
ideas with him. He never talked about the weather, nor did
he indulge in the ordinary commonplaces of conversation —
the way of escape provided for weak intellects; he plunged
you into the most intimate and personal topics.

"I took veal this morning to please Mme. de Bargeton,
who is very fond of veal, and my stomach has been very un-
easy since," he would tell you. "I knew how it would be ; it
never suits me. How do you explain it ?" Or, very likely—

"I am just about to ring for a glass of eau sucreej will you
have some at the same time?"

Or, "I am going to take a ride to-morrow; I am going over
to see my father-in-law."

These short observations did not permit of discussion; a
"Yes" or "No," extracted from his interlocutor, the con-

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versation dropped dead. Then M. de Bargeton mutely im-
plored his visitor to come to his assistance. Turning west-
ward his old asthmatic pug-dog countenance, he gazed at
you with big, lustreless eyes, in a way that said, "You were
saying?"

The people whom he loved best were bores anxious to talk
about themselves ; he listened to them with an unfeigned and
delicate interest which so endeared him to the species that
all the twaddlers of Angouleme credited M. de Bargeton
with more understanding than he chose to show, and were of
the opinion that he was underrated. So it happened that
when these persons could find nobody else to listen to them,
they went off to give M. de Bargeton the benefit of the rest
of the story, argument, or what not, sure beforehand of
his eulogistic smile. Madame de Bargeton's rooms were
always crowded, and generally her husband felt quite at
his ease. He interested himself in the smallest de-
tails; he watched those who came in and bowed and smiled,
and brought the new arrivals to his wife ; he lay in wait for
departing visitors, and went with them to the door, taking
leave of them with that eternal smile. When conversation
grew lively, and he saw that every one was interested in one
thing or another, he stood, happy and mute, planted like a
swan on both feet, listening, to all appearance, to a political
discussion ; or he looked over the card-players' hands without
a notion of what it was all about, for he could not play at
any game; or he walked about and took snuff to promote
digestion. Anais was the bright side of his life ; she made it
unspeakably pleasant for him. Stretched out at full length
in his armchair, he watched admiringly while she did her
part as hostess, for she talked for him. It was a pleasure,
too, to him to try to see the point in her remarks; and as
it was often a good while before he succeeded, his smiles ap-
peared after a delay, like the explosion of a shell which has
entered the earth and worked up again. His respect for his
wife, moreover, almost amounted to adoration. And so long
as we can adore, is there not happiness enough in life?

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Anals' husband was as docile as a child who asks nothing
better than to be told what to do; and, generous and clever
woman as she was, she had taken no undue advantage of his
weaknesses. She had taken care of him as you take care of
a cloak; she kept him brushed, neat, and tidy, looked closely '
after him, and humored him; and humored, looked after,
brushed, kept tidy, and cared for, M. de Bargeton had come
to feel an almost dog-like affection for his wife. It is so easy
to give happiness that costs nothing! Mme. de Bargeton,
knowing that her husband had no pleasure but in good cheer,
saw that he had good dinners; she had pity upon him, she
had never uttered a word of complaint; indeed, there were
people who could not understand that a woman might keep
silence through pride, and argued that M. de Bargeton must
possess good qualities hidden from public view. Mme. de
Bargeton had drilled him into military subordination; he
yielded a passive obedience to his wife. "Go and call on
Monsieur So-and-So or Madame Such-an-One," she would
say, and he went forthwith, like a soldier at the word of
command. He stood at attention in her presence, and waited
motionless for his orders.

There was some talk about this time of nominating the
mute gentleman for a deputy. Lucien as yet had not lifted
the veil which hid such an unimaginable character; indeed,
he had scarcely frequented the house long enough. M. de
Bargeton, spread at full length in his great chair, appeared
to see and understand all that was going on; his silence
added to his dignity, and his figure inspired Lucien with a
prodigious awe. It is the wont of imaginative natures to
magnify everything, or to find a soul to inhabit every shape ;
and Lucien took this gentleman, not for a granite guard-post,
but for a formidable sphinx, and thought it necessary to con-
ciliate him.

"I am the first comer," he said, bowing with more respect
than people usually showed the worthy man.

"That is natural enough," said M. de Bargeton.

Lucien took the remark for an epigram; the lady's has-

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band was jealous, he thought; he reddened under it, looked
in the glass and tried to give himself a countenance.

'Tou live in L'Houmeau," said M. de Bargeton, "and peo-
ple who live a long way off always come earlier than those who
live near by."

"What is the reason of that ?" asked Lucien politely.

"I don't know," answered M. de Bargeton, relapsing into
immobility.

"You have not cared to find out," Lucien began again;
"any one who could make that observation could discover the
cause."

"Ah!" saidM.de Bargeton, "final causes! Eh! eh! . . ."

The conversation came to a dead stop; Lucien racked his
brains' to resuscitate it.

"Mme. de Bargeton is dressing, no doubt," he began, shud-
dering at the silliness of the question.

"Yes, she is dressing," her husband naturally answered.

Lucien looked up at the ceiling and vainly tried to think
of something else to say. As his eyes wandered over the
gray painted joists and the spaces of plaster between, he saw,
not without qualms, that the little chandelier with the old-
fashioned cut-glass pendants had been stripped of its gauze
covering and filled with wax candles. All the covers had been
removed from the furniture, and the faded flowered silk
damask had come to light. These preparations meant
something extraordinary. The poet looked at his boots, and
misgivings about his costume arose in his mind. Grown
stupid with dismay, he turned and fixed his eyes on a
Japanese jar standing on a begarlanded console table of the
time of Louis Quinze; then, recollecting that he must con-
ciliate Mme. de Bargeton's husband, he tried to find out if
the good gentleman had a hobby of any sort in which he
might be humored.

"You seldom leave the city, monsieur?" he began, return-
ing to M. de Bargeton.

"Yery seldom."

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movements like a suspicious cat; the young man's presence
disturbed him. Each was afraid of the other.

"Can he feel suspicious of my attentions?" thought Lu-
cien; "he seems to be anything but friendly."

Lucien was not a little embarrassed by the uneasy glances
that the other gave him as he went to and fro, when, luckily
for him, the old man-servant (who wore livery for the occa-
sion) announced "M. du Chatelet." The Baron came in,
very much at his ease, greeted his friend Bargeton, and
favored Lucien with the little nod then in vogue, which the
poet in his mind called purse-proud impertinence.

Sixte du Chatelet appeared in a pair of dazzling white
trousers with invisible straps that kept them in shape. He
wore pumps and thread stockings; the black ribbon of his
eyeglass meandered over a white waistcoat, and the fashion
and elegance of Paris was strikingly apparent in his black
coat. He was indeed just the faded beau who might be ex-
pected from his antecedents, though advancing years had
already endowed him with a certain waist-girth which some-
what exceeded the limits of elegance. He had dyed the hair
and whiskers grizzled by his sufferings during his travels,
and this gave a hard look to his face. The skin which had
once been so delicate had been tanned to the copper-red color
of Europeans from India; but in spite of his absurd preten-
sions to youth, you could still discern traces of the Imperial
Highness' charming private secretary in du Chatelet's general
appearance. He put up his eyeglass and stared at his rival's
nankeen trousers, at his boots, at his waistcoat, at the blue
coat made by the Angouleme tailor, he looked him over from
head to foot, in short, then he coolly returned his eyeglass to
his waistcoat pocket with a gesture that said, "I am satisfied."
And Lucien, eclipsed at this moment by the elegance of the
inland revenue department, thought that it would be his
turn by and by, when he should turn a face lighted up with
poetry upon the assembly; but this prospect did not prevent
him from feeling the sharp pang that succeeded to the un-
comfortable sense of M. de Bargeton's imagined hostility.

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The Baron seemed to bring all the weight of Ms fortune to
bear upon him, the better to humiliate him in his poverty.
M. de Bargeton had counted on having no more to say, and
his soul was dismayed by the pause spent by the rivals in
mutual survey ; he had a question which he kept for desperate
emergencies, laid up in his mind, as it were, against a rainy
day. Now was the proper time to bring it out.

''Well, monsieur," he said, looking at Chitelet with an im-
portant air, "is there anything fresh? anything that people
are talking about ?"

'^Why, the latest thing is M. Chardon," Chitelet said
maliciously. "Ask him. Have you brought some charming
poem for us?" inquired the vivacious Baron, adjusting the
side curl that had gone astray on his temple.

"I should have asked you whether I had succeeded," Lucien
answered; "you have been before me in the field of verse."

"Pshaw!" said the other, "a few vaudevilles, well enough
in their way, written to oblige, a song now and again to suit
some occasion, lines for music, no good without the music, and
my long Epistle to a Sister of Buonaparte (ungrateful that
he was), will not hand down my name to posterity."

At this moment Mme. de Bargeton appeared in all the
glory of an elaborate toilette. She wore a Jewess' turban,
enriched with an Eastern clasp. The cameos on her neck
gleamed through the gauze scarf gracefully wound about her
shoulders ; the sleeves of her printed muslin dress were short,
so as to display a series of bracelets on her shapely white arms.
Lucien was charmed with this theatrical style of dress. M.
du Chatelet gallantly plied the queen with fulsome compli-
ments, that made her smile with pleasure; she was so glad
to be praised in Lucien's hearing. But she scarcely gave her
dear poet a glance, and met Chitelet with a mortifying civility
that kept him at a distance.

By this time the guests began to arrive. First and fore-
most appeared the Bishop and his Vicar-General, dignified
and reverend figures both, though no two men could well be
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acolyte short and fat. Both churchmen's eyes were bright;
but while the Bishop was pallid, his Vicar-General's coun-
tenance glowed with high health. Both were impassive, and
gesticulated but little ; both appeared to be prudent men, and
their silence and reserve were supposed to hide great intel-
lectual powers.

Close upon the two ecclesiastics followed Mme. de Chan-
dour and her husband, a couple so extraordinary that those
who are unfamiliar with provincial life might be tempted to
think that such persons are purely imaginary. Amelie de
Chandour posed as the rival queen of Angouleme; her hus-
band, M. de Chandour, known in the circle as Stanislas, was
a ci-devant young man, slim still at five-and-forty, with a
countenance like a sieve. His cravat was always tied so as
to present two menacing points — one spike reached the height
of his right ear, the other pointed downwards to the red rib-
bon of his cross. His coat-tails were violently at strife. A
cut-away waistcoat displayed the ample, swelling curves of a
stiflSy-starched shirt fastened by massive gold studs. His
dress, in fact, was exaggerated, till he looked almost like a
living caricature, which no one could behold for the first time
with gravity.

Stanislas looked himself over from top to toe with a kind
of satisfaction; he verified the number of his waistcoat but-
tons, and followed the curving outlines of his tight-fitting
trousers with fond glances that came to a standstill at last on
the pointed tips of his shoes. When he ceased to contemplate
himself in this way, he looked towards the nearest mirror to
see if his hair still kept in curl; then, sticking a finger in
his waistcoat pocket, he looked about him at the women with
happy eyes, flinging his head back in three-quarters profile
with all the airs of a king of the poultry-yard, airs which
were prodigiously admired by the aristocratic circle of which
he was the beau. There was a strain of eighteenth century
grossness, as a rule, in his talk; a detestable kind of con-
versation which procured him some success with women —
he made them laugh. M. du Chatelet was beginning

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to give this gentleman some uneasiness; and, as a matter of
fact, since Mme. de Bargeton had taken him up, the lively
interest taken by the women in the Byron of Angouleme was
distinctly on the increase. His coxcomb superciliousness
tickled their curiosity; he posed as the man whom nothing
can arouse from his apathy, and his Jaded Sultan airs were
like a challenge.

Amelie de Chandour, short, plump, fair-complexioned, and
dark-haired, was a poor actress; her voice was loud, like
everything else about her; her head, with its load of feathers
in winter and flowers in summer, was never still for a mo-
ment. She had a fine flow of conversation, though she could
never bring a sentence to an end without a wheezing accom-
paniment from an asthma, to which she would not confess.

M. de Saintot, otherwise Astolphe, President of the Agri-
cultural Society, a tall, stout, high-colored personage, usually
appeared in the wake of his wife, Elisa, a lady with a coun-
tenance like a withered fern, called Lili by her friends — a
baby name singularly at variance with its owner's character
and demeanor. Mme. de Saintot was a solemn and extremely
pious woman, and a very trying partner at a game of cards.
Astolphe was supposed to be a scientific man of the first rank.
He was as ignorant as a carp, but he had compiled the articles
on Sugar and Brandy for a Dictionary of Agriculture by
wholesale plunder of newspaper articles and pillage of pre-
vious writers. It was believed all over the department that
M. Saintot was engaged upon a treatise on modern hus-
bandry; but though he locked himself into his study every
morning, he had not written a couple of pages in a dozen
years. If anybody called to see him, he always contrived to
be discovered rummaging among his papers, hunting for a
stray note or mending a pen ; but he spent the whole time in
his study on puerilities, reading the newspaper through from
end to end, cutting figures out of corks with his penknife,
and drawing patterns on his blotting-paper. He would turn
over the leaves of his Cicero to see if anything applicable
to the events of the day might ca:teh his eye, and drag his

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quotation by the heels into the conversation that evening,
saying, "There is a passage in Cicero which might have been
written to suit modern times/' and out came his phrase, to
the astonishment of his audience. "Eeally," they said among
themselves, "Astolphe is a well of learning." The interesting
fact circulated all over the town, and sustained the general
belief in M. de Saintot's abilities.

After this pair came M. de Bartas, known as Adrien among
the circle. It was M. de Bartas who boomed out his song
in a bass voice, and made prodigious claims to musical knowl-
edge. His self-conceit had taken a stand upon solfeggi; he
began by admiring his appearance while he sang, passed
thence to talking about music, and finally to talking of nothing
else. His musical tastes had become a monomania; he grew
animated only on the one subject of music; he was miserable
all evening until somebody begged him to sing. When he had
bellowed one of his airs, he revived again; strutted about,
raised himself on his heels, and received compliments with a
deprecating air ; but modesty did not prevent him from going
from group to group for his meed of praise ; and when there
was no more to be said about the singer, he returned to the
subject of the song, discussing its difficulties or extolling the
composer.

M. Alexandre de Brebian performed heroic exploits in
sepia; he disfigured the walls of his friends' rooms with a
swarm of crude productions, and spoiled all the albums in
the department. M. Alexandre de Brebian and M. de Bartas
came together, each with his friend's wife on his arm, a
cross-cornered arrangement which gossip declared to be car-
ried out to the fullest extent. As for the two women,
Mesdames Charlotte de Brebian and Josephine de Bartas, or
Lolotte and Fifine, as they were called, both took an equal
interest in a scarf, or the trimming of a dress, or the recon-
ciliation of several irreconcilable colors; both were eaten up
with a desire to look like Parisiennes, and neglected their
homes, where everj'thing went wrong. But if they dressed
like dolls in tightly-fitting gowns of home manufacture, and

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exhibited outrageous combinations of crude colors upon their
persons, their husbands availed themselves of the artist's
privilege and dressed as they pleased, and curious it was to
see the provincial dowdiness of the pair. In their threadbare
clothes they looked like the supernumeraries that represent
rank and fashion at stage weddings in third-rate theatres.

One of the queerest figures in the rooms was M. le Comte
de Senonehes, known by the aristocratic name of Jacques, a
mighty hunter, lean and sunburned, a haughty gentleman,
about as amiable as a wild boar, as suspicious as a Venetian,
and jealous as a Moor, who lived on terms of the friendliest
and most perfect intimacy with M. du Hautoy, otherwise
Francis, the friend of the house.

Mme. de Senonehes (Zephirine) was a tall, fine-looking
woman, though her complexion was spoiled already by pim-
ples due to liver complaint, on which grounds she was said
to be exacting. With a slender figure and delicate propor-
tions, she could afford to indulge in languid manners, savor-
ing somewhat of affectation, but revealing passion and the
consciousness that every least caprice will be gratified by
love.

Francis, the house friend, was rather distinguished-look-
ing. He had given up his consulship in Valence, and sacri-
ficed his diplomatic prospects to live near Zephirine (also
known as Zizine) in Angouleme. He had taken the house-
hold in charge, he superintended the children's education,
taught them foreign languages, and looked after the fortunes
of M. and Mme. de Senonehes with the most complete devo-
tion. Noble Angouleme, administrative Angouleme, and bour-
geois Angouleme alike had looked askance for a long while
at this phenomenon of the perfect union of three persons;
but finally the mysterious conjugal trinity appeared to them
so rare and pleasing a spectacle, that if M. du Hautoy had
shown any intention of marrying, he would have been
thought monstrously immoral. Mme. de Senonehes, how-
ever, had a lady companion, a goddaughter, and her excessive
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surmises of disquieting mysteries ; it was thought, in spite of
some impossible discrepancies in dates, that Frangoise de la
Haye bore a striking likeness to Francis du Hautoy.

When "Jacques" was shooting in the neighborhood, people
used to inquire after Francis, and Jacques would discourse
on his steward's little ailments, and talk of his wife in the
second place. So curious did this blindness seem in a man
of jealous temper, that his greatest friends used to draw him
out on the topic for the amusement of others who did not
know of the mystery. M. du Hautoy was a finical dandy
whose minute care of himself had degenerated into mincing
affectation and childishness. He took an interest in his
cough, his appetite, his digestion, his night's rest. Zephirine
had succeeded in making a valetudinarian of her factotum;
she coddled him and doctored him; she crammed him with
delicate fare, as if, he had been a fine lady's lap-dog ; she em-
broidered waistcoats for him and pocket-handkerchiefs and
cravats until he became so used to wearing finery that she
transformed him into a kind of Japanese idol. Their under-
standing was perfect. In season and out of season Zizine con-
sulted Francis with a look, and Francis seemed to take his
ideas from Zizine's eyes. They frowned and smiled together,
and seemingly took counsel of each other before making the
simplest commonplace remark.

The largest landowner in the neighborhood, a man whom
every one envied, was the Marquis de Pimentel; he and his
wife, between them, had an income of forty thousand livres,
and spent their winters in Paris. This evening they had
driven into Angouleme in their caleche, and had brought
their neighbors, the Baron and Baroness de Eastignae and
their party, the Baroness' aunt and daughters, two charming
young ladies, penniless girls who had been carefully brought
up, and were dressed in the simple way that sets off natural
loveliness.

These personages, beyond question the first in the com-
psny, met with a reception of chilling silence; the respect
paid to them was full of jealousy, especially as everybody

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saw that Mme. de Bargeton paid marked attention to the
guests. The two families belonged to the very small minority
who hold themselves aloof from provincial gossip, belong to
no clique, live quietly in retirement, and maintain a dignified
reserve. M. de Pimentel and M. de Eastignae, for instance,
were addressed by their names in full, and no length of
acquaintance had brought their wives and daughters into the
select coterie of Angouleme; both families were too nearly
connected with the Court to compromise themselves through
provincial follies.

The Prefect and the General in command of the garrison
were the last comers, and with them came the country gen-
tleman who had brought the treatise on silkworms to David
that very morning. Evidently he was the mayor of some
canton or other, and a fine estate was his sufficient title to
gentility; but from his appearance, it was plain that he was
quite unused to polite society. He looked uneasy in his
clothes, he was at a loss to know what to do with his hands,
he shifted about from one foot to another as he spoke, and
half rose and sat down again when anybody spoke to him.
He seemed ready to do some menial service; he was obse-
quious, nervous, and grave by turns, laughing eagerly at
every joke, listening with servility; and occasionally, imagin-
ing that people were laughing at him, he assumed a know-
ing air. His treatise weighed upon his mind; again and
again he tried to talk about silkworms; but the luckless
wight happened first upon M. de Bartas, who talked music
in reply, and next on M. de Saintot, who quoted Cicero to
him ; and not until the evening was half over did the mayor
meet with sympathetic listeners in Mme. and Mile, du Bros-
sard, a widowed gentlewoman and her daughter.

Mme. and Mile, du Brossard were not the least interest,
ing persons in the clique, but their story may be told in a
single phrase — they were as poor as they were noble. In their
dress there was just that tinge of pretension which betrays
carefully hidden penury. The daughter, a big, heavy young
woman of seven-and-twenty, was supposed to be a good per-

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former on the piano, and her mother praised her in season
and out of season in the clumsiest way. No eligible man had
any taste which Camille did not share on her mother's au-
thoritative statement. Mme. du Brossard, in her anxiety to
establish her child, was capable of saying that her dear
Camille liked nothing so much as a roving life from one
garrison to another; and before the evening was out, that
she was sure her dear Camille liked a quiet country farm-
house existence of all things. Mother and daughter had the
pinched sub-acid dignity characteristic of those who have
learned by experience the exact value of expressions of sym-
pathy; they belonged to a class which the world delights to
pity; they had been the objects of the benevolent interest
of egoism; they had sounded the empty void beneath the
consoling formulas with which the world ministers to the
necessities of the unfortunate.

M. de Severae was fifty-nine years old, and a childless
widower. Mother and daughter listened, therefore, with de-
vout admiration to all that he told them about his silkworm
nurseries.

"My daughter has always been fond of animals," said the
mother. "And as women are especially interested in the silk
which the little creatures produce, I shall ask permission
to go over to Severae, so that my Camille may see how the silk
is spun. My Camille is so intelligent, she will grasp anything
that you tell her in a moment. Did she not understand one
day the inverse ratio of the squares of distances!"

This was the remark that brought the conversation between
Mme. du Brossard and M. de Severae to a glorious close after
Lucien's reading that night.

A few habitues slipped in familiarly among the rest, so did
one or two eldest sons; shy, mute young men tricked out in
gorgeous jewelry, and highly honored by an invitation to this
literary solemnity, the boldest man among them so far shook
off the weight of awe as to chatter a good deal with Mile, de
la Haye. The women solemnly arranged themselves in a
circle, aud the men stood behind them. It was a quaint as-
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semblage of wrinkled countenances and heterogeneous cos-
tumes, but none the less it seemed very alarming to Lucien,
and his heart beat fast when he felt that every one was look-
ing at him. His assurance bore the ordeal with some difiB-
culty in spite of the encouraging example of Mme. de Barge-
ton, who welcomed the most illustrious personages of An-
gouleme with ostentatious courtesy and elaborate gracious-
ness; and the uncomfortable feeling that oppressed him was
aggravated by a trifling matter which any one might have
foreseen, though it was bound to come as an unpleasant shock
to a young man with so little experience of the world. Lucien,
all eyes and ears, noticed that no one except Louise, M. de
Bargeton, the Bishop, and some few who wished to please the
mistress of the house, spoke of him as M. de Eubemprd; for
his formidable audience he was M. Chardon. Lucien's
courage sank under their inquisitive eyes. He could read his
plebeian name in the mere movements of their lips, and hear
the anticipatory criticisms made in the blunt, provincial
fashion that too often borders on rudeness. He had not
expected this prolonged ordeal of pin-pricks ; it put him still
more out of humor with himself. He grew impatient to begin
the reading, for then he could assume an attitude which
should put an end to his mental torments; but Jacques was
giving Mme. de Pimentel the history of his last day's sport ;
Adrien vas holding forth to Mile. Laure de Eastignae on
Eossini, the newly-risen music star; and Astolphe, who had
got by heart a newspaper paragraph on a patent plow, was
giving the Baron the benefit of the description. Lucien,
luckless poet that he was, did not know that there was scarce
a soul in the room besides Mme. de Bargeton who could under-
stand poetry. The whole matter-of-fact assembly was there
by a misapprehension, nor did they, for the most part, know
what they had come out for to see. There are some words
that draw a public as unfailingly as the clash of cymbals, the
trumpet, or the mountebank's big drum; "beauty," "glory,"
"poetry," are words that bewitch the coarsest intellect.
When every one had arrived; when the buzz of talk ceased

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after repeated efforts on the part of M. de Bargeton. who,
obedient to his wife, went round the room much as the
beadle makes the circle of the church, tapping the pave-
ment with his wand; when silence, in fact, was at last se-
cured, Lueien went to the round table near Mme. de Barge-
ton. A fierce thrill of excitement ran through him as he did
so. He announced in an uncertain voice that, to prevent
disappointment, he was about to read the masterpieces of a
great poet, discovered only recently (for although Andre de
Chenier's poems appeared in 1819, no one in Angouleme had
so much as heard of him). Everybody interpreted this an-
nouncement in one way — it was a shift of Mme. de Barge-
ton's, meant to save the poet's self-love and to put the au-
dience at ease.

Lueien began with Le Malade, and the poem was received
with a murmur of applause; but he followed it with
L'Aveugle, which proved too great a strain upon the average
intellect. None but artists or those endowed with the artistic
temperament can understand and sympathize with him in the
diabolical torture of that reading. If poetry is to be ren-
dered by the voice, and if the listener is to grasp all that it
means, the most devout attention is essential ; there should be
an intimate alliance between the reader and his audience, or
swift and subtle communication of the poet's thought and
feeling becomes impossible. Here this close sympathy was
lacking, and Lueien in consequence was in the position of
an angel who should endeavor to sing of heaven amid the
chueklings of hell. An intelligent man in the sphere most
stimulating to his faculties can see in every direction, like
a snail; he has the keen scent of a dog, the ears of a mole;
he can hear, and feel, and see all that is going on around
him. A musician or a poet knows at once whether his au-
dience is listening in admiration or fails to follow him, and
feels it as the plant that revives or droops under favorable
or unfavorable conditions. The men who had come with
their wives had fallen to discussing their own affairs ; by the
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Lucien's ear; he saw all the gaps caused by the spasmodic
workings of jaws sympatheticall}^ affected, the teeth that
seemed to grin defiance at him.

When, like the dove in the deluge, he looked round for any
spot on which his eyes might rest, he saw nothing but rows
of impatient faces. Their owners clearly were waiting for
him to make an end ; they had come together to discuss ques-
tions of practical interest. With the exceptions of Laure de
Eastignac, the Bishop, and two or three of the young men,
they one and all looked bored. As a matter of fact, those
who understand poetry strive to develop the germs of another
poetry, quickened within them by the poet's poetry; but this
glacial audience, so far from attaining to the spirit of the
poet, did not even listen to the letter.

Lucien felt profoundly discouraged; he was damp with
chilly perspiration; a glowing glance from Louise, to whom
he turned, gave him courage to persevere to the end, but his
poet's heart was bleeding from countless wounds.

"Do you find this very amusing, Pifine?" inquired the
wizened Lili, who perhaps had expected some kind of gym-
nastics.

"Don't ask me what I think, dear; I cannot keep my eyes
open when any one begins to read aloud."

"I hope that Nais will not give us poetry often in the even-
ings," said Francis. "If I am obliged to attend while some-
body reads aloud after dinner, it upsets my digestion."

"Poor dearie," whispered Zephirine, "take a glass of eau
sucree."

"It was very well declaimed," said Alexandre, "but I like
whist better myself."

After this dictum, which passed muster as a joke from the
play on the word "whist," several card-players were of the
opinion that the reader's voice needed a rest, and on this
pretext one or two couples slipped away into the card-room.
But Louise, and the Bishop, and pretty Laure de Eastignac
besought Lucien to continue, and this time he caught the at-
tention of his audience with Chenier's spirited reactionary

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lamhes. Several persons, carried away by his impassioned
delivery, applauded the reading without understanding the
sense. People of this sort are impressed by vociferation, as
a coarse palate is tickled by strong spirits.

During an interval, as they partook of ices, Zephirine de-
spatched Francis to examine the volume, and informed her
neighbor Amelie that the poetry was in print.

Amelie brightened visibly.

"Why, that is easily explained," said she. "M. de Eu-
bempre works for a printer. It is as if a pretty woman
should make her own dresses," she added, looking at
Lolotte.

"He printed his poetry himself!" said the women among
themselves.

"Then, why does he call himself M. de Eubempre?" in-
quired Jacques. "If a noble takes a handicraft, he ought to
lay his name aside."

"So he did as a matter of fact," said Zizine, "but his
name was plebeian, and he took his mother's name, which is
noble."

"Well, if his verses are printed, we can read them for our-
selves," said Astolphe.

This piece of stupidity complicated the question, until
Sixte du Chatelet condescended to inform these unlettered
folk that the prefatory announcement was no oratorical flour-
ish, but a statement of fact, and added that the poems had
been written by a Eoyalist brother of Marie-Joseph Chenier,
the Eevolutionarj' leader. All Angouleme, except Mme. de
Eastignac and her two daughters and the Bishop, who had
really felt the grandeur of the poetry, were mystified, and
took offence at the hoax. There was a smothered murmur,
but Lucien did not heed it. The intoxication of the poetry
was upon him; he was far away from the hateful world,
striving to render in speech the music that filled his soul,
seeing the faces about him through a cloudy haze. He read
the sombre Elegy on the Suicide, lines in the taste of a by-
gone day, pervaded by sublime melancholy; then he turned

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to the page where the line occurs, "Thy songs are sweet, I
love to say them oyer," and ended with the delicate idyll
Neere.

Mme. de Bargeton sat with one hand buried in her curls,
heedless of the havoc she wrought among them, gazing be-
fore her with unseeing eyes, alone in her drawing-room, lost
in delicious dreaming; for the first time in her life she had
been transported to the sphere which was hers by right of
nature. Judge, therefore, how unpleasantly she was disturbed
by Amelie, who took it upon herself to express the general
wish.

"Nais," this voice broke in, "we came to hear M. Char-
don's poetry, and you are giving us poetry out of a book.
The extracts are very nice, but the ladies feel a patriotic
preference for the wine of the country; they would rather
have it."

"The French language does not lend itself very readily to
poetry, does it?" Astolphe remarked to Chatelet. "Cicero's
prose is a thousand times more poetical to my way of think-
ing."

"The true poetry of France is song, lyric verse," Chatelet
answered.

"Which proves that our language is eminently adapted for
music," said Adrien.

"I should very much like to hear the poetry that has cost
Nais her reputation," said Zephirine; "but after receiving
Amelie's request in such a way, it is not very likely that she
will give us a specimen."

"She ought to have them recited in justice to herself," said
Francis. "The little fellow's genius is his sole justification."

"You have been in the diplomatic service," said Amelie to
M. du Chatelet, "go and manage it somehow."

"Nothing easier," said the Baron.

The Princess' private secretary, being accustomed to petty
manoeuvres of this kind, went to the Bishop and contrived to
bring him to the fore. At the Bishop's entreaty, Nais had no
choice but to ask Lucien to recite his own verses for them.

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and the Baron received a languishing smile from Amflie as
the reward of his prompt success.

"Decidedly, the Baron is a very clever man," she observed
to Lolotte.

But Amelie's previous acidulous remark about women who
made their own dresses rankled in Lolotte's mind.

"Since when have you begun to recognize the Emperor's
barons?" she asked, smiling.

Lucien had essayed to deify his beloved in an ode, dedi-
cated to her, under a title in favor with all lads who write
verse after leaving school. This ode, so fondly cherished, so
beautiful — since it was the outpouring of all the love in his
heart, seemed to him to be the one piece of his own work
that could hold its own with Chenier's verse; and with a
tolerably fatuous glance at Mme. de Bargeton, he an-
nounced "To Hee !" He struck an attitude proudly for the
delivery of the ambitious piece, for his author's self-love felt
safe and at ease behind Mme. de Bargeton's petticoat. And
at the selfsame moment Mme. de Bargeton betrayed her own
secret to the women's curious eyes. Although she had always
looked down upon this audience from her own loftier intel-
lectual heights, she could not help trembling for Lucien.
Her face was troubled, there was a sort of mute appeal for
indulgence in her glances, and while the verses were recited
she was obliged to lower her eyes and dissemble her pleasure
as stanza followed stanza.

TO HER.

Out of the glowing heart of the torrent of glory and light.

At the foot of Jehovah's throne where the angels stand afar,
Each on a seistron of gold repeating the prayers of the night,
Put up for each by his star.

Out from the cherubim choir a bright-haired Angel springs,

Veiling the glory of God that dwells on a dazzling brow,
I^eaving the courts of heaven to sink upon silver wings
Down to our world below.

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God looked in pity on earth, and the Angel, reading His thought,

Game down to lull the pain of the mighty spirit at strife,
Keverent bent o'er the maid, and for age left desolate brought
Flowers of the springtime of life.

Bringing a dream of hope to solace the mother's fears.

Hearkening unto the voice of the tardy repentant cry.

Glad as angels are glad, to reckon Earth's pitying tears.

Given with alms of a

One there is, and but one, bright messenger sent from the skies
Whom earth like a lover fain would hold from the heav'nward
flight;
But the angel, weeping, turns and gazes with sad, sweet eyes
Up to the heaven of light.

Not by the radiant eyes, not by the kindling glow

Of virtue sent from God, did I know the secret sign.
Nor read the token set on a white and dazzling brow
Of an origin divine.

Nay, it was Love grown blind and dazed with excess of light.
Striving and striving in vain to mingle Earth and Heaven,
Helpless and powerless against the invincible armor bright
By the dread archangel given.

Ah! be wary, take heed, lest aught should be seen or heard

Of the shining seraph band, as they take the heavenward way;
Too soon the Angel on Earth will learn tlie magical word
Sung at the close of the day.

Then you shall see afar, rifting the darkness of night,
A gleam as of dawn that spread across the starry floor,

And the seamen that watch for a sign shall mark the track of
their flight,
A luminous pathway in Heaven and a beacon for evermore.

"Do you read the riddle?" said Amelie, giving M. du
Chatelet a coquettish glance.

"It is the sort of stuff that we all of us wrote more or less
after we left school," said the Baron with a bored expression —
he was acting his part of arbiter of taste who has seen every-

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thing. "We used to deal in Ossianic mists, Malvinas and
Fingals and cloudy shapes, and warriors who got out of their
tomhs with stars above their heads. Nowadays this poetical
frippery has been replaced by Jehovah, angels, seistrons, the
plumes of seraphim, and all the paraphernalia of paradise
freshened up with a few new words such as 'immense, in-
finite, solitude, intelligence'; you have lakes, and the words
of the Almighty, a kind of Christianized Pantheism, enriched
with the most extraordinary and unheard-of rhymes. We
are in quite another latitude, in fact ; we have left the North
for the East, but the darkness is just as thick as before."

"If the ode is obscure, the declaration is very clear, it
seems to me," said Zephirine.

"And the archangel's armor is a tolerably thin gauze robe,"
said Francis.

Politeness demanded that the audience should profess to
be enchanted with the poem; and the women, furious be-
cause they had no poets in their train to extol them as angels,
rose, looked bored by the reading, murmuring, "Very nice !"
"Charming!" "Perfect!" with frigid coldness.

"If you love me, do not congratulate the poet or his angel,"
Lolotte laid her commands on her dear Adrien in imperious
tones; and Adrien was fain to obey.

"Empty words, after all," Zephirine remarked to Prancis>
"and love is a poem that we live."

"You have just expressed the very thing that I was think-
ing, Zizine, but I should not have put it so neatly," said
Stanislas, scanning himself from top to toe with loving at-
tention.

"I would give, I don't know how much, to see Nais' pride
brought down a bit," said Amelie, addressing Chatelet. "Nais
sets up to be an archangel, as if she were better than the
rest of us, and mixes us up with low people; his father was
an apothecary, and his mother is a nurse ; his sister woris in
a laundry, and he himself is a printer's foreman."

"If his father sold biscuits for worms" (vers), said
Jacques, "he ought to have made his son take them."

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"He is continuiiig in his father's Kne of business, for the
stuff that he has just been reading to us is a drug in the
market, it seems," said Stanislas, striking one of his most
killing attitudes. "Drug for drug, I would rather have some-
thing else."

Every one apparently combined to humiliate Lucien by
various aristocrats' sarcasms. Lili the religious thought it
a charitable deed to use any means of enlightening Nais, and
Nais was on the brink of a piece of folly. Francis the
diplomatist undertook the direction of the silly conspiracy;
every one was interested in the progress of the drama; it
would be something to talk about to-morrow. The ex-consul,
being far from anxious to engage in a duel with a young poet
who would fly into a rage at the first hint of insult under his
lady's eyes, was wise enough to see that the only way of deal-
ing Lucien his deathblow was by the spiritual arm which was
safe from vengeance. He therefore followed the example set
by Chatelet the astute, and went to the Bishop. Him he
proceeded to mystify.

He told the Bishop that Lucien's mother was a woman of
uncommon powers and great modesty, and that it was she
who found the subjects for her son's verses. Nothing pleased
Lucien so much, according to the guileful Francis, as any
recognition of her talents — he worshiped his mother. Then,
having inculcated these notions, he left the rest to time. His
lordship was sure to bring out the insulting allusion, for which
he had been so carefully prepared, in the course of con-
versation.

When Francis and the Bishop joined the little group where
Lucien stood, the circle who gave him the cup of hemlock
to drain by little sips watched him with redoubled interest.
The poet, luckless young man, being a total stranger, and
unaware of the manners and customs of the house, could
only look at Mme. de Bargeton and give embarrassed an-
swers to embarrassing questions. He knew neither the
names nor condition of the people about him; the women's
silly speeches made him blush for them, and he was at his

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wits' end for a reply. He felt, moreover, how very far re-
moved he was from these divinities of Angouleme when he
heard himself addressed sometimes as M. Chardon, sometimes
as M. de Eubempr6, while they all addressed each other as
Lolotte, Adrien, Astolphe, Lili, and Fifine. His confusion
rose to a height when, taking Lili for a man's surname, he
addressed the coarse M. de Senonches as M. Lili ; that Nimrod
broke in upon him with a "Monsieur Lulu?" and Mme. de
Bargeton flushed red to the eyes.

"A woman must be blind indeed to bring this little fellow
among us !" muttered Senonches.

Zephirine turned to speak to the Marquise de Pimentel —
"Do you not see a strong likeness between M. Chardon and
M. de Cante-Croix, madame?" she asked in a low but quite
Audible voice.

"The likeness is ideal," smiled Mme. de Pimentel.

"Glory has a power of attraction to which we can confess,"
said Mme. de Bargeton, addressing the Marquise. "Some
women are as much attracted by greatness as others by little-
ness," she added, looking at Francis.

This was beyond Zephirine's comprehension; she thought
her consul a very great man ; but the Marquise laughed, and
her laughter ranged her on Na'is' side.

"You are very fortunate, monsieur," said the Marquis de
Pimentel, addressing Lucien for the purpose of calling him
M. de Eubempre, and not M. Chardon, as before ; "you should
never find time heavy on your hands."

"Do you work quickly?" asked Lolotte, much in the way
that she would have asked a joiner "if it took long to make
a box."

The bludgeon stroke stunned Lucien, but he raised his head
at Mme. de Bargeton's reply —

"My dear, poetry does not grow in M. de Eubempre's head
like grass in our courtyards."

"Madame, we cannot feel too reverently towards the noble
epirits in whom God has set some ray of this light," said the
Bishop, addressing Lolotte. "Yes, poetry is something holy.

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Poetry implies suffering. How many silent nights those
verses that you admire have cost ! We should bow in love and
reverence before the poet; his life here is almost always a
life of sorrow; but God doubtless reserves a place in heaven
for him among His prophets. This young man is a poet/'
he added, laying a hand on Lucien's head; "do you not see
the sign of Fate set on that high forehead of his ?"

Glad to be so generously championed, Lueien made his ac-
knowledgments in a grateful look, not knowing that the
worthy prelate was to deal his deathblow.

Mme. de Bargeton's eyes traveled round the hostile circle.
Her glances went like arrows to the depths of her rivals'
hearts, and left them twice as furious as before.

"Ah, monseigneur," cried Lueien, hoping to break thick
heads with his golden sceptre, "but ordinary people have
neither your intellect nor your charity. "No one heeds our
sorrows, our toil is unrecognized. The gold-digger working
in the mine does not labor as we to wrest metaphors from the
heart of the most ungrateful of all languages. If this is
poetry — ^to give ideas such definite and clear expressions that
aU the world can see and understand — the poet must con-
tinually range through the entire scale of human intellects,
so that he can satisfy the demands of all; he must conceal
hard thinking and emotion, two antagomstic^wers, beneath
the most vivid color; he must know how to make one word
cover a whole world of thought; he must give the results of
whole systems of philosophy in a few picturesque lines; in-
deed, his songs are like seeds that must break into blossom in
other hearts wherever they find the soil prepared by per-
sonal experience. How can you express unless you first have
felt? And is not passion suffering? Poetry is only brought
forth after painful wanderings in the vast regions of thought
and life. There are men and women in books, who seem more
really alive to us than men and women who have lived and died
— Eichardson's Clarissa, Chenier's Camille, the Delia of
Tibullus, Ariosto's Angelica, Dante's Franeesca, Moliere's
Alceste, Beaumarehais' Figaro, Scott's Kebecca the Jewess,

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the Don Quixote of Cervantes, — do we not owe these deathless
creations to immortal throes ?"

"And what are you going to create for us ?" asked Chitelet.

"If I were to announce such conceptions, I should give
myself out for a man of genius, should I not?" answered
Lucien. "And besides, such sublime creations demand a long
experience of the world and a study of human passion and in-
terests which I could not possibly have made ; but I have made
a beginning," he added, with bitterness in his tone, as he took
a vengeful glance round the circle; "the time of gestation is
long "

"Then it will be a case of difficult labor," interrupted M.
du Hautoy.

"Your excellent mother might assist you," suggested the
Bishop.

The epigram, innocently made by the good prelate, the
long-looked-for revenge, kindled a gleam of delight in all
eyes. The smile of satisfied caste that traveled from mouth to
mouth was aggravated by M. de Bargeton's imbecility; he
burst into a laugh, as usual, some moments later.

"Monseigneur, you are talking a little above our heads;
these ladies do not understand your meaning/' said Mme. de
Bargeton, and the words paralyzed the laughte]% and drew
astonished eyes upon her. "A poet who looks to the Bible
for his inspiration has a mother indeed in the Church. — M.
de Eubempre, will you recite Saint John in Patmos for us, or
Belshazzar's Feast, so that his lordship may see that Kome is
still the Magna Parens of Virgil?"

The women exchanged smiles at the Latin words.

The bravest and highest spirits know times of prostration
at the outset of life. Lucien had sunk to the depths at the
blow, but he struck the bottom with his feet, and rose to
the surface again, vowing to subjugate this little world. He
rose like a bull, stung to fury by a shower of darts, and
prepared to obey Louise by declaiming Saint John in Patmos;
but by this time the card-tables had claimed their complement
of players, who returned to the accustomed groove to find

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amusement there which poetry had not afforded them. They
felt besides that the revenge of so many outraged vanities
would be incomplete unless it were followed up by con-
temptuous indifference ; so they showed their tacit disdain for
the native product by leaving Lucien and Mme. de Bargeton
to themselves. Every one appeared to be absorbed in his own
affairs; one chattered with the prefect about a new cross-
road, another proposed to vary the pleasures of the evening
with a little music. The great world of Angouleme, feeling
that it was no judge of poetry, was very anxious, in the first
place, to hear the verdict of the Pimentels and the Eastignacs,
and formed a little group about them. The great influence
wielded in the department by these two families was always
felt on every important occasion; every one was jealous of
them, every one paid court to them, foreseeing that they might
some day need that influence.

''What do you think of our poet and his poetry?" Jacques
asked of the Marquise. Jacques used to shoot over the lands
belonging to the Pimentel family.

"Why, it is not bad for provincial poetry," she said, smil-
ing; "and besides, such a beautiful poet cannot do anything
amiss."

Every one thought the decision admirable ; it traveled from
lip to lip, gaining malignance by the way. Then Chatelet
was called upon to accompany M. du Bartas on the piano
while he mangled the great solo from Figaro; and the way
being opened to music, the audience, as in duty bound,
listened while Chatelet in turn sang one of Chateaubriand's
ballads, a chivalrous ditty made in the time of the Empire.
Duets followed, of the kind usually left to boarding-school
misses, and rescued from the schoolroom by Mme. du Bros-
sard, who meant to make a brilliant display of her dear
Camille's talents for M. de S^verac's benefit.

Mme. de Bargeton, hurt by the contempt which every one
showed her poet, paid back scorn for scorn by going to her
boudoir during these performances. She was followed by the
prelate. His Vicar-General had just been explaining the pro-

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found irony of the epigram into which he had heen entrapped,
and the Bishop wished to make amends. Mile, de Kastignac,
fascinated by the poetry, also slipped into the boudoir with-
out her mother's knowledge.

Louise drew Lucien to her mattress-cushioned sofa; and
with no one to see or hear, she murmured in his ear, "Dear
angel, they did not understand you ; but, 'Thy songs are sweet,
I love to say them over.' "

And Lucien took comfort from the pretty speech, and for-
got his woes for a little.

"Glory is not to be had cheaply," Mme. de Bargeton con-
tinued, taking his hand and holding it tightly in her own.
"Endure your woes, my friend, you will be great one day;
your pain is the price of your immortality. If only I had a
hard struggle before me ! God preserve you from the enervat-
ing life without battles, in which the eagle's wings have no
room to spread themselves. I envy you ; for if you suffer, at
least you live. You will put out your strength, you will feel
the hope of victory; your strife will be glorious. And when
you shall come to your kingdom, and reach the imperial
sphere where great minds are enthroned, then remember the
poor creatures disinherited by fate, whose intellects pine in
an oppressive moral atmosphere, who die and have never lived,
knowing all the while what life might be ; think of the pierc-
ing eyes that have seen nothing, the delicate senses that have
only known the scent of poison flowers. Then tell in your
song of plants that wither in the depths of the forest, choked
by twining growths and rank, greedy vegetation, plants that
never have been kissed by the sunlight, and die, never having
put forth a blossom. It would be a terribly gloomy poem,
would it not, a fanciful subject ? What a sublime poem might
be made of the story of some daughter of the desert trans-
ported to some cold, western clime, calling for her beloved
sun, dying of a grief that none can understand, overcome
with cold and longing. It would be an allegory; many lives
are like that."

"You would picture the spirit which remembers Heaven,"

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said the Bishop ; "some one surely must have written such a
poem in the days of old; I like to think that I see a frag-
ment of it in the Song of Songs."

"Take that as your subject/' said Laure de Eastignac, ex-
pressing her artless belief in Lueien's powers.

"The great sacred poem of Prance is still unwritten," re-
marked the Bishop. "Believe me, glory and success await the
man of talent who shall work for religion."

"That task will be his," said Mme. de Bargeton rhetoric-
ally. "Do you not see the first beginnings of the vision of
the poem, like the flame of dawn, in his eyes?"

"Nais is treating us very badly," said Fifine; "what can
she be doing?"

"Don't you hear?" said Stanislas. "She is flourishing
away, using big words that you cannot make head or tail of."

Amelie, Fifine, Adrien, and Francis appeared in the door-
way with Mme. de Eastignac, who came to look for her daugh-
ter.

"Nais," cried the two ladies, both delighted to break in
upon the quiet chat in the boudoir, "it would be very nice of
you to come and play something for us."

"My dear child, M. de Eubempre is just about to recite his
Saint John in Patmos, a magnificent biblip^ poem."

"Biblical !" echoed Fifine in amazement.

Amelie and Fifine went back to the drawing-room, taking
the word back with them as food for laughter. Lueien
pleaded a defective memory and excused himself. When he
reappeared, nobody took the slightest notice of him; every
one was chatting or busy at the card-tables ; the poet's aureole
had been plucked away, the landowners had no use for him,
the more pretentious sort looked upon him as an enemy to
their ignorance, while the women were jealous of Mme. de
Bargeton, the Beatrice of this modern Dante, to use the
Vicar-General's phrase, and looked at him with cold, scornful
eyes.

"So this is society !" Lueien said to himself as he went down
to L'Houmeau by the steps of Beaulieu; for there are times

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when we choose to take the longest way, that the physical
exercise of walking may promote the flow of ideas.

So far from being disheartened, the fury of repulsed am-
bition gave Lucien new strength. Like all those whose in-
stincts bring them to a higher social sphere which they reach
before they can hold their own in it, Lucien vowed to make
any sacriiice to the end that he might remain on that higher
social level. One by one he drew out the poisoned shafts on
his way home, talking aloud to himself, scoffing at the fools
■with whom he had to do, inventing neat answers to their
idiotic questions, desperately vexed that the witty responses
occurred to him so late in the day. By the time that he
reached the Bordeaux road, between the river and the foot
of the hill, he thought that he could see Eve and David
sitting on a baulk of timber by the river in the moonlight,
and went down the footpath towards them.

While Lucien was hastening to the torture in Mme. de
Bargeton's rooms, his sister had changed her dress for a
gown of pink cambric covered with narrow stripes, a straw
hat, and a little silk shawl. The simple costume seemed/ like
a rich toilette on Eve, for she was one of those women-'whose
great nature lends stateliness to the least personal d^ail ; and
David felt prodigiously shy of her now that she had changed
her working dress. He had made up his mind that he would
speak of himself; but now as he gave his arm to this beauti-
ful girl, and they walked through L'Houmeau together, he
could find nothing to say to her. Love delights in such rever-
ent awe as redeemed souls know on beholding the glory of
God. So, in silence, the two lovers went across the Bridge
of Saint Anne, and followed the left bank of the Charente.
Eve felt embarrassed by the pause, and stopped to look along
the river; a joyous shaft of sunset had turned the water be-
tween the bridge and the new powder mills into a sheet of
gold.

''What a beautiful evening it is !" she said, for the sake of
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saying something; "the air is warm and fresh, and full of
the scent of ilowers, and there is a wonderful sky."

"Everything speaks to our heart/' said David, trying to
proceed to love by way of analogy. "Those who love find in-
finite delight in discovering the poetry of their own inmost
souls in every chance effect of the landscape, in the thin, clear
air, in the scent of the earth. Nature speaks for them."

"And loosens their tongues, too," Eve said merrily. "Yovl
were very silent as we came through L'Houmeau. Do you
know, I felt quite uncomfortable "

"You looked so beautiful, that I could not say anything,"
David answered candidly.

"Then, just now I am not so beautiful?" inquired she.

"It is not that," he said; "but I was so happy to have this

walk alone with you, that " he stopped short in confusion,

and looked at the hillside and the road to Saintes.

"If the walk is any pleasure to you, I am delighted; for I
owe you an evening, I think, when you have given up yours
for me. When you refused to go to Mme. de Bargeton's, you
were quite as generous as Lucien when he made the demand
at the risk of vexing her."

"ISTo, not generous, only wise," said David. "And now that
we are quite alone under the sky, with no listeners except the
bushes and the reeds by the edge of the Charente, let me tell
you about my anxiety as to Lucien's present step, dear Eve.
After all that I have just said, I hope that you will look on
my fears as a refinement of friendship. You and your mother
have done all that you could to put him above his social posi-
tion; but when you stimulated his ambition, did you not un-
thinkingly condemn him to a hard struggle? How can he
maintain himself in the society to which his tastes incline
him? I know Lucien; he likes to reap, he does not like toil;
it is his nature. Social claims will take up the whole of his
time, and for a man who has nothing but his brains, time is
capital. He likes to shine; society will stimulate his desires
until no money will satisfy them ; instead of earning money,
he will spend it. You have accustomed him to believe in his

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great powers, in fact, but the world at large declines to be-
lieve in any man's superior intellect until he has achieved
some signal success. Now success in literature is only won in
solitude and by dogged work. What will Mme. de Bargeton give
your brother in return for so many days spent at her feet ? Lu-
cien has too much spirit to accept help from her ; and he cannot
afford, as we know, to cultivate her society, twice ruinous as
it is for him. Sooner or later that woman will throw over
this dear brother of ours, but not before she has spoiled him
for hard work, and given him a taste for luxury and a con-
tempt for our humdrum life. She will develop his love of en-
joyment, his inclination for idleness, that debauches a poetic
soul. Yes, it makes me tremble to think that this great lady
may make a plaything of Lucien. If she cares for him sin-
cerely, he will forget everything else for her; or if she does
not love him, she will make him unhappy, for he is wild about
her."

"You have sent a chill of dread through my heart," said
Eve, stopping as they reached the weir. "But so long as
mother is strong enough for her tiring life, so long as I live,
we shall earn enough, perhaps, between us to keep Lucien
until success comes. My courage will never fail," said Eve,
brightening. "There is no hardship in work when we work
for one we love; it is not drudgery. It makes me happy to
think that I toil so much, if indeed it is toil, for him. Oh,
do not be in the least afraid, we will earn money enough to
send Lucien into the great world. There lies his road to
success."

"And there lies his road to ruin," returned David. "Dear
Eve, listen to me. A man needs an independent fortune, or
the sublime cynicism of poverty, for the slow execution of
great work. Believe me, Lucien's horror of privation is so
great, the savor of banquets, the incense of success is so sweet
in his nostrils, his self-love has grown so much in Mme. de
Bargeton's boudoir, that he will do anything desperate sooner
than fall back, and you will never earn enough for his require-
ments."

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''Then you are only a false friend to him !" Eve cried in
despair, "or you would not discourage us in this way."

"Eve ! Eve !" cried David, "if only I could be a brother to
Lueien! You alone can give me that title; he could accept
anything from me then; I should claim the right of devoting
my life to him with the love that hallows your self-sacrifice,
but with some worldly wisdom too. Eve, my darling, give
Lueien a store from which he need not blush to draw ! His
brother's purse will be like his own, will it not ? If you only
knew all my thoughts about Lucien's position ! If he means
to go to Mme. de Bargeton's, he must not be my foreman any
longer, poor fellow! He ought not to live in L'Houmeau;
you ought not to be a working girl; and your mother must
give up her employment as well. If you will consent to be
my wife, the difficulties will all be smoothed away. Lueien
might live on the second floor in the Place du Murier until I
can build rooms for him over the shed at the back of the yard
(if my father will allow it, that is). And in that way we
would arrange a free and independent life for him. The
wish to support Lueien will give me a better will to work than
I ever should have had for myself alone; but it rests with
you to give me the right to devote myself to him. Some day,
perhaps, he will go to Paris, the only place that can bring
out all that is in him, and where his talents will be appreciated
and rewarded. Living in Paris is expensive, and the earnings
of all three of us will be needed for his support. And besides,
will not you and your mother need some one to lean upon
then ? Dear Eve, marry me for love of Lueien ; perhaps after-
wards you will love me when you see how I shall strive to
help him and to make you happy. We are, both of us, equally
simple in our tastes; we have few wants; Lucien's welfare
shall be the great object of our lives. His heart shall be our
treasure-house, we will lay up all our fortune, and think and
feel and hope in him."

"Worldly considerations keep us apart," said Eve, moved by
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rich and I am poor. One must love indeed to overcome such
a difficulty."

"Then you do not care enough for me ?" cried the stricken
David.

"But perhaps your father would object "

"Never mind," said David; "if asking my father is all that
is necessary, you will be my wife. Eve, my dear Eve, how you
have lightened life for me in a moment; and my heart has
been very heavy with thoughts that I could not utter, I did
not know how to speak of them. Only tell me that you care
for me a little, and I will take courage to tell you the rest."

"Indeed," she said, "you make me quite ashamed ; but con-
fidence for confidence, I will tell you this, that I have never
thought of any one but you in my life. I looked upon you
as one of those men to whom a woman might be proud to
belong, and I did not dare to hope so great a thing for my-
self, a penniless working girl with no prospects."

"That is enough, that is enough," he answered, sitting down
on the bar by the weir, for they had gone to and fro like mad
creatures over the same length of pathway.

"What is the matter?" she asked, her voice expressing for
the first time a woman's sweet anxiety for one who belongs
to her.

"Nothing but good," he answered. "It is the sight of a
whole lifetime of happiness that dazzles me, as it were; it is
overwhelming. Why am I happier than you ?" he asked, with
a touch of sadness. "For I know that I am happier."

Eve looked at David with mischievous, doubtful eyes that
asked an explanation.

"Dear Eve, I am taking more than I give. So I shall
always love you more than you love me, because I have more
reason to love. You are an angel; I am a man."

"I am not so learned," Eve said, smiling. "I love you "

"As much as you love Lucien ?" he broke in.

'Enough to be your wife, enough to devote myself to you,
to try not to add anything to your burdens, for we shall have
some struggles ; it will not be quite easy at first."

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"Dear Eve, have you known that I loved you since the first
day I saw you?"

"Where is the woman who does not feel that she is loved ?"

"Now let me get rid of your scruples as to my imaginary
riches. I am a poor man, dear. Yes, it pleased my father
to ruin me ; he made a speculation of me, as a good many so-
called benefactors do. If I make a fortune, it will be en-
tirely through you. That is not a lover's speech, but sober,
serious earnest. I ought to tell you about my faults, for they
are exceedingly bad ones in a man who has his way to make.
My character and habits and favorite occupations all unfit
me for business and money-getting, and yet we can only
make money by some kind of industry ; if I have some faculty
for the discovery of gold-mines, I am singularly ill-adapted
for getting the gold out of them. But you who, for your
brother's sake, went into the smallest details, with a talent for
thrift, and the patient watchfulness of the born man of busi-
ness, you will reap the harvest that I shall sow. The present
state of things, for I have been like one of the family for a
long time, weighs so heavily upon me, that I have spent days
and nights in search of some way of making a fortune. I
know something of chemistry, and a knowledge of commercial
requirements has put me on the scent of a discovery that is
likely to pay. I can say nothing as yet about it ; there will
be a long while to wait ; perhaps for some years we may have
a hard time of it; but I shall find out how to make a com-
mercial article at last. Others are busy making the same re-
searches, and if I am first in the field, we shall have a large
fortune. I have said nothing to Lucien, his enthusiastic
nature would spoil everything; he would convert my hopes
into realities, and begin to live like a lord, and perhaps get
into debt. So keep my secret for me. Your sweet and dear
companionship will be consolation in itself during the long
time of experiment, and the desire to gain wealth for you
and Lucien will give me persistence and tenacity "

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knew that you were one of those inventors, like my poor
father, who must have a woman to take care of them."

"Then you love me ! Ah ! say so without fear to me, who
saw a symbol of my love for you in your name. Eve was the
one woman in the world ; if it was true in the outward world
for Adam, it is true again in the inner world of my heart for
me. My God ! do you love me ?"

"Yes," said she, lengthening out the word as if to make it
cover the extent of feeling expressed by a single syllable.

"Well, let us sit here," he said, and taking Eve's hand, he
went to a great baulk of timber lying below the wheels of a
paper-mill. "Let me breathe the evening air, and hear the
frogs croak, and watch the moonlight quivering xipon the river ;
let me take all this world about us into my soul, for it seems
to me that my happiness is written large over it all; I am
seeing it for the first time in all its splendor, lighted up by
love, grown fair through you. Eve, dearest, this is the first
moment of pure and unmixed joy that fate has given to me !
I do not think that Lucien can be as happy as I am."

David felt Eve's hand, damp and quivering in his own, and
a tear fell upon it.

"May I not know the secret ?" she pleaded coaxingly.

"You have a right to know it, for your father was interested
in the matter, and to-day it is a pressing question, and for
this reason. Since the downfall of the Empire, calico has
come more and more into use, because it is so much cheaper
than linen. At the present moment, paper is made of a mixt-
ure of hemp and linen rags, but the raw material is dear,
and the expense naturally retards the great advance which the
French press is bound to make. Now you cannot increase
the output of linen rags, a given population gives a pretty
constant result, and it only increases with the birth-rate. To
make any perceptible diiference in the population for this
purpose, it would take a quarter of a century and a great
revolution in habits of life, trade, and agriculture. And if
the supply of linen rags is not enough to meet one-half nor
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must be found for cheap paper. This deduction is based on
facts that came under my knowledge here. The Angouleme
paper-makers, the last to use pure linen rags, say that the
proportion of cotton in the pulp has increased to a frightful
extent of late years."

In answer to a question from Eve, who did not know what
"pulp" meant, David gave an account of paper-making, which
will not be out of place in a volume which owes its existence
in book form to the paper industry no less than to the print-
ing-press ; but the long digression, doubtless, had best be con-
densed at the first.

Paper, an invention not less marvelous than the other de-
pendent invention of printing, was known in ancient times in
China. Thence by the unrecognized channels of commerce
the art reached Asia Minor, where paper was made in the
year 750, according to tradition, a paper made of cotton re-
duced to a pulp and boiled. Parchment had become so ex-
tremely dear that a cheap substitute was discovered in an
imitation of the cotton paper known in the East as charta
homhycina. The imitation, made from rags, was first made
at Basel, in 1170, by a colony of Greek refugees, according
to some authorities; or at Padua, in 1301, by an Italian
named Pax, according to others. In these ways the manu-
facture of paper was perfected slowly and in obscurity; but
this much is certain, that so early as the reign of Charles VI.,
paper pulp for playing-cards was made in Paris.

When those immortals, Faust, Coster, and Gutenberg, in-
vented the Book, craftsmen as obscure as many a great artist
of those times appropriated paper to the uses of typography.
In the fifteenth century, that naive and vigorous age, names
were given to the various formats as well as to the different
sizes of type, names that bear the impress of the naivete of the
times ; and the various sheets came to be known by the differ-
ent watermarks on their centres; the grapes, the fionire of
our Saviour, the crown, the shield, or the flower-pot, just as.
at a later day, the eagle of Napoleon's time gave the name
to the "double-eagle" size. And in the same way the types

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were called Cicero, Saint- Augustine, and Canon type, because
they were first used to print the treatises of Cicero and theo-
logical and liturgical works. Italics are so called because
they were invented in Italy by Aldus of Venice.

Before the invention of machine-made paper, which can be
woven in any length, the largest sized sheets were the grand
jesus and the double columbier (this last being scarcely used
now except for atlases or engravings), and the size of paper
for printers' use was determined by the dimensions of the
impression-stone. When David explained these things to Eve,
web-paper was almost undreamed of in France, although,
about 1799, Denis Robert d'Essonne had invented a machine
for turning out a ribbon of paper, and Didot-Saint-Leger had
since tried to perfect it. The vellum paper invented by Am-
broise Didot only dates back as far as 1780.

This bird's-eye view of the history of the invention shows
incontestably that great industrial and intellectual advances
are made exceedingly slowly, and little by little, even as Na-
ture herself proceeds. Perhaps articulate speech and the art
of writing were gradually developed in the same groping way
as typography and paper-making.

"Eag-pickers collect all the rags and old linen of Europe,"
the printer concluded, "and buy any kind of tissue. The
rags are sorted and warehoused by the wholesale rag mer-
chants, who supply the paper-mills. To give you some idea
of the extent of the trade, you must know, mademoiselle, that
in 1814 Cardon the banker, owner of the pulping troughs of
Bruges and Langlee (where Leorier de I'lsle endeavored in
1776 to solve the very problem that occupied your father),
Cardon brought an action against one Proust for an error in
weights of two millions in a total of ten million pounds'
weight of rags, worth about four million francs ! The manu-
facturer washes the rags and reduces them to a thin pulp,
which is strained, exactly as a cook strains sauce through a
tamis, through an iron frame with a fine wire bottom where
the mark which gives its name to the size of the paper is

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woven. The size of this mould, as it is called, regulates tHe
size of the sheet.

"When I was with the Messieurs Didot," David continued,
"they were very much interested in this question, and they
are still interested; for the improvement which your father
endeavored to make is a great commercial requirement, and
one of the crying needs of the time. And for this reason : al-
though linen lasts so much longer than cotton, that it is in
reality cheaper in the end, the poor would rather make the
smaller outlay in the first instance, and, by virtue of the law
of Vae victis! pay enormously more before they have done.
The middle classes do the same. So there is a scarcity of
linen. In England, where four-fifths of the population use
cotton to the exclusion of linen, they make nothing but cotton
paper. The cotton paper is very soft and easily creased to
begin with, and it has a further defect : it is so soluble that if
you steep a book made of cotton paper in water for fifteen
minutes, it turns to a pulp, while an old book left in water
for a couple of hours is not spoilt. You could dry the old
book, and the pages, though yellow and faded, would still be
legible, the work would not be destroyed.

"There is a time coming when legislation will equalize our
fortunes, and we shall all be poor together; we shall want
our linen and our books to be cheap, just as people are be-
ginning to prefer small pictures because they have not wall
space enough for large ones. Well, the shirts and the books
will not last, that is all ; it is the same on all sides, solidity is
dying out. So this problem is one of the first importance for
literature, science, and politics.

"One day, in my office, there was a hot discussion going on
about the material that the Chinese use for making paper.
Their paper is far better than ours, because the raw material
is better; and a good deal was said about this thin, light
Chinese paper, for if it is light and thin, the texture is close,
there are no transparent spots in it. In Paris there are
learned men among the printers' readers ; Fourier and Pierre
Leroux are Lachevardiere's readers at this moment; and the

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Comte de Saint-Simon, who happened to be correcting proofs
for lis, came in in the middle of the discussion. He told us
at once that, according to Kempfer and du Halde, the Brous-
sonetia furnishes the substance of the Chinese paper; it is a
vegetable substance (like linen or cotton for that matter).
Another reader maintained that Chinese paper was prin-
cipally made of an animal substance, to wit, the silk that is
abundant there. They made a bet about it in my presence.
The Messieurs Didot are printers to the Institute, so natur-
ally they referred the question to that learned body. M.
Marcel, who used to be superintendent of the Eoyal Printing
Establishment, was umpire, and he sent the two readers to
M. I'Abbe Grozier, Librarian at the Arsenal. By the Abbe's
decision they both lost their wagers. The paper was not made
of silk nor yet from the Broussonetiaj the pulp proved to be
the triturated fibre of some kind of bamboo. The Abbe
Grozier had a Chinese book, an iconographical and technolog-
ical work, with a great many pictures in it, illustrating all
the different processes of paper-making, and he showed us a
picture of the workshop with the bamboo stalks lying in a
heap in the corner ; it was extremely well drawn.

"Lucien told me that your father, with the intuition of
a man of talent, had a glimmering of a notion of some way
of replacing linen rags with an exceedingly common vegetable
product, not previously manufactured, but taken direct from
the soil, as the Chinese use vegetable fibre at first hand. I
have classified the guesses made by those who came before
me, and have begun to study the question. The bamboo is a
kind of reed; naturally I began to think of the reeds that
grow here in Prance.

"Labor is very cheap in China, where a workman earns
three halfpence a day, and this cheapness of labor enables
the Chinese to manipulate each sheet of paper separately.
They take it out of the mould, and press it between heated
tablets of white porcelain, that is the secret of the surface
and consistence, the lightness and satin smoothness of the
best paper in the world. Well, here in Europe the work must

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be done by machinery; machinery must take the place of
cheap Chinese labor. If we could but succeed in making a
cheap paper of as good a quality, the weight and thickness of
printed books would be reduced by more than one-half. A
set of Voltaire, printed on our woven paper and bound,
weighs about two hundred and fifty pounds; it would only
weigh fifty if we used Chinese paper. That surely would be
a triumph, for the housing of many books has come to be a
difficulty ; everything has grown smaller of late ; this is not an
age of giants; men have shrunk, everything about them
shrinks, and house-room into the bargain. Great mansions
and great suites of rooms will be abolished sooner or later in
Paris, for no one will afford to live in the great houses built
by our forefathers. What a disgrace for our age if none of
its books should last ! Dutch paper — that is, paper made
from flax — will be quite unobtainable in ten years' time.
Well, your brother told me of this idea of your father's, this
plan for using vegetable fibre in paper-making, so you see
that if I succeed, you have a right to "

Lucien came up at that moment and interrupted David's
generous assertion.

"I do not know whether you have found the evening pleas-
ant," said he; "it has been a cruel time for me."

"Poor Lucien! what can have happened?" cried Eve, as
she saw her brother's excited face.

The poet told the history of his agony, pouring out a
flood of clamorous thoughts into those friendly hearts. Eve
and David listening in pained silence to a torrent of woes
that exhibited such greatness and such pettiness.

"M. de Bargeton is an old dotard. The indigestion will
carry him off before long, no doubt," Lucien said, as he made
an end, "and then I will look down on these proud people ; I
will marry Mme. de Bargeton. I read to-night in her eyes
a love as great as mine for her. Yes, she felt all that I felt ;
she comforted me; she is as great and noble as she is gracious
and beautiful. She will never give me up."

"It is time that life was made smooth for him, is it not?"

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murmilred David, and for answer Eve pressed his arm with-
out speaking. David guessed her thoughts, and began at
once to tell Lucien about his own plans.

If Lucien was full of his troubles, the lovers were quite as
full of themselves. So absorbed were they, so eager that
Lucien should approve their happiness, that neither Eve nor
David so much as noticed his start of surprise at the news.
Mme. de Bargeton's lover had been dreaming of a great
match for his sister; he would reach a high position first, and
then secure himself by an alliance with some family of in-
fluence, and here was one more obstacle in his way to success !
His hopes were dashed to the ground. "If Mme. de Bargeton
consents to be Mme. de Eubempre, she would never care to
have David Sechard for a brother-in-law!"

This stated clearly and precisely was the thought that
tortured Lueien's inmost mind. "Louise is right !" he
thought bitterly. "A man with a career before him is never
understood by his family."

If the marriage had not been announced immediately after
Liicien's fancy had put M. de Bargeton to death, he would have
been radiant with heartfelt delight at the news. If he had
thought soberly over the probable future of a beautiful and
penniless girl like Eve Chardon, he would have seen that this
marriage was a piece of unhoped-for good fortune. But he
was living just now in a golden dream; he had soared above
all barriers on the wings of an if; he had seen a vision of
himself, rising above society; and it was painful to drop so
suddenly down to hard fact.

Eve and David both thought that their brother was over-
come with the sense of such generosity; to them, with their
noble natures, the silent consent was a sign of true friendship.
David began to describe with kindly and cordial eloquence
the happy fortunes in store for them all. Unchecked by pro-
tests put in by Eve, he furnished his first floor with a lover's
lavishness, built a second floor with boyish good faith for
Lucien, and rooms above the shed for Mme. Chardon — ^he
meant to be a son to her. In short, he made the whole family

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so happy and his brother-in-law so independent, that Lueien
fell under the spell of David's voice and Eve's caresses; and
as they went through the shadows beside the still Charente,
a gleam in the warm, star-lit night, he forgot the sharp
crown of thorns that had been pressed upon his head. "M.
de Eubempr6" discovered David's real nature, in fact. His
facile character returned almost at once to the innocent,
hard-working burgher life that he knew; he saw it trans-
figured and free from care. The buzz of the aristocratic world
grew more and more remote; and when at length they came
upon the paved road of L'Houmeau, the ambitious poet
grasped his brother's hand, and made a third in the joy of the
happy lovers.

"If only your father makes no objection to the marriage,"
he said.

"You know how much he troubles himself about me; the
old man lives for himself," said David. "But I will go over
to Marsac to-morrow and see him, if it is only to ask leave
to build."

David went back to the house with the brother and sister,
and asked Mme. Char^on's consent to his marriage with the
eagerness of a man who would fain have no delay. Eve's
mother took her daughter's hand, and gladly laid it in
David's; and the lover, grown bolder on this, kissed his fair
betrothed on the forehead, and she flushed red, and smiled
at him.

"The betrothal of the poor," the mother said, raising her
eyes as if to pray for heaven's blessing upon them. — "You are
brave, my boy," she added, looking at David, "but we have
fallen on evil fortune, and I am afraid lest our bad luck
should be infectious."

"We shall be rich and happy," David said earnestly. "To
begin with, you must not go out nursing any more, and you
must come and live with your daughter and Lueien in An-
goulgme."

The three began at once to tell the astonished mother all
their charming plans, and the family party gave themselves

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up to the pleasure of chatting and weaving a romance, in
which it is so pleasant to enjoy future happiness, and to
store the unsown harvest. They had to put David out at the
door ; he could have wished the evening to last for ever, and
it was one o'clock in the morning when Lueien and his future
brother-in-law reached the Palet Gate. The unwonted move-
ment made honest Postel uneasy ; he opened the window, and
looking through the Venetian shutters, he saw a light in Eve's
room.

''What can be happening at the Chardons'?" thought he,
and seeing Lueien come in, he called out to him —

''What is the matter, sonnjr? Do you want me to do any-
thing?"

"No, sir," returned the poet; "but as you are our friend,
I can tell you about it ; my mother has just given her consent
to my sister's engagement to David Sechard."

For all answer, Postel shut the window with a bang, in de-
spair that he had not asked for Mile. Chardon earlier.

David, however, did not go back into Angouleme; he took
the road to Marsac instead, and walked through the night
the whole way to his father's house. He went along by the
side of the croft just as the sun rose, and caught sight of the
old "bear's" face under an almond-tree that grew out of the
hedge.

"Good day, father," called David.

"Why, is it you, my boy? How come you to be out on
the road at this time of day? There is your way in," he
added, pointing to a little wicket gate. "My vines have
flowered and not a shoot has been frosted. There will be
twenty puncheons or more to the acre this year; but then
look at all the dung that has been put on the land !"
"Father, I have come on important business."
"Very well; how are your presses doing? You must be
making heaps of money as big as yourself."

"I shall some day, father, but I am not very well ofE just
now."

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manure," replied his father. "The gentry, that is M. le
Marquis, M. le Comte, and Monsieur What-do-you-call-'em,
say that I am letting down the quality of the wine. What is
the good of book-learning except to muddle your wits ? Just
you listen: these gentlemen get seven, or sometimes eight
puncheons of wine to the acre, and they sell them for sixty
francs apiece, that means four hundred francs per acre at
most in a good year. Now, I make twenty puncheons, and
get thirty francs apiece for them — ^that is six hundred francs !
And where are they, the fools? Quality, quality, what is
quality to me? They can keep their quality for themselves,
these Lord Marquises. Quality means hard cash for me, that

is what it means. You were saying? "

"I am going to be married, father, and I have come to

ask for "

"Ask me for what ? Nothing of the sort, my boy. Marry ;
I give you my consent, but as for giving you anything else,
I haven't a penny to bless myself with. Dressing the soil
is the ruin of me. These two years I have been paying
money out of pocket for top-dressing, and taxes, and ex-
penses of all kinds; Government eats up everything, nearly
all the profit goes to the Government. The poor growers have
made nothing these last two seasons. This year things don't
look so bad ; and, of course, the beggarly puncheons have gone
up to eleven francs already. We work to put money into the
coopers' pockets. Why, are you going to marry before the

vintage ? "

"I only came to ask for your consent, father."
"Oh ! that is another thing. And who is the victim, if one
may ask ?"

"I am going to marry Mile. Eve Chardon."
"Who may she be ? What kind of victual does she eat ?"
"She is the daughter of the late M. Chardon, the druggist
in L'Houmeau."

"You are going to marry a girl out of L'Houmeau! you!
a burgess of Angouleme, and printer to His Majesty ! This
is what comes of book-learning ! Send a boy to school, for-

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sooth ! Oh ! Well, then she is very rich, is she, my boy ?" and
the old vinegrower came up closer with a cajoling manner;
"if you are marrying a g:rl out of L'Houmeau, it must be be-
cause she has lots of cash, eh? Good! you will pay me my
rent now. There are two years and one-quarter owing, you
know, my boy; that is two thousand seven hundred francs
altogether; the money will come just in the nick of time to
pay the cooper. If it was anybody else, I should have a right
to ask for interest; for, after all, business is business, but I
will let you off the interest. Well, how much has she ?"

"Just as much as my mother had."

The old vinegrower very nearly said, "Then she has only
ten thousand francs !" but he recollected just in time that
he had declined to give an account of her fortune to her son,
and exclaimed, "She has nothing !"

"My mother's fortune was her beauty and intelligence,"
said David.

"You just go into the market and see what you can get for
it ! Bless my buttons ! what bad luck parents have with their
children. David, when I married, I had a paper cap on my
head for my whole fortune, and a pair of arms ; I was a poor
pressman ; but with the fine printing-house that I gave you,
with your industry, and your education, you might marry a
burgess' daughter, a woman with thirty or forty thousand
francs. Give up your fancy, and I will find you a wife my-
self. There is some one about three miles away, a miller's
widow, thirty-two years old, with a hundred thousand francs
in land. There is your chance ! You can add her property to
Marsac, for they touch. Ah ! what a fine property we should
have, and how I would look after it ! They say she is going
to marry her foreman Courtois, but you are the better man
of the two. I would look after the mill, and she should live
like a lady up in Angouleme."

"I am engaged, father."

"David, you know nothing of business ; you will ruin your-
self, I see. Yes, if you marry this girl out of L'Houmeau, I
shall square accounts and summons you for the rent, for I
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see that no good will come of this. Oh! my presses, my
poor presses! it' took some money to grease you and keep
you going. Nothing but a good year can comfort me after
this."

"It seems to me, father, that until now I have given you
very little trouble "

"And paid mighty little rent," put in his parent.

"I came to ask you something else besides. Will you build
a second floor to your house, and some rooms above the shed ?"

"Deuce a bit of it ; I have not the cash, and that you know
right well. Besides, it would be money thrown clean away,
for what would it bring in ? Oh I you get up early of a morn-
ing to come and ask me to build you a place that would ruin
a king, do you? Your name may be David, but I have not
got Solomon's treasury. Why, you are mad ! or they changed
my child at nurse. There is one for you that will have
grapes on it," he said, interrupting himself to point out a
shoot. "Offspring of this sort don't disappoint their parents ;
you dung the vines, and they repay you for it. I sent you to
school; I spent any amount of money to make a scholar of
you ; I sent you to the Didots to learn your business ; and all
this fancy education ends in a daughter-in-law out of
L'Houmeau without a penny to her name. If you had not
studied books, if I had kept you under my eye, you would
have done as I pleased, and you would be marrying a miller's
widow this day with a hundred thousand francs in hand,
to say nothing of the mill. Oh! your cleverness leads you
to imagine that I am going to reward this fine sentiment
by building palaces for you, does it? . . . Eeally, any-
body might think that the house that has been a house these
two hundred years was nothing but a pigsty, not fit for the
girl out of L'Houmeau to sleep in ! What next ! She is the
Queen of Prance, I suppose."

"Very well, father, I will build the second floor myself;
the son will improve his father's property. It is not the usual
way, but it happens so sometimes."

"What, my lad ! you can find money for building, can you.

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though you can't find money to pay the rent, eh? You sly
dog, to come round your father."

The question thus raised was hard to lay, for the old man
was only too delighted to seize an opportunity of posing as
a good father without disbursing a penny; and all that David
could obtain was his bare consent to the marriage and free
leave to do what he liked in the house — at his own expense;
the old "bear," that pattern of a thrifty parent, kindly con-
senting not to demand the rent and drain the savings to
which David imprudently owned. David went back again in
low spirits. He saw that he could not reckon on his father's
help in misfortune.

In Angouleme that day people talked of nothing but the
Bishop's epigram and Mme. de Bargeton's reply. Every least
thing that happened that evening was so much exaggerated
and embellished and twisted out of all knowledge, that the
poet became the hero of the hour. While this storm in a
teacup raged on high, a few drops fell among the bourgeoisie;
j^oung men looked enviously after Lucien as he passed on his
way through Beaulieu, and he overheard chance phrases that
filled him with conceit.

"There is a lucky young fellow !" said an attorney's clerk,
named Petit-Claud, a plain-featured youth who had been at
school with Lucien, and treated him with small, patronizing
airs.

"Yes, he certainly is," answered one of the young men who
had been present on the occasion of the reading; 'Tie is a
good-looking fellow, he has some brains, and Mme. de Barge-
ton is quite wild about him."

Lucien had waited impatiently until he could be sure of
finding Louise alone. He had to break the tidings of his
sister's marriage to the arbitress of his destinies. Perhaps
after yesterday's soiree, Louise would be kinder than usual,
and her kindness might lead to a moment of happiness. So
he thought, and he was not mistaken ; Mme. de Bargeton met
him with a vehemence of sentiment that seemed like a touch-

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ing progress of passion to the novice in love. She ahandoned
her hands, her beautiful golden hair, to the burning kisses
of the poet who had passed through such an ordeal.

"If only you could have seen your face whilst you were
reading," cried Louise, using the familiar tu, the caress of
speech, since yesterday, while her white hands wiped the
pearls of sweat from the brows on which she set a poet's
crown. "There were sparks of fire in those beautiful eyes !
From your lips, as I watched them, there fell the golden
chains that suspend the hearts of men upon the poet's mouth.
You shall read Chenier through to me from beginning to
end; he is the lover's poet. You shall not be unhappy any
longer; I will not have it. Yes, dear angel, I will make an
oasis for you, there you shall live your poet's life, sometimes
busy, sometimes languid; indolent, full of work, and musing
by turns; but never forget that you owe your laurels to me,
let that thought be my noble guerdon for the sufferings which
I must endure. Poor love ! the world will not spare me any
more than it has spared you; the world is avenged on all
happiness in which it has no share. Yes, I shall always be
a mark for envy — did yovi not see that last night? The
bloodthirsty insects are quick enough to drain every wound
that they pierce. But I was happy; I lived. It is so long
since all my heartstrings vibrated."

The tears flowed fast, and for all answer Lucien took
Louise's hand and gave it a lingering kiss. Every one about
him soothed and caressed the poet's vanity; his mother and
his sister and David and Louise now did the same. Every one
helped to raise the imaginary pedestal on which he had set
himself. His friend's kindness and the fury of his enemies
combined to establish him more firmly in his self-confident
ambition ; he lived in an unreal world. A young imagination
readily falls in with the flattering estimates of others, a
handsome young fellow so full of promise finds others eager
to help him on every side, and only after one or two sharp
and bitter lessons does he begin to see himself as an ordinary
mortal.

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"My beautiful Louise, do you mean in very truth to be my
Beatrice, a Beatrice who condescends to be loved?"

Louise raised the fine eyes, hitherto down-dropped.

"If you show yourself worthy — some day!" she said, with
an angelic smile which belied her words. "Are you not
happy ? To be the sole possessor of a heart, to speak freely at
all times, with the certainty of being understood, is not this
happiness ?"

"Yes," he answered, with a lover's pout of vexation.

"Child!" she exclaimed, laughing at him. "Come, you
have something to tell me, have you not ? You came in ab-
sorbed in thought, my Lucien."

Lucien, in fear and trembling, confided to his beloved that
David was in love with his sister Eve, that his sister Eve was
in love with David, and that the two were to be married
shortly.

"Poor Lucien !" said Louise ; 'Tie was afraid he should be
beaten and scolded, as if it was he himself that was going to
be married! Why, where is the harm?" she continued, her
fingers toying with Lucien's hair. "What is your family to
me when you are an exception ? Suppose that my father were
to marry his cook, would that trouble you much ? Dear boy,
lovers are for each other their whote family. Have I a
greater interest than my Lucien in the world? Be great,
find the way to win fame, that is our affair !"

This selfish answer made Lucien the happiest of mortals.
But in the middle of the fantastic reasonings, with which
Louise convinced him that they two were alone in the world,
in came M. de Bargeton. Lucien frowned and seemed to be
taken aback, but Louise made him a sign, and asked him to
stay to dinner and to read Andre de Chenier aloud to them
until people arrived for their evening game at cards.

"You will give her pleasure," said M. de Bargeton, "and
me also. Nothing suits me better than listening to reading
aloud after dinner."

Cajoled by M. de Bargeton, cajoled by Louise, waited upon
with the respect which servants show to a favored guest of

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the house, Lueien remained in the Hotel de Bargeton, and
began to think of the luxuries which he enjoyed for the time
being as the rightful accessories of Lueien de Eubempre. He
felt his position so strong through Louise's love and M. de
Bargeton's weakness, that, as the rooms filled, he assumed a
lordly air, which that fair lady encouraged. He tasted the
delights of despotic sway which Nais had acquired by right
of conquest, and liked to share with him; and, in short, that
evening he tried to act up to the part of the lion of a little
town. A few of those who marked these airs drew their own
conclusions from them, and thought that, according to the
old expression, he had come to the last term with the lady.
Amelie, who had come with M. du Chatelet, was sure of the
deplorable fact, in a corner of the drawing-room, where the
jealous and envious gathered together.

"Do not think of calling Nais to account for the vanity of
a youngster, who is as proud as he can be because he has
got into society, where he never expected to set foot," said
Chatelet. "Don't you see that this Chardon takes the civility
of a woman of the world for an advance? He does not know
the difference between the silence of real passion and the
patronizing graciousness due to his good looks and youth and
talent. It would be .too bad if women were blamed for all
the desires which they inspire. He certainly is in love with
her, but as for Nai's "

"Oh! Nai's," echoed the perfidious Amelie, "ISTai's is well
enough pleased. A young man's love has so many attractions
— at her age. A woman grows young again in his company ;
she is a girl, and acts a girl's hesitation and manners, and
does not dream that she is ridiculous. Just look ! Think of
a druggist's son giving himself a conqueror's airs with Mme.
de Bargeton."

"Love knows nought of high or low degree," hummed
Adrien.

There was not a single house in Angouleme next day where
the degree of intimacy between M. Chardon {alias de Eubem-
pre) and Mme. de Bargeton was not discussed ; and though the

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utmost extent of their guilt amounted to two or three kisses,
the world already chose to believe the worst of both. Mme.
de Bargeton paid the penalty of her sovereignty. Among the
various eccentricities of society, have you never noticed its
erratic judgments and the unaccountable differences in the
standard it requires of this or that man or woman? There
are some persons who may do anything; they may behave
totally irrationally, anything becomes them, and it is who
shall be first to justify their conduct ; then, on the other hand,
there are those on whom the world is unaccountably severe,
they must do everything well, they are not allowed to fail
nor to make mistakes, at their peril they do anything foolish ;
you might compare these last to the much-admired statues
which must come down at once from their pedestal if the
frost chips off a nose or a finger. They are not permitted to
be human; they are required to be for ever divine and for
ever impeccable. So one glance exchanged between Mme. de
Bargeton and Lucien outweighed twelve years of Zizine's con-
nection with Francis in the social balance; and a squeeze of
the hand drew down all the thunders of the Charente upon
the lovers.

David had brought a little secret hoard back with him from
Paris, and it was this sum that he set aside for the expenses
of his marriage and for the building of the second floor in his
father's house. His father's house it was; but, after aU, was
he not working for himself ? It would all be his again some
day, and his father was sixty-eight years old. So David built
a timbered second story for Lucien, so as not to put too great
a strain on the old rifted house-walls. He took pleasure in
making the rooms where the fair Eve was to spend her life
as brave as might be.

It was a time of blithe and unmixed happiness for the
friends. Lucien was tired of the shabbiness of provincial
life, and weary of the sordid frugality that looked on a five-
franc piece as a fortune, but he bore the hardships and the
pinching thrift without grumbling. His moody looks had
been succeeded by an expression of radiant hope. He saw

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the star shining above his head, he had dreams of a great
time to come, and built the fabric of his good fortune on
M. de Bargeton's tomb. M. de Bargeton, troubled with in-
digestion from time to time, cherished the happy delusion that
indigestion after dinner was a complaint to be cured by a
hearty supper.

By the beginning of September, Lucien had ceased to be a
printer's foreman; he was M. de Eubempre, housed
sumptuously in comparison with his late quarters in the
tumbledown attic with the dormer-window, where "young
Chardon" had lived in L'Houmeau; he was not even a "man
of L'Houmeau"; he lived in the heights of Angoulcme, and
dined four times a week with Mme. de Bargeton. A friend-
ship had grown up between M. de Eubempre and the Bishop,
and he went to the palace. His occupations put him upon a
level with the highest rank; his name would be one day
among the great names of France; and, in truth, as he went
to and fro in his apartments, the pretty sitting-room, the
charming bedroom, and the tastefully furnished study, he
might console himself for the thought that he drew thirty
francs every month out of his mother's and sister's hard earn-
ings; for he saw the day approaching when An Archer of
Charles IX., the historical romance on which he had been at
work for two years, and a volume of verse entitled Mar-
guerites, should spread his fame through the world of litera-
ture, and bring in money enough to repay them all, his mother
and sister and David. So, grown great in his own eyes, and
giving ear to the echoes of his name in the future, he could
accept present sacrifices with noble assurance; he smiled at
his poverty, he relished the sense of these last days of penury.

Eve and David had set Lucien's happiness before their own.
They had put off their wedding, for it took some time to
paper and paint their rooms, and to buy the furniture, and
Lucien's affairs had been settled first. No one who knew
Lucien could wonder at their devotion. Lucien was so engag-
ing, he had such winning ways, his impatience and his de-
sires were so graciously expressed, that his cause was always

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won before he opened his mouth to speak. This unlucky gift
of fortune^ if it is the salvation of some, is the ruin of many
more. Lueien and his like find a world predisposed in favor
of youth and good looks, and ready to protect those who give
it pleasure with the selfish good-nature that flings alms to a
beggar, if he appeals to the feelings and awakens emotion;
and in this favor many a grown child is content to bask in-
stead of putting it to a profitable use. With mistaken no-
tions as to the significance and the motive of social relations,
they imagine that they shall always meet with deceptive
smiles; and so at last the moment comes for them when the
world leaves them bald, stripped bare, without fortune or
worth, like an elderly coquette by the door of a salon, or a
stray rag in the gutter.

Eve herself had wished for the delay. She meant to estab-
lish the little household on the most economical footing, and
to buy only strict necessaries; but what could two lovers re-
fuse to a brother who watched his sister at her work, and
said in tones that came from the heart, "How I wish I
could sew!" The sober, observant David had shared in the
devotion; and yet, since Lucien's triumph, David had
watched him with misgivings; he was afraid that Lueien
would change towards them, afraid that he would look down
upon their homely ways. Once or twice, to try his brother,
David had made him choose between home pleasures and the
great world, and saw that Lueien gave up the delights of
vanity for them, and exclaimed to himself, "They will not
spoil him for us!" Now and again the three friends and
Mme. Chardon arranged picnic parties in provincial fashion —
a walk in the woods along the Charente, not far from Angou-
ISme, and dinner out on the grass, David's apprentice bring-
ing the basket of provisions to some place appointed before-
hand; and at night they would come back, tired somewhat,
but the whole excursion had not cost three francs. On great
occasion, when they dined at a restaurat, as it is called, a
sort of country inn, a compromise between a provincial wine-
shop and a Parisian guinguette, they would spend as much

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as five francs, divided between David and the Chardons.
David gave his brother infinite credit for forsaking Mme. de
Bargeton and grand dinners for these days in the country,
and the whole party made much of the great man of An-
gouleme.

Matters had gone so far, that the new home was very nearly
ready, and David had gone over to Marsac to persuade his
father to come to the wedding, not without a hope that the
old man might relent at the sight of his daughter-in-law,
and give something towards the heavy expenses of the altera-
tions, when there befell one of those events which entirely
change the face of things in a small town.

Lucien and Louise had a spy in Chatelet, a spy who
watched, with the persistence of a hate in which avarice
and passion are blended, for an opportunity of making a
scandal. Sixte meant that Mme. de Bargeton should compro-
mise herself with Lucien in such a way that she should be
"lost," as the saying goes ; so he posed as Mme. de Bargeton's
humble confidant, admired Lucien in the Eue du Minage,
and pulled him to pieces everywhere else. N^ais had gradually
given him les petites entrees, in the language of the court,
for the lady no longer mistrusted her elderly admirer; but
Chatelet had taken too much for granted — love was still in
the Platonic stage, to the great despair of Louise and Lucien.

There are, for that matter, love affairs which start with a
good or a bad beginning, as you prefer to take it. Two
creatures launch into the tactics of sentiment ; they talk when
they should be acting, and skirmish in the open instead of
settling down to a siege. And so they grow tired of one an-
other, expend their longings in empty space; and, having
time for reflection, come to their own conclusions about each
other. Many a passion that has taken the field in gorgeous
array, with colors flying and an ardor fit to turn the world
upside down, has turned home again without a victory, in-
glorious and crestfallen, cutting but a foolish figure after
these vain alarums and excursions. Such mishaps are some-
times due to the diffidence of youth, sometimes to the demurs

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of an inexperienced woman, for old players at this game
seldom end in a fiasco of this kind.

Provincial life, moreover, is singularly well calculated to
keep desire unsatisfied and maintain a lover's arguments on
the intellectual plane; while, at the same time, the very ob-
stacles placed in the way of the sweet intercourse which binds
lovers so closely each to each, hurry ardent souls on towards
extreme measures. A system of espionage of the most minute
and intricate kind underlies provincial life; every house is
transparent, the solace of close friendships which break no
moral law is scarcely allowed; and such outrageously scan-
dalous constructions are put upon the most innocent human
intercourse, that many a woman's character is taken away
without cause. One here and there, weighed down by her un-
merited punishment, will regret that she has never known to
the full the forbidden felicity for which she is suffering.
The world, which blames and criticises with a superficial
knowledge of the patent facts in which a long inward struggle
ends, is in reality a prime agent in bringing such scandals
about; and those whose voices are loudest in condemnation
of the alleged misconduct of some slandered woman never
give a thought to the immediate provocation of the overt step.
That step many a woman only takes after she has been un-
justly accused and condemned, and Mme. de Bargeton was
now on the verge of this anomalous position.

The obstacles at the outset of a passion of this kind are
alarming to inexperience, and those in the way of the two
lovers were very like the bonds by which the population of
Lilliput throttled Gulliver, a multiplicity of nothings, which
made all movement impossible, and baffle the most vehement
desires. Mme. de Bargeton, for instance, must always be
visible. If she had denied herself to visitors when Lucien
was with her, it would have been all over with her ; she might
as well have run away with him at once. It is true that they
sat in the boudoir, now grown so familiar to Lucien that he
felt as if he had a right to be there; but the doors stood
scrupulously open, and everything was arranged with the

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utmost propriety. M. de Bargeton pervaded the house like
a cockchafer; it never entered his head that his wife could
wish to be alone with Lucien. If he had been the only per-
son in the way, Kais could have got rid of him, sent him out
of the house, or given. him something to do; but he was not
the only one; visitors flocked in upon her, and so much the
more as curiosity increased, for your provincial has a natural
bent for teasing, and delights to thwart a growing passion.
The servants came and went about the house promiscuously
and without a summons; they had formed the habits with a
mistress who had nothing to conceal; any change now made
in her household ways was tantamount to a confession, and
Angouleme still hung in doubt.

Mme. de Bargeton could not set foot outside her house
but the whole town knew whither she was going. To take
a walk alone with Lucien out of Angouleme would have been
a decided measure, indeed ; it would have been less dangerous
to shut herself up with him in the house. There would have
been comments the next day if Lucien had stayed on till
midnight after the rooms were emptied. Within as without
her house, Mme. de Bargeton lived in public.

These details describe life in the provinces; an intrigue is
either openly avoided or impossible anywhere.

Like all women carried away for the first time by passion,
Louise discovered the difficulties of her position one by one.
They frightened her, and her terror reacted upon the fond
talk that fills the fairest hours which lovers spend alone to-
gether. Mme. de Bargeton had no country house whither
she could take her beloved poet, after the manner of some
women who will forge ingenious pretexts for burying them-
selves in the wilderness; but, weary of living in public, and
pushed to extremities by a tyranny which afforded no pleas-
ures sweet enough to compensate for the heaviness of the
yoke, she even thought of Escarbas, and of going to see her
aged father — so much irritated was she by these paltry ob-
stacles.

Chatelet did not believe in such innocence. He lay in wait.

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and watched Lucien into the house, and followed a few min-
utes later, always taking M. de Chandour, the most indis-
creet person in the clique, along with him ; and, putting that
gentleman first, hoped to find a surprise hy such perseverance
in pursuit of the chance. His own part was a very difBcult
one to play, and its success was the more doubtful because
he was bound to appear neutral if he was to prompt the other
actors who were to play in his drama. So, to give himself
a countenance, he had attached himself to the jealous Amelie,
the better to lull suspicion in Lucien and in Mme. de Barge-
ton, who was not without perspicacity. In order to spy upon
the pair, he had contrived of late to open up a stock contro-
versy on the point with M. de Chandour. Chatelet said that
Mme. de Bargeton was simply amuoing herself with Lucien;
she was too proud, too high-born, to stoop to the apothecary's
son. The role of incredulity was in accordance with the plan
which he had laid down, for he wished to appear as Mme. de
Bargeton's champion. Stanislas de Chandour held that Mme.
de Bargeton had not been cruel to her lover, and Amelie
goaded them to argument, for she longed to know the truth.
Each stated his case, and (as not unfrequently happens in
small country towns) some intimate friends of the house
dropped in in the middle of the argument. Stanislas and
Chatelet vied with each other in backing up their opinions
by observations extremely pertinent. It was hardly to be
expected that the champions should not seek to enlist par-
tisans. "What do you yourself think ?" they asked, each of
his neighbor. These polemics kept Mme. de Bargeton and
Lucien well in sight.

At length one day Chatelet called attention to the fact that
whenever he went with M. de Chandour to Mme. de Barge-
ton's and found Lucien there, there was not a sign nor a trace
of anything suspicious; the boudoir door stood open, the ser-
vants came and went, there was nothing mysterious to be-
tray the sweet crime of love, and so forth and so forth.
Stanislas, who did not lack a certain spice of stupidity in
his composition, vowed that he would cross the room on tiptoe

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the next day, and the perfidious Amdlie held him to his bar-
gain.

For Lucien that morrow was the day on which a young man
tugs out some of the hairs of his head, and inwardly vows
that he will give up the foolish business of sighing. He was
accustomed to his situation. The poet, who had seated him-
self so bashfully in the boudoir-sanctuary of the queen of An-
goulSme, had been transformed into an urgent lover. Six
months had been enough to bring him on a level with Louise,
and now he would fain be her lord and master. He left
home with a settled determination to be extravagant in his
behavior; he would say that it was a matter of life or death
to him; he would bring all the resources of torrid eloquence
into play; he would cry that he had lost his head, that he
could not think, could not write a line. The horror that
some women feel for premeditation does honor to their deli-
cacy; they would rather surrender upon the impulse of pas-
sion, than in fulfilment of a contract. In general, prescribed
happiness is not the kind that any of us desire.

Mme. de Bargeton read fixed purpose in Lucien's eyes and
forehead, and in the agitation in his face and manner, and
proposed to herself to baffle him, urged thereto partly by a
spirit of contradiction, partly also by an exalted conception
of love. Being given to exaggeration, she set an exaggerated
value upon her person. She looked upon herself as a sov-
ereign lady, a Beatrice, a Laura. She enthroned herself, like
some dame of the Middle Ages, upon a daiis, looking down
upon the tourney of literature, and meant that Lucien, as in
duty bound, should win her by his prowess in the field; he
must eclipse "the sublime child," and Lamartine, and Sir
Walter Scott, and Byron. The noble creature regarded her
love as a stimulating power; the desire which she had kin-
dled in Lucien should give him the energy to win glory for
himself. This feminine Quixotry is a sentiment which hal-
lows love and turns it to worthy uses ; it exalts and reverences
love. Mme. de Bargeton having made up her mind to play
the part of Dulcinea in Lucien's life for seven or eight years

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to come, desired, like many another provincial, to give her-
self as the reward of prolonged service, a trial of constancy
which should give her time to judge her lover.

Lucien began the strife by a piece of vehement petulence,
at which a woman laughs so long as she is heart-free, and
saddens only when she loves; whereupon Louise took a lofty
tone, and began one of her long orations, interlarded with
high-sounding words.

"Was that your promise to me, Lucien?" she said, as she
made an end. "Do not sow regrets in the present time, so
sweet as it is, to poison my after life. Do not spoil the
future, and, I say it with pride, do not spoil the present ! Is
not my whole heart yours ? What more must you have ? Can
it be that your love is influenced by the clamor of the senses,
when it is the noblest privilege of the beloved to silence them ?
For whom do you take me? Am I not your Beatrice? If
I am not something more than a woman for you, I am less
than a woman."

"That is just what you might say to a man if you cared
nothing at all for him," cried Lucien, frantic with passion.

"If you cannot feel all the sincere love underlying my ideas,
you will never be worthy of me."

"You are throwing doubts on my love to dispense yourself
from responding to it," cried Lucien, and he flung himself
weeping at her feet.

The poor boy cried in earnest at the prospect of remaining
so long at the gate of paradise. The tears of the poet, who
feels that he is humbled through his strength, were mingled
with childish crying for a plaything.

"You have never loved me!" he cried.

"You do not believe what you say," she answered, flattered
by his violence.

"Then give me proof that you are mine," said the dishev-
eled poet.

Just at that moment Stanislas came up unheard by either
of the pair. He beheld Lucien in tears, half reclining on the
floor, with his head on Louise's knee. The attitude was sus-

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picioTis enough to satisfy Stanislas ; he turned sharply round
upon Chatelet, who stood at the door of the salon. Mme. de
Bargeton sprang up in a moment, but the spies beat a pre-
eipate retreat like intruders, and she was not quick enough
for them.

"Who came just now ?" she asked the servants.

"M. de Chandour and M. du Chatelet," said Gentil, her
old footman.

Mme. de Bargeton went back, pale and trembling, to her
boudoir.

"If they saw you just now, I am lost," she told Lueien.

"So much the better !" exclaimed the poet, and she smiled
to hear the cry, so full of selfish love.

A story of this kind is aggravated in the provinces by the
way in which it is told. Everybody knew in a moment that
Lueien had been detected at NaiV feet. M. de Chandour,
elated by the important part he played in the affair, went
first to tell the great news at the club, and thence from house
to house, Chitelet hastening to say that he had seen nothing ;
but by putting himself out of court, he egged Stanislas on
to talk, he drew him on to add fresh details; and Stanislas,
thinking himself very witty, added a little to the tale every
time that he told it. Every one flocked to Amelie's house that
evening, for by that time the most exaggerated versions of
the story were in circulation among the Angouleme nobility,
every narrator having followed Stanislas' example. "Women
and men were alike impatient to know the truth; and the
women who put their hands before their faces and shrieked
the loudest were none other than Mesdames Amelie,
Zephirine, Fifine, and Lolotte, all with more or less heavy in-
dictments of illicit love laid to their charge. There were
variations in every key upon the painful theme.

"Well, well," said one of the ladies, "poor ISTais ! have you
heard about it? I do not believe it myself; she has a whole
blameless record behind her; she is far too proud to be any-
thing but a patroness to M. Chardon. Still, if it is true, I
pity her with all my heart."

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"She is all the more to he pitied hecause she is making her-
self frightfully ridiculous ; she is old enough to be M. Lulu's
mother, as Jacques called him. The little poet is twenty-two
at most ; and Na'is, between ourselves, is quite forty."

"For my own part," said M. du Ch§,telet, "I think that M.
de Eubempre's position in itself proves Nais' innocence. A
man does not go down on his knees to ask for what he has
had already."

"That is as may be !" said Francis, with levity that brought
Zephirine's disapproving glance down upon him.

"Do just tell us how it really was," they besought Stanislas,
and formed a small, secret committee in a corner of the salon.

Stanislas, in the long length, had put together a little story
full of facetious suggestions, arid accompanied it with panto-
mime, which made the thing prodigiously worse.

"It is incredible !"

"At midday?"

"Nais was the last person whom I should have suspected !"

"What will she do now ?"

Then followed more comments, and suppositions without
end. Chatelet took Mme. de Bargeton's part; but he de-
fended her so ill, that he stirred the fire of gossip instead of
putting it out.

Lili, disconsolate over the fall of the fairest angel in the
Angoumoisin hierarchy, went, dissolved in tears, to carry the
news to the palace. When the delighted Chitelet was con-
vinced that the whole town was agog, he went off to Mme. de
Bargeton's, where, alas! there was but one game of whist
that night, and diplomatically asked Kais for a little talk in
the boudoir. They sat down on the sofa, and Chatelet began
in an undertone —

'TTou know what Angouleme is talking about, of course?"

"No."

"Very well, I am too much your friend to leave you in
ignorance. I am bound to put you in a position to silence
slanders, invented, no doubt, by Am61ie, who has the over-
weening audacity to regard herself as your rival. I came

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to call on you this morning with that monkey of a Stanislas ;
he was a few paces ahead of me, and he came so far" (point-
ing to the door of the boudoir) ; "he says that he saw you
and M. de Eubempre in such a position that he could not
enter; he turned round upon me, quite bewildered as I was,
and hurried me away before I had time to think; we were
out in Beaulieu before he told me why he had beaten a re-
treat. If I had known, I would not have stirred out of the
house till I had cleared up the matter and exonerated you,
but it would have proved nothing to go back again then.

"Now, whether Stanislas' eyes deceived him, or whether he
is right, lie must have made a mistahe. Dear Nai's, do not
let that dolt trifle with your life, your honor, your future;
stop his mouth at once. You know my position here. I have
need of all these people, but still I am entirely yours. Dis-
pose of a life that belongs to you. You have rejected my
prayers, but my heart is always yours; I am ready to prove
my love for you at any time and in any way. Yes, I will
watch over you like a faithful servant, for no reward, but
simply for the sake of the pleasure that it is to me to do any-
thing for you, even if you do not know of it. This morning I
have said everywhere that I was at the door of the salon,
and had seen nothing. If you are asked to give the name
of the person who told you about this gossip, pray make use
of me. I should be very proud to be your acknowledged
champion; but, between ourselves, M. de Bargeton is the
proper person to ask Stanislas for an explanation. . . .
Suppose that young Eubempr6 had behaved foolishly, a
woman's character ought not to be at the mercy of the first
hare-brained boy who flings himself at her feet. That is
what I have been saying."

Nais bowed in acknowledgment, and looked thoughtful.
She was weary to disgust of provincial life. Chatelet had
scarcely begun before her mind' turned to Paris. Meanwhile
Mme. de Bargeton's adorer found the silence somewhat
awkward.

"Dispose of me, I repeat," he said.

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"Thank you," answered the lady.

"What do you think of doing?"

"I shall see."

A prolonged pause.

"Are you so fond of that young Euhempr^ ?"

A proud smile stole over her lips, she folded her arms, and
fixed her gaze on the curtains. Chatelet went out; he could
not read that high heart.

Later in the evening, when Lucien had taken his leave, and
likewise the four old gentlemen who came for their whist,
without troubling themselves about ill-founded tittle-tattle,
M. de Bargeton was preparing to go to bed, and had opened
his mouth to bid his wife good-night, when she stopped him.

"Come here, dear, I have something to say to you," she
said, with a certain solemnity.

M. de Bargeton followed her into the boudoir.

"Perhaps I have done wrongly," she said, "to show a warm
interest in M. de Eubempre, which he, as well as the stupid
people here in the town, has misinterpreted. This morning
Lucien threw himself here at my feet with a declaration, and
Stanislas happened to come in just as I told the boy to get
up again. A woman, under any circumstances, has claims
which courtesy prescribes to a gentleman; but in contempt
of these, Stanislas has been saying that he came unexpectedly
and found us in an equivocal position. I was treating the boy
as he deserved. If the young scatterbrain knew of the scan-
dal caused by his folly, he would go, I am convinced, to in-
sult Stanislas, and compel him to fight. That would simply
be a public proclamation of his love. I need not tell you
that your wife is pure; but if you think, you will see that it
is something dishonoring for both you and me if M. de
Eubempre defends her. Go at once to Stanislas and ask him
to give you satisfaction for his insulting language ; and mind,
you must not accept any explanation short of a full and pub-
lie retraction in the presence of witnesses of credit. In this
way you will win back the respect of all right-minded people;
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you will have a right to my esteem. I shall send Gentil on
horseback to the Esearbas; my father must he your second;
old as he is, I know that he is the man to trample this puppet
under foot that has smirched the reputation of a Negrepelisse.
You have the choice of weapons, choose pistols; you are an
admirable shot."

"1 am going," said M. de Bargeton, and he took his hat
and his walking cane.

"Good, that is how I like a man to behave, dear ; you are a
gentleman," said his wife. She felt touched by his conduct,
and made the old man very happy and proud by putting up
her forehead for a kiss. She felt something like a maternal
affection for the great child; and when the carriage gateway
had shut with a clang behind him, the tears came into her
eyes in spite of herself.

"How he loves me !" she thought. "He clings to life, poor,
dear man, and yet he would give his life for me."

It did not trouble M. de Bargeton that he must stand up
and face his man on the morrow, and look coolly into the
muzzle of a pistol pointed straight at him ; no, only one thing
in the business made him feel uncomfortable, and on the way
to M. de Chandour's house he quaked inwardly.

"What shall I say?" he thought within himself; "Fais
really ought to have told me what to say," and the good gen-
tleman racked his brains to compose a speech that should not
be ridiculous.

But people of M. de Bargeton's stamp, who live perforce in
silence because their capacity is limited and their outlook cir-
cumscribed, often behave at great crises with a ready-made
solemnity. If they say little, it naturally follows that they
say little that is foolish; their extreme lack of confidence
leads them to think a good deal over the remarks that they
are obliged to make; and, like Balaam's ass, they speak mar-
velously to the point if a miracle loosens their tongues. So
M. de Bargeton bore himself like a man of uncommon sense
and spirit, and justified the opinion of those who held that
he was a philosopher of the school of Pythagoras.

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He reached Stanislas' house at nine o'clock, bowed silently
to Amelie before a whole room full of people, and greeted
others in turn with that simple smile of his, which under the
present circumstances seemed profoundly ironical. There
followed a great silence, like the pause before a storm. Chate-
let had made his way back again, and now looked in a very
significant fashion from M. de Bargeton to Stanislas, whom
the injured gentleman accosted politely.

Chatelet knew what a visit meant at this time of night,
when old M. de Bargeton was invariably in his bed. It was
evidently Nais who had set the feeble arm in motion. Chate-
let was on such a footing in that house that he had some
right to interfere in family concerns. He rose to his feet
and took M. de Bargeton aside, saying, "Do you wish to speak
to Stanislas?"

"Yes," said the old gentleman, well pleased to find a go-
between who perhaps might say his say for him.

"Very well ; go into Amelie's bedroom," said the controller
of excise, likewise well pleased at the prospect of a duel which
possibly might make Mme. de Bargeton a widow, while it put
a bar between her and Lucien, the cause of the quarrel. Then
Chatelet went to M. de Chandour.

"Stanislas," he said, "here comes Bargeton to call you to
account, no doubt, for the things you have been saying about
Nais. Go into your wife's room, and behave, both of you, like
gentlemen. Keep the thing quite quiet, and make a great
show of politeness, behave with phlegmatic British dignity,
in short."

In another minute Stanislas and Chatelet went to Barge-
ton.

"Sir," said the injured husband, "do you say that you dis-
covered Mme. de Bargeton and M. de Eubempre in an equivo-
cal position?"

"M. Chardon," corrected Stanislas, with ironical stress; he
did not take Bargeton seriously.

"So be it," answered the other. "If you do not withdraw
your assertions at onge before the company now in your housej

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I must ask you to look for a second. My father-in-law, M.
de Negrepelisse, will wait upon you at four o'clock to-mor-
row morning. Both of us may as well make our final ar-
rangements, for the only way out of the afEair is the one that
I have indicated. I choose pistols, as the insulted party."

This was the speech that M. de Bargeton had ruminated
on the way; it was the longest that he had ever made in life.
He brought it out without excitement or vehemence, in the
simplest way in the world. Stanislas turned pale. "After
all, what did I see ?" said he to himself.

Put between the shame of eating his words before the whole
town, and fear, hideous fear, that caught him by the throat
with burning fingers ; confronted by this mute personage, who
seemed in no humor to stand nonsense, Stanislas chose the
more remote peril.

"All right. To-morrow morning," he said, thinking that
the matter might be arranged somehow or other.

The three went back to the room. Everybody scanned their
faces as they came in ; Chatelet was smiling, M. de Bargeton
looked exactly as if he were in his own house, but Stanislas
looked ghastly pale. At the sight of his face, some of the
women here and there guessed the nature of the conference,
and the whisper, "They are going to fight !" circulated from
ear to ear. One-half of the room was of the opinion that
Stanislas was in the wrong, his white face and his demeanor
convicted him of a lie ; the other half admired M. de Barge-
ton's attitude. Chatelet was solemn and mysterious. M. de
Bargeton stayed a few minutes, scrutinized people's faces, and
retired.

"Have you pistols ?" Chatelet asked in a whisper of Stanis-
las, who shook from head to foot.

Amelie knew what it all meant. She felt ill, and the
women flocked about her to take her into her bedroom. There
was a terrific sensation ; everybody talked at once. The men
stopped in the drawing-room, and declared, with one voice,
that M. de Bargeton was within his right.

"Would you have thought the old fogy capable of acting
like this?" asked M. de Saintot,

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"But he was a crack shot when he was young," said the
pitiless Jacques. "My father often used to tell me of Barge-
ton's exploits."

"Pooh ! Put them at twenty paces, and they will miss each
other if you give them cavalry pistols," said Francis, address-
ing Chatelet.

Chatelet stayed after the rest had gone to reassure Stanislas
and his wife, and to explain that all would go off well. In
a duel between a man of sixty and a man of thirty-five, all
the advantage lay with the latter.

Early next morning, as Lucien sat at breakfast with David,
who had come back alone from Marsac, in came Mme. Char-
don with a scared face.

"Well, Lucien," she said, "have you heard the news?
Everyone is talking of it, even the people in the market. M.
de Bargeton all but killed M. de Chandour this morning in
M. TuUoy's meadow; people are making puns on the name.*
It seems that M. de Chandour said that he found you with
Mme. de Bargeton yesterday."

"It is a lie! Mme. de Bargeton is innocent," cried Lu-
cien.

"I heard about the duel from a countryman, who saw it
all from his cart. M. de Negrepelisse came over at three
o'clock in the morning to be M. de Bargeton's second; he
told M. de Chandour that if anything happened to his son-
in-law, he should avenge him. A cavalry ofiicer lent the
pistols. M. de Negrepelisse tried them over and over again.-
M. du Chatelet tried to prevent them from practising with
the pistols, but they referred the question to the officer; and
he said that, unless they meant to behave like children, they
ought to have pistols in working order. The seconds put
them at twenty-five paces. M. de Bargeton looked .as if he
had just come out for a walk. He was the first to fire; the
ball lodged in M. de Chandour's neck, and he dropped before
he could return the shot. The house-surgeon at the hospital
has just said that M. de Chandour will have a wry neck for

*Tue Vole.

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the rest of his days. I came to tell you how it ended, lest
you should go to Mme. de Bargeton's or show yourself in
Angouleme, for some of M. de Chandour's friends might call
yon out."

As she spoke, the apprentice brought in Qentil, M. de
Bargeton's footman. The man had come with a note for
Lucien ; it was from Louise.

"You have doubtless heard the news," she wrote, "of the
duel between Chandour and my husband. We shall not be
at home to any one to-day. Be careful; do not show your-
self. I ask this in the name of the affection you bear me.
Do you not think that it would be best to spend this melan-
choly day in listening to your Beatrice, whose whole life has
been changed by this event, who has a thousand things to
say to you?"

"Luckily, my marriage is fixed for the day after to-mor-
row," said David, "and you will have an excuse for not going
to see Mme. de Bargeton quite so often."

"Dear David," returned Lucien, "she asks me to go to her
to-day; and I ought to do as she wishes, I think; she knows
better than we do how I should act in the present state of
things."

"Then is everything ready here ?" asked Mme. Chardon.

"Come and see," cried David, delighted to exhibit the
transformation of the first floor. Everything there was new
and fresh ; everything was pervaded by the sweet influences of
early married days, still crowned by the wreath of orange
blossoms and the bridal veil; days when the springtide of
love finds its reflection in material things, and everything is
white and spotless and has not lost its bloom.

"Eve's home will be fit for a princess," said the mother,
"but you have spent too much, you have been reckless."

David smiled by way of answer. But Mme. Chardon had
touched the sore spot in a hidden wound which caused the
poor lover cruel pangs, The cost of carrying out his ideas

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had far exceeded his estimates; he could not afford to huild
above the shed. His mother-in-law must wait awhile for
the home he had meant to make for her. There is nothing
more keenly painful to a generous nature than a failure to
keep such promises as these; it is like mortification to the
little vanities of affection, as they may be styled. David
sedulously hid his embarrassment to spare Lucien; he was
afraid that Lucien might be overwhelmed by the sacrifices
made for his sake.

"Eve and her girl friends have been working very hard,
too," said Mme. Chardon. "The wedding clothes and the
house linen are all ready. The girls are so fond of her, that,
without letting her know about it, they have covered the mat-
tresses with white twill and a rose-colored piping at the
edges. So prett}^ ! It makes one wish one were going to be
married."

Mother and daughter had spent all their little savings to
furnish David's home with the things of which a young
bachelor never thinks. They knew that he was furnishing
with great splendor, for something had been said about order-
ing a dinner-service from Limoges, and the two women had
striven to make Eve's contributions to the housekeeping
worthy of David's. This little emulation in love and gen-
erosity could but bring the husband and wife into diflBculties
at the very outset of their married life, with every sign of
homely comfort about them, comfort that might be regarded
as positive luxury in a place so behind the times as the An-
gouleme of those days.

As soon as Lucien saw his mother and David enter the
bedroom with the blue-and-white draperies and neat furni-
ture that he knew, he slipped away to Mme. de Bargeton.
He found Nais at table with her husband; M. de Bargeton's
early morning walk had sharpened his appetite, and he was
breakfasting quite unconcernedly after all that had passed.
Lucien saw the dignified face of M. de Negrepelisse, the old
provincial noble, a relic of the old French noblesse, sitting
beside Nais.

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When Gentil announced M. de Eubempre, the white-headed
old man gave him a keen, curious glance; the father was
anxious to form his own opinions of this man whom his daugh-
ter had singled out for notice. Lucien's extreme beauty made
such a vivid impression upon him, that he could not repress
an approving glance ; but at the same time he seemed to re-
gard the afEair as a ilirtation, a mere passing fancy on his
daughter's part. Breakfast over, Louise could leave her
father and M. de Bargeton together; she beckoned Lucien to
follow her as she withdrew.

"Dear," she said, and the tones of her voice were half glad,
half melancholy, "I am going to Paris, and my father is tak-
ing Bargeton back with him to the Escarbas, where he will
stay during my absence. Mme. d'Espard (she was a Bla-
mont-Chauvry before her marriage) has great influence her-
self, and iniiuential relations. The d'Espards are connections
of ours ; they are the older branch of the Negrepelisses ; and if
she vouchsafes to acknowledge the relationship, I intend to
cultivate her a good deal; she may perhaps procure a place
for Bargeton. At my solicitation, it might be desired at
Court that he should represent the Charente, and that would
be a step towards his election here. If he were a deputy, it
would further other steps that I wish to take in Paris. You,
my darling, have brought about this change in my life.
After this morning's duel, I am obliged to shut up my house
for some time ; for there will be people who will side with the
Chandours against us. In our position, and in a small town,
absence is the only way of softening down bad feeling. But
I shall either succeed, and never see Angouleme again, or I
shall not succeed, and then I mean to wait in Paris until the
time comes when I can spend my summers at the Escarbas
and the winters in Paris. It is the only life for a woman of
quality, and I have waited too long before entering upon it.
The one day will be enough for our preparations ; to-morrow
night I shall set out, and you are coming with me, are you
not? You shall start first. I will overtake you between
Mansle and Euffec, and we shall soon be in Paris. There

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beloved^ is the life for a man who has anything in him. We
are only at our ease among our equals; we are uncomfortable
in any other society. Paris, besides, is the capital of the in-
tellectual world, the stage on which you will succeed; over-
leap the gulf that separates us quickly. You must not allow
your ideas to grow rancid in the provinces ; put yourself into
communication at once with the great men who represent the
nineteenth century. Try to stand well with the Court and
with those in power. No honor, no distinction, comes to
seek out the talent that perishes for lack of light in a little
town ; tell me, if you can, the name of any great work of art
executed in the provinces ! On the contrary, see how Jean-
Jacques, himself sublime in his poverty, felt the irresistible
attraction of that sun of the intellectual world, which pro-
duces ever-new glories and stimulates the intellect — Paris,
where men rub against one another. What is it but your duty
to hasten to take your place in the succession of pleiades that
rise from generation to generation? You have no idea how
it contributes to the success of a clever young man to be
brought into a high light, socially speaking. I will introduce
you to Mme. d'Espard ; it is not easy to get into her set ; but
you meet all the greatest people at her house. Cabinet min-
isters and ambassadors, and great orators from the Chamber
of Deputies, and peers and men of influence, and wealthy or
famous people. A young man with good looks and more than
sufficient genius could fail to excite interest only by very
bad management.

"There is no pettiness about those who are truly great;
they will lend you their support ; and when you yourself have
a high position, your work will rise immensely in public opin-
ion. The great problem for the artist is the problem of put-
ting himself in evidence. In these ways there will be
hundreds of chances of making your way, of sinecures, of a
pension from the civil list. The Bourbons are so fond of
encouraging letters and the arts, and you therefore must be a
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only is it the right course, but it is the way to get on in life.
Do the Liberals and the Opposition give places and rewards,
and make the fortunes of men of letters? Take the right
road and reach the goal of genius. You have my secret, do
not breathe a syllable of it, and prepare to follow me. —
Would you rather not go?" she added, surprised that her
lover made no answer.

To Lueien, listening to the alluring words, and bewildered
by the rapid bird's-eye view of Paris which they brought
before him, it seemed as if hitherto he had been using only
half his brain and suddenly had found the other half, so
swiftly his ideas widened. He saw himself stagnating in An-
gouleme like a frog under a stone in a marsh. Paris and her
splendors rose before him; Paris, the Eldorado of provincial
imaginings, with golden robes and the royal diadem about her
brows, and arms outstretched to talent of every kind. Great
men would greet him there as one of their order. Every-
thing smiled upon genius. There, there were no jealous
booby-squires to invent stinging gibes and humiliate a man
of letters ; there was no stupid indifference to poetry in Paris.
Paris was the fountain-head of poetry; there the poet was
brought into the light and paid for his work. Publishers
should no sooner read the opening pages of An Archer of
Charles IX. than they should open their cash-boxes with
"How much do you want?" And besides all this, he under-
stood that this journey with Mme. de Bargeton would vir-
tually give her to him ; that they should live together.

So at the words, "Would you rather not go?" tears came

into his eyes, he flung his arms about Louise, held her tightly

to his heart, and marbled her throat with impassioned kisses.

■ Suddenly he cheeked himself, as if memory had dealt him

a blow.

"Great heavens !" he cried, "my sister is to be married on
the day after to-morrow !"

That exclamation was the last expiring cry of noble and
single-hearted boyhood. The so-powerful ties th^t bind

She sank fainting upon the sofa

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young hearts to home, and a first friendship, and all early
affections, were to be severed at one ruthless blow.

''Well," cried the haughty N^grepelisse, "and what has
your sister's marriage to do with the progress of our love?
Have you set your mind so much on being best man at a
wedding pari;y of tradespeople and workingmen, that you
cannot give up these exalted joys for my sake ? A great sacri-
fice, indeed !" she went on, scornfully. "This morning I sent
my husband out to fight in your quarrel. There, sir, go; I
am mistaken in you."

She sank fainting upon the sofa. Lueien went to her, en-
treating her pardon, calling execrations upon his family, his
sister, and David.

"I had such faith in you !" she said. "M. de Cante-Croix
had an adored mother; but to win a letter from me, and
the words 'I am satisfied,' he fell in the thick of the fight.
And now, when I ask you to take a journey with me, you
cannot think of giving up a wedding dinner for my sake."

Lueien was ready to kill himself; his desperation was so
unfeigned, that Louise forgave him, though at the same time
she made him feel that he must redeem his mistake.

"Come, come," she said, "be discreet, and to-morrow at mid-
night be upon the road, a hundred paces out of Mansle."

Lueien felt the globe shrink under his feet; he went back
to David's house, hopes pursuing him as the Furies followed
Orestes, for he had glimmerings of endless difficulties, all
summed up in the appalling words, "Where is the money to
come from?"

He stood in such terror of David's perspicacity, that he
locked himself into his pretty new study until he could re-
cover himself, his head was swimming in this new position.
So he must leave the rooms just furnished for him at such
a cost, and all the sacrifices that had been made for him had
been made in vain. Then it occurred to Lueien that his
mother might take the rooms and save David the heavy ex-
pense of building at the end of the yard, as he had meant to
do ; his departure would be, in fact, a convenience to the f am-

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ily. He discovered any quantity of urgent reasons for his
sudden flight; for there is no such Jesuit as the desire of your
heart. He hurried down at once to tell the news to his sister
in L'Houmeau and to take counsel with her. As he reached
Postel's shop, he bethought himself that if all other means
failed, he could borrow enough to live upon for a year from his
father's successor.

"Three francs per day will be abundance for me if I live
with Louise," he thought ; "it is only a thousand francs for a
whole year. And in six months' time I shall have plenty of
money."

Then, under seal and promise of secrecy. Eve and her
mother heard Lucien's confidences. Both the women began
to cry as they heard of the ambitious plans; and when he
asked the reason of their trouble, they told him that every
penny they possessed had been spent on table-linen, house-
linen. Eve's wedding clothes, and on a host of things that
David had overlooked. They had been so glad to do this, for
David had made a marriage-settlement of ten thousand francs
on Eve. Lucien then spoke of his idea of a loan, and Mme.
Chardon undertook to ask M. Postel to lend them a thousand
francs for a twelve-month.

"But, Lucien," said Eve, as a thought clutched at her heart,
"you will not be here at my wedding ! Oh ! come back, I will
put it off for a few days. Surely she will give you leave to
come back in a fortnight, if only you go with her now?
Surely, she would spare you to us for a week, Lucien, when
we brought you up for her ? We shall have no luck if you are
not at the wedding. . . . But will a thousand francs be
enough for you?" she asked, suddenly interrupting herself.
"Your coat suits you divinely, but you have only that one !
You have only two fine shirts, the other six are coarse linen ;
and three of your white ties are just common muslin, there
are only two lawn cravats, and your pocket-handkerchiefs are
not good ones. Where will you find a sister in Paris who \dll
get up your linen in one day as you want it? You will want
ever so much more. Then you have just the one pair of new

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nankeen trousers, last year's trousers are tight for yon; you
will be obliged to have clothes made in Paris, and Paris prices
are not like AngoulSme prices. You have only two presenta-
ble white waistcoats ; I have mended the others already. Come,
I advise you to take two thousand francs."

David came in as she spoke, and apparently heard the last
two words, for he looked at the brother and sister and said
nothing.

"Do not keep anything from me," he said at last.

"Well," exclaimed Eve, "he is going away with Tier."

Mme. Chardon came in again, and, not seeing David, began
at once :

"Postel is willing to lend you the thousand francs, Lucien,"
she said, "but only for six months; and even then he wants
you to let him have a bill endorsed by your brother-in-law,
for he says that you are giving him no security."

She turned and saw David, and there was a deep silence in
the room. The Chardons thought how they had abused Da-
vid's goodness, and felt ashamed. Tears stood in the young
printer's eyes.

"Then you will not be here at our wedding," he began.
"You are not going to live with us! And here have I been
squandering all that I had! Oh! Lucien, as I came along,
bringing Eve her little bits of wedding jewelry, I did not
think that I should be sorry I spent the money on them." He
brushed his hand over his eyes as he drew the little cases from
his pocket.

He set down the tiny morocco-covered boxes on the table in
front of his mother-in-law.

"Oh! why do you think so much for me?" protested Eve,
giving him a divinely sweet smile that belied her words.

"Mamma, dear," said David, "just tell M. Postel that I will
put my name to the bill, for I can tell from your face, Lucien^
that you have quite made up your mind to go."

Lucien's head sank dejectedly ; there was a little pause, then
he said, "Do not think hardly of me, my dear, good angels."

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close, and held them tightly to him as he added, ''Wait and
see what comes of it, and you shall know how much I love you.
What is the good of our high thinking, David, if it does not
enable us to disregard the petty ceremonial in which the law
entangles our affections ? Shall I not be with you in spirit,
in spite of the distance between us ? Shall we not be united
in thought ? Have I not a destiny to fulfil ? Will publishers
come here to seek my Archer of Charles IX. and the Margue-
rites ? A little sooner or a little later I shall be obliged in any
case to do as I am doing to-day, should I not? And shall I
ever find a better opportunity than this ? Does not my success
entirely depend upon my entrance on life in Paris through the
Marquise d'Espard's salon?"

"He is right," said Eve; "you yourself were saying, were
you not, that he ought to go to Paris at once?"

David took Eve's hand in his, and drew her into the narrow
little room where she had slept for seven years.

"Love, you were saying just now that he would want two
thousand francs ?" he said in her ear. "Postel is only lending
one thousand."

Eve gave her betrothed a look, and he read all her anguish
in her eyes.

"Listen, my adored Eve, we are making a bad start in life.
Yes, my expenses have taken all my capital ; I have just two
thousand francs left, and half of it will be wanted to carry
on the business. If we give your brother the thousand francs,
it will mean that we are giving away our bread, that we shall
live in anxiety. If I were alone, I know what I should do;
but we are two. Decide for us."

Eve, distracted, sprang to her lover's arms, and kissed him
tenderly, as she answered through her tears :

"Do as you would do if you were alone; I will work to earn
the money."

In spite of the most impassioned kiss ever given and taken
by betrothed lovers, David left Eve overcome with trouble,
and went out to Lucien.

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'TDo not worry yourself," he said ; "you shall have your two
thousand francs."

"Go in to see Postel," said Mme. Chardon, "for you must
both give your signatures to the bill."

When Lucien and David came back again unexpectedly,
they found Eve and her mother on their knees in prayer. The
women felt sure that Lucien's return would bring the realiza-
tion of many hopes ; but at that moment they could only feel
how much they were losing in the parting, and the happiness
to come seemed too dearly bought by an absence that broke
up their life together, and would fill the coming days with in-
numerable fears for Lucien.

"If you could ever forget this sight," David said in Lucien's
ear, "you would be the basest of men."

David, no doubt, thought that these brave words were
needed; Mme. de Bargeton's influence seemed to him less to
be feared than his friend's unlucky instability of character,
Lucien was so easily led for good or evil. Eve soon packed
Lucien's clothes; the Fernando Cortez of literature carried
but little baggage. He was wearing his best overcoat, his best
waistcoat, and one of the two fine shirts. The whole of his
linen, the celebrated coat, and his manuscript made up so
small a package that to hide it from Mme. de Bargeton, David
proposed to send it by coach to a paper merchant with whom
he had dealings, and wrote and advised him to that efEect, and
asked him to keep the parcel until Lucien sent for it.

In spite of Mme. de Bargeton's precautions, Chatelet found
out that she was leaving Angouleme ; and with a view to dis-
covering whether she was traveling alone or with Lucien, he
sent his man to Euffec with instructions to watch every car-
riage that changed horses at that stage.

"If she is taking her poet with her," thought he, "I have her
now."

Lucien set out before daybreak the next morning. David
went with him. David had hired a cabriolet, pretending that
he was going to Marsac on business, a little piece of deception
which seemed probable under the circumstances. The two

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friends went to Marsac, and spent part of the day with the
old "bear." As evening came on they set out again, and in
the beginning of the dawn they waited in the road, on the
further side of Mansle, for Mme. de Bargeton. When the
seventy-year-old traveling carriage, which he had many a
time seen in the coach-house, appeared in sight, Lucien felt
more deeply moved than he had ever been in his life before;
he sprang into David's arms.

"God grant that this may be for your good!" said David,
and he climbed into the shabby cabriolet and drove away with
a feeling of dread clutching at his heart; he had terrible pre-
sentiments of the fate awaiting Lucien in Paris.

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PART II
EVE AND DAVID

LuciEN had gone to Paris; and David Sechard, with the
courage and intelligence of the ox which painters give the
Evangelist for accompanying symbol, set himself to make the
large fortune for which he had wished that evening down by
the Charente, when he sat with Eve by the weir, and she gave
him her hand and her heart. He wanted to make the money
quickly, and less for himself than for Eve's sake and Lucien's.
He would place his wife amid the elegant and comfortable
surroundings that were hers by right, and his strong arm
should sustain her brother's ambitions — this was the pro-
gramme that he saw before his eyes in letters of fire.

Journalism and politics, the immense development of the
book trade, of literature and of the sciences; the increase of
public interest in matters touching the various industries in
the country; in fact, the whole social tendency of the epoch
foMowing the establishment of the Eestoration produced an
enormous increase in the demand for paper. The supply re-
quired was almost ten times as large as the quantity in which
the celebrated Ouvrard speculated at the outset of the Revo-
lution. Then Ouvrard could buy up first the entire stock of
paper and then the manufacturers ; but in the year 1821 there
were so many paper-mills in France, that no one could hope
to repeat his success ; and David had neither audacity enough
nor capital enough for such a speculation. Machinery for
producing paper in any length was just coming into use in
England. It was one of the most urgent needs of the time,
therefore, that the paper trade should keep pace with the re-
quirements of the French system of civil government, a sys-
tem by which the right of discussion was to be extended to

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every man, and the whole fahric based upon continual expres-
sion of individual opinion ; a grave misfortune, for the nation
that deliberates is but little wont to act.

So, strange coincidence ! while Lucien was drawn into the
great machinery of journalism, where he was like to leave
his honor and his intelligence torn to shreds, David Sechard,
at the back of his printing-house, foresaw all the practical
consequences of the increased activity of the periodical press.
He saw the direction in which the spirit of the age was tend-
ing, and sought to find means to the required end. He saw
also that there was a fortune awaiting the discoverer of cheap
paper, and the event has justified his clearsightedness. With-
in the last fifteen years, the Patent Office has received more
than a hundred applications from persons claiming to have
discovered cheap substances to be employed in the manufac-
ture of paper. David felt more than ever convinced that this
would be no brilliant triumph, it is true, but a useful and im-
mensely profitable discovery; and after his brother-in-law
went to Paris, he became more and more absorbed in the prob-
lem which he had set himself to solve.

The expenses of his marriage and of Lueien's journey to
Paris had exhausted all his resources; he confronted the ex-
treme of poverty at the very outset of married life. He had
kept one thousand francs for the working expenses of the busi-
ness, and owed a like sum, for which he had given a bill to
Postel the druggist. So here was a double problem for this
deep thinker; he must invent a method of making cheap
paper, and that quickly ; he must make the discovery, in fact,
in order to apply the proceeds to the needs of the household
and of the business. What words can describe the brain that
can forget the cruel preoccupations caused by hidden want,
by the daily needs of a family and the daily drudgery of a
printer's business, which requires such minute, painstaking
care; and soar, with the enthusiasm and intoxication of the
man of science, into the regions of the unknown in quest of a
secret which daily eludes the most subtle experiment? And
the inventor, alas ! as will shortly be seen, has plenty of woes

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to endure, besides the ingratitude of the many; idle folk that
can do nothing themselves tell them, "Such a one is a born
inventor; he could not do otherwise. He no more deserves
credit for his invention than a prince for being born to rule !
He is simply exercising his natpral faculties, and his vork
is its own reward," and the people believe them.

Marriage brings profound mental and physical perturba-
tions into a girl's life ; and if she marries under the ordinary
conditions of lower middle-class life, she must moreover begin
to study totally new interests and initiate herself in the in-
tricacies of business. With marriage, therefore, she enters
upon a phase of her existence when she is necessarily on the
watch before she can act. Unfortunately, David's love for
his wife retarded this training; he dared not tell her the real
state of affairs on the day after their wedding, nor for some
time afterwards. His father's avarice condemned him to the
most grinding poverty, but he could not bring himself to spoil
the honeymoon by beginning his wife's commercial education
and prosaic apprenticeship to his laborious craft. So it came
to pass that housekeeping, no less than working expenses, ate
up the thousand francs, his whole fortune. For four months
David gave no thought to the future, and his wife remained
in ignorance. The awakening was terrible ! Postel's bill fell
due; there was no money to meet it, and Eve knew enough
of the debt and its cause to give up her bridal trinkets and
silver.

That evening Eve tried to induce David to talk of their
affairs, for she had noticed that he was giving less attention
to the business and more to the problem of which he had once
spoken to her. Since the first few weeks of married life, in
fact, David spent most of his time in the shed in the backyard,
in the little room where he was wont to mould his ink-rollers.
Three months after his return to Angouleme, he had replaced
the old-fashioned round ink-balls by rollers made of strong
glue and treacle, and an ink-table, on which the ink was evenly
distributed, an improvement so obvious that Cointet Brothers
no sooner saw it than they adopted the plan themselves.

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By the partition wall of this kitchen, as it ■were, David had
set up a little furnace with a copper pan, ostensibly to save
the cost of fuel over the recasting of his rollers, though the
moulds had not been used twice, and hung there rusting upon
the wall. Not was this all ; a solid oak door had been put in
by his orders, and the walls were lined with sheet-iron; he
even replaced the dirty window sash by panes of ribbed glass,
so that no one without could watch him at his work.

When Eve began to speak about the future, he looked un-
easily at her, and cut her short at the first word by saying,
"I know all that you must think, child, when you see that the
workshop is left to itself, and that I am dead, as it were, to
all business interests ; but see," he continued, bringing her to
the window, and pointing to the mysterious shed, "there lies
our fortune. For some months j^et we must endure our lot,
but let us bear it patiently ; leave me to solve the problem of
which I told you, and all our troubles will be at an end."

David was so good, his devotion was so thoroughly to be
taken upon his word, that the poor wife, with a wife's anxiety
as to daily expenses, determined to spare her husband the
household cares and to take the burden upon herself. So she
came down from the pretty blue-and-white room, where she
sewed and talked contentedly with her mother, took possession
of one of the two dens at the back of the printing-room, and
set herself to learn the business routine of typography. Was
it not heroism in a wife who expected ere long to be a mother ?

During the past few months David's workmen had left him
one by one ; there was not work enough for them to do. Coin-
tet Brothers, on the other hand, were overwhelmed with or-
ders; they were employing all the workmen of the depart-
ment ; the alluring prospect of high wages even brought them
a few from Bordeaux, more especially apprentices, who
thought themselves sufficiently expert to cancel their articles
and go elsewhere. When Eve came to look into the affairs
of Sechard's printing works, she discovered that he employed
three persons in all.

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First in order stood Cerizet, an apprentice of Didot's, whom
David had chosen to train. Most foremen have some one
favorite among the great number of workers under them, and
David had brought Cerizet to AngoulSme, where he had been
learning more of the business. Marion, as much attached to
the house as a watch-dog, was the second; and the third was
Kolb, an Alsacien, at one time a porter in the employ of the
Messrs. Didot. Kolb had been drawn for military service,
chance brought him to Angouleme, and David recognized the
man's face at a review just as his time was about to expire.
Kolb came to see David, and was smitten forthwith by the
charms of the portly Marion; she possessed all the qualities
which a man of his class looks for in a wife — ^the robust health
that bronzes the cheeks, the strength of a man (Marion could
lift a form of type with ease), the scrupulous honesty on
which an Alsacien sets such store, the faithful service which
bespeaks a Bterling character, and finally, the thrift which had
saved a little sum of a thousand francs, besides a stock of
clothing and linen, neat and clean, as country linen can be.
Marion herself, a big, stout woman of thirty-six, felt suffi-
ciently flattered by the admiration of a cuirassier, who stood
five feet seven inches in his stockings, a well-built warrior,
strong as a bastion, and not unnaturally suggested that he
should become a printer. So, by the time Kolb received his
full discharge, Marion and David between them had trans-
formed him into a tolerably creditable "bear," though their
pupil could neither read nor write.

Job printing, as it is called, was not so abundant at this
season but that Cerizet could manage it without help. Ceri-
zet, compositor, clicker, and foreman, realized in his person
the "phenomenal triplicity" of Kant; he set up type, read
proof, took orders, and made out invoices ; but the most part
of the time he had nothing to do, and used to read novels in
his den at the back of the workshop while he waited for an
order for a bill-head or a trade circular. Marion, trained by
old Sechard, prepared and wetted down the paper, helped
Kolb with the printing, hung the sheets to dry, and cut them

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to size ; yet cooked the dinner, none the less, and did her mar-
keting very early of a morning.

Eve told Cerizet to draw out a balance-sheet for the last six
months, and found that the gross receipts amounted to eight
hundred francs. On the other hand, wages at the rate of
three francs per day — two francs to Cerizet, and one to Kolb
— reached a total of six hundred francs ; and as the goods sup-
plied for the work printed and delivered amounted to some
hundred odd francs, it was clear to Eve that David had been
carrying on business at a loss during the first half-year of
their married life. There was nothing to show for rent, noth-
ing for Marion's wages, nor for interest on capital represented
by the plant, the license, and the ink; nothing,- finally, by way
of allowance for the host of things included in the technical
expression "wear and tear," a word which owes its origin,
to the cloths and silks which are used to moderate the force
of the impression, and to save wear to the type; a square of
stuff (the blanket) being placed between the platen and the
sheet of paper in the press.

Eve made a rough calculation of the resources of the print-
ing office and of the output, and saw how little hope there
was for a business drained dry by the all-devouring activity
of the brothers Cointet; for by this time the Cointets were
not only contract printers to the town and the prefecture, and
printers to the Diocese by special appointment — ^they were
paper-makers and proprietors of a newspaper to boot. That
newspaper, sold two years ago by the Sechards, father and
son, for twenty-two thousand francs, was now bringing in
eighteen thousand francs per annum. Eve began to under-
stand the motives lurking beneath the apparent generosity
of the brothers Cointet ; they were leaving the Sechard estab-
lishment just sufficient work to gain a pittance, but not
enough to establish a rival house.

When Eve took the management of the business, she began
by taking stock. She set Kolb and Marion and Cerizet to
work, and the workshop was put to rights, cleaned out, and set

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in order. Then one evening when David came in from a coun-
try excursion, followed hy an old woman with a huge bundle
tied up in a cloth. Eve asked counsel of him as to the best way
of turning to profit the odds and ends left them by old
Sechard, promising that she herself would look after the busi-
ness. Acting upon her husband's advice, Mme. Sechard sorted
all the remnants of paper which she found, and printed old
popular legends in double columns upon a single sheet, such
as peasants paste upon their cottage walls, the histories of
The Wandering Jew, Robert the Devil, La Belle Maguelonne
and sundry miracles. Eve sent Kolb out as a hawker.

Cerizet had not a moment to spare now; he was composing
the naive pages, with the rough cuts that adorned them, from
morning to night; Marion was able to manage the taking off;
and all domestic cares fell to Mme. Chardon, for Eve was busy
coloring the prints. Thanks to Kolb's activity and honesty.
Eve sold three thousand broad sheets at a penny apiece, and
made three hundred francs in all at a cost of thirty francs.

But when every peasant's hut and every little wine-shop for
twenty leagues round was papered with these legends, a fresh
speculation must be discovered; the Alsacien could not go
beyond the limits of the department. Eve, turning over every-
thing in the whole printing house, had found a collection of
figures for printing a "Shepherd's Calendar," a kind of al-
manac meant for those who cannot read, letterpress being re-
placed by symbols, signs, and pictures in colored inks, red,
black and blue. Old Sechard, who could neither read nor
write himself, had made a good deal of money at one time
by bringing out an almanac in hieroglyph. It was in book
form, a single sheet folded to make one hundred and twenty-
eight pages.

Thoroughly satisfied with the success of the broad sheets,
a piece of business only undertaken by country printing of-
fices, Mme. Sechard invested all the proceeds in the Shep-
herd's Calendar, and began it upon a large scale. Millions of
copies of this work are sold annually in France. It is printed
upon even coarser paper than the Almanac of Liege j a ream

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(five hundred sheets) costing in the first instance ahout four
francs ; while the printed sheets sell at the rate of a halfpenny
apiece — twenty-five francs per ream.

Mme. Sechard determined to use one hundred reams for
the first impression ; fifty thousand copies would bring in two
thousand francs. A man so deeply absorbed in his work as
David in his researches is seldom observant ; yet David, taking
a look round his workshop, was astonished to hear the groan-
ing of a press and to see Cerizet always on his feet, setting up
type under Mme. Sechard's direction. There was a pretty
triumph for Eve on the day when David came in to see what
she was doing, and praised the idea, and thought the calendar
an excellent stroke of business. Furthermore, David prom-
ised ta give advice in the matter of colored inks, for an al-
manac meant to appeal to the eye ; and finally, he resolved to
recast the ink-rollers himself in his mysterious workshop, so
as to help his wife as far as he could in her important little
enterprise.

But just as the work began with strenuous industry, there
came letters from Lueien in Paris, heart-sinking letters that
told his mother and sister and brother-in-law of his failure and
distress; and when Eve, Mme. Chardon, and David each se-
cretly sent money to their poet, it must be plain to the reader
that the three hundred francs they sent were like their very
blood. The overwhelming news, the disheartening sense that
work as bravely as she might, she made so little, left Eve look-
ing forward with a certain dread to an event which fills the
cup of happiness to the full. The time was coming very near
now, and to herself she said, "If my dear David has not
reached the end of his researches before my confinement, what
will become of us ? And who will look after our poor printino-
office and the business that is growing up ?"

The Shepherd's Calendar ought by rights to have been ready
before the 1st of January, but Cerizet was working unaccount-
ably slowly; all the work of composing fell to him; and Mme.
Sechard, knowing so little, could not find fault, and was fain
to content herself with watching the young Parisian.

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Cerizet came from the great Foundling Hospital in Paris.
He had been apprenticed to the MM. Didot, and between the
ages of fourteen and seventeen he was David S6ehard's fanat-
ical worshiper. David put him under one of the cleverest
workmen, and took him for his copy-holder, his page. Ceri-
zet's intelligence naturally interested David ; he won the lad's
affection by procuring amusements now and again for him,
and comforts from which he was cut off by poverty. Nature
had endowed Cerizet with an insignificant, rather pretty little
countenance, red hair, and a pair of dull blue eyes; he had
come to Angouleme and brought the manners of the Parisian
street-boy with him. He was formidable by reason of a
quick, sarcastic turn and a spiteful disposition. Perhaps Da-
vid looked less strictly after him in Angouleme ; or, perhaps,
as the lad grew older, his mentor put more trust in him or in
the sobering influences of a country town; but be that as it
may, Cerizet (all unknown to his sponsor) was going com-
pletely to the bad, and the printer's apprentice was acting the
part of a Don Juan among little work girls. His morality,
learned in Paris drinking-saloons, laid down the law of
self-interest as the sole rule of guidance; he knew, moreover,
that next year he would be "drawn for a soldier," to use the
popular expression, saw that he had no prospects, and ran into
debt, thinking that soon he should be in the army, and none
of his creditors would run after him. David still possessed
some ascendency over the young fellow, due not to his position
as master, nor yet to the interest that he had taken in his pu-
pil, but to the great intellectual power which the sometime
street-boy fully recognized.

Before long Cerizet began to fraternize with the Cointets'
workpeople, drawn to them by the mutual attraction of blouse
and jacket, and the class feeling, which is, perhaps, strongest
of all in the lowest ranks of society. In their company Cerizet
forgot the little good doctrine which David had managed to
instil into him; but, nevertheless, when the others joked the
boy about the presses in his workshop ("old sabots," as v.he

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"bears" contemptuously called them), and showed him the
magnificent machines, twelve in number, now at work in the
Cointets' great printing office, where the single wooden press
was only used for experiments, Cerizet would stand up for
David and fling out at the braggarts.

"My gaffer will go farther with his 'sabots' than yours with
their cast-iron contrivances that turn out mass books all day
long," he would boast. "He is trying to find out a secret that
will lick all the printing offices in Prance and Navarre."

"And meantime you take your orders from a washer-
woman, you snip of a foreman, on two francs a day."

"She is pretty though," retorted Cerizet; "it is better to
have her to look at than the phizes of your gaffers."

"And do you live by looking at his wife ?"

From the region of the wineshop, or from the door of the
printing office, where these bickerings took place, a dim light
began to break in upon the brothers Cointet as to the real
state of things in the Sechard establishment. They came to
hear of Eve's experiment, and held it expedient to stop these
flights at once, lest the business should begin to prosper under
the poor young wife's management.

"Let us give her a rap over the knuckles, and disgust her
with the business," said the brothers Cointet.

One of the pair, the practical printer, spoke to Cerizet, and
asked him to do proof-reading for them by piecework, to re-
lieve their reader, who had more than he could manage. So
it came to pass that Cerizet earned more by a few hours' work
of an evening for the brothers Cointet than by a whole day's
work for David Sdchard. Other transactions followed; the
Cointets seeing no small aptitude in Cerizet, he was told that
it was a pity that he should be in a position so little favorable
to his interests.

"You might be foreman some day in a big printing office,
maldng six francs a day," said one of the Cointets one day,
"and with your intelligence you might come to have a share
in the business."

"Where is the uee of my being a good foreman?" returned

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Cerizet. "I am an orphan, I shall be drawn for the army next
year, and if I get a bad number who is there to pay some one
else to take my place ?"

"If you make yourself useful," said the well-to-do printer,
"why should not somebody advance the money?"

"It won't be my gaffer in any case !" said Cerizet.

"Pooh ! Perhaps by that time he will have found out the
secret."

The words were spoken in a way that could not but rouse
the worst thoughts in the listener ; and Cerizet gave the paper-
maker and printer a very searching look.

"I do not know what he is busy about," he began prudently,
as the master said nothing, "but he is not the kind of man
to look for capitals in the lower case !"

"Look here, my friend," said the printer, taking up half-a-
dozen sheets of the diocesan prayer-book and holding them
out to Cerizet, "if you can correct these for us by to-morrow,
you shall have eighteen francs to-morrow for them. We are
not shabby here ; we put our competitor's foreman in the way
of making money. As a matter of fact, we might let Mme.
Sechard go too far to draw back with heTShepherd'sOalendar,
and ruin her; very well, we give you permission to tell her
that we are bringing out a Shepherd's Calendar of our own,
and to call her attention too to the fact that she will not be the
first in the field."

Cerizet's motive for working so slowly on the composition
of the almanac should be clear enough by this time.

When Eve heard that the Cointets meant to spoil her poor
little speculation, dread seized upon her; at first she tried to
see a proof of attachment in Cerizet's hypocritical warning of
competition; but before long she saw signs of an over-keen
curiosity in her sole compositor — the curosity of youth, she
tried to think.

"Cerizet," she said one morning, "you stand about on the
threshold, and wait for M. Sechard in the passage, to pry
into his private affairs; when he comes out into the yard to
melt down the rollers, you are there looking at him, instead

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of getting on with the almanac. These things are not right,
especially when you see that I, his wife, respects his secrets,
and take so much trouble on myself to leave him free to give
himself up to his work. If you had not wasted time, the al-
manac would be finished by now, and Kolb would be selling
it, and the Cointets could have done us no harm."

"Eh ! madame," answered Cerizet. "Here am I doing five
francs' worth of composing for two francs a day, and don't
you think that that is enough ? Why, if I did not read proofs
of an evening for the Cointets, I might feed myself on husks."

"You are turning ungrateful early," said Eve, deeply hurt,
not so much by Cerizet's grumbling as by his coarse tone,
threatening attitude, and aggressive stare; "you will get on in
life."

"Not with a woman to order me about though, for it is not
often that the month has thirty days in it then."

Feeling wounded in her womanly dignity. Eve gave Cerizet
a withering look and went upstairs again. At dinner-time
she spoke to David.

"Are you sure, dear, of that little rogue Cerizet ?"

"Cerizet!" said David. "Why, he was my youngster; I
trained him, I took him on as my copy-holder. I put him
to composing; anything that he is he owes to me, in fact!
You might as well ask a father if he is sure of his child."

Upon this. Eve told her husband that Cerizet was reading
proofs for the Cointets.

"Poor fellow! he must live," said David, humbled by the
consciousness that he had not done his duty as a master.

"Yes, but there is this difference, dear, between E&lb and
Cerizet — Kolb tramps about twenty leagues every day, spends
fifteen or twenty sous, and brings us back seven and eight and
sometimes nine francs of sales; and when his expenses are
paid, he never asks for more than his wages. Kolb would
sooner cut off his hand than work a lever for the Cointets;
Kolb would not peer among the things that you throw out
into the yard if people offered him a thousand crowns to do
it; but C6rizet picks them up and looks at them."

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It is hard for noble natures to think evil, to helieve in in-
gratitude; only through rough experience do they learn the
extent of human corruption ; and even when there is nothing
left them to learn in this kind, they rise to an indulgence
which is the last degree of contempt.

"Pooh! pure Paris street-boy's curiosity," cried David.

"Very well, dear, do me the pleasure to step downstairs and
look at the work done by this boy of yours, and tell me then
whether he ought not to have finished our almanac this
month."

David went into the workshop after dinner, and saw that
the calendar should have been set up in a week. Then, when
he heard that the Cointets were bringing out a similar alma-
nac, he came to the rescue. He took command of the print-
ing office, Kolb helped at home instead of selling broadsheets.
Kolb and Marion pulled off the impressions from one form,
while David worked another press with Cerizet, and superin-
tended the printing in various inks. Every sheet must be
printed four separate times, for which reason none but small
houses will attempt to produce a Shepherd's Calendar, and
that only in the country where labor is cheap, and the amount
of capital employed in the business is so small that the in-
terest amounts to little. Wherefore, a press which turns out
beautiful work cannot compete in the printing of such sheets,
coarse though they may be.

So, for the first time since old Seehard retired, two presses
were at work in the old house. The calendar was, in its way,
a masterpiece; but Eve was obliged to sell it for less than a
halfpenny, for the Cointets were supplying hawkers at the
rate of three centimes p6r copy. Eve made no loss on the
copies sold to hawkers; on Kolb's sales, made directly, she
gained; but her little speculation was spoiled. Cerizet saw
that his fair employer distrusted him ; in his own conscience
he posed as the accuser, and said to himself, "You suspect
me, do you? I will have my revenge," for the Paris street-
boy is made on this wise. Cerizet accordingly took pay out
of all proportion to the work of proof-reading done for the

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CointetSj going to their office every evening for the sheets, and
returning them in the morning. He came to be on familiar
terms with them through the daily chat, and at length saw a
chance of escaping the military service, a bait held out to him
by the brothers. So far from requiring prompting from the
Cointets, he was the first to propose the espionage and ex-
ploitation of David's researches.

Eve saw how little she could depend upon C6rizet, and to
find another Kolb was simply impossible; she made up her
mind to dismiss her one compositor, for the insight of a
woman who loves told her that Cerizet was a traitor; but as
this meant a deathblow to the business, she took a man's reso-
lution. She wrote to M. Metivier, with whom David and the
Cointets and almost every papermaker in the department had
business relations, and asked him to put the following adver-
tisement into a trade paper :

"Foe sale, as a going concern, a Printing Office, with Li-
cense and Plant ; situated at Angouleme. Apply for particu-
lars to M. Metivier, Eue Serpente."

The Cointets saw the advertisement. "That little woman
has a head on her shoulders," they said. "It is time that we
took her business under our own control, by giving her
enough work to live upon; we might find a real competitor in
David's successor; it is to our interest to keep an eye upon
that workshop."

The Cointets went to speak to David Seehard, moved there-
to by this thought. Eve saw them, knew that her stratagem
had succeeded at once, and felt a thrill of the keenest joy.
They stated their proposal. They had more work than they
could undertake, their presses could not keep pace with the
work, would M. S6chard print for them? They had sent to
Bordeaux for workmen, and could find enough to give full
emplojrment to David's three presses.

"Gentlemen," said Eve, while Cerizet went across to Da-
vid's workshop to announce the two printers, "while my bus-

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band was with the MM. Didot he came to know of excellent
workers, honest and industrious men; he will choose his suc-
cessor, no doubt, from among the best of them. If he sold
his business outright for some twenty thousand francs, it
might bring us in a thousand francs per annum; that would
be better than losing a thousand yearly over such trade as you
leave us. Why did you envy us the poor little almanac specu-
lation, especially as we have always brought it out?"

"Oh, why did you not give us notice, madame? We would
not have interfered with you," one of the brothers answered
blandly (he was known as the "tall Cointet").

"Oh, come, gentlemen ! you only began your almanac after
Cerizet told you that I was bringing out mine."

She spoke briskly, looking full at "the tall Cointet" as she
spoke. He lowered his eyes; Cerizet's treachery was proven
to her.

This brother managed the business and the paper-mill ; he
was by far the cleverer man of business of the two. Jean
showed no small ability in the conduct of the printing estab-
lishment, but in intellectual capacity he might be said to take
colonel's ranlf, while Boniface was a general. Jean left the
command to Boniface. This latter was thin and spare in
person; his face, sallow as an altar candle, was mottled with
reddish patches; his lips were pinched; there was something
in his eyes that reminded you of a cat's eyes. Boniface Coin-
tet never excited himself; he would listen to the grossest in-
sults with the serenity of a bigot, and reply in a smooth voice.
He went to mass, he went to confession, he took the sacra-
ment. Beneath his caressing manners, beneath an almost
spiritless look, lurked the tenacity and ambition of the priest,
and the greed of the man of business consumed with a thirst
for riches and honors. In the year 1820 "tall Cointet" wanted
all that the bourgeoisie finally obtained by the Revolution of
1830. In his heart he hated the aristocrats, and in religion ^
he was indifferent; he was as much or as little of a bigot as
Bonaparte was a member of the Mountain; yet his vertebral
column bent with a flexibility wonderful to behold before the

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noblesse and the official hierarchy; for the powers that he, he
humbled himself, he was meek and obsequious. One final
characteristic will describe him for those who are accustomed
to dealings with all kinds of men, and can appreciate its value
— Cointet concealed the expression of his eyes by wearing
colored glasses, ostensibly to preserve his sight from the re-
flection of the sunlight on the white buildings in the streets ;
for Angouleme, being set upon a hill, is exposed to the full
glare of the sun. Tall Cointet was really scarcely above mid-
dle height; he looked much taller than he actually was by
reason of the thinness, which told of overwork and a brain in
continual ferment. His lank, sleek gray hair, cut in some-
what ecclesiastical fashion; the black trousers, black stock-
ings, black waistcoat, and long puce-colored greatcoat (sityled
a Uvite in the South), all completed his resemblance to a
Jesuit.

Boniface was called "tall Cointet" to distinguish him from
his brother, "fat Cointet," and the nicknames expressed a dif-
ference in character as well as a physical difference between
a pair of equally redoubtable personages. As for Jean Coin-
tet, a jolly, stout fellow, with a face from a Flemish interior,
colored by the southern sun of Angouleme, thick-set, short
and paunchy as Sancho Panza; with a smile on his lips and
a pair of sturdy shoulders, he was a striking contrast to his
older brother. Nor was the difference only physical and in-
tellectual. Jean might almost be called Liberal in polities;
he belonged to the Left Centre, only went to mass on Sun-
days, and lived on a remarkably good understanding with the
Liberal men of business. There were those in L'Houmeau
who said that this divergence between the brothers was more
apparent than real. Tall Cointet turned his brother's seeming
good nature to advantage very skilfully. Jean was his
bhidgeon. It was Jean who gave all the hard words ; it was
Jean who conducted the executions which little beseemed the
elder brother's benevolence. Jean took the storms depart-
ment; iie would fly into a rage, and propose terms that no-
body would think of accepting, to pave the way for his

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brother's less unreasonable propositions. And by such policy '
the pair attained their ends, sooner or later.

Eve, with a woman's tact, had soon divined the characters
of the two brothers; she was on her guard with foes so for-
midable. David, informed beforehand of everything by his
wife, lent a profoundly inattentive mind to his enemies' pro-
posals.

"Come to an understanding with my wife," he said, as he
left the Cointets in the office and went back to his laboratory.
"Mme. Sechard knows more about the business than I do my-
self. I am interested in something that will pay better than
this poor place ; I hope to find a way to retrieve the losses that
I have made through you "

"And how?" asked the fat Cointet, chuckling.

Eve gave her husband a look that meant, "Be careful !"

"You will be my tributaries," said David, "and all other
consumers of papers besides."

"Then what are you investigating ?" asked the hypocritical
Boniface Cointet.

Boniface's question slipped out smoothly and insinuat-
ingly, and again Eve's eyes implored her husband to give an
answer that was no answer, or to say nothing at all.

"I am trying to produce paper at fifty per cent less than
the present cost price," and he went. He did not see the
glances exchanged between the brothers. "That is an in-
ventor, a man of his build cannot sit with his hands before
him. — Let us exploit him," said Boniface's eyes. "How can
we do it?" said Jean's.

Mme. Sechard spoke. "David treats me just in the same
way," she said. "If I show any curiosity, he feels suspicious
of my name, no doubt, and out comes that remark of his ; it
is only a formula, after all."

"If your husband can work out the formula, he will cer-
tainly make a fortune more quickly than by printing; I am
not surprised that he leaves the business to itself," said Boni-
face, looking across the empty workshop, where Kolb, seated
upon a wetting-board, was rubbing his bread with a clove of

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garlic; "but it would not suit our views to see this place in
the hands of an energetic, pushing, ambitious competitor," he
continued, "and perhaps it might be possible to arrive at an
understanding. Suppose, for instance, that you consented
for a consideration to allow us to put in one of our own men
to work your presses for our benefit, but nominally for you;
the thing is sometimes done in Paris. We would find the fellow
work enough to enable him to rent your place and pay you
well, and yet make a profit for himself."

"It depends on the amount," said Eve Sechard. "What is
your offer ?" she added, looking at Boniface to let him see that
she understood his scheme perfectly well.

"What is your own idea ?" Jean Cointet put in briskly.

"Three thousand francs for six months," said she.

"Why, my dear young lady, you were proposing to sell the
place outright for twenty thousand francs," said Boniface
with much suavity. "The interest on twenty thousand francs
is only twelve hundred francs per annum at six per cent."

For a moment Eve was thrown into confusion; she saw the
need for discretion in matters of business.

"You wish to use our presses and our name as well," she
said ; "and, as I have already shown you, I can still do a little
business. And then we pay rent to M. Sechard senior, who
does not load us with presents."

After two hours of debate. Eve obtained two thousand
francs for six months, one thousand to be paid in advance.
When everything was concluded, the brothers informed her
that they meant to put in Cerizet as lessee of the premises.
In spite of herself. Eve started with surprise.

"Isn't it better to have somebody who knows the work-
shop?" asked the fat Cointet.

Eve made no reply; she took leave of the brothers, vowing
inwardly to look after Cerizet.

"Well, here are our enemies in the place !" laughed David,
when Eve brought out the papers for his signature at dinner-
time.

"Pshaw !" sajd she, "I will answer for Kolb and Marion ;

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they alone would look after things. Besides, we shall be mak-
ing an income of four thousand francs from the workshop,
which only costs us money as it is; and looking forward, I
see a year in which you may realize your hopes."

"You were born to be the wife of a scientific worker, as you
said by the weir," said David, grasping her hand tenderly.

But though the Sechard household had money sufficient
that winter, they were none the less subjected to Cerizet's
espionage, and all unconsciously became dependent upon Bon-
iface Cointet.

"We have them now !" the manager of the paper-mill had
exclaimed as he left the house with his brother the printer.
"They will begin to regard the rent as a regular income;
they will count upon it and run themselves into debt. In six
months' time we will decline to renew the agreement, and
then we shall see what this man of genius has at the bottom
of his mind ; we will offer to help him out of his difficulty by
taking him into partnership and exploiting his discovery."

Any shrewd man of business who should have seen tall
Cointet's face as he uttered those words, "taking him into
partnership," would have known that it behooves a man to be
even more careful in the selection of the partner whom he
takes before the Tribunal of Commerce than in the choice of
the wife whom he weds at the Mayor's office. Was it not
enough already, and more than enough, that the ruthless hunt-
ers were on the track of the quarry ? How should David and
his wife, with Kolb and Marion to help them, escape the toils
of a Boniface Cointet?

A draft for five hundred francs came from Lucien, and
this, with Cerizet's second payment, enabled them to meet
all the expenses of Mme. Sechard's confinement. Eve and
the mother and David had thought that Lucien had forgotten
them, and rejoiced over this token of remembrance as
they rejoiced over his success, for his first exploits in journal-
ism made even more noise in Angouleme than in Paris.

But David, thus lulled into a false security, was to receive
a staggering blow, a cruel letter from Lucien: —

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Lucien to David.

"Mt dear David, — I have drawn three hills on you, and
negotiated them with Metivier; they fall due in one, two, and
three months' time. I took this hateful course, which I know-
will burden you heavily, because the one alternative was sui-
cide. I will explain my necessity some time, and I will try
besides to send the amounts as the bills fall due.

"Burn this letter; say nothing to my mother and sister; for,
I confess it, I have counted upon you, upon the heroism
known so well to your despairing brother,

"LUOIEN DE EUBBMPEB."

By this time Eve had recovered from her confinement.

"Your brother, poor fellow, is in desperate straits," David
told her. "I have sent him three biUs for a thousand francs
at one, two, and three months; just make a note of them,"
and he went out into the fields to escape his wife's question-
ings.

But Eve had felt very uneasy already. It was six months
since Lucien had written to them. She talked over the news
with her mother till her forebodings grew so dark that she
made up her mind to dissipate them. She would take a bold
step in her despair.

Young M. de Eastignac had come to spend a few days with
his family. He had spoken of Lucien in terms that set Paris
gossip circulating in Angonleme, till at last it reached the
journalist's mother and sister. Eve went to Mme. de Easti-
gnac, asked the favor of an interview with her son, spoke of
all her fears, and asked him for the truth. In a moment Eve
heard of her brother's connection with the actress Coralie,
of his duel with Michel Chrestien, arising out of his own
treacherous behavior to Daniel d'Arthez; she received, in
short, a version of Lucien's history, colored by the personal
feeling of a clever and envious dandy. Eastignac expressed
sincere admiration for the abilities so terribly compromised,
and a patriotic fear for the future of a native genius; spite

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and jealousy masqueraded as pity and friendliness. He spoke
of Lucien's blunders. It seemed that Lucien had forfeited
th3 favor of a very great person, and that a patent conferring
the right to bear the name and arms of Eubempre had ac-
tually been made out and subsequently torn up.

"If your brother, madame, had been well advised, he would
have been on the way to honors, and Mme. de Bargeton's hus-
band by this time; but what can you expect? He deserted
her and insulted her. She is now Mme. la Comtesse Sixte du
Chatelet, to her own great regret, for she loved Lucien."

'T^s it possible !" exclaimed Mme. Sechard.

'TTour brother is like a young eagle, blinded by the first
rays of glory ajid luxury. When an eagle falls, who can tell
how far he may sink before he drops to the bottom of some
precipice ? The fall of a great man is always proportionately
great."

Eve came away with a great dread in her heart ; those last
words pierced her like an arrow. She had been wounded to
the quick. She said not a word to anybody, but again and ^^
again a tear rolled down her cheeks, and fell upon the child o
at her breast. So hard is it to give up illusions sanctioned
by family feeling, illusions that have grown with our growth,
that Eve had doubted Eugene de Eastignae. She would rather
hear a true friend's account of her brother. Lucien had given
them d'Arthez's address in the days when he was full of en-
thusiasm for the brotherhood ; she wrote a pathetic letter to
d'Arthez, and received the following reply: —

D'Arthez to Mme. Sechard.

"Madame, — ^You ask me to tell you the truth about the
life that your brother is leading in Paris; you are anxious for
enlightenment as to his prospects ; and to encourage a frank
answer on my part, you repeat certain things that M. de Eas-
tignae has told you, asking me if they are true. With regard
to the purely personal matter, madame, M. de Eastignac's con-
fidences must be corrected in Lucien's favor. Your brother

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wrote a criticism of my book, and brought it to me in remorse,
telling me that he could not bring himself to publish it, al-
though obedience to the orders of his party might endanger
one who was very dear to him. Alas ! madame, a man of let-
ters must needs comprehend all passions, since it is his pride
to express them; I understood that where a mistress and a
friend are involved, the friend is inevitably sacrificed. I
smoothed your brother's wa'y ; I corrected his murderous arti-
cle myself, and gave it my full approval.

"You ask whether Lucien has kept my friendship and es-
teem ; to this it is difficult to make an answer. Your brother is
on a road that leads to ruin. At this moment I still feel sorry
for him; before long I shall have forgotten him, of set pur-
pose, not so much on account of what he has done already as
for that which he inevitably will do. Your Lucien is
not a poet, he has the poetic temper; he dreams, he does not
think ; he spends himself in emotion, he does not create. He
is, in fact — ^permit me to say it — a womanish creature thab
loves to shine, the Frenchman's great failing. Lucien will
always sacrifice his best friend for the pleasure of displaying
his own wit. He would not hesitate to sign a pact with the
Devil to-morrow if so he might secure a few years of lururious
and glorious life. Nay, has he not done worse already? He
has bartered his future for the short-lived delights of living
openly with an actress. So far, he has not seen the dangers of
his position; the girl's youth and beauty and devotion (for
she worships him) have closed his eyes to the truth; he can-
not see that no glory or success or fortune can induce the
world to accept the position. Very well, as it is now, so it will
be with each new temptation — ^your brother will not look be-
yond the enjoyment of the moment. Do not be alarmed.-
Lucien will never go so far as a crime, he has not the strength
of character ; but he would take the fruits of a crime, he would
share the benefit but not the risk — a thing that seems ab-
horrent to the whole world, even to scoundrels. Oh, he would
despise himself, he would repent; but bring him once more
to the test, and he would fail again; for he is weak of will.

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he cannot resist the allurements of pleasure, nor forego the
least of his ambitions. He is indolent, like all who would fain
be poets ; he thinks it clever to juggle with the difficulties of
life instead of facing and overcoming them. He will be
brave at one time, cowardl}' at another, and deserves neither
credit for his courage, nor blame for his cowardice. Lucien
is like a harp with strings that are slackened or tightened by
the atmosphere. He might write a great book in a glad or
angry mood, and care nothing for the success that he had de-
sired for so long.

'T¥hen he first came to Paris he fell under the influence of
an unprincipled young fellow, and was dazzled by his com-
panion's adroitness and experience in the difficulties of a
literary life. This juggler completely bewitched Lucien; he
dragged him into a life which a man cannot lead and respect
himself, and, unluckily for Lucien, love shed its magic over
the path. The admiration that is given too readily is a sign
of want of judgment ; a poet ought not to be paid in the same
coin as a dancer on the tight-rope. We all felt hurt when in-
trigue and literary rascality were preferred to the courage and
honor of those who counseled Lucien rather to face the battle
than to filch success, to spring down into the arena rather
than become a trumpet in the orchestra.

"Society, madame, oddly enough, shows plentiful indul-
gence to young men of Lueien's stamp; they are popular,
the world is fascinated by their external gifts and good looks.
Nothing is asked of them, all their sins are forgiven ; they '
are treated like perfect natures, others are blind to their de-
fects, they are the world's spoiled children. And, on the other
hand, the world is stern beyond measure to strong and com-
plete natures. Perhaps in this apparently flagrant injustice
society acts sublimely, taking a harlequin at his just worth,
asking nothing of him but amusement, promptly forgetting
him ; and asking divine great deeds of those before whom she
bends the knee. Everything is judged by the laws of its be-
ing; the diamond must be flawless; the ephemeral creation of
fashion may be flimsy, bizarre, inconsequent. So Lucien may

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perhaps succeed to admiration in spite of his mistakes; he
has only to profit by some happy vein or to be among good
companions; but if an evil angel crosses his path, he will go
to the very depths of hell. 'Tis a brilliant assemblage of
good qualities embroidered upon too slight a tissue; time
wears the flowers away till nothing but the web is left; and if
that is poor stuff, you behold a rag at the last. So long as
Lucien is young, people will like him ; but where will he be as
a man of thirty ? That is the question which those who love
him sincerely are bound to ask themselves. If I alone had
come to think in this way of Lucien, I might perhaps have
spared you the pain which my plain speaking will give you;
but to evade the questions put by your anxiety, and to an-
swer a cry of anguish like your letter with commonplaces,
seemed to me alike unworthy of you and of me, whom you
esteem too highly ; and besides, those of my friends who knew
Lucien are unanimous in their judgment. So it appeared to
me to be a duty to put the truth before you, terrible though
it may be. Anything may be expected of Lucien, anything
good or evil. That is our opinion, and this letter is summed
up in that sentence. If the vicissitudes of his present way of
life (a very wretched and slippery one) should bring the poet
back to you, use all your influence to keep him among you;
for until his character has acquired stability, Paris will not
be safe for him. He used to speak of you, you and your hus-
band, as his guardian angels ; he has forgotten you, no doubt ;
but he will remember you again when tossed by tempest, with
no refuge left to him but his home. Keep your heart for
him, madame; he will need it.

"Permit me, madame, to convey to you the expression of
the sincere respect of a man to whom your rare qualities are
known, a man who honors your mother's fears so much, that
he desires to style himself your devoted servant,

"D'Arthez."

Two days after the letter came, Eve was obliged to find a
wet-nurse ; her milk had dried up. She had made a god of her

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brother ; now, in her eyes, he was depraved through the exer-
cise of his noblest faculties; he was wallowing in the mire.
She, noble creature that she was, was incapable of swerving
from honesty and scrupulous delicacy, from all the pious
traditions of the hearth, which still burns so clearly and sheds
its light abroad in quiet country homes. Then David had
been right in his forecasts ! The leaden hues of grief over-
spread Eve's white brow. She told her husband her secret'
ill one of the pellucid talks in which married lovers tell every-
thing to each other. The tones of David's voice brought
comfort. Though the tears stood in his eyes when he knew
that grief had dried his wife's fair breast, and knew Eve's
despair that she could not fulfil a mother's duties, he held
out reassuring hopes.

"Your brother's imagination has led him astray, you see,
child. It is so natural that a poet should wish for blue
and purple robes, and hurry as eagerly after festivals as he
does. It is a bird that loves glitter and luxury with such
simple sincerity, that God forgives Hm if man condemns him
for it."

"But he is draining our lives !" exclaimed poor Eve.

"He is draining our lives Just now, but only a few months
ago he saved us by sending us the first fruits of his earn-
ings," said the good David. He had the sense to see that his
wife was in despair, was going be}'ond the limit, and that love
for Lucien would very soon come back. "Fifty years ago, or
thereabouts, Mercier said in his Tableau de Paris that a man
cannot live by literature, poetry, letters, or science, by the
creatures of his brain, in short; and Lucien, poet that he is,
would not believe the experience of five centuries. The har-
vests that are watered with ink are only reaped ten or twelve
years after the sowing, if indeed there is any harvest after
all. Lucien has taken the green wheat for the sheaves. He
will have learned something of life, at any rate. He was the
dupe of a woman at the outset; he was sure to be duped
afterwards by the world and false friends. He has bought
his experience dear, that is all. Our ancestors used to say.

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If the son of the house brings back his two ears and his
honor safe^ all is well '"

"Honor !" poor Eve broke in. "Oh, but Lueien has fallen in
so many ways! Writing against his conscience! Attacking
his best friend ! Living upon an actress ! Showing himself
in public with her. Bringing us to lie on straw "

"Oh, that is nothing !" cried David, and suddenly

stopped short. The secret of Lucien's forgery had nearly
escaped him, and, unluckily, his start left a vague, uneasy
impression on Eve.

'^hat do you mean by nothing?" she answered. "And
where shall we find the money to meet bills for three thou-
sand francs?"

"We shall be obliged to renew the lease with Cerizet, to
begin with," said David. "The Cointets have been allowing
him fifteen per cent on the work done for them, and in that
way alone he has made six hundred francs, besides contriving
to make five hundred francs by job printing."

"If the Cointets know that, perhaps they will not renew
the lease. They will be afraid of him, for Cerizet is a dan-
gerous man."

"Eh ! what is that to me !" cried David, "we shall be rich
in a very little while. When Lueien is rich, dear angel, he
will have nothing but good qualities."

"Oh ! David, my dear, my dear ; what is this that you have
said unthinkingly? Then Lueien fallen into the clutches
of poverty would not have the force of character to resist
evil ? And you think just as M. d'Arthez thinks ! No one
is great unless he has strength of character, and Lueien is
weak. An angel who must not be tempted — what is that?"

"What but a nature that is noble only in its own region,
its own sphere, its heaven? I will spare him the struggle;
Lueien is not meant for it. Look here ! I am so near the end
now that I can talk to you about the means."

He drew several sheets of white paper from his pocket,
brandished them in triumph, and laid them on his wife's lap.

"A ream of this paper, royal size, would cost five francs

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at the most," he added, while Eve handled the specimens with
almost childish surprise.

"Why, how did you make these sample bits ?" she asked.

''With an old kitchen sieve of Marion's."

"And are you not satisfied yet ?" asked Eve.

"The problem does not lie in the manufacturing process;
it is a question of the first cost of the pulp. Alas, child, I
am only a late comer in a difficult path. As long ago as 1794,
Mme. Masson tried to use printed paper a second time; she
succeeded, but what a price it cost! The Marquis of Salis-
bury tried to use straw as a material in 1800, and the same
idea occurred to Seguin in France in 1801. Those sheets in
your hand are made from the common rush, the arundo
pliragmites, but I shall try nettles and thistles; for if the
material is to continue to be cheap, one must look for some-
thing that will grow in marshes and waste lands where noth-
ing else can be grown. The whole secret lies in the prepara-
tion of the stems. At present my method is not quite simple
enough. Still, in spite of this difficulty, I feel sure that I can
give the French paper trade the privilege of our literature;
papermaking will be for France what coal and iron and
coarse potter's clay are for England — a monopoly. I mean^
to be the Jaequart of the trade."

Eve rose to her feet. David's simple-mindedness had
roused her to enthusiasm, to admiration; she held out her
arms to him and held him tightly to her, while she laid her
head upon his shoulder.

"You give me my reward as if I had succeeded already,"
he said.

For all answer. Eve held up her sweet face, wet with tears,
to his, and for a moment she could not speak.

"The kiss was not for the man of genius," she said, "but
for my comforter. Here is a rising glory for the glory that
has bet; and, in the midst of my grief for the brother that
has fallen so low, my husband's greatness is revealed to me. —
Yes, you will be great, great like the Graindorges, the
Eouvets, and Van Eobais, and the Persian who discovered

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madder, like all the men you have told me ahout ; great men
whom nobody remembers, because their good deeds were ob-
scure industrial triumphs."

"What are they doing just now ?"

It was Boniface Cointet who spoke. He was walking up
and down outside in the Place du Hurler with Cerizet watch-
ing the silhouettes of the husband and wife on the blinds. He
always came at midnight for a chat with Cerizet, for the latter
played the spy upon his former master's every movement.

"He is showing her the paper he made this morning, no
doubt," said Cerizet.

"What is it made of?" asked the paper manufacturer.

"Impossible to guess," answered Cerizet; "I made a hole
in the roof and scrambled up and watched the gaffer; he
was boiling pulp in a copper pan all last night. There was
a heap of stuff in a corner, but I could make nothing of it;
it looked like a heap of tow, as near as I could make out."

"Go no farther," said Boniface Cointet in unctuous tones ;
"it would not be right. Mme. Seehard will offer to renew
your lease; tell her that you are thinking of setting up for
yourself. Offer her half the value of the plant and license,
and, if she takes the bid, come to me. In any case, spin the
matter out. . . . Have they no money ?"

"Not a sou," said Cerizet.

"Not a sou," repeated tall Cointet. — "I have them now,"
said he to himself.

Metivier, paper manufacturers' wholesale agent, and
Cointet Brothers, printers and paper manufacturers, were
also bankers in all but name. This surreptitious bankini;
system defies all the ingenuity of' the Inland Eevenue Depart-
ment. Every banker is required to take out a license which,
in Paris, costs five hundred francs; but no hitherto devised
method of controlling commerce can detect the delinquents,
or compel them to pay their due to the Government. And
though Metivier and the Cointets were "outside brokers," in
the language of the Stock Exchange, none the less amono-

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them they could set some hundreds of thousands of francs
moving every three months in the markets of Paris, Bordeaux,
and Angouleme. Kow it so fell out that that very evening
Cointet Brothers had received Lucien's forged bills in the
■ course of business. Upon this debt, tall Cointet forthwith
erected a formidable engine, pointed, as will presently bo
seen, against the poor, patient inventor.

By seven o'clock next morning, Boniface Cointet was tak-
ing a walk by the mill stream that turned the wheels in his
big factory; the sound of the water covered his talk, for he
was talking with a companion, a young man of nine-and-
twenty, who had been appointed attorney to the Court of
First Instance in Angouleme some six weeks ago. The young
man's name was Pierre Petit-Claud.

"You are a schoolfellow of David Sechard's, are you not?"
asked tall Cointet by way of greeting to the young attorney.
Petit-Claud had lost no time in answering the wealthy manu-
facturer's summons.

"Yes, sir," said Petit-Claud, keeping step with tall Cointet.

"Have you renewed the acquaintance?"

"We have met once or twice at most since he came back.
It could hardly have been otherwise. In Paris I was buried
away in the office or at the courts on week-days, and on Sun-
days and holidays I was hard at work studying, for I had
only myself to look to." (Tall Cointet nodded approvingly.)
"When we met again, David and I, he asked me what I had
done with myself. I told him that after I had finished my
time at Poitiers, I had risen to be Maitre Olivet's head-clerk,
and that some time or other I hoped to make a bid for his
berth. I know a good deal more of Lucien Chardon (de Ru-
bempre he calls himself now), he was Mme. de Bargeton's
lover, our great poet, David Sechard's brother-in-law, in
fact."

"Then you can go and tell David of your appointment,
and offer him your services," said tall Cointet.

"One can't do that," said the young attorney.

"He has never had a lawsuit, and he has no attorney, so

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one can do that," said Cointet, scanning the other narrowly
from behind his colored spectacles.

A certain quantity of gall mingled with the blood in
Pierre Petit-Claud's veins; his father was a tailor in
L'Houmeau, and his schoolfellows had looked down upon
( him. His complexion was of the muddy and unwholesome
) kind which tells a tale of bad health, late hours and penury,
1 and almost always of a bad disposition. The best descrip-
tion of him may be given in two familiar expressions — ^he
was sharp and snappish. His cracked voice suited his sour
face, meagre look, and magpie eyes of no particular color.
A magpie eye, according to Napoleon, is a sure sign of dis-
honesty. "Look at So-and-so," he said to Las Cases at Saint
Helena, alluding to a confidential servant whom he had been
obliged to dismiss for malversation. "I do not know how I
could have been deceived in him for so long; he has a mag-
pie eye." Tall Cointet, surveying the weedy little lawyer,
noted his face pitted with smallpox, the thin hair, and the
forehead, bald already, receding towards a bald cranium ; saw,
too, the confession of weakness in his attitude with the hand
on the hip. "Here is my man," said he to himself.

As a matter of fact, this Petit-Claud, who had drunk
scorn like water, was eaten up with a strong desire to suc-
ceed in life; he had no money, but nevertheless he had the
audacity to buy his employer's connection for thirty thou-
sand francs, reckoning upon a rich marriage to clear off the
debt, and looking to his employer, after the usual custom,
to find him a wife,' for an attorney always has an interest
Vin marrying his successor, because he is the sooner paid off.
But if Petit-Claud counted upon his employer, he counted
yet more upon himself. He had more than average ability,
and that of a kind not often found in the provinces, and
rancor was the mainspring of his power. A mighty hatred
makes a mighty effort.

There is a great difference between a country attorney and
an attorney in Paris ; tall Cointet was too clever not to know

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this, and to turn the meaner passions that move a pettifogging
lawyer to good account. An eminent attorney in Paris, and
there are many who may be so qualified, is bound to possess
to some extent the diplomate's qualities; he has so much
business to transact, business in which large interests are in-
volved; questions of such wide interest are submitted to
him that he does not look upon procedure as machinery for
bringing money into his pocket, but as a weapon of attack and
defence. A country attorney, on the other hand, cultivates
the science of costs, hroutille, as it is called in Paris, a host
of small items that swell lawyers' bills and require stamped
paper. These less weighty matters of the law completely
fill the country attorney's mind; he has a bill of costs always
before his eyes, whereas his brother of Paris thinks of noth-
ing but his fees. The fee is a honorarium paid by a client
over and above the bill of costs, for the more or less skilful
conduct of his case. One-half of the bill of costs goes to the
Treasury, whereas the entire fee belongs to the attorney.
Let us admit frankly that the fees received are seldom as
large as the fees demanded and deserved by a clever lawyer.
Wherefore, in Paris, attorneys, doctors, and barristers, like
courtesans with a chance-come lover, take very considerable
precautions against the gratitude of clients. The client before
and after the lawsuit would furnish a subject worthy of Meis-
sonier; there would be brisk bidding among attorneys for
the possession of two such admirable bits of genre.

There is yet another difference between the Parisian and
the country attorney. An attorney in Paris very seldom ap-
pears in court, though he is sometimes called upon to act as
arbitrator (refere). Barristers, at the present day, swarm in
the provinces; but in 1833 the country attorney very often
united the functions of solicitor and counsel. As a result of 1
this double life, the attorney acquired the peculiar intellectual <
defects of the barrister, and retained the heavy responsibilities i
of the attorney. He grew talkative and fluent, and lost his
lucidity of judgment, the first necessity for the conduct of
affairs. If a man of more than ordinary ability tries to do
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the work of two men, he is apt to find that the two men are
mediocrities. The Paris attorney never spends himself in
forensic eloquence; and as he seldom attempts to argue for
and against, he has some hope of preserving his mental recti-
tude. It is true that he brings the balista of the law to work,
and looks for the weapons in the armory of judicial contra-
dictions, but he keeps his own convictions as to the ease, while
he does his best to gain the day. In a word, a man loses his
head not so much by thinking as by uttering thoughts. The
spoken word convinces the utterer ; but a man can act against
his own judgment without warping it, and contrive to win
in a bad cause without maintaining that it is a good one, like
the barrister. Perhaps for this very reason an old attorney is
the more likely of the two to make a good judge.

A country attorney, as we have seen, has plenty of ex-
cuses for his mediocrity; he takes up the cause of petty pas-
sions, he undertakes pettifogging business, he lives by charg-
ing expenses, he strains the Code of procedure and pleads in
court. In a word, his weak points are legion ; and if by chance
you come across a remarkable man practising as a country
attorney, he is indeed above the average level.

"I thought, sir, that you sent for me on your own affairs,"
said Petit-Claud, and a glance that put an edge on his words
fell upon tall Cointet's impenetrable blue spectacles.

"Let us have no beating about the bush," returned Boni-
face Cointet. 'Tjisten to me."

After that beginning, big with mysterious import, Cointet
set himself down upon a bench, and beckoned Petit-Claud to
do likewise.

"When M. du Hautoy came to Angoulgme in 1804, on his
way to his consulship at Valence, he made the acquaintance
of Mme. de Senonches, then Mile. Z6phirine, and had a

daughter by her," added Cointet for the attorney's ear

"Yes," he continued, as Petit-Claud gave a start; "yes,
and Mile. Zephirine's marriage with M. de Senonches soon
followed the birth of the child. The giri was brought up in
my mother's house; she is the MUe. Prangoise de la Haye in

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whom Mme. de Senonehes takes an interest; she is her god-
mother in the usual style. Now, my mother farmed land
belonging to old Mme. de Cardanet, Mile. Zdphirine's grand-
mother; and as she knew the secret of the sole heiress of the
Cardanets and the Senonehes of the older branch, they made
me trustee for the little sum which M. Frangois du Hautoy
meant for the girl's fortune. I made my own fortune with
those ten thousand francs, which amount to thirty thousand
at the present day. Mme. de Senonehes is sure to give the
wedding clothes, and some plate and furniture to her god-
daughter. iSTow, I can put you in the way of marrying the
girl, my lad," said Cointet, slapping Petit-Claud on the knee ;
"and when you marry Prangoise de la Haye, you will have
a large number of the aristocracy of Angouleme as your
clients. This understanding between us (under the rose)
will open up magnificent prospects for you. Your position
will be as much as any one could want; in fact, they don't
ask better, I know."

"What is to be done?" Petit-Claud asked eagerly. "You
have an attorney, Maitre Cachan "

"And, moreover, I shall not leave Cachan at once for you;
I shall only be your client later on," said Cointet signifi-
cantly. "What is to be done, do you ask, my friend? Eh!
why, David Sechard's business. The poor devil has three
thousand francs' worth of bills to meet; he will not meet
them; you will stave off legal proceedings in such a way as
to increase the expenses enormously. Don't trouble yourself;
go on, pile on items. Doublon, my process-server, will act
under Cachan's directions, and he will lay on like a black-
smith. A word to the wise is sufficient. Now, young
man? "

An eloquent pause followed, and the two men looked at
each other.

"We have never seen each other," Cointet resumed; "I
have not said a syllable to you ; you know nothing about M.
du Hautoy, nor about Mme. de Senonehes, nor Mile, de la
Haye; only, when the time comes, two months hence, you

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will propose for the young lady. If we should want to see
each other, you will come here after dark. Let us have noth-
ing in writing."

'"Then you mean to ruin Sechard ?" asked Petit-Claud.

"Not exactly ; but he must be in jail for some time "

"And what is the object ?"

"Do you think that I am noodle enough to tell you that?
If you have wit enough to find out. you will have sense
enough to hold your tongue."

"Old Sechard has plenty of money," said Petit-Claud. He
was beginning already to enter into Boniface Cointet's no-
tions, and foresaw a possible cause of failure.

"So long as the father lives, he will not give his son a
farthing; and the old printer has no mind as yet to send in
an order for his funeral cards."

"Agreed !" said Petit-Claud, promptly making up his mind.
"I don't ask you for guarantees; I am an attorney. If any
one plays me a trick, there will be an account to settle between
us."

"The rogue will go far," thought Cointet; be bade Petit-
Claud good-norning.

The day after this conference was the 30th of 'April, and
the Coiitets presented the first of the three bills forged by
Lucieu. Unluckily, the bill was brought to poor Mme.
Sechard; and she, seeing at once that the signature was not
in her husband's handwriting, sent fof David and asked him
point-blank :

"You did not put your name to that bill, did you?"

"No," said he; "your brother was so pressed for time that
he signed for me."

Eve returned the bill to the bank messenger sent by the
Cointets.

"We cannot meet it," she said; then, feeling that her
strength was failing, she went up to her room. David fol-
lowed her.

"Go quickly to the Cointets, dear," Eve said faintly; "they
will have some consideration for you; beg them to wait; and

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call their attention besides to the fact that when C6rizet*s
lease is renewed, they will owe you a thousand francs."

David went forthwith to his enemies. Now, any foreman
may become a master printer, but there are not always the
makings of a good man of business in a skilled typographer ;
David knew very little of business; when, therefore, with a
heavily-beating heart and a sensation of throttling, David had
put his excuses badly enough and formulated his request, the
answer — "This is nothing to do with us; the bill has been
passed on to us by Metivier ; Metiyier will pay us. Apply to
M. Metivier" — cut him short at once.

"Oh!" cried Eve when she heard the result, "as soon as
the bill is returned to M. Metivier, we may be easy."

At two o'clock the next day, Victor-Ange-Hermenegilde
Doublon, bailiff, made protest for non-payment at two o'clock,
a time when the Place du Murier is full of people; so that
though Doublon was careful to stand and chat at the back
door with Marion and Kolb, the news of the protest was
known all over the business world of Angouleme that evening.
Tall Cointet had enjoined it upon Master Doublon to show
the Sechards the greatest consideration; but when all was
said and done, could the bailiff's hypocritical regard for ap-
pearances save Eve and David from the disgrace of a sus-
pension of payment ? Let each judge for himself. A tolerably
long digression of this kind will seem all too short ; and ninety
out of every hundred readers shall seize with avidity upon
details that possess all the piquancy of novelty, thus estab-
lishing yet once again the truth of the well-known axiom, that
there is nothing so little known as that which everybody is
supposed to know — the Law of the Land, to wit.

And of a truth, for the immense majority of Frenchmen, a
minute description of some part of the machinery of banking
will be as interesting as any chapter of foreign travel. When
a tradesman living in one town gives a bill to another trades-
man elsewhere (as David was supposed to have done for Lu-
cien's benefit), the transaction ceases to be a simple promis-
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to another in the same place, and becomes in some sort a let-
ter of exchange. When, therefore, Metivier accepted Lucien's
three bills, he was obliged to send them for collection to his
correspondents in Angouleme — to Cointet Brothers, that is
to say. Hence, likewise, a certain initial loss for Lucien in
enchange on Angouleme, taking the practical shape of an
abatement of so much per cent over and above the discount.
In this way Seehard's bills had passed into circulation in the
bank. You would not believe how greatly the quality of
banker, united with the august title of creditor, changes the
debtor's position. For instance, when a bill has been passed
through the bank (please note that expression), and trans-
ferred from the money market in Paris to the financial world
of Angouleme, if that bill is protested, then the bankers in
Angouleme must draw up a detailed account of the expenses
of protest and return; 'tis a duty which they owe to them-
selves. Joking apart, no account of the most romantic ad-
venture could be more mildly improbable than this of the
journey made by a bill. Behold a certain article in the Code
of commerce authorizing the most ingenious pleasantries after
Mascarille's manner, and the interpretation thereof shall
make apparent manifold atrocities lurking beneath the
formidable word "legal."

Master Doublon registered the protest and went himself
with it to MM. Cointet Brothers. The firm had a standing
account with their bailiff; he gave them six months' credit;
and the lynxes of Angouleme practically took a twelvemonth,
though tall Cointet would say month by month to the lynxes'
jackal, "Do you want any money, Doublon?" Nor was this
all. Doublon gave the influential house a rebate upon every
transaction ; it was the merest trifle, one franc fifty centimes
on a protest, for instance.

Tall Cointet quietly sat himself down at his desk and
took out a small sheet of paper with a thirty-five centime
stamp upon it, chatting as he did so with Doublon as to the
standing of some of the local tradesmen.

"Well, are you satisfied with young Gannerac?"

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"He i8 not doing badly. Lord, a carrier drives a trade-

"Drives a trade, yes; but, as a matter of fact, his expenses
are a heavy pull on him ; his wife spends a good deal, so they
tell me "

"Of kis money ?" asked Doublon, with a knowing look.

The lynx meanwhile had finished ruling his sheet of paper,
and now proceeded to trace the ominous words at the head of
the following account in 'bold characters : —

AccouifT OF Expenses of Protest and Eetuen.

To one iiU for one thousand francs, bearing date of Febru-
ary the tenth, eighteen hundred and twenty-two, drawn by
Sechard junior of Angouleme, to order of Lucien Chardon,
otherwise de Eubempre, endorsed to order of Metivier, and
finally to our order, matured the thirtieth of April last,
protested by Doublon, process-server, on the first of May, eigh-
teen hundred, and twenty-two.

fr. c.

Principal 1000 —

Expenses of Protest 12 35

Bank charges, one-half per cent 5 —

Brokerage, one-quarter per cent 2 50

Stamp on re-draft and present account . 1 35
Interest and postage 3 —

1024 20
"Exchange at the rate of one and a quar-
ter per cent on 1024 fr. 20 c. 13 25

Total 1037 45

One thousand and thirty-seven francs forty-five centimes,
for which we repay ourselves by our draft at sight upon M.
Metivier, Rue Serpente, Paris, payable to order of M. Gan-
nerac of L'Houmeau.

Anoouleme, Jf03/2, 1822. COINTBT BEOTHEKS.

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At the foot of this little memorandum, drafted with the ease
that comes of long practice (for the writer chatted with
Donblon as he wrote), there appeared the subjoined form
of declaration: —

"We, the undersigned, Postel of L'Houmeau, pharmaceu-
tical chemist, and Gannerac, forwarding agent, merchant of
this town, hereby certify that the present rate of exchange on
Paris is one and a quarter per cent.

"AUGOULEME, May 2, 1822."

"Here, Doublon, be so good as to step round and ask Postel
and Gannerac to put their names to this declaration, and
bring it back with you to-morrow morning."

And Doublon, quite accustomed as he was to these instru-
ments of torture, forthwith went, as if it were the simplest
thing in the world. Evidently the protest might have been
sent in an envelope, as in Paris, and even so all Angouleme
was sure to hear of the poor Sechards' unlucky predicament.
How they all blamed his want of business energy ! His ex-
cessive fondness for his wife had been the ruin of him, ac-
cording to some ; others maintained that it was his affection
for his brother-in-law; and what shocking conclusions did
they not draw from these premises ! A man ought never to
embrace the interests of his kith and kin. Old Sechard's
hard-hearted conduct met with approval, and people admired
him for his treatment of his son !

And now, all you who for any reason whatsoever should for-
get to "honor your engagements," look well into the methods
of the banking business, by which one thousand francs may be
made to pay interest at the rate of twenty-eight francs in ten
minutes, without breaking the law of the land.

The thousand francs, the one incontestable item in the ac-
count, comes first.

The second item is shared between the bailiff and the In-
land Eevenue Department. The six francs due to the State for
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mortification on record, will probably ensure a long life to this
abuse; and as you already know, one franc fifty centimes
from this item found its way into the banker's pockets in the
shape of Doublon's rebate.

"Bank charges one-half per cent," runs the third item,
which appears upon the ingenious plea that if a banker has
not received payment, he has for all practical purposes dis-
counted a bill. And although the contrary may be the case,
if you fail to receive a thousand francs, it seems to be verj
much the same thing as if you had paid them away. Every-
body who has discounted a bill knows that he has to pay more
than the six per cent fixed by the law; for a small percentage
appears under the humble title of "charges," representing a
premium on the financial genius and skill with which the
capitalist puts his money out to interest. The more money
he makes out of you, the more he asks. Wherefore it would
be undoubtedly cheaper to discount a bill with a fool, if
fools there be in the profession of bill-discounting.

The law requires the banker to obtain a stock-broker's cer-
tificate for the rate of exchange. When a place is so unlucky
as to boast no stock exchange, two merchants act instead.
This is the significance of the item "brokerage ;" it is a fixed
charge of a quarter per cent on the amount of the protested
bill. The custom is to consider the amount as paid to the
merchants who act for the stock-broker, and the banker quietly
puts the money into his cash-box. So much for the third
item in this delightful account.

The fourth includes the cost of the piece of stamped paper
on which the account itself appears, as well as the cost of the
stamp for the re-draft, as it is ingeniously named, viz., the
banker's draft upon his colleague in Paris.

The fifth is a charge for postage and the legal interest due
upon the amount for the time that it may happen to be ab-
sent from the banker's strong box.

The final item, the exchange, is the object for which the
bank exists, which is to say, for the transmission of sums of
money from one place to another.

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Now, sift this account thoroughly, and what do you find?
The method of calculation closely resembles Polichinelle's
arithmetic in Lablache's Neapolitan song, "fifteen and five
make twenty-two." The signatures of Messieurs Postel and
Gannerae were obviously given to oblige in the way of busi-
ness; the Cointets would act at need for Gannerae as Gan-
nerae acted for the Cointets. It was a practical application
of the well-known proverb, "Eeach me the rhubarb and I will
pass you the senna." Cointet Brothers, moreover, kept a
standing account with M^tivier; there was no need of a re-
draft, and no re-draft was made. A returned bill between
the two firms simply meant a debit or credit entry and an-
other line in a ledger.

This highly-colored account, therefore, is reduced to the
one thousand francs, with an additional thirteen francs for
expenses of protest, and half per cent for a month's delay,
one thousand and eighteen francs it may be in all.

Suppose that in a large banking-house a bill for a thou-
sand francs is daily protested on an average, then the banker
receives twenty-eight francs a day by the grace of God
and the constitution of the banking system, that all-powerful
invention due to the Jewish intellect of the Middle Ages,
which after six centuries still controls monarchs and peoples.
In other words, a thousand francs would bring such a house
twenty-eight francs per day, or ten thousand two hundred
and twenty francs per annum. Triple the average of pro-
tests, and consequently of expenses, and you shall derive an
income of thirty thousand francs per annum, interest upon
purely fictitious capital. For which reason, nothing is more
lovingly cultivated than these little "accounts of expenses."

If David Sechard had come to pay his bill on the 3rd of
May, that is, the day after it was protested, MM. Cointet
Brothers would have met him at once with, "We have re-
turned your bill to M. Metivier," although, as a matter of
fact, the document would have still been lying upon the desk.
A banker has a right to make out the account of expenses
on the evening of the day when the bill is protested, and

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he uses the right to "sweat the silver crowns," in the country
banker's phrase.

The Kellers, with correspondents all over the world, make
twenty thousand francs per annum by charges for postage
alone; accounts of expenses of protest pay for Mme. la
Baronne de Nucingen's dresses, opera box, and carriage. The
charge for postage is a more shocking swindle, because a
house will settle ten matters of business in as many lines of
a single letter. And of the tithe wrung from misfortune,
the Government, strange to say ! takes its share, and the na-
tional revenue is swelled by a tax on commercial failure.
And the Bank? from the august height of a counting-house
she flings an observation, full of commonsense, at the
debtor, "How is it?" asks she, "that you cannot meet your
bill?" and, unluckily, there is no reply to the question.
Wherefore, the "account of expenses" is an account bristling
with dreadful fictions, fit to cause any debtor, who henceforth
shall reflect upon this instructive page, a salutary shudder.

On the 4th of May, Metivier received the account from
Cointet Brothers, with instructions to proceed against M.
Lucien Chardon, otherwise de Eubempre, with the utmost
rigor of the law.

Eve also wrote to M. Metivier, and a few days later re-
ceived an answer which reassured her completely : —

To M. Sechard, Junior^ Printer^ AngouUme.

"I have duly received your esteemed favor of the 5th in-
stant. From your explanation of the bill due on April 30th,
I understand that you have obliged your brother-in-law, M.
de Eubempre, who is spending so much that it will be doing
you a service to summons him. His present position is such
that he is not likely to delay payment for long. If your
brother-in-law should refuse payment, I shall rely upon the
credit of your old-established house. — I sign myself now, as
ever, your obedient servant,

"Metivieb."

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"Well," said Eve, commenting upon the letter to David,
"Lueien will know when they summons him that we could
not pay."

What a change wrought in Eve those few words meant!
The love that grew deeper as she came to know her husband's
character better and better, was taking the place of love for
her brother in her heart. But to how many illusions had
she not bade farewell?

And now let us trace out the whole history of the bill and
the account of expenses in the business world of Paris. The
law enacts that the third holder, the technical expression for
the third party into whose hands the bill passes, is at liberty
to proceed for the whole amount against any one of the
various endorsers who appears to him to be most likely to
make prompt payment. M. Metivier, using this discretion,
served a summons upon Lueien. Behold the successive stages
of the proceedings, all of them perfectly futile. Metivier,
with the Cointets behind him, knew that Lueien was not in
a position to pay, but insolvency in fact is not insolvency in
law until it has been formally proved.

Formal proof of Lucien's inability to pay was obtained in
the following manner :

On the 5th of May, Metivier's process-server gave Lueien
notice of the protest and an account of the expense thereof,
and summoned him to appear before the Tribunal of Com-
]iierce, or County Court, of Paris, to hear a vast number of
things : this, among others, that he was liable to imprisonment
as a merchant. By the time that Lueien, hard pressed and
hunted down on all sides, read this jargon, he received notice
of judgment against him by default. Coralie, his mistress,
ignorant of the whole matter, imagined that Lueien had
obliged his brother-in-law, and handed him all the documents
together — too late. An actress sees so much of bailiffs, duns,
and writs, upon the stage, that she looks on all stamped paper
as a farce.

Tears filled Lucien's eyes; he was unhappy on S^chard's
account, he was ashamed of the forgery, he wished to pay.

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he desired to gain time. Naturally he took counsel of his
friends. But by the time Lousteau, Blondet, Bixiou, and
Nathan had told the poet to snap his fingers at a court only
established for tradesmen, Lucien was already in the clutches
of the law. He beheld upon his door the little yellow placard
which leaves its reflection on the porter's countenance, and
exercises a most astringent influence upon credit; striking
terror into the heart of the smallest tradesman, and freezing
the blood in the veins of a poet susceptible enough to care
about the bits of wood, silken rags, dyed woolen stuffs, and
multifarious gimcraeks entitled furniture.

When the broker's men came for Coralie's furniture, the
author of the Marguerites fled to a friend of Bixiou's, one
Desroches, a barrister, who burst out laughing at the sight
of Lucien in such a state about nothing at all.

"That is nothing, my dear fellow. Do you want to gain
time?"

'TTes, as much as possible."

"Very well, apply for stay of execution. Go and look
up Masson, he is a solicitor in the Commercial Court, and a
friend of mine. Take your documents to him. He will make
a second application for you, and give notice of objection to
the Jurisdiction of the court. There is not the least difficulty ;
you are a journalist, your name is known well enough. If
they summons you before a civil court, come to me about it,
that will be my affair; I engage to send anybody who offers
to annoy the fair Coralie about his business."

On the 28th of May, Lucien's case came on in the civil
court, and judgment was given before Desroches expected it.
Lucien's creditor was pushing on the proceedings against him.
A second execution was put in, and again Coralie's pilasters
were gilded with placards. Desroches felt rather foolish; a
colleague had "caught him napping," to use his own expres-
sion. He demurred, not without reason, that the furniture
belonged to Mile. Coralie, with whom Lucien was living, and
demanded an order for inquiry. Thereupon the judge re-
ferred the matter to the registrar for inquiry, the furniture

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was proved to belong to the actress, and judgment was en-
tered accordingly. Metivier appealed, and judgment was eon-
firmed on appeal on the 30th of June.

On the 7th of August, Maitre Caehan received by the coach
a bulky package endorsed, "Metivier versus S6chard and Lu-
cien Chardon."

The first document was a neat little bill, of which a copy
(accuracy guaranteed) is here given for the reader's ben-
efit:—

To Bill due the last day of April, drawn hy
Sechard, junior, to order of Lucien de
Eubempre, together with expenses of fr. c.

protest and return 1037 45

May 5th — Serving notice of protest and
summons to appear before the
Tribunal of Commerce in

Paris, May nh 8 75

" 7th — Judgment by default and war-
rant of arrest 35 —

" 10th — Notification of judgment 8 50

" 12th — Warrant of execution 5 50

" Uth — Inventory and appraisement

previous to execution 16 —

"18^^ — Expenses of affixing placards 15 25

" 19th — Registration 4

" 24:th — Verification of inventory, and
application for stay of execu-
tion on the part of the said
Lucien de Rubempre, object-
ing to the jurisdiction of the

Court 12

27th — Order of the Court upon appli-
cation duly repeated, and
transfer of case to the Civil
Court 35

Carried forward, II77 45

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fr. C.

Brought forward 1177 45

"May 38<A — Notice of summary proceedings
in the Civil Court at the
instance of Metivier, repre-
sented hy counsel 6 50

June 2nd — Judgment, after hearing ioth
parties, condemning Lucien
for expenses of protest and re-
turn; the plaintiff to hear
costs of proceedings in the
Commercial Court 150 —

" 6th — Notification of judgment 10 —

" 15th — Warrant of execution 5 50

" Wth — Inventory and appraisement pre-
paratory to execution; in-
terpleader summons by the
Demoiselle Coralie, claiming
goods and chattels taken in
execution; demand for im-
mediate special inquiry before
further proceedings he taken. , 30 —

" " — Judge's order referring matter
to registrar for immediate
special inquiry 40 —

" " — Judgment in favor of the said

Mademoiselle Coralie 250 —

" 20th — Appeal hy Metivier 17 —

" ZQth — Confirmation of judgment 250 —

Total 1926 45

BUI matured May Zlst, with expenses of fr. c.

protest and return 1037 45

Serving notice of protest 8 75

Total 1046 20

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Bill matured June 30th, with expenses of

protest and return 1037 45

Serving notice of protest 8 75

Total 1046 30

This document was accompanied by a letter from Metivier,
instructing Maitre Cachan, notary of Angouleme, to prose-
cute David Seehard with the utmost rigor of the law. Where-
fore Maitre Victor-Ange-Hermenegilde Doublon summoned
David Seehard before the Tribunal of Commerce in Angou-
leme for the sum-total of four thousand and eighteen francs
eighty-five centimes, the amount of the three bills and expenses
already incurred. On the morning of the very day when
Doublon served the writ upon Eve, requiring her to pay a
sum so enormous in her eyes, there came a letter like a
thunderbolt from Metivier : —

To Monsieur Seehard, Junior, Printer, Angouleme.

"Sir, — Your brother-in-law, M. Chardon, is so shamelessly
dishonest, that he declares his furniture to be the property of
an actress with whom he is living. You ought to have in-
formed me candidly of these circumstances, and not have al-
lowed me to go to useless expense over law proceedings. I
have received no answer to my letter of the 10th of May last.
You must not, therefore, take it amiss if I ask for immediate
repayment of the three bills and the expenses to which I
have been put. — YourSj etc.,

"Metivier."

Eve had heard nothing during these months, and supposed,
in her ignorance of commercial law, that her brother had
made reparation for his sins by meeting the forged bills.

"Be quick, and go at once to Petit-Claud, dear," she said;
"tell him about it, and ask his advice."

David hurried to his schoolfellow's ofiBce.

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"When you came to tell me of your appointment and of-
fered me yonr services, I did not think that I should need
them so soon," he said.

Petit-Claud studied the fine face of this man who sat op-
posite him in the office chair, and scarcely listened to the de-
tails of the case, for he knew more of them already than the
speaker. As soon as he saw Seehard's anxiety, he said to him-
self, "The trick has succeeded."

This kind of comedy is often played in an attorney's of-
fice. "Why are the Cointets persecuting him?" Petit-Claud
wondered within himself, for the attorney can use his wit
to read his clients' thoughts as clearly as the ideas of their
opponents, and it is his business to see both sides of the
judicial web.

"You want to gain time," he said at last, when Sechard had
come to an end. "How long do you want? Something like
three or four months?"

"Oh ! four months ! that would be my salvation," exclaimed
David. Petit-Claud appeared to him as an angel.

"Very well. ISTo one shall lay hands on any of your furni-
ture, and no one shall arrest you for four months But it

will cost you a good deal," said Petit-Claud.

"Eh ! what does that matter to me ?" cried Sechard.

'TTou are expecting some money to come in; but are you
sure of it?" asked Petit-Claud, astonished at the way in
which his client walked into the toils.

"In three months' time I shall have plenty of money," said
the inventor, with an inventor's hopeful confidence.

"Your father is still above ground," suggested Petit-
Claud; "he is in no hurry to leave his vines."

"Do you think that I am counting on my father's death?"
returned David. "I am on the track of a trade secret, the
secret of making a sheet of paper as strong as Dutch paper,
without a thread of cotton in it, and at a cost of fifty per
cent less than cotton pulp."

"There is a fortu^'e in that !" exclaimed Petit-Claud. He
knew now what the tall Cointet meant.
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"A large fortune, my friend, for in ten years' time the
demand for paper will be ten times larger than it is to-day.
Journalism will be the craze of our day."

"Nobody knows your secret ?"

"Nobody except my wife."

"You have not told any one what you mean to do — ^the
Cointets, for example ?"

"I did say something about it, but in general terms, I
tHnk."

A sudden spark of generosity flashed through Petit-Claud's
rancorous soul; he tried to reconcile Sechard's interests with
the Cointets' projects and his own.

"Listen, David, we are old schoolfellows, you and I; I will
fight your case ; but understand this clearly — the defence, in
the teeth of the law, will cost you five or six thousand francs !
Do not compromise your prospects. I think you will be com-
pelled to share the profits of your invention with some one
of our paper manufacturers. Let us see now. You will think
twice before you buy or build a paper mill; and there is the
cost of the patent besides. All this means time, and money
too. The servers of writs will be down upon you too soon,
perhaps, although we are going to give them the slip "

"I have my secret," said David, with the simplicity of the
man of books.

"Well and good, your secret will be your plank of safety,"
said Petit-Claud; his first loyal intention of avoiding a law-
suit by a compromise \ras frustrated. "I do not wish to know
it; but mind this that I tell you. Work in the bowels of the
earth if you can, so that no one may watch you and gain a
hint from your ways of working, or your plank will be stolen
from under your feet. An inventor and a simpleton often
live in the same skin. Your mind runs so much on your se-
crets that you cannot think of everything. People will begin
to have their suspicions at last, and the place is full of paper
manufacturers. So many manufacturers, so many enemies
for you ! You are like a beaver with the hunters about you ;
do not give them your skin "

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•"Thank you, dear fellow, I have told myself all this," ex-
claimed Sechard, "but I am obliged to you for showing so
much concern for me and for your forethought. It does not
really matter to me myself. An income of twelve hundred
francs would be enough for me, and my father ought by rights
to leave me three times as much some day. Love and thought
make up my life — a divine life. I am working for Lucien's
sake and for my wife's."

"Come, give me this power of attorney, and think of noth-
ing but your discovery. If there should be any danger of ar-
rest, I will let you know in time, for we must think of all pos-
sibilities. And let me tell you again to allow no one of whom
you are not so sure as j'ou are of yourself to come into your
place."

"Cerizet did not care to continue the lease of the plant and
premises, hence our little money difficulties. We have no one
at home now but Marion and Kolb, an Alsacien as trusty as
a dog, and my wife and her mother "

"One word," said Petit-Claud, "don't trust that dog-

"You do not know him," exclaimed David; "he is like a
second self."

"May I try him?"

"Yes," said Sechard.

"There, good-bye, but send Mme. Sechard to me; I must
have a power of attorney from your wife. And bear in mind,
my friend, that there is a fire burning in your affairs," said
Petit-Claud, by way of warning of all the troubles gathering
in the law courts to burst upon David's head.

"Here am I with one foot in Burgundy and the other in
Champagne," he added to himself as he closed the office door
on David.

Harassed by money difficulties, beset with fears for his
wife's health, stung to the quick by Lucien's disgrace, David
had worked on at his problem. He had been trying to find a
single process "to replace the various operations of pounding
and maceration to which all flax or cotton or rags, any vege-

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table fibre, in fact, must be subjected ; and as he went to Petit-
Claud's office, he abstractedly chewed a bit of nettle stalk that
had been steeping in water. On his way home, tolerably satis-
fied with his interview, he felt a little pellet sticking between
his teeth. He laid it on his hand, flattened it out, and saw
that the pulp was far superior to any previous result. The
want of cohesion is the great drawback of all vegetable fibre ;
straw, for instance, yields a very brittle paper, which may al-
most be called metallic and resonant. These chances only
befall bold inquirers into Nature's methods !

"Now," said he to himself, "I must contrive to do by ma-
chinery and some chemical agency the thing that I myself
have done unconsciously."

When his wife saw him, his face was radiant with belief in
victory. There were traces of tears in Eve's face.

"Oh! my darling, do not trouble yourself; Petit-Claud will
guarantee that we shall not be molested for several months
to come. There will be a good deal of expense over it ; but, as
Petit-Claud said when he came to the door with me, 'A
Frenchman has a right to keep his creditors waiting, provided
he repays them capital, interest, and costs.' — ^Very well, then,
we shall do that "

"And live meanwhile?" asked poor Eve, who thought of
everything.

"Ah! that is true," said David, carrying his hand to his
ear after the unaccountable fashion of most perplexed mortals.

"Mother will look after little Lucien, and I can go back
to work again," said she.

"Eve ! oh, my Eve !" cried David, holding his wife closely
to him. — "At Saintes, not very far from here, in the sixteenth
century, there lived one of the very greatest of Frenchmen,
for he was not merely the inventor of glaze, he was the glori-
ous precursor of Buffon and Cuvier besides ; he was the first
geologist, good, simple soul that he was. Bernard Palissy en-
dured the martyrdom appointed for all seekers into secrets,
but his wife and children and all his neighbors were against
him. His wife used to sell his tools ; nobody understood him,

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he wandered about the countryside, he was himted down,
they jeered at him. But I — am loved "

"Dearly loved!" said Eve, with the quiet serenity of the
love that is sure of itself.

"And so may well endure all that poor Bernard Palissy
suffered — Bernard Palissy, the discoverer of Ecouen ware,
the Huguenot excepted by Charles IX. on the day of Saint-
Bartholomew. He lived to be rich and honored in his old
age, and lectured on the 'Science of Earths/ as he called it, in
the face of Europe."

"So long as my fingers can hold an iron, you shall want for
nothing," cried the poor wife, in tones that told of the deepest
devotion. "When I was Mme. Prieur's forewoman I had a
friend among the girls, Basine Clerget, a cousin of Postel's,
a very good child; well, Basine told me the other day when
she brought back the linen, that she was taking Mme. Prieur's
business ; I will work for her."

"Ah! you shall not work there for long," said David; "I
have found out "

Eve, watching his face, saw the sublime belief in success
which sustains the inventor, the belief that gives him courage
to go forth into the virgin forests of the country of Discovery ;
and, for the first time in her life, she answered that confident
look with a half-sad smile. David bent his head mournfully.

"Oh ! my dear ! I am not laughing ! I did not doubt ! It
was not a sneer !" cried Eve, on her knees before her husband.
"But I see plainly now that you were right to tell me nothing
about your experiments and your hopes. Ah! yes, dear, an
inventor should endure the long painful travail of a great
idea alone, he should not utter a word of it even to his wife.
. . . A woman is a woman stiU. This Eve of yours could
not help smiling when she heard you say, 'I have found out,'
for the seventeenth time this month."

David burst out laughing so heartily at his own expense
that Eve caught his hand in hers and kissed it reverently.
It was a delicious moment for them both, one of those roses
of love and tenderness that grow beside the desert paths of
the bitterest poverty, nay, at times in yet darker depths.

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As the storm of misfortune grew, Eve's courage redoubled ;
the greatness of her husband's nature, his inventor's sim-
plicity, the tears that now and again she saw in the eyes of
this dreamer of dreams with the tender heart, — all these
things aroused in her an unsuspected energy of resistance.
Once again she tried the plan that had succeeded so well al-
ready. She. wrote to M. Metivier, reminding him that the
printing office was for sale, offered to pay him out of the pro-
ceeds, and begged him not to ruin David with needless costs.
Metivier received the heroic letter, and shammed dead. His
head-clerk replied that in the absence of M. Metivier he could
not take it upon himself to stay proceedings, for his employer
had made it a rule to let the law take its course. Eve wrote
again, offering this time to renew the bills and pay all the
costs hitherto incurred. To this the clerk consented, provided
that Sechard senior guaranteed payment. So Eve walked
over to Marsae, taking Kolb and her mother with her. She
braved the old vinedresser, and so charming was she, that the
old man's face relaxed, and the puckers smoothed out at the
sight of her; but when, with inward quakings, she came to
speak of a guarantee, she beheld a sudden and complete
change of the tippleographic countenance.

"If I allowed my son to put his hand to the lips of my cash
box whenever he had a mind, he would plunge it deep into the
vitals, he would take all I have !" cried old Sechard. "That
is the way with children; they eat up their parents' purse.
What did I do myself, eh ? I never cost my parents a far-
thing. Your printing office is standing idle. The rats and
the mice do all the printing that is done in it. . . . You
have a pretty face; I am very fond of you; you are a careful,
hard-working woman ; but that son of mine ! — Do you know
what David is? I'll tell you— he is a scholar that will never
do a stroke of work \ If I had reared him, as I was reared
myself, without knowing his letters, and if I had made a
'bear' of him, like his father before him, he would have
money saved and put out at interest by now. . . . Oh ! he
is my cross, that fellow is, look you ! And, unluckily, he is

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all the family I have, for there is never like to be a later edi-
tion. And then he makes you unhappy "

Eve protested with a vehement gesture of denial.

'TTes, he does," affirmed old Sechard; "you had to find a
wet-nurse for the child. Come, come, I know all about it,
you are in the county court, and the whole town is talking
about you. I was only a T^ear,' I have no book learning, I
was not foreman at the Didots', the first printers in the world ;
hut yet I never set eyes on a bit of stamped paper. Do you
know what I say to myself as I go to and fro among my vines,
looking after them and getting in my vintage, and doing my
bits of business? — I say to myself, 'You are taking a lot of
trouble, poor old chap; working to pile one silver crown on
another, you will leave a fine property behind you, and the
bailifEs and the lawyers will get it all; . . . or else it
will go in nonsensical notions and crotchets.' — ^Look you
here, child; you are the mother of yonder little lad; it seemed
to me as I held him at the font with Mme. Chardon that I
could see his old grandfather's copper nose on his face ; very
well, think less of Sechard and more of that little rascal. I
can trust no one but you ; you will prevent him from squan-
dering my property — my poor property."

"But, dear papa Sechard, your son will be a credit to you,
you will see; he will make money and be a rich man ojie of
these days, and wear the Cross of the Legion of Honor at his
buttonhole."

"What is he going to do to get it ?"

'TTou will see. But, meanwhile, would a thousand crowns
ruin you ? A thousand crowns would put an end to the pro-
ceedings. Well, if you cannot trust him, lend the money to
me; I will pay it back; you could make it a charge on my por-
tion, on my earnings "

"Then has some one brought David into a court of law?"
cried the vinedresser, amazed to find that the gossip was really
true. "See what comes of knowing how to write your name!
And how about my rent ! Oh ! little girl, I must go to An-
gouleme at once and ask Cachau's advice, and see that I am

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straight. You did right well to come over. Forewarned is
forearmed."

After two hours of argument Eve was fain to go, defeated
by the unanswerable dictum^ "Women never understand busi-
ness." She had come with a faint hope, she went back again
almost heartbroken, and reached home just in time to receive
notice of judgment ; Sechard must pay Metivier in full. The
appearance of a bailiff at a house door is an event in a country
town, and Doublon had come far too often of late. The whole
neighborhood was talking about the Sechards. Eve dared not
leave her house; she dreaded to hear the whispers as she
passed.

"Oh ! my brother, my brother !" cried poor Eve, as she hur-
ried into the passage and up the stairs, "I can never forgive
you, unless it was "

"Alas! it was that, or suicide," said David, who had fol-
lowed her.

"Let us say no more about it," she said quietly. "The wo-
man who dragged him down into the depths of Paris has
much to answer for ; and your father, my David, is quite in-
exorable ! Let us bear it in silence."

A discreet rapping at the door cut short some word of love
on David's lips. Marion appeared, towing the big, burly
Kolb after her across the outer room.

"Madame," said Marion, "we have known, Kolb and I, that
you and the master were very much put about ; and as we have
eleven hundred francs of savings between us, we thought we
could not do better than put them in the mistress' hands "

"Die misdress," echoed Kolb fervently.

"Kolb," cried David, "you and I will never part. Pay a
thousand francs on account to Maitre Cachan, and take a re-
ceipt for it; we will keep the rest. And, Kolb, no power on
earth must extract a word from you as to my work, or my ab-
sences from home, or the things you may see me bring back ;
and if I send you to look for plants for me, you know, no hu-
man being must set eyes on you. They will try to corrupt

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you, my good Kolb; they will offer you thousands, perhaps
tens of thousands of francs, to tell "

"Dey may offer me millions," cried Kolb, 'T)ut not ein vort
from me shall dey traw. Haf I not peen in der army, and
know my orders?"

"Well, you are warned. March, and ask M. Petit-Claud to
go with you as witness."

"Yes," said the Alsaeien. "Some tay I hope to be rich
enough to dust der chacket of dat man of law. I don't like
his gountenanee."

"Kolb is a good man, madame," said big Marion; "he is
as strong as a Turk, and as meek as a lamb. Just the one
that would make a woman happy. It was his notion, too, to
invest our savings this way — 'safings,' as he calls them.
Poor man, if he doesn't speak right, he thinks right, and I
understand him all the same. He has a notion of working
for somebody else, so as to save us his keep "

"Surely we shall be rich, if it is only to repay these good
folk," said David, looking at his wife.

Eve thought it quite simple; it was no surprise to her to
find other natures on a level with her own. The dullest —
nay, the most indifferent — observer could have seen all the
beauty of her nature in her way of receiving this service.

"You will be rich some day, dear master," said Marion;
"your bread is ready baked. Your father has just bought
another farm, he is putting by money for you ; that he is."

And under the circumstances, did not Marion show an ex-
quisite delicacy of feeling by belittling, as it were, her kind-
ness in this way?

French procedure, like all things human, has its defects;
nevertheless, the sword of justice, being a two-edged weapon,
is excellently adapted alike for attack or defence. Procedure,
moreover, has its amusing side ; for when opposed, lawyers ar-
rive at an understanding, as they well may do, without ex-
changing a word, through their manner of conducting their
case,a suit becomes a kind of war waged on thelines laid down
by the first Marshal Biron, who, at the siege of Rouen, it may

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be remembered, received his son's project for taking the city
in two days with the remark, "You must be in a great hurry
^ to go and plant cabbages!" Let two commanders-in-chief
spare their troops as much as possible, let them imitate the
Austrian generals who give the men time to eat their soup
though they fail to effect a juncture, and escape reprimand
from the Aulic Council; let them avoid all decisive measures,
and they shall carry on a war for ever. Maitre Cachan, Petit-
Claud, and Doublon, did better than the Austrian generals;
they took for their example Quintus Fabius Cunctator — the
Austrian of antiquity.

Petit-Claud, malignant as a mule, was not long in finding
out all the advantages of his position. No sooner had Boni-
face Cointet guaranteed his costs than he vowed to lead Ca-
chan a dance, and to dazzle the paper manufacturer with a
brilliant display of genius in the creation of items to be
charged to Metivier. TJnluckily for the fame of the young
forensic Figaro, the writer of this history is obliged to pass
over the scene of his exploits in as great a hurry as if he trod
on burning coals ; but a single bill of costs, in the shape of the
specimen sent from Paris, will no doubt suffice for the student
of contemporary manners. Let us follow the example set us
by the Bulletins of the Grande Armee, and give a summary
of Petit- Claud's valiant feats and exploits in the province of
pure law; they will be the better appreciated for concise treat-
ment.

David Sechard was summoned before the Tribunal of Com-
merce at Angouleme for the 3rd of July, made default, and
notice of judgment was served on the 8th. On the 10th, Doub-
lon obtained an execution warrant, and attempted to put in an
execution on the 12th. On this Petit-Claud applied for an
interpleader summons, and served notice on Metivier for that
day fortnight. Metivier made application for a hearing with-
out delay, and on the 19th, Sechard's application was dis-
missed. Hard upon this followed notice of judgment, au-
thorizing the issue of an execution warrant on the 22nd, a
ivarrant of arrest on the 23rd, and bailiff's inventory previous

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to the execution on the 34th. Metivier, Doublon, Caehan &
Company were proceeding at this furious pace, when Petit-
Claud suddenly pulled them up, and stayed execution by lodg-
ing notice of appeal to the Court-Eoyal. Notice of appeal,
duly reiterated on the 25th of July, drew Metivier off to
Poitiers.

"Come !" said Petit-Claud to himself, "there we are likely
to stop for some time to come."

No sooner was the storm passed over to Poitiers, and an
attorney practising in the Court-Eoyal instructed to defend
the case, than Petit- Claud, a champion facing both ways,
made application in Mme. Sechard's name for the immediate
separation of her estate from her husband's; using "all dili-
gence" (in legal language) to such purpose, that he obtained
au order from the court on the 38th, and inserted notice at
once in the Charente Courier. Now David the lover had set-
tled ten thousand francs upon his wife in the marriage eon-
tract, making over to her as security the fixtures of the print-
ing office and the household furniture ; and Petit-Claud there-
fore constituted Mme. Sechard her husband's creditor for that
small amount, drawing up a statement of her claims on the
estate in the presence of a notary on the 1st of August.

While Petit-Claud was busy securing the household prop-
erty of his clients, he gained the day at Poitiers on the point
of law on which the demurrer and appeals were based. He
held that, as the Court of the Seine had ordered the plaintiff
to pay costs of proceedings in the Paris commercial court,
David was so much the less liable for expenses of litigation
incurred upon Lucien's account. The Court-Eoyal took this
view of the case, and judgment was entered accordingly. Da-
vid Sechard was ordered to pay the amount in dispute in the
Angouleme Court, less the law expenses incurred in Paris;
these Metivier must pay, and each side must bear its own
costs in the appeal to the Court-Eoyal,

David Sechard was duly notified of the result on the 17th
of August. On the 18th the judgment took the practical
shape of an order to pay capital, interest, and costs, followed

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up by notice of an execution for the morrow. Upon this
Petit-Claud intervened and put in a claim for the furniture
as the wife's property duly separated from her husband's ; and
what was more, Petit-Claud produced Sechard senior upon
the scene of action. The old vinegrower had become his client
on this wise. He came to Angouleme on the day after Eve's
visit, and went to Maitre Cachan for advice. His son owed
him arrears of rent; how could he come by his rent in the
scrimmage in which his son was engaged ?

"I am engaged by the other side," pronounced Cachan,
"and I cannot appear for the father when I am suing the
son ; but go to Petit-Claud, he is very clever, he may perhaps
do even better for you than I should do."

Cachan and Petit-Claud met at the Court.

"I have sent you Sechard senior," said Cachan; "take the
case for me in exchange." Lawyers do each other services of
this kind in country towns as well as in Paris.

The day after Sechard senior gave Petit-Claud his confi-
dence, the tall Cointet paid a visit to his confederate.

"Try to give old Sechard a lesson," he said. "He is the
kind of man that will never forgive his son for costing him
a thousand francs or so ; the outlay will dry up any generous
thoughts in his mind, if he ever has any."

"Go back to your vines," said Petit-Claud to his new client.
"Your son is not very well off; do not eat him out of house
and home. I will send for you when the time comes."

On behalf of Sechard senior, therefore, Petit-Claud claimed
that the presses, being fixtures, were so much the more to be
regarded as tools and implements of trade, and the less liable
to seizure, in that the house had been a printing ofiice since
the reign of Louis XIV. Cachan, on Metivier's account,
waxed indignant at this. In Paris Lucien's furniture had
belonged to Coralie, and here again in Angouleme David's
goods and chattels all belonged to his wife or his father;
pretty things were said in court. Father and son were sum-
moned ; such claims could not be allowed to stand.

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"We mean to unmask the frauds intrenched hehind bad
faith of the most formidable kind; here is the defence of
dishonesty bristling with the plainest and most innocent arti-
cles of the Code, and why? — to avoid repayment of three
thousand francs; obtained how? — from poor Metivier's cash
box ! And yet there are those who dare to say a word against
bill-discounters! What times we live in! . . . Now, I
put it to you — ^what is this but taking your neighbor's money ?
. . . You will not surely sanction a claim which would
bring immorality to the very core of justice !"

Cachan's eloquence produced an eifect on the court. A'
divided judgment was given in favor of Mme. Seehard, the
house furniture being held to be her property; and against
Sechard senior, who was ordered to pay costs — ^four hundred
and thirty-four francs, sixty-five centimes.

"It is kind of old Sechard," laughed the lawyers; "he
would have a finger in the pie, so let him pay !"

Notice of judgment was given on the 26th of August; the
presses and plant could be seized on the 28th. Placards were
posted. Application was made for an order empowering them
to sell on the spot. Announcements of the sale appeared in
the papers, and Doublon flattered himself that the inventory
should be verified and the auction take place on the 2nd of
September.

By this time David Sechard owed Metivier five thousand
two hundred and seventy-five francs, twenty-five centimes
(to say nothing of interest), by formal judgment confirmed
by appeal, the bill of costs having been duly taxed. Likewise
to Petit-Claud he owed twelve hundred francs, exclusive of
the fees, which were left to David's generosity with the gen-
erous confidence displayed by the hackney coachman who has
driven you so quickly over the road on which you desire to go.

Mme. Sechard owed Petit-Claud something like three hun-
dred and fifty francs and fees besides; and of old Sechard,
besides four hundred and thirty-four francs, sixty-five cen-
times, the little attorney demanded a hundred crowns by way
of fee. Altogether, the Sechard family owed about ten thou-

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sand francs. This is what is called "putting fire into the bed
straw."

Apart from the utility of these documents to other nations
who thus may behold the battery of French law in action, the
French legislator ought to know the lengths to which the
abuse of procedure may be carried, always supposing that the
said legislator can find time for reading. Surely some sort of
regulation might be devised, some way of forbidding lawyers
to carry on a case until the sum in dispute is more than eaten
up in costs? Is there not something ludicrous in the idea
of submitting a square yard of soil and an estate of thousands
of acres to the same legal formalities? These bare outlines
of the history of the various stages of procedure should open
the eyes of Frenchmen to the meaning of the words "legal
formalities, justice, and costs," little as the immense majority
of the nation know about them.

Five thousand pounds' weight of type in the printing office
were worth two thousand francs as old metal; the three
presses were valued at six hundred francs; the rest of the
plant would fetch the price of old iron and firewood. The
household furniture would have brought in a thousand francs
at most. The whole personal property of Sechard junior
therefore represented the sum of four thousand francs; and
Caehan and Petit-Claud made claims for seven thousand
francs in costs already incurred, to say nothing of expenses
to come, for the blog^om gave promise of fine fruits enough,
as the reader will shortly see. Surely the lawyers of France
and Navarre, nay, even of Normandy herself, will not refuse
Petit-Claud his meed of admiration and respect ? Surely, too,
kind hearts will give Marion and Kolb a tear of sympathy ?

All through the war Kolb sat on a chair in the doorway,
acting as watch-dog, when David had nothing else for him
to do. It was Kolb who received all the notifications, and a
clerk of Petit-Claud's kept watch over Kolb. No sooner were
the placards announcing the auction put up on the premises
than Kolb tore them down; he hurried round the town after
the bill-poster, tearing the placards from the walls.

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"Ah, BCOTintrels !" he cried, "to dorment so goot a man;
und they calls it chustice!"

Marion made half a franc a day by working half time in a
paper mill as a machine tender, and her wages contributed
to the support of the household. Mme. Chardon went back
uncomplainingly to her old occupation, sitting up night after
night, and bringing home her wages at the end of the week.
Poor Mme. Chardon! Twice already she had made a nine
days' prayer for those she loved, wondering that God should
be deaf to her petitions, and blind to the light of the candles
on His altar.

On the 2nd of September, a letter came from Lucien, the
first since the letter of the winter, which David had kept from
his wife's knowledge — ^the announcement of the three bills
which bore David's signature. This time Lucien wrote to
Eve.

"The third since he left us!" she said. Poor sister, she
was afraid to open the envelope that covered the fatal sheet.

She was feeding the little one when the post came in ; tEey
could not afford a wet-nurse now, and the child was being
brought up by hand. Her state of mind may be imagined,
and David's also, when he had been roused to read the letter,
for David had been at work all night, and only lay down at
daybreak.

Lucien to Eve.

"Pahis, August 29 th.
"Mt dear Sister, — Two days ago, at five o'clock in the
morning, one of God's noblest creatures breathed her last in
my arms; she was the one woman on earth capable of loving
me as you and mother and David love me, giving me besides
that unselfish affection, something that neither mother nor
sister can give — the utmost bliss of love. Poor Coralie, after
giving up everything for my sake, may perhaps have died for
me — -for me, who this moment have not the wherewithal to
bury her. She could have solaced my life ; you, and you alone,
my dear good angels, can console me for her death. God has

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forgiven her, I think, the innocent girl, for she died like a
Christian. Oh, this Paris ! Eve, Paris is the glory and the
shame of Prance. Many illusions I have lost here already,
and I have others yet to lose, when I hegin to beg for the little
money needed before I can lay the body of my angel in con-
secrated earth.

"Your unhappy brother,

"LuciBN,"

"P. 8. I must have given you much trouble by my heed-
lessness; some day you will know all, and you will forgive
me. You must be quite easy now; a worthy merchant, a M.
Camusot, to whom I once caused cruel pangs, promised to
arrange everything, seeing that Coralie and I were so much
distressed."

"The sheet is still moist with his tears," said Eve, looking
at the letter with a heart so full of sympathy that something
of the old love for Lucien shone in her eyes.

"Poor fellow, he must have suffered cruelly if he has been
loved as he says!" exclaimed Eve's husband, happy in his
love; and these two forgot all their own troubles at this cry
of a supreme sorrow. Just at that moment Marion rushed in.

"Madame," she panted, "here they are ! Here they are !"

"Who is here?"

"Doublon and his men, bad luck to them! Kolb will not
let them come in ; they have come to sell us up."

"1^0, no, they are not going to sell you up, never fear,"
cried a voice in the next room, and Petit-Claud appeared upon
the scene. "I have just lodged notice of appeal. We ought
not to sit down under a judgment that attaches a stigma of
bad faith to us. I did not think it worth while to fight the
case here. I let Cachan talk to gain time for you ; I am sure
of gaining the day at Poitiers "

"But how much will it cost to win the day?" asked Mme.
Sechard.

"Fees if you win, one thousand francs if we lose our case."

He looked . . at a beautiful woman weeping
over a cradle, at David bowed down bv anxieties

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"Oh, dear!" cried poor Eve; "why, the remedy is worse
than the disease !"

Petit-Claud was not a little confused at this cry of inno-
cence enlightened by the progress of the flames of litigation.
It struck him too that Eve was a very beautiful woman. In
the middle of the discussion old Sechard arrived, summoned
by Petit-Claud. The old man's presence in the chamber
where his little grandson in the cradle lay smiling at misfor-
tune completed the scene. The young attorney at once ad-
dressed the newcomer with:

"You owe me seven hundred francs for the interpleader,
Papa Sechard ; but you can charge the amount to your son in
addition to the arrears of rent."

The vinedresser felt the sting of the sarcasm conveyed by
Petit- Claud's tone and manner.

"It would have cost you less to give security for the debt
at first," said Eve, leaving the cradle to greet her father-in-
law with a kiss.

David, quite overcome by the sight of the crowd outside
the house (for Kolb's resistance to Doublon's men had col-
lected a knot of people), could only hold out a hand to his
father; he did not say a word.

"And how, pray, do I come to owe you seven hundred
francs?" the old man asked, looking at Petit-Claud.

"Why, in the first place, I am engaged by you. Your rent
is in question; so, as far as I am concerned, you and your
debtor are one and the same person. If your son does not pay
my costs in the case, you must pay them yourself. — But this
is nothing. In a few hours David will be put in prison; will
you allow him to go ?"

"What does he owe?"

"Something like five or six thousand francs, besides the
amounts owing to you and to his wife."

The speech aroused all the old man's suspicions at once.

He looked round the little blue-and-white bedroom at the

touching scene before his ^yes — at a beautiful woman weeping

over f) cradle, at David bowed down by anxieties, and then

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again at the lawyer. This was a trap set for him by tha^ law-
yer; perhaps they wanted to work upon his paternal feelings,
to get money out of him ? That was what it all meant. He
took alarm. He went over to the cradle and fondled the child,
who held out both little arms to him. No heir to an English
peerage could be more tenderly eared for than the little one
in that house of trouble ; his little embroidered cap was lined
with pale pink.

"Eh ! let David get out of it as best he may. I am thinking
of this child here," cried the old grandfather, "and the child's
mother will approve of that. David that knows so much must
know how to pay his debts."

"Now I will just put your meaning into plain language,"
said Petit-Claud ironically. "Look here. Papa Seehard, you
are jealous of your son. Hear the truth ! you put David into
his present position by selling the business to him for three
times its value. You ruined him to make an extortionate bar-
gain ! Yes, don't you shake your head ; you sold the newspaper
to the Cointets and pocketed all the proceeds, and that was as
much as the whole business was worth. You bear David a
grudge, not merely because you have plundered him, but be-
cause, also, your own son is a man far above yourself. You
profess to be prodigiously fond of your grandson, to cloak
your want of feeling for your son and his wife, because you
ought to pay down money hie et nunc for them, while you
need only show a posthumous affection for your grandson.
You pretend to be fond of the little fellow, lest you should
be taxed with want of feeling for your own flesh and blood.
That is the botton of it. Papa S^chard."

"Did you fetch me over to hear this ?" asked the old man,
glowering at his lawyer, his daughter-in-law, and his son in
turn.

"Monsieur!" protested poor Eve, turning to Petit-Claud,
"have you vowed to ruin us? My husband has never uttered'
a word against his father." (Here the old man looked cun-
ningly at her.) "David has told me scores of times that you
loved him in your way," she added, looking at her father-in-
law, and understanding his suspicions.

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?etit-01aud was only following out the tall Cointet's in- ^/
struetious. He was widening the breach between the father
and son, lest Sechard senior should extricate David from his
intolerable position. ''The day that David Sechard goes to
prison shall be the day of your introduction to Mme. de
Senonehes," the "tall Cointet" had said no longer ago than
yesterday.

Mme. S6chard, with the quick insight of love, had divined
Petit-Claud's mercenary hostility, even as she had once before
felt instinctively that Cerizet was a traitor. As for David, his
astonishment may be imagined ; he could not understand how
Petit-Claud came to know so much of his father's nature and
his own history. Upright and honorable as he was, he did
not dream of the relations between his lawyer and the Coin-
tets; nor, for that matter, did he know that the Cointets were
at work behind Metivier. Meanwhile old Sechard took his
son's silence as an insult, and Petit-Claud, taking advantage
of his client's bewilderment, beat a retreat.

"Good-bye, my dear David; you have had warning, notice
of appeal doesn't invalidate the warrant for arrest. It is the
only course left open to your creditors, and it will not be

long before they take it. So, go away at once Or,

rather, if you will take my advice, go to the Cointets and see
them about it. They have capital. If your invention is per-
fected and answers the purpose, go into partnership with
them. After all, they are very good fellows "

"Your invention?" broke in old Sechard.

"Why, do you suppose that your son is fool enough to let
his business slip away from him without thinking of some-
thing else?" exclaimed the attorney. "He is on the brink
of the discovery of a way of making paper at a cost of three
francs per ream, instead of ten, he tells me."

"One more dodge for taking me in ! You are all as thick
as thieves in a fair. If David has found out such a plan, he
has no need of me — he is a millionaire ! Good-bye, my dears,
and a good-day to you all," and the old man disappeared down
the staircase.

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"Find some way of hiding yourself," was Petit-Claud's
parting word to David, and with that he hurried out to exas-
perate old Sechard still further. He found the vinegrower
growling to himself outside in the Place du Murier, went with
him as far as L'Houmeau, and there left him with a threat of
putting in an execution for the costs due to him unless they
were paid before the week was out.

"I will pay you if you will show me how to disinherit my son
without injuring my daughter-in-law or the boy," said old
Sechard, and they parted forthwith.

"How well the 'tall Cointet' knows the folk he is dealing
with ! It is just as he said ; those seven hundred francs will
prevent the father from paying seven thousand," the little
lawyer thought within himself as he climbed the path to An-
goulgme. "Still, that old slyboots of a paper-maker must not
overreach us; it is time to ask him for something besides
promises."

"Well, David dear, what do you mean to do?" asked Eve,
when the lavpyer had followed her father-in-law.

"Marion, put your biggest pot on the fire !" called David ;
"I have my secret fast."

At this Eve put on her bonnet and shawl and walking shoes
with feverish haste.

"Kolb, my friend, get ready to go out," she said, "and come
with me ; if there is any way out of this hell, I must find it."

When Eve had gone out, Marion spoke to David. "Do be
sensible, sir," she said, "or the mistress will fret herself to
death. Make some money to pay off your debts, and then you
can try to find treasure at your ease "

"Don't talk, Marion," said David; "I am going to overcome
my last difficulty, and then I can apply for the patent and the
improvement on the patent at the same time."

This "improvement on the patent" is the curse of the
French patentee. A man may spend ten years of his life in
working out some obscure industrial problem; and when he
has invented some piece of machinery, or made a discovery

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of some kind, he takes out a patent and imagines that he has
a right to his own invention ; then there comes a competitor ;
and unless the first inventor has foreseen all possible contin-
gencies, the second comer makes an "improvement on the
patent" with a screw or a nut, and takes the whole thing out
of his hands. The discovery of a cheap material for paper
pulp, therefore, is by no means the conclusion of the whole
matter. David Sechard was anxiously looking ahead on all
sides lest the fortune sought in the teeth of such difficulties
should be snatched out of his hands at the last. Dutch paper,
as flax paper is still called, though it is no longer made in
Holland, is slightly sized; but every sheet is sized separately
by hand, and this increases the cost of production. If it were
possible to discover some way of sizing the paper in the pulp-
ing-trough, with some inexpensive glue, like that in use to-day
(though even now it is not quite perfect), there would be no
"improvement on the patent" to fear. For the past month,
accordingly, David had been making experiments in sizing
pulp. He had two discoveries before him.

Eve went to see her mother. Fortunately, it so happened
that Mme. Chardon was nursing the deputy-magistrate's wife,
who had just given the Milauds of Nevers an heir presump-
tive; and Eve, in her distrust of all attorneys and notaries,
took into her head to apply for advice to the legal guardian
of widows and orphans. She wanted to know if she could
relieve David from his embarrassments by taking them upon
herself and selling her claims upon the estate, and besides,
she had some hope of discovering the truth as to Petit-Claud's
unaccountable conduct. The official, struck with Mme. Se-
chard's beauty, received her not only with the respect due to a
woman, but with a sort of courtesy to which Eve was not ac-
customed. She saw in" the magistrate's face an expression
which, since her marriage, she had seen in no eyes but Kolb's ;
and for a beautiful woman like Eve, this expression is the
criterion by which men are Judged. When passion, or self-
interest, or age dims that spark of unquestioning fealty that

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gleams in a young man's eyes, a woman feels a certain mis-
trust of him, and begins to observe him critically. The Coin-
tets, Cerizet, and Petit-Claud — all the men whom Eve felt
instinctively to be her enemies — had turned hard, indifferent
eyes on her ; with the deputy-magistrate, therefore, she felt at
ease, although, in spite of his kindly courtesy, he swept all
her hopes away by his first words.

"It is not certain, madame, that the Court-Royal will re-
verse the judgment of the court restricting your lien on your
husband's property, for payment of moneys due to you by the
terms of your marriage-contract, to household goods and chat-
tels. Your privilege ought not to be used to defraud the other
creditors. But in any case, you will be allowed to take your
share of the proceeds with the other creditors, and your
father-in-law likewise, as a privileged creditor, for arrears
of rent. When the court has given the order, other points
may be raised as to the "^contribution,' as we call it, when a
schedule of the debts is drawn up, and the creditors are paid
a dividend in proportion to their claims."

"Then M. Petit-Claud is bringing us to bankruptcy," she
cried.

"Petit-Claud is carrying out your husband's instructions,"
said the magistrate ; "he is anxious to gain time, so his attor-
ney says. In my opinion, you would perhaps do better to
waive the appeal and buy in at the sale the indispensable im-
plements for carrying on the business; you and your father-
in-law together might do this, you to the extent of your claim
through your marriage contract, and he for his arrears of
rent. But that would be bringing the matter to an end too
soon perhaps. The lawyers are making a good thing out of
your ease."

"But then I should be entirely in M. Sechard's father's
hands. I should owe him the hire of the machinery as well
as the house-rent; and my husband would still be open to
further proceedings from M. Metivier, for M. Metivier would
have had almost nothing."

"That is triie, madame."

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"Very well, then we should be even worse off than we are."

"The arm of the law, madame, is at the creditor's disposal.
You have received three thousand francs, and you must of
necessity repay the money."

"Oh, sir, can you think that we are capable " Eve sud-
denly came to a stop. She saw that her justification might
injure her brother.

"Oh ! I know quite well that this is an obscure affair, that
the debtors on the one side are honest, scrupulous, and even
behaving handsomely; and the creditor, on the other, is only
a cat's-paw "

Eve, aghast, looked at him with bewildered eyes.

"You can understand," he continued, with a look full of
homely shrewdness, "that we on the bench have plenty of
time to think over all that goes on under our eyes, while the
gentlemen in court are arguing with each other."

Eve went home in despair over her useless effort. That
evening at seven o'clock, Doublon came with the notification
of imprisonment for debt. The proceedings had reached the
acute stage.

"After this, I can only go out after nightfall," said David.

Eve and Mme. Chardon burst into tears. To be in hiding
was for them a shameful thing. As for Kolb and Marion,
they were the more alarmed for David because they had long
since made up their minds that there was no guile in their
master's nature ; so frightened were they on his account, that
they came upstairs under pretence of asking whether they
could do anything, and found Eve and Mme. Chardon in
tears; the three whose life had been so straightforward hith-
erto were overcome by the thought that David must go into
hiding. And how, moreover, could they hope to escape the
invisible spies who henceforth would dog every least move-
ment of a man, unluckily so absent-minded?

"Gif montame vill vait ein liddle kvarter hour, she can reg-
onnoitre der enemy's camp," put in Kolb. 'TTou shall see dot
I oonderstand mein pizness; for gif I look like ein German,
I am ein drue Vrenchman, and, vat is more, I am ver' con-
ning."

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"Oh! madame, do let him go," begged Marion. "He ia
only thinking of saving his master ; he hasn't another thought
m his head. Kolb is not an Alsacien, he is — eh ! well — a regu-
lar Newfoundland dog for rescuing folk."

"Go, my good Kolb," said David; "we have still time to do
something."

Kolb hurried off to pay a visit to the bailiff ; and it so fell
out that David's enemies were in Doublon's ofiBee, holding a
council as to the best way of securing him.

The arrest of a debtor is an imheard-of thing in the coun-
try, an abnormal proceeding if ever there was one. Everybody,
in the first place, knows everybody else, and creditor and
debtor being bound to meet each other daily all their lives long,
nobody likes to take this odious course. When a defaulter —
to use the provincial term for a debtor, for they do not mince
their words in the provinces when speaking of this legalized
method of helping yourself to another man's goods — ^when a
defaulter plans a failure on a large scale, he takes sanctuary
in Paris. Paris is a kind of City of Eefuge for provincial
bankrupts, an almost impenetrable retreat; the writ of the
pursuing bailiff has no force beyond the limits of hia jurisdic-
tion, and there are other obstacles rendering it almost in-
valid. Wherefore the Paris bailiff is empowered to enter
the house of a third party to seize the person of the debtor,
while for the bailiff of the provinces the domicile is absolutely
inviolable. The law probably makes this exception as to
Paris, because there it is the rule for two or more families
to live under the same roof; but in the provinces the bailiff
who wishes to make forcible entry must have an order from
the Justice of the Peace ; and so wide a discretion is allowed
the Justice of the Peace, that he is practically able to give or
withhold assistance to the bailiffs. To the honor of the Jus-
tices, it should be said, that they dislike the office, and are by
no means anxious to assist blind passions or revenge.

There are, besides, other and no less serious difficulties in
the way of arrest for debt— difficulties which tend to temper
the severity of legislation, and public opinion not infre-

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quently makes a dead letter of the law. In great cities there
are poor or degraded wretches enough ; poverty and vice know
no scruples, and consent to play the spy, but in a little country
town, people know each other too well to earn wages of the
bailiff ; the meanest creature who should lend himself to dirty
work of this kind would be forced to leave the place. In the
absence of recognized machinery, therefore, the arrest of a
debtor is a problem presenting no small difficulty ; it becomes
a kind of strife of ingenuity between the bailiff and the
debtor, and matter for many pleasant stories in the news-
papers.

Cointet the elder did not choose to appear in the affair;
but the fat Cointet openly said that he was acting for Me-
tivier, and went to Doublon, taking Cerizet with him. Cerizet
was his foreman now, and had promised his co-operation in
return for a thousand-franc note. Doublon could reckon
upon two of his understrappers, and thus the Cointets had
four bloodhounds already on the victim's track. At the actual
time of arrest, Doublon could furthermore count upon the
police force, who are bound, if required, to assist a bailiff in
the performance of his duty. The two men, Doublon himself,
and the visitors were all closeted together in the private office,
beyond the public, office, on the ground floor.

A tolerably wide-paved lobby, a kind of passage-way, led
to the public office. The gilded scutcheons of the court, with,
the word "Bailiff" printed thereon in large black letters,
hung outside on the house wall on either side the door. Both
office windows gave upon the street, and were protected by
heavy iron bars ; but the private office looked into the garden
at the back, wherein Doublon, an adorer of Pomona, grew
espaliers with marked success. Opposite the office door you
beheld the door of the kitchen, and, beyond the kitchen, the
staircase that ascended to the first story. The house was situ-
ated in a narrow street at the back of the new Law Courts,
then in process of construction, and only finished after
1830. — These details are perhaps necessary if Kolb's adven-
tures are to be intelligible to the reader.

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It was Kolb's idea to go to the bailiff, to pretend to be will-
ing to betray his master, and in this way to discover the traps
which would be laid for David. Kolb told the servant who
opened the door that he wanted to speak to M. Doublon on
business. The servant was busy washing up her plates and
dishes, and not very well pleased at Kolb's interruption; she
pushed open the door of the outer office, and bade him wait
there till her master was at liberty ; then, as he was a stranger
to her, she told the master in the private office that "a man"
wanted to speak to him. Now, "a man" so invariably means
"a peasant," that Doublon said, "Tell him to wait," and Kolb
took a seat close to the door of the private office. There were
voices talking within.

"Ah, by the by, how do you mean to set about it? For,
if we can catch him to-morrow, it will be so much time saved."
It was the fat CoLntet who spoke.

"Nothing easier; the gaffer has come fairly by his nick-
name," said Cerizet.

At the sound of the fat Cointet's voice, Kolb guessed at
once that they were talking about his master, especially as the
sense of the words began to dawn upon him; but, when he
recognized Cerizet's tones, his astonishment grew more and
more.

"Und dat fellow haf eaten his pread !" he thought, horror-
stricken.

"We must do it in this way, boys," said Doublon. "We
will post our men, at good long intervals, about the Eue de
Beaulieu and the Place du Murier in every direction, so that
we can follow the gaffer (I like that word) without his knowl-
edge. We will not lose sight of him until he is safe inside the
house where he means to lie in hiding (as he thinks) ; there
we will leave him in peace for awhile; then some fine day
we will come across him before sunrise or sunset."

"But what is he doing now, at this moment? He may be
slipping through our fingers," said the fat Cointet.

"He is in his house" answered Doublon; "if he left it, I
should know. I have one witness posted in the Place du

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Murier, another at the corner of the Law Courts, and another
thirty paces from the house. If our man came out, they
would whistle; he could not make three paces from his door
but I should know of it at once from the signal."

(Bailiffs speak of their understrappers hy the polite title
of "witnesses.")

Here was better hap than Kolb had expected! He went
noiselessly out of the office, and spoke to the maid in the
kitchen.

"Meestair Touplon ees encaged for som time to kom," he
said ; "I vill kom back early to-morrow morning."

A sudden idea had struck the Alsacien, and he proceeded
to put it into execution. Kolb had served in a cavalry regi-
ment ; he hurried off to see a livery stable-keeper, an acquaint-
ance of his, picked out a horse, had it saddled, and rushed
back to the Place du Murier. He found Madame Eve in the
lowest depths of despondency.

"What is it, Kolb ?" asked David, when the Alsacien's face
looked in upon them, scared but radiant.

"You have scountrels all arount you. De safest way ees to
hide de master. Haf montame thought of hiding de master
anywheres ?"

When Kolb, honest fellow, had explained the whole history
of Cerizet's treachery, of the circle traced about the house,
and of the fat Cointet's interest in the affair, and given the
family some inkling of the schemes set on foot by the Cointets
against the master, — then David's real position gradually be-
came fatally clear.

"It is the Cointets' doing!" cried poor Eve, aghast at the
news; "they are proceeding against you! that accounts for
Metivier's hardness. . . They are paper-makers — Da-

vid ! they want your secret !"

"But what can we do to escape them?" exclaimed Mme.
Chardon.

"If de misdress had som liddle blace vere the master could
pe hidden," said Kolb; "I bromise to take him dere so dot
nopody shall know."

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"Wait till nightfall, and go to Basine Clerget," said Eve.
"I will go now and arrange it all with her. In this case, Ba-
sine will be like another self to me."

"Spies will follow you," David said at last, recovering some
presence of mind. "How can we find a way of communicat-
ing with Basine if none of us can go to her ?"

"Montame kan go," said Kolb. "Here ees my scheme — I
go out mit der master, ve draws der visehtlers on our drack.
Montame kan go to Montemoiselle Clerchet; nopody vill vol-
low her. I haf a horse; I take de master oop behint; und der
tenfel is in it if they katches us."

"Very well; good-bye, dear," said poor Eve, springing to
her husband's arms ; "none of us can go to see you, the risk is
too great. We must say good-bye for the whole time that
your imprisonment lasts. We will write to each other ; Basine
will post your letters, and I will write under cover to her."

N"o sooner did David and Kolb eome out of the house than
they heard a sharp whistle, and were followed to the livery
stable. Once there, Kolb took his master up behind him, with
a caution to keep tight hold.

"Veestle avay, mine goot vriends ! I care not von rap,"
cried Kolb. "You viU not katch an old trooper," and the old
cavalry man clapped both spurs to his horse, and was out into
the country and the darkness not merely before the spies
could follow, but before they had time to discover the direc-
tion that he took.

Eve meanwhile went out on the tolerably ingenious pretext
of asking advice of Postel, sat awhile enduring the insulting
pity that spends itself in words, left the Postel family, and
stole away unseen to Basine Clerget, told her troubles, and
asked for help and shelter. Basine, for greater safety, had
brought Eve into her bedroom, and now she opened the door
of a little closet, lighted only by a skylight in such a way that
prying eyes could not see into it. The two friends unstopped
the flue which opened into the chimney of the stove in the
workroom, where the girls heated their irons. Eve and Ba-
sine spread ragged coverlets over the brick floor to deaden

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any sound that David might make, put in a truckle bed, a
stove for his experiments, and a table and a chair. Basine
promised to bring food in the night ; and as no one had occa-
sion to enter her room, David might defy his enemies one and
all, or even detectives.

''At last!" Eve said, with her arms about her friend, "at
last he is in safety."

Eve went back to Postel to submit a fresh doubt that had
occurred to her, she said. She would like the opinion of such
an experienced member of the Chamber of Commerce ; she so
managed that he escorted her home, and listened patiently
to his commiseration.

"Would this have happened if you had married me?" — all
the little druggist's remarks were pitched in this key.

Then he went home again to find Mme. Postel jealous of
Mme. Sechard, and furious with her spouse for his polite at-
tention to that beautiful woman. The apothecary advanced
the opinion that little red-haired women were preferable to
tall, dark women, who, like fine horses, were always in the
stable, he said. He gave proofs of his sincerity, no doubt, for
Mme. Postel was very sweet to him next day.

"We may be easy," Eve said to her mother and Marion,
whom she found still "in a taking," in the latter's phrase.

"Oh! they are gone," said Marion, when Eve looked un-
thinkingly round the room.

One league out of Angouleme on the main road to Paris,
Kolb stopped.

"Vere shall we go?"

"To Marsac," said David ; "since we are on the way already,
I will try once more to soften my father's heart."

"I would rader mount to der assault of a pattery," said
Kolb, "your resbected fader haf no heart whatefer."

The ex-pressman had no belief in his son; he judged him
from the outside point of view, and waited for results. He
had no idea, to begin with, that he had plundered David, nor
did he make allowance for the very different circumstances

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Tinder which they had begun life; he said to himself, "I set
him up with a printing-house, just as I found it myself ; and
he, knowing a thousand times more than I did, cannot keep
it going." He was mentally incapable of understanding his
son; he laid the blame of failure upon him, and even prided
himself, as it were, on his superiority to a far greater intellect
than his own, with the thought, "I am securing his bread for
him."

Moralists will never succeed in making us comprehend the
full extent of the influence of sentiment upon self-interest, an
influence every whit as strong as the action of interest upon
our sentiments; for every law of our nature works in two
ways, and acts and reacts upon us.

David, on his side, understood his father, and in his sublime
charity forgave him. Kolb and David reached Marsac at
eight o'clock, and suddenly came in upon the old man as he
was finishing his dinner, which, by force of circumstances,
came very near bedtime.

"I see you because there is no help for it," said old Sechard
with a sour smile.

"Und how should you and mein master meet ? He soars in
der shkies, and you are always mit your vines ! You bay for
him, that's vot you are a fader for "

"Come, Kolb, off with you. Put up the horse at Mme.
Courtois' so as to save inconvenience here ; fathers are always
in the right, remember that."

Kolb went off, growling like a chidden dog, obedient but
protesting; and David proposed to give his father indisputa-
ble proof of his discovery, while reserving his secret. He of-
fered to give him an interest in the affair in return for money
paid down; a sufficient sum to release him from his present
difficulties, with or without a further amount of capital to
be employed in. developing the invention.

"And how are you going to prove to me that you can make
good paper that costs nothing out of nothing, eh ?" asked the
ex-printer, giving his son a glance, vinous, it may be, but
keen, inquisitive, and covetous; a look like a flash of light-

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ning from a sodden cloud; for the old "hea.T," faithful to his
traditions, never went to bed without a nightcap, consisting of
a couple of bottles of excellent old wine, which he "tippled
down" of an evening, to use his own expression.

"Nothing simpler," said David ; "I have none of the paper
about me, for I came here to be out of Doublon's way; and
having come so far, I thought I might as well come to you
at Marsac as borrow of a money-lender. I have nothing on
:me but my clothes. Shut me up somewhere on the premises,
so that nobody can come in and see me at work, and "

"What? you will not let me see you at your work then?"
asked the old man, with an ugly look at his son.

"You have given me to understand plainly, father, that in
matters of business there is no question of father and
son "

"Ah ! you distrust the father that gave you life !"

"No ; the other father who took away the means of earning
a livelihood."

"Each for himself, you are right!" said the old man.
"Yery good, I will put you in the cellar."

"I will go down there with Kolb. You must let me have
a large pot for my pulp," said David; then he continued,
without noticing the quick look his father gave him, — "and
you must find artichoke and asparagus stalks for me, and
nettles, and the reeds that you cut by the stream side, and
to-morrow morning I will come out of your cellar with some
splendid paper."

"If you can do that," hiccoughed the "bear," "I will let
you have, perhaps — I will see, that is, if I can let you have —
pshaw ! twenty-five thousand francs. On condition, mind,
that you make as much for me every year."

"Put me to the proof, I am quite willing," cried David.
"Kolb ! take the horse and go to Mansle, quick, buy a large
hair sieve for me of a cooper, and some glue of the grocer,
and come back again as soon as you can."

"There! drink," said old Sechard, putting down a bottle
of wine, a loaf, and the cold remains of the dinner. "You

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will need your strength. I will go and look for your bits ol
green stuff ; green rags you use for your pulp, and a trifle too
green, I am afraid."

Two hours later, towards eleven o'clock that night, David
and Kolb took up their quarters in a little out-house against
the cellar wall ; they found the floor paved with runnel tiles,
and all the apparatus used in the Angoumois for the manu-
facture of Cognac brandy.

"Pans and firewood ! Why, it is as good as a factory made
on purpose !" cried David.

"Very well, good-night," said old S6chard; "I shall lock
you in, and let both the dogs loose; nobody will bring you
any paper, I am sure. You show me those sheets to-morrow,
and I give you my word I will be your partner and the busi-
ness will be straightforward and properly managed."

David and Kolb, locked into the distillery, spent nearly two
hours in macerating the stems, using a couple of logs for mal-
lets. The fire blazed up, the water boiled. About two
o'clock in the morning, Kolb heard a sound which David was
too busy to notice, a kind of deep breath like a suppressed
hiccough. Snatching up one of the two lighted dips, he
looked round the walls, and beheld old Sechard's empurpled
countenance filling up a square opening above a door hitherto
hidden by a pile of empty casks in the cellar itself. The cun-
ning old man had brought David and Kolb into his under-
ground distillery by the outer door, through which the casks
were rolled when full. The inner door had been made so that
he could roll his puncheons straight from the cellar into the
distillery, instead of taking them round through the yard.

"Aha! thees eies not fair blay, you vant to shvindle your
son !" cried the Alsacien. "Do you know vot you do ven you
trink ein pottle of vine? You gif goot trink to ein bad
scountrel."

"Oh, father !" cried David.

"I came to see if you wanted anjrthing," said old S^chard,
half sobered by this time.

"Und it was for de inderest vot you take in us dot you

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brought der liddle ladder!" commented Koll), as he pushed
the casks aside and flung open the door; and there, in fact,
on a short step-ladder, the old man stood in his shirt.

"Risking your health !" said David.

"I think I must he walking in my sleep," said old S^chard,
coming down in confusion. "Your want of confidence in your
father set me dreaming; I dreamed you were making a pact
with the Devil to do impossible things."

"Der teufel," said Kolb; "dot is your own bassion for de
liddle goldfinches."

"Go back to bed again, father," said David ; 'lock us in if
you will, but you may save yourself the trouble of coming
down again. Kolb will mount guard."

At four o'clock in the morning David came out of the dis-
tillery; he had been careful to leave no sign of his occupation
behind him; but he brought out some thirty sheets of paper
that left nothing to be desired in fineness, whiteness, tough-
ness, and strength, all of them bearing by way of water-mark
the impress of the uneven hairs of the sieve. The old man
took up the samples and put his tongue to them, the lifelong
habit of the pressman, who tests papers in this way. He felt
it between his thumb and finger, crumpled and creased it,
put it through all the trials by whieli a printer assays the qual-
ity of a sample submitted to him, and when it was found want-
ing in no respect, he still would not allow that he was beaten.

"We have yet to know how it takes an impression," he
said, to avoid praising his son.

"Fonny man !" exclaimed Kolb.

The old man was cool enough now. He cloaked his feigned
hesitation with paternal dignity.

"I wish to tell you in fairness, father, that even now it
seems to me that the paper costs more than it ought to do ; I
want to solve the problem of sizing it in the pulping-trough.
I have just that one improvement to make."

"Oho ! so you are trying to trick me !"

"Well, shall I tell you? I can size the pulp as it is, but so
far I cannot do it evenly, and the surface is as rough as a
burr!"

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"Very good^ size your pulp in the trough, and you shall
have my money."

"Mein master vill nefer see de golor of your money," de-
clared Kolb.

Plainly, the old man meant to punish David for last night's
humiliation, for he treated him more than coldly. David sent
away Kolb.

"Father," he began, "I have never borne you any grudge for
making over the business to me at such an exorbitant valua-
tion; I have seen the father through it all. I have said to
myself — 'The old man has V70rked very hard, and he certainly
gave me a better bringing up than I had a right to expect ;
let him enjoy the fruits of his toil in peace, and in his own
way. — ^I even gave up my mother's money to you. I began
encumbered with debt, and bore all the burdens that you
put upon me without a murmur. Well, harassed for debts
that were not of my making, with no bread in the house, and
my feet held to the flames, I have found out the secret. I
have struggled on patiently till my strength is exhausted. It is
perhaps your duty to help me, but do not give me a thought ;
think of a woman and a little one" (David coiild not keep
back the tears at this) ; "think of them, and give them help
and protection. — Kolb and Marion have given me their sav-
ings ; will you do less ?" he cried at last, seeing that his father
was as cold as the impression-stone.

"And that was not enough for you," said the old man, with-
out the slightest sense of shame ; "why, you would waste the
wealth of the Indies ! Good-night ! I am too ignorant to lend
a hand in schemes got up on purpose to exploit me. A monkey
will never gobble down a bear" (alluding to the workshop
nicknames) ; "I am a vinegrower, I am not a banker. And
what is more, look you, business between father and son never
turns out well. Stay and eat your dinner here; you shan't
say that you came for nothing."

There are some deep-hearted natures that can force their
own pain down into inner depths unsuspected by those dearest
to them; and with them, when anguish forces its way to the

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surface and is visible, it is only after a mighty upheaval.
David's nature was one of these. Eve had thoroughly under-
stood the noble character of the man. But now that the
depths had been stirred, David's father took the wave of
anguish that passed over his son's features for a child's trick,
an attempt to "get round" his father, and his bitter grief for
mortification over the failure of the attempt. Father and son
parted in anger.

David and Kolb reached Angouleme on the stroke of mid-
night. They came back on foot, and stealthily, like burglars.
Before one o'clock in the morning David was installed in the
impenetrable hiding-place prepared by his wife in Basine
Clerget's house. No one saw him enter it, and the pity that
henceforth should shelter David was the most resourceful pity
of all — the pity of a work-girl.

Kolb bragged that day that he had saved his master on
horseback, and only left him in a carrier's van well on the
way to Limoges. A sufficient provision of raw material had
been laid up in Basine's cellar, and Kolb, Marion, Mme.
Sechard, and her mother had no communication with the
house.

Two days after the scene at Marsac, old Sechard came
hurrying to Angouleme and his daughter-in-law. Govetous-
ness had brought him. There were three clear weeks ahead be-
fore the vintage began, and he thought he would be on the
look-out for squalls, to use his own expression. To this end
he took up his quarters in one of the attics which he had re-
served by the terms of the lease, wilfully shutting his eyes
to the bareness and want that made his son's home desolate.
If they owed him rent, they could well afford to keep him. He
ate his food from a tinned iron plate, and made no marvel at
it. "I began in the same way," he told his daughter-in-law,
when she apologized for the absence of silver spoons.

Marion was obliged to run into debt for necessaries for
them all. Kolb was earning a franc for daily wage as a brick-
layer's laborer; and at last poor Eve, who, for the sake of her
husband and child, had sacrificed her last resources to enter-

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tain David's father, saw that she had only ten francs left. She
had hoped to the last to soften the old miser's heart by her
affectionate respect, and patience, and pretty attentions; but
old Seehard was obdurate as ever. When she saw him turn
the same cold eyes on her, the same look that the Cointets had
given her, and Petit-Claud and Cerizet, she tried to watch and
guess old Seehard's intentions. Trouble thrown away! Old
S6chard, never sober, never drunk, was inscrutable ; intoxica-
tion is a double veil. If the old man's tipsiness was sometimes
real, it was quite as often feigned for the purpose of extract-
ing David's secret from his wife. Sometimes he coaxed,
sometimes he frightened his daughter-in-law.

"I will drink up my property; / will buy an annuity" he
would threaten when Eve told him that she knew nothing.

The humiliating struggle was wearing her out; she kept
silence at last, lest she should show disrespect to her husband's
father.

"But, father," she said one day when driven to extremity,
"there is a very simple way of finding out everything. Pay
David's debts; he will come home, and you can settle it be-
tween you."

"Ha! that is what you want to get out of me, is it?" he
cried. "It is as well to know !"

But if Seehard had no belief in his son, he had plenty of
faith in the Cointets. He went to consult them, and the
Cointets dazzled him of set purpose, telling him that his son's
experiments might mean millions of francs.

"If David can prove that he has succeeded, I shall not hesi-
tate to go into partnership with him, and reckon his discovery
as half the capital," the tall Cointet told him.

The suspicious old man learned a good deal qver nips of
brandy with the work-people, and something more by ques-
tioning Petit-Claud and feigning stupidity; and at length he
felt convinced that the Cointets were the real movers behind
M6tivier ; they were plotting to ruin S6chard's printing estab-
lishment, and to lure him (Seehard) on to pay his son's debts
by holding out the discovery as a bait. The old man of the

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people did not suspect that Petit-Claud was in the plot, nor
had he any idea of the toils woven to ensnare the great secret.
A day came at last when he grew angry and out of patience
with the daughter-in-law who would not so much as tell him
where David was hiding; he determined to force the labora-
tory door, for he had discovered that David was wont to make
his experiments in the workshop where the rollers were melted
down.

He came downstairs very early one morning and set to
work upon the lock.

"Hey ! Papa Sechard, what are you doing there ?" Marion
called out. (She had risen at daybreak to go to her paper-
mill, and now she sprang across to the workshop.)

"I am in my own house, am I not?" said the old man, in
some confusion.

"Oh, indeed, are you turning thief in your old age? You

are not drunk this time either I shall go straight to the

mistress and tell her."

"Hold your tongue, Marion," said Sechard, drawing two
crowns of six francs each from his pocket. "There "

"I will hold my tongue, but don't you do it again," said
Marion, shaking her finger at him, "or all Angouleme shall
hear of it."

The old man had scarcely gone out, however, when Marion
went up to her mistress.

"Look, madame," she said, "I have had twelve francs out
of your father-in-law, and here they are "

"How did you do it?"

"What was he wanting to do but to take a look at the mas-
ter's pots and pans and stuff, to find out the secret, forsooth.
I knew quite well that there was nothing in the little place,
but I frightened him and talked as if he were setting about
robbing his son, and he gave me twelve francs to say nothing
about it."

Just at that moment Basine came in radiant, and with a
letter for her friend, a letter from David written on magnifi-
cent paper, which she handed over when they were alone.

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"My adored Eve, — I am writing to you the first letter on
my first sheet of paper made by the new process. I have
solved the problem of sizing the pulp in the trough at last.
A pound of pulp costs five sous, even supposing that the raw
material is grown on good soil with special culture; three
francs' worth of sized pulp will make a ream of paper, at
twelve pounds to the ream. I am quite sure that I can lessen
the weight of books by one-half. The envelope, the letter, and
samples enclosed are all manufactured in different ways. I
kiss you ; you shall have wealth now to add to our happiness,
everjrthing else we had before."

"There !" said Eve, handing the samples to her father-in-
law, "when the vintage is over let your son have the money,
give him a chance to make his fortune, and you shall be re-
paid ten times over ; he has succeeded at last !"

Old Sechard hurried at once to the Cointets. Every sample
was tested and minutely examined; the prices, from three to
ten francs per ream, were noted on each separate slip; some
were sized, others unsized; some were of almost metallic
purity, others soft as Japanese paper ; in color there was every
possible shade of white. If old Sechard and the two Cointets
had been Jews examining diamonds, their eyes could not have
glistened more eagerly.

"Your son is on the right track," the fat Cointet said at
length.

"Very well, pay his debts," returned old Sechard.

"By all means, if he will take us into partnership," said the
tall Cointet.

"You are extortioners !" cried old Sechard. "You have been
suing him under Metivier's name, and you mean me to buy
you off ; that is the long and the short of it. Not such a fool,
gentlemen "

The brothers looked at one another, but they contrived to
hide their surprise at the old miser's shrewdness.

"We are not millionaires," said fat Cointet ; "we do not dis-
count bills for amusement. We should think ourselves well

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off if we could pay ready money for our bits of accounts for
rags, and we still give bills to our dealer."

"The experiment ought to be tried first on a much larger
scale," the tall Cointet said coldly ; "sometimes you try a thing
with a saucepan and succeed, and fail utterly when you ex-
periment with bulk. You should help your son out of diffi-
culties."

"Yes ; but when my son was at liberty, would he take me as
his partner ?"

"That is no business of ours," said the fat Cointet. "My
good man, do you suppose that when you have paid some ten
thousand francs for your son, that there is an end of it ? It
will cost two thousand francs to take out a patent; there will
be journeys to Paris; and before going to any expense, it
would be prudent to do as my brother here suggests, and make
a thousand reams or so ; to try several whole batches to make
sure. You see, there is nothing you must be so much on your
guard against as an inventor."

"I have a liking for bread ready buttered myself," added
the tall Cointet.

All through that night the old man ruminated over this
dilemma — "If I pay David's debts, he will be set at liberty,
and once set at liberty, he need not share his fortune with me
unless he chooses. He knows very well that I cheated him
over the first partnership, and he will not care to try a second ;
so it is to my interest to keep him shut up, the wretched
boy."

The Cointets knew enough of Seehard senior to see that
they should hunt in couples. All three said to themselves —
"Experiments must be tried beffore the discovery can take any
practical shape. David Seehard must be set at liberty before
those experiments can be made; and David Seehard, set at
liberty, will slip through our fingers."

Everybody involved, moreover, had his own little after-
thought.

Petit-Claud, for instance, said, "As soon as I am married,
I will slip my neck out of the Cointets' yoke; but till then I
shall hold on."

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The tall Cointet thought, "I would rather have David under
lock and key, and then I should be master of the situation."

Old Sechard, too, thought, "If I pay my son's debts, he will
repay me with a 'Thank you !' "

Eve, hard pressed (for the old man threatened now to turn
her out of the house), would neither reveal her husband's
hiding-place, nor even send proposals of a safe-conduct. She
could not feel sure of finding so safe a refuge a second time.

"Set your son at liberty," she told her father-in-law, "and
then you shall know everything."

The four interested persons sat, as it were, with a banquet
spread before them, none of them daring to begin, each one
suspicious and watchful of his neighbor. A few days after
David went into hiding, Petit-Claud went to the mill to see
the tall Cointet.

"I have done my best," he said; "David has gone into
prison of his own accord somewhere or other; he is working
out some improvement there in peace. It is no fault of mine
if you have not gained your end ; are you going to keep your
promise ?"

"Yes, if we succeed," said the tall Cointet. "Old Sechard
was here only a day or two ago ; he came to ask us some ques-
tions as to paper-making. The old miser has got wind of his
son's invention; he wants to turn it to his own account, so
there is some hope of a partnership. You are with the father
and the son "

"Be the third person in the trinity and give them up,"
smiled Petit-Claud.

"Yes," said Cointet. "When you have David in prison,
or bound to us by a deed of partnership, you shall marry
Mile, de la Haye."

"Is that your ultimatum?"

"My sine qua non," said Cointet, "since we are speaking in
foreign languages."

"Then here is mine in plain language," Petit-Claud said
drily.

"Ah ! let us have it," answered Cointet, with some curiosity.

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"YoTi -will present me to-morrow to Mme. de Senonehes,
and do something definite for me; you will keep your word,
in short; or I will clear off Seehard's debts myself, sell my
practice, and go into partnership with him. I will not be
duped. You have spoken out, and I am doing the same. I
have given proof, give me proof of your sincerity. You
have all, and I have nothing. If you won't do fairly by me,
I know your cards, and I shall play for my own hand."

The tall Cointet took his hat and umbrella, his face at the
same time taking its Jesuitical expression, and out he went,
bidding Petit-Claud come with him.

'Tfou shall see, my friend, whether I have prepared your
way for you," said he.

The shrewd paper-manufacturer saw his danger at a glance ;
and saw, too, that with a man like Petit-Claud it was better
to play above board. Partly to be prepared for contingencies,
partly to satisfy his conscience, he had dropped a word or two
to the point in the ear of the ex-consul-general, under the
pretext of putting Mile, de la Haye's financial position before
that gentleman.

"I have the man for Frangoise," he had said; "for with
thirty thousand francs of dot, a girl must not expect too much
nowadays."

"We will talk it over later on," answered Francis du
Hautoy, ex-consul-general. "Mme. de Senonehes' position
has altered very much since Mme. de Bargeton went away;
we very likely might marry Frangoise to some elderly country
gentleman."

"She would disgrace herself if you did," Cointet returned
in his dry way. "Better marry her to some capable, ambitious
young man; you could help him with j'our influence, and he
would make a good position for his wife."

'^'We shall see," said Francis du Hautoy; 'Tier godmother
ought to be consulted first, in any case."

When M. de Bargeton died, his wife sold the great house in
the Rue du Minage. Mme. de Senonehes, finding her own
liouse scarcely large enough, persuaded M. de Senonehes to

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buy the Hotel de Bargeton, the cradle of Lucien Chardon's
ambitions, the scene of the earliest events in his career.
Zephirine de Senonches had it in mind to succeed to Mme. de
Bargeton ; she, too, would be a kind of queen in Angouleme ;
she would have "a salon," and be a great lady, in short. There
was a schism in Angouleme, a strife dating from the late M.
de Bargeton's duel with M. de Chandour. Some maintained
that Louise de Negrepelisse was blameless, others believed in
Stanislas de Chandour's scandals. Mme. de Senonches de-
clared for the Bargetons, and began by winning over that fac-
tion. Many frequenters of the Hotel de Bargeton had been
so accustomed for years to their nightly game of cards in
the house that they could not leave it, and Mme. de Senonches
turned this fact to account. She received every evening, and
certainly gained all the ground lost by Amelie de Chandour,
who set up for a rival.

Francis du Hautoy, living in the inmost circle of nobility
in Angouleme, went so far as to think of marrying Frangoise
to old M. de Severac, Mme. du Brossard having totally failed
to capture that gentleman for her daughter ; and when Mme.
de Bargeton reappeared as the prefect's wife, Zephirine's hopes
for her dear goddaughter waxed high, indeed. The Comtesse
du Chatelet, so she argued, would be sure to use her influence
for her champion.

Boniface Cointet had Angouleme at his fingers' ends; he
saw all the difficulties at a glance, and resolved to sweep them
out of the way by a bold stroke that only a Tartuffe's brain
could invent. The puny lawyer was not a little amazed to
find his fellow-conspirator keeping his word with him; jiot
a word did Petit-Claud utter; he respected the musings of
his companion, and they walked the whole way from the
paper-mill to the Eue du Minage in silence.

"Monsieur and madame are at breakfast" — this announce-
ment met the ill-timed visitors on the steps.

"Take in our names, all the same," said the tall Cointet;
and feeling sure of his position, he followed immediately be-
hind the servant and introduced his companion to the elab-

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orately-affeeted Zephirine, who was breakfasting in company
with M. Francis du Hautoy and Mile, de la Haye. M. de
Senonehes had gone, as usual, for a day's shooting over M. de
Pimentel's land.

"M. Petit-Claud is the young lawyer of whom I spoke to
you, madame; he will go through the trust accounts when
your fair ward comes of age."

The ez-diplomatist made a quick scrutiny of Petit-Claud,
who, for his part, was looking furtively at the "fair ward."
As for Zdphirine, who heard of the matter for the first time,
her surprise was so great that she dropped her fork.

Mile, de la Haye, a shrewish young woman with an ill-tem-
pered face, a waist that could scarcely be called slender, a
thin figure, and colorless, fair hair, in spite of a certain little
air that she had, was by no means easy to marry. The
"parentage unknown" on her birth certificate was the real bar
to her entrance into the sphere where her godmother's affec-
tion strove to establish her. Mile, de la Haye, ignorant of her
real position, was very hard to please ; the richest merchant in
L'Houmeau had found no favor in her sight. Cointet saw
the sufficiently significant expression of the young lady's face
at the sight of the little lawyer, and turning, beheld a pre-
cisely similar grimace on Petit-Claud's countenance. Mme.
de Senonehes and Francis looked at each other, as if in search
of an excuse for getting rid of the visitors. All this Cointet
saw. He asked M. du Hautoy for the favor of a few minutes'
speech with him, and the pair went together into the drawing-
room.

"Fatherly affection is blinding you, sir," he said bluntly.
"You will not find it an easy thing to marry your daughter;
and, acting in your interest throughout, I have put you in a
position from which you cannot draw back ; for I am fond of
Frangoise, she is my ward. ISTow — Petit-Claud knows every-
thing! His overweening ambition is a guarantee for our dear
child's happiness ; for, in the first place, Frangoise will do as
she likes with her husband; and, in the second, he wants
your influence. You can ask the new prefect for the post of

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crown attorney for him in the conrt here. M. Milaud is
definitely appointed to Fevers, Petit-Cland will sell his prac-
tice, yon will have no difficulty in obtaining a deputy public
prosecutor's place for him; and it will not be long before he
becomes attorney for the crown, president of the court, deputy,
what you will."

Francis went back to the dining-room and behaved charm-
ingly to his daughter's suitor. He gave Mme. de Senonches a
look, and brought the scene to a close with an invitation to
dine with them on the morrow; Petit- Claud must come and
discuss the business in hand. He even went downstairs and
as far as the court with the visitors, telling Petit-Claud that,
after Cointet's recommendation, both he and Mme. de Se-
nonches were disposed to approve all that Mile, de la Haye's
trustee had arranged for the welfare of that little angel.

"Oh !" cried Petit-Claud, as they came away, "what a plain
girl ! I have been taken in "

"She looks a lady-like girl," returned Cointet, "and be-
sides, if she were a beauty, would they give her to you ? Eh !
my dear fellow, thirty thousand francs and the influence of
Mme. de Senonches and the Comtesse du Chatelet ! Many a
small landowner would be wonderfully glad of the chance, and
all the more so since M. Francis du Hautoy is never likely
to marry, and all that he has will go to the girl. Your
marriage is as good as settled."

"How?"

"That is what I am just going to tell you," returned
Cointet, and he gave his companion an account of his recent
bold stroke. "M. Milaud is just about to be appointed at-
torney for the crown at Nevers, my dear fellow," he con-
tinued ; "sell your practice, and in ten years' time you will be
Keeper of the Seals. You are not the kind of a man to draw
back from any service required of you by the Court."

"Very well," said Petit-Claud, his zeal stirred by the pros-
pect of such a career, "very well, be in the Place du Murier
to-morrow at half-past four; I v-dll see old Sechard in the
meantime ; we will have a deed of partnership drawn up, and

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the father and the son shall be bound thereby, and delivered to
the third person of the trinity — Cointet, to wit."

To return to Lueien in Paris. On the morrow of the loss
announced in his letter, he obtained a visa for his passport,
bought a stout holly stick, and went to the Eue d'Enfer to
take a place in the little market van, which took him as far
as Longjumeau for half a franc. He was going home to An-
gouleme. At the end of the first day's tramp he slept in a
cowshed, two leagues from Arpajon. He had come no farther
than Orleans before he was very weary, and almost ready to
break down, but there he found a boatman willing to bring
him as far as Tours for three francs, and food during the
journey cost him but forty sous. Five days of walking
brought him from Tours to Poitiers, and left him with but
five francs in his pockets, but he summoned up all his remain-
ing strength for the journey before him.

He was overtaken by night in the open country, and had
made up his mind to sleep out of doors, when a traveling car-
riage passed by, slowly climbing the hillside, and, all unknown
to the postilion, the occupants, and the servant, he managed
to slip in among the luggage, crouching in between two trunks
lest he should be shaken ofE by the jolting of the carriage —
and so he slept.

He awoke with the sun shining into his eyes, and the sound
of voices in his ears. The carriage had come to a standstill.
Looking about him, he knew that he was at Mansle, the little
town where he had waited for Mme. de Bargeton eighteen
months before, when his heart was full of hope and love and
joy. A group of post-boys eyed him curiously and sus-
piciously, covered with dust as he was, wedged in among the
luggage. Lueien jumped down, but before he could speak
two travelers stepped out of the caleche, and the words died
away on his lips ; for there stood the new Prefect of the Cha-
rente, Sixte du Chatelet, and his wife, Louise de Negrepelisse.

"Chance gave us a traveling-companion, if we had but
kno\vn !" said the Countess. "Come in with us, monsieur."

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Lueien gave the couple a distant bow and a half-humbled,
half -defiant glance; then he turned away into a cross-coun-
try road in search of some farmhouse, where he might make
a breakfast on milk and bread, and rest awhile, and think
quietly over the future. He still had three francs left. On
and on he walked with the hurrying pace of fever, noticing
as he went, down by the riverside, that the country grew more
and more picturesque. It was near mid-day when he came
upon a sheet of water with willows growing about the margin,
and stopped for awhile to rest his eyes on the cool, thick-
growing leaves; and something of the grace of the fields en-
tered into his soul.

In among the crests of the willows, he caught a glimpse of
a mill near-by on a branch stream, and of the thatched roof
of the mill-house where the house-leeks were growing. For all
ornament, the quaint cottage was covered with jessamine and
honeysuckle and climbing hops, and the garden about it was
gay with phloxes and tall, juicy-leaved plants. Nets lay dry-
ing in the sun along a paved causeway raised above the high-
est flood level, and secured by massive piles. Ducks were
swimming in the clear mill-pond below the currents of water
roaring over the wheel. As the poet came nearer he heard
the clack of the mill, and saw the good-natured, homely
woman of the house knitting on a garden bench, and keeping
an eye upon a little one who was chasing the hens about.

Lucien came forward. "My good woman," he said, "I am
tired out ; I have a fever on me, and I have only three francs ;
will you undertake to give me brown bread and milk, and let
me sleep in the barn for a week ? I shall have time to write to
my people, and they will either come to fetch me or send me
money."

"I am quite willing, always supposing that my husband has
no objection. — Hey ! little man !"

^ The miller came up, gave Lucien a look over, and took his
pipe out of his mouth to remark, "Three francs for a week's
board ? You might as well pay nothing at all."

"Perhaps I shall end as a miller's man," thought the poet.

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as his eyes wandered over the lovely country. Then the
miller's wife made a bed ready for him, and Lucien lay down
and slept so long that his hostess was frightened.

"Courtois," she said, next day at noon, "just go in. and see
whether that young man is dead or alive; he has been lying
there these fourteen hours."

The miller was busy spreading out his fishing-nets and
lines. "It is my belief," he said, "that the pretty fellow yon-
der is some starveling play-actor without a brass farthing to
bless himself with."

"What makes you think that, little man?" asked the mis-
tress of the mill.

"Lord, he is not a prince, nor a lord, nor a member of par-
liament, nor a bishop ; why are his hands as white as if he did
nothing ?"

"Then it is very strange that he does not feel hungry and
wake up," retorted the miller's wife; she had just prepared
breakfast for yesterday's chance guest. "A play-actor, is he?"
she continued. "Where will he be going? It is too early yet
for the fair at Angouleme."

But neither the miller nor his wife suspected that (actors,
princes, and bishops apart) there is a kind of being who is
both prince and actor, and invested besides with a magnifi-
cent order of priesthood — ^that the Poet seems to do noth-
ing, yet reigns over all humanity when he can paint humanity.

"What can he be ?" Courtois asked of his wife.

"Suppose it should be dangerous to take him in ?" queried
she.

"Pooh ! thieves look more alive than that ; we shotild have
been robbed by this time," returned her spouse.

"I am neither a prince nor a thief, nor a bishop nor an
actor," Lucien said wearily; he must have overheard the col-
loquy through the window, and now he suddenly appeared.
"I am poor, I am tired out, I have come on foot from Paris.
My name is Lucien de Eubempre, and my father was M. Char-
don, who used to have Postel's business in L'Houmeau. My
sister married David Sechard, the printer in the Place du
Murier at Angouleme."

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"Stop a bit," said the miller, "that printer is the son of the
old skinflint who farms his own land at Marsac, isn't he ?"

"The very same," said Lucien.

"He is a queer kind of a father, he is !" Courtois continued.
"He is worth two hundred thousand francs and more, with-
out counting his money-box, and he has sold his son up, they
say."

When body and soul have been broken by a prolonged pain-
ful struggle, there comes a crisis when a strong nature braces
itself for greater effort; but those who give way under the
strain either die or sink into unconsciousness like death. That
hour of crisis had struck for Lucien; at the vague rumor of
the catastrophe that had befallen David he seemed almost
ready to succumb. "Oh ! my sister !" he cried. "Oh, God !
what have I done ? Base wretch that I am !"

He dropped down on the wooden bench, looking white and
powerless as a dying man; the miller's wife brought out a
bowl of milk and made him drink, but he begged the miller
to help him back to his bed, and asked to be forgiven for
bringing a dying man into their house. He thought his last
hour had come. With the shadow of death, thoughts of re-
ligion crossed a brain so quick to conceive picturesque fancies ;
he would see the cure, he would confess and receive the last
sacraments. The moan, uttered in the faint voice by a young
man with such a comely face and figure, went to Mme. Cour-
tois' heart.

"I say, little man, just take the horse and go to Marsac and
ask Dr. Marron to come and see this young man ; he is in a
very bad way, it seems to me, and you might bring the cure as
well. Perhaps they may know more about that printer in the
Place du Murier than you do, for Postel married M. Marron's
daughter."

Courtois departed. The miller's wife tried to make Lucien
take food ; like all country-bred folk, she was full of the idea
that sick folk must be made to eat. He took no notice of her,
but gave way to a violent storm of remorseful grief, a kind of
mental process of counter-irritation, which relieved him.

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The Courtois' mill lies a league away from Marsac, the
town of the district, and the half-way halt between Mansle
and Angouleme; so it was not long before the good miller
came back with the doctor and the cure. Both funetionariea
had heard rumors coupling Lucien's name with the name of
Mme. de Bargeton ; and now when the whole department was
talking of the lady's marriage to the new Prefect and her re-
turn to Angouleme as the Comtesse du Chatelet, both cure
and doctor were consumed with a violent curiosity to Icnow
why M. de Bargeton's widow had not married the young poet
with whom she had left Angoulgme. And when they heard,
furthermore, that Lueien was at the mill, they were eager
to know whether the poet had come to the rescue of his
brother-in-law. Curiosity and humanity alike prompted them
to go at once to the dying man. Two hours after Courtois
set out, Lueien heard the rattle of old iron over the stony
causeway, the country doctor's ramshackle chaise came up to
the door, and out stepped the MM. Marron, for the cur6 was
the doctor's uncle. Lucien's bedside visitors were as intimate
with David's father as country neighbors usually are in a
small vine-growing township. The doctor looked at the dy-
ing man, felt his pulse, and examined his tongue; then he
looked at the miller's wife, and smiled reassuringly.

"Mme. Courtois," said he, "if, as I do not doubt, you have
a bottle of good wine somewhere in the cellar, and a fat eel
in your fish-pond, put them before your patient, it is only
exhaustion ; there is nothing the matter with him. Our great
man will be on his feet again directly."

"Ah! monsieur," said Lueien, "it is not the body, it is
the mind that ails. These good people have told me tidings
that nearly killed me ; I have just heard bad news of my sister,
Mme. Seehard. Mme. Courtois says that your daughter is
married to Postel, monsieur, so you must know something of
David Seehard's affairs ; oh, for heaven's sake, monsieur, tell
me what you know!"

'^hy, he must be in prison," began the doctor ; "his father

would not help him "

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"In prison!" repeated Lucien, "and why?"

"Because some bills came from Paris; he had overlooked
them, BO doubt, for he does not pay much attention to his
business, they say," said Dr. Marron.

"Pray leave me with M. le Cure," said the poet, with a visi-
ble change of countenance. The doctor and the miller and his
wife went out of the room, and Lueien was left alone with
the old priest.

"Sir," he said, "I feel that death is near, and I deserve to
die. I am a very miserable wretch; I can only cast myself
into the arms of religion. I, sir, / have brought all these
troubles on my sister and brother, for David Seehard has
been a brother to me. I drew those bills that David could
not meet ! . . . I have ruined him. In my terrible
misery, I forgot the crime. A millionaire put an end to the
proceedings, and I quite believed that he had met the bills;
but nothing of the kind has been done, it seems." And Lu-
eien told the tale of his sorrows. The story, as he told it in
his feverish excitement, was worthy of the poet. He besought
the cure to go to Angouleme and to ask for news of Eve and
his mother, Mme. Chardon, and to let him know the truth,
and whether it was still possible to repair the evil.

"I shall live till you come back, sir," he added, as the hot
tears fell. "If my mother, and sister, and David do not cast
me off, I shall not die."

Lucien's remorse was terrible to see, the tears, the elo-
quence, the young white face with the heartbroken, despair-
ing look, the tales of sorrow upon sorrow till human strength
could no more endure, all these things aroused the cure's pity
and interest.

"In the provinces, as in Paris," he said, "you must believe
I only half of all that you hear. Do -not alarm yourself; a
piece of hearsay, three leagues away from Angouleme, is sure
to be far from the truth. Old Seehard, our neighbor, left
Marsae some days ago; very likely he is busy settling his
son's difficulties. I am going to Angouleme ; I will come back
and tell you whether you can return home; your confessions
and repentance will help to plead your cause."

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The cure did not know that Lucien had repented so many
times during the last eighteen months, that penitence, how-
ever impassioned, had come to be a kind of drama with him,
played to perfection, played so far in all good faith, but none
the less a drama. To the cure succeeded the doctor. He saw
that the patient was passing through a nervous crisis, and the
danger was beginning to subside. The doctor-nephew spoke
as comfortably as the cure-uncle, and at length the patient
was persuaded to take nourishment.

Meanwhile the cure, knowing the manners and customs of
the countryside, had gone to Mansle; the coach from Euffec
to Angouleme was due to pass about that time, and he found
a vacant place in it. He would go to his grand-nephew Postel
in L'Houmeau (David's former rival) and make inquiries of
him. Prom the assiduity with which the little druggist as-
sisted his venerable relative to alight from the abominable
cage which did duty as a coach between Euffec and Angou-
leme, it was apparent to the meanest understanding that M.
and Mme. Postel founded their hopes of future ease upon the
old cure's will.

"Have you breakfasted? Will you take something? We
did not in the least expect you ! This is a pleasant surprise !"
Out came questions innumerable in a breath.

Mme. Postel might have been born to be the wife of an
apothecary in L'Houmeau. She was a common-looking
woman, about the same height as little Postel himself, such
good looks as she possessed being entirely due to youth and
health. Her florid auburn hair grew very low upon her fore-
head. Her demeanor and language were in keeping with
homely features, a round countenance, the red cheeks of a
countiy damsel, and eyes that might almost be described as
yellow. Everything about her said plainly enough that she
had been married for expectations of money. After a year of
married life, therefore, she ruled the house; and Postel, only
too happy to have discovered the heiress, meekly submitted
to his wife. Mme. Leonie Postel, nee Marron, was nursing
her first child, the darling of the old cure, the doctor, and

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Postel, a repulsive infant, with a strong likeness to botH
parents.

"Well, uncle," said Leonie, "what has brought you to An-
goulSme, since you will not take anything, and no sooner come
in than you talk of going ?"

But when the venerable ecclesiastic brought out the names
of David S^cbard and Eve, little Postel grew very red, and
Leonie, his wife, felt it incumbent upon her to give him a
jealous glance — the glance that a wife never fails to give when
she is perfectly sure of her husband, and gives a look into the
past by way of a caution for the future.

"What have yonder folk done to you, uncle, that you should
mix yourself up with their affairs?" inquired L6onie, with
very perceptible tartness.

"They are in trouble, my girl," said the cur6, and he told
the Postels about Lucien at the Courtois' mill.

"Oh! so that is the way he came back from Paris, is it?"
exclaimed Postel. "Yet he had some brains, poor fellow, and
he was ambitious, too. He went out to look for wool, and
comes home shorn. But what does he want here ? His sister
is frightfully poor; for all these geniuses, David and Lucien
alike, know very little about business. There was some talk
of him at the Tribunal, and, as a judge, I was obliged to sign
the warrant of execution. It was a painful duty. I do not
know whether the sister's circumstances are such that Lucien
can go to her ; but in any case the little room that he used to
occupy here is at liberty, and I shall be pleased to offer it to
him."

"That is right, Postel," said the priest; he bestowed a kiss
on the infant slumbering in Leonie's arms, and, adjusting
his cocked hat, prepared to walk out of the shop.

"You will dine with us, uncle, of course," said Mme. Postel ;
"if once you meddle in those people's affairs, it will be some
time before you have done. My husband will drive you back
again in his little pony-cart."

Husband and wife stood watching their valued, aged rela-
tive on his way into Angouleme. "He carries himself well
for his age, all the same," remarked the druggist.

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By this time David had been in hiding for eleven days in
a house only two doors away from the druggist's shop, which
the worthy ecclesiastic had Just quitted to climb the steep path
into Angouleme with the news of Lueien's present condition.

When the Abbe Marron debouched upon the Place du
Murier he found three men, each one remarkable in his own
way, and all of them bearing with their whole weight upon the
present and future of the hapless voluntary prisoner. There
stood old Seehard, the tall Cointet, and his confederate, the
puny limb of the law, three men representing three phases of
greed as widely different as the outward forms of the speakers.
The first had it in his mind to sell his own son; the second,
to betray his client ; and the third, while bargaining for both
iniquities, was inwardly resolved to pay for neither. It was
nearly five o'clock. Passers-by on their way home to dinner
stopped a moment to look at the group.

"What the devil can old Seehard and the tall Cointet haVe
to say to each other?" asked the more curious.

"There is something on foot concerning that miserable
wretch that leaves his wife and child and mother-in-law to
starve," suggested some.

"Talk of sending a boy to Paris to learn his trade!" said
a provincial oracle.

"M. le Cure, what brings you here, eh?" exclaimed old
Seehard, catching sight of the Abbe as soon as he appeared.

"I have come on account of your family," answered the old
man.

'TEIere is another of my son's notions!" exclaimed old Se-
ehard.

"It would not cost you much to make everybody happy
all round," said the priest, looking at the windows of the
printing-house. Mme. Sechard's beautiful face appeared at
that moment between the curtains; she was hushing her
child's cries by tossing him in her arms and singing to him.

"Are you bringing news of my son?" asked old Seehard,
"or what is more to the purpose — money?"

"No," answered M. Marron, "I am bringing the sister news
of her brother."

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"Of Lucien?" cried Petit-Claud.

'TTes. He walked all the way from Paris, poor yovmg man.
I found him at the Courtois' house; he was worn out with
misery and fatigue. Oh ! he is very much to be pitied."

Petit-Claud took the tall Cointet by the arm, saying aloud,
"If we are going to dine with Mme. de Senonches, it is time
to dress." When they had come away a few paces, he added,
for his companion's benefit, "Catch the cub, and you will soon
have the dam ; we have David now "

"I have found you a wife, find me a partner," said the tall
Cointet with a treacherous smile.

"Lueien is an old school-fellow of mine; we used to be
chums. I shall be sure to hear something from him in a
week's time. Have the banns put up, and I will engage to put
David in prison. When he is on the jailer's register I shall
have done my part."

"Ah!" exclaimed the tall Cointet under his breath, "we
might have the patent taken out in our name ; that would be
the thing!"

A shiver ran through the meagre little attorney when he
heard those words.

Meanwhile Eve beheld her father-in-law enter with the
Abbe Marron, who had let fall a word which unfolded the
whole tragedy.

"Here is our cur6, Mme. S6chard," the old man said, ad-
dressing his daughter-in-law, "and pretty tales about your
brother he has to tell us, no doubt !"

"Oh!" cried poor Eve, cut to the heart; "what can have
happened now?"

The cry told so unmistakably of many sorrows, of great
dread on so many grounds, that the Abbe Marron made haste
ho say, "Eeassure yourself, madame ; he is living."

Eve turned to the vinegrower.

"Father," she said, "perhaps you will be good enough to
go to my mother; she must hear all that this gentleman has
to tell us of Lueien."

The old man went in search of Mme. Chardon, and ad-
dressed her in this wise :

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"Go and have it out with the Abbe Marron; he is a good
sort, priest though he is. Dinner will be late, no doubt. I
shall come back again in an hour," and the old man went out.
Insensible as he was to everything but the clink of money and
the glitter of gold, he left Mme. Chardon without caring to
notice the effect of the shock that he had given her.

Mme. Chardon had changed so greatly during the last
eighteen months, that in that short time she no longer looked
like the same woman. The troubles hanging over both of her
children, her abortive hopes for Lucien, the unexpected de-
terioration in one in whose powers and honesty she had for
so long believed, — all these things had told heavily upon her.
Mme. Chardon was not only noble by birth, she was noble by
nature; she idolized her children; consequently, during the
last six months she had suffered as never before since her
widowhood. Lucien might have borne the name of Lucien
de Kubempre by royal letters patent ; he might have founded
the family anew, revived the title, and borne the arms; he
might have made a great name — ^he had thrown the chance
away; nay, he had fallen into the mire!

For Mme. Chardon the mother was a harder judge than
Eve the sister. When she heard of the bills, she looked upon
Lucien as lost. A mother is often fain to shut her eyes, but
she always knows the child that she held at her breast, the
child that has been always with her in the house ; and so when
Eve and David discussed Lucien's chances of success in Paris,
and Lucien's mother to all appearance shared Eve's illusions,
in her inmost heart there was a tremor of fear lest David
should be right, for a mother's consciousness bore witness
to the truth of his words. So well did she know Eve's sensi-
tive nature, that she could not bring herself to speak of her
fears; she was obliged to choke them down and keep such
silence as mothers alone can keep when they know how to love
their children.

And Eve, on her side, had watched her mother, and saw
the ravages of hidden grief with a feeling of dread; her
mother was not growing old, she was failing from day to day.

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Mother and daughter lived a life of generous deception, and
neither was deceived. The brutal old vinegrower's speech was
the last drop that filled the cup of afliietion to overflowing.
The words struck a chill to Mme. Chardon's heart.

"Here is my mother, monsieur," said Eve, and the Abbe,
looking up, saw a white-haired woman with a face as thin and
worn as the features of some aged nun, and yet grown beauti-
ful with the calm and sweet expression that devout submission
gives to the faces of women who walk by the will of God, as
the saying is. Then the Abbe understood the lives of the
mother and daughter, and had no more sympathy left for Lu-
cien; he shuddered to think of all that the victims had en-
dured.

"Mother," said Eve, drying her eyes as she spoke, "poor
Lucien is not very far away, he is at Marsac."

"And why is he not here ?" asked Mme. Chardon.

Then the Abbe told the whole story as Lucien had told it
to him — the misery of the journey, the troubles of the last
days in Paris. He described the poet's agony of mind when
he heard of the havoc wrought at home by his imprudence,
and his apprehension as to the reception awaiting him at An-
gouleme.

"He has doubts of us; has it come to this?" said Mme.
Chardon.

"The unhappy young man has come back to you on foot,
enduring the most terrible hardships by the way; he is pre-
pared to enter the humblest walks in life — if so he may make
reparation."

"Monsieur," Lucien's sister said, "in spite of the wrong
he has done us, I love my brother stiU, as we love the dead
body when the soul has left it ; and even so, I love him more
than many sisters love their brothers. He has made us poor
indeed; but let him come to us, he shall share the last crust
of bread, anything indeed that he has left us. Oh, if he had
never left us, monsieur, we should not have lost our heart's
treasure."

"And the woman who took him from us brought him back

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on her carriage!" exclaimed Mme. Chardon. "He went away
sitting by Mme. de Bargeton's side in her caleche, and he came
back behind it."

"Can I do anything for you?" asked the good cure, seeking
an opportunity to take leave.

"A wound in the purse is not fatal, they say, monsieur,"
said Mme. Chardon, "but the patient must be his own doctor."

"If you have sufficient influence with my father-in-law to
induce him to help his son, you would save a whole family,"
said Eve.

"He has no belief in you, and he seemed to me to be very
much exasperated against your husband," answered the old
cure. He retained an impression, from the ex-pressman's
rambling talk, that the Sechards' affairs were a kind of wasps'
nest with which it was imprudent to meddle, and his mission
being fulfilled, he went to dine with his nephew Postel. That
worthy, like the rest of Angouleme, maintained that the father
was in the right, and soon dissipated any little benevolence
that the old gentleman was disposed to feel towards the son
and his family.

"With those that squander money something may be done,"
concluded little Postel, "but those that make experiments are
the ruin of you."

The cure went home ; his curiosity was thoroughly satisfied,
and this is the end and object of the exceeding interest taken
in other people's business in the provinces. In the course of
the evening the poet was duly informed of all that had passed
in the Sechard family, and the journey was represented as a
pilgrimage undertaken from motives of the purest charity.

"You have run your brother-in-law and sister into debt to
the amount of ten or twelve thousand francs," said the Abbe
as he drew to an end, "and nobody hereabouts has that trifling
amount to lend a neighbor, my dear sir. We are not rich in
Angoumois. When you spoke to me of your bills, I thought
that a much smaller amount was involved."

Lucien thanked the old man for his good offices. "The
promise of forgiveness which you have brought is for me a
priceless gift."

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Very early the next morning Lucien set out from Maraae,
and reached Angouleme towards nine o'clock. He carried
nothing but his walking-stick; the short jacket that he wore
was considerably the worse for his journey, his black trousers
were whitened with dust, and a pair of worn boots told suf-
ficiently plainly that their owner belonged to the hapless tribe
of tramps. He knew well enough that the contrast between
his departure and return was bound to strike his feUow-
townsmen ; he did not try to hide the fact from himself. But
just then, with his heart swelling beneath the oppression of
remorse awakened in him by the old cure's story, he accepted
his punishment for the moment, and made up his mind to
brave the eyes of his acquaintances. Within himself he said,
"I am behaving heroically."

Poetic temperaments of this stamp begin as their own
dupes. He walked up through L'Houmeau, shame at the
manner of his return struggling with the charm of old asso-
ciations as he went. His heart beat quickly as he passed Pos-
tel's shop; but, very luckily for him, the only persons inside
it were Leonie and her child. And yet, vanity was still so
strong in him, that he could feel glad that his father's name
had been painted out on the shop-front ; for Postel, since his
marriage, had redecorated his abode, and the word "Phar-
macy" now alone appeared there, in the Paris fashion, in big
letters.

When Lucien reached the steps by the Palet Gate, he felt
the influence of his native air, his misfortunes no longer
weighed upon him. "I shall see them again !" he said to him-
self, with a thrill of delight.

He reached the Place du Murier, and had not met a soul, a
piece of luck that he scarcely hoped for, he who once had
gone about his native place with a conqueror's air. Marion
and Kolb, on guard at the door, flew out upon the steps, cry-
ing out, "Here he is !"

Lucien saw the familiar workshop and courtyard, and on
the staircase met his mother and sister, and for a moment,
while their arms were about him, all three almost forgot their

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troubles. In family life we almost always compound with our
misfortunes; we make a sort of bed to rest upon; and, if it is
bard, hope makes it tolerafcle. If Lucien looked the picture
of despair, poetic charm was not wanting to the picture. His
face had been tanned by the sunlight of the open road, and the
deep sadness visible in his features overshadowed his poet's
brow. The change in him told so plainly of sufferings en-
dured, his face was so worn by sharp misery, that no one could
help pitying him. Imagination had fared forth into the
world and found sad reality at the home-coming. Eve was
smiling in the midst of her joy, as the saints smile upon mar-
tyrdom. The face of a young and very fair woman grows sub- ,
limely beautiful at the touch of grief; Lucien remembered
the innocent girlish face that he saw last before he went to
Paris, and the look of gravity that had come over it spoke so
eloquently that he could not but feel a painful impression.
The first quick, natural outpouring of affection was followed
at once by a reaction on either side; they were afraid to speak;
and when Lucien almost involuntarily looked round for an-
other who should have been there. Eve burst into tears, and
Lucien did the same, but Mme. Chardon's haggard face
showed no sign of emotion. Eve rose to her feet and went
downstairs, partly to spare her brother a word of reproach,
partly to speak to Marion.

"Lucien is so fond of strawberries, child, we must find some
strawberries for him."

"Oh, I was sure that you would want to welcome M. Lucien ;
you shall have a nice little breakfast and a good dinner, too."

"Lucien," said Mme. Chardon when the mother and son
were left alone, "you have a great deal to repair here. You
went away that we all might be proud of you; you have
plunged us into want. You have all but destroyed your
brother's opportunity of making a fortune that he only cared
to win for the sake of his new family. Nor is this all that
you have destroyed " said the mother.

There was a dreadful pause; Lucien took his mother's re-
proaches in silence.

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"Now begin to work," Mme. Chardon went on more gently.
"You tried to revive the noble family of whom I come; I do
not blame you for it. But the man who undertakes such a
task needs money above all things, and must bear a high heart
in him ; both were wanting in your case. We believed in you
once ; our belief has been shaken. This was a hard-working,
contented household, making its way with difiBculty; you
have troubled their peace. The first offence may be forgiven,
but it must be the last. "We are in a very difficult position
here; you must be careful, and take your sister's advice, Lu-
cien. The school of trouble is a very hard one, but Eve has
learned much by her lessons; she has grown grave and
thoughtful, she is a mother. In her devotion to our dear
David she has taken all the family burdens upon herself;
indeed, through your wrongdoing she has come to be my only
comfort."

"You might be still more severe, my mother," Lucien said,
as he kissed her. "I accept your forgiveness, for I will not
need it a second time."

Eve came into the room, saw her brother's humble attitude,
and knew that he had been forgiven. Her kindness brought
a smile for him to her lips, and Lucien answered with tear-
filled eyes. A living presence acts like a charm, changing the
most hostile positions of lovers or of families, no matter how
just the resentment. Is it that affection finds out the ways
of the heart, and we love to fall into them again? Does the
phenomenon come within the province of the science of mag-
netism? Or is it reason that tells us that we must either for-
give or never see each other again? Whether the cause be
referred to mental, physical, or spiritual conditions, every
one knows the effect; every one has felt that the looks, the
actions or gestures of the beloved awaken some vestige of ten-
derness in those most deeply sinned against and grievously
wronged. Though it is hard for the mind to forget, though
we still smart under the injury, the heart returns to its alle-
giance in spite of all. Poor Eve listened to her brother's con-
fidences until breakfast-time; and whenever she looked at him.

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s'he was no longer mistress of her eyes; in that intimate talk
she could not control her voice. And with the comprehension
of the conditions of literary life in Paris, she understood that
the struggle had been too much for Lucien's strength. The
poet's delight as he caressed his sister's child, his deep grief
over David's absence, mingled with joy at seeing his coun-
try and his own folk again, the melancholy words that he let
fall, — all these things combined to make that day a festival.
When Marion brought in the strawberries, he was touched
to see that Eve had remembered his taste in spite of her dis-
tress, and she, his sister, must make ready a room for the
prodigal brother and busy herself for Lucien. It was a truce,
as it were, to misery. Old Sechard himself assisted to bring
about this revulsion of feeling in the two women — "You are
making as much of him as if he were bringing you any
amount of money !"

"And what has my brother done that we should not make
much of him?" cried Eve, jealously screening Lucien.

Nevertheless, when the first expansion was over, shades of
truth came out. It was not long before Lucien felt the dif-
ference between the old affection and the new. Eve respected
David from the depths of her heart; Lucien was beloved for
his own sake, as we love a mistress still in spite of the disasters
she causes. Esteem, the very foundation on which affection
is based, is the solid stuff to which affection owes. I know not
what of certainty and security by which we live; and this
was lacking now between Mme. Chardon and her son, between
the sister and brother. Mother and daughter did not put
entire confidence in him, as they would have done if he had
not lost his honor; and he felt this. The opinion expressed
in d'Arthez's letter was Eve's own estimate of her brother;
unconsciously she revealed it by her manner, tones, and gest-
ures. Oh! Lucien was pitied, that was true; but as for all
that he had been, the pride of the household, the great man of
the family, the hero of the fireside, — all this, like their fair
hopes of him, was gone, never to return. They were so afraid
of his heedlessness that he was not told where David was hid-

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den. Lucien wanted to see Ms brother ; but this Eve, insensi-
ble to the caresses which accompanied his curious question-
ings, was not the Eve of L'Houmeau, for whom a glance from
him had been an order that must be obeyed. When Lucien
spoke of making reparation, and talked as though he could
rescue David, Eve only answered:

"Do not interfere ; we have enemies of the most treacherous
and dangerous kind."

Lucien tossed his head, as who should say, "I have measured
myself against Parisians," and the look in his sister's eyes
said unmistakably, "Yes, but you were defeated."

"Nobody cares for me now," Lucien thought. "In the home
circle, as in the world without, success is a necessity."

The poet tried to explain their lack of confidence in him;
he had not been at home two days before a feeling of vexation
rather than of angry bitterness gained hold on him. He ap-
plied Parisian standards to the quiet, temperate existence
of the provinces, quite forgetting that the narrow, patient
life of the household was the result of his own misdoings.

"They are bourgeoises, they cannot understand me," he
said, setting himself apart from his sister and mother and Da-
vid, now that they could no longer be deceived as to his real
character and his future.

Many troubles and shocks of fortune had quickened the in-
tuitive sense in both the women. Eve and Mme. Chardon
guessed the thoughts in Lucien's inmost soul ; they felt that he
misjudged them; they saw him mentally isolating himself.

"Paris has changed him very much," they said between
themselves. They were indeed reaping the harvest of egoism
which they themselves had fostered.

It was inevitable but that the leaven should work in all
three; and this most of all in Lucien, because he felt that he
was so heavily to blame. As for Eve, she was just the kind
of sister to beg an erring brother to "Forgive me for your
trespasses ;" but when the union of two souls has been as per-
fect since life's very beginnings, as it had been with Eve and
Lu,eien, any blow dealt to that fair ideal is fatal. Scoundrels

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can draw knives on each other and make it up again after-
wards, while a look or a word is enough to sunder two lovers
for ever. In the recollection of an almost perfect life of heart
and heart lies the secret of many an estrangement that none
can explain. Two may live together without full trust in their
hearts if only their past holds no memories of complete and
unclouded love ; hut for those who once have known that inti-
mate life, it becomes intolerable to keep perpetual watch over
looks and words. Great poets know this; Paul and Virginie
die before youth is over; can we think of Paul and Virginie
estranged ? Let us note that, to the honor of Lueien and Eve,
the grave injury done was not the source of the pain; it was
entirely a matter of feeling upon either side, for the poet in
fault, as for the sister who was in no way to blame. Things
had reached the point when the slightest misunderstanding,
or little quarrel, or a fresh disappointment in Lueien would
end in final estrangement. Money difficulties may be ar-
ranged, but feelings are inexorable.

Next day Lueien received a copy of the local paper. He
turned pale with pleasure when he saw his name at the head
of one of the first 'leaders" in that highly respectable sheet,
which, like the provincial academies that Voltaire compared
to a well-bred miss, was never talked about.

"Let Pranehe-Comte boast of giving the light to Victor
Hugo, to Charles Nodier, and Cuvier," ran the article, "Brit-
tany of producing a Chateaubriand and a Lammenais, Nor-
mandy of Casimir Delavigne, and Touraine of the author of
Eloa; Angoumois that gave birth, in the days of Louis XIII.,
to our illustrious fellow-countryman Guez, better known un-
der the name of Balzac — our Angoumois need no longer envy
Limousin her Dupuytren, nor Auvergne, the country of Mont-
losier, nor Bordeaux, birthplace of so many great men; for
we too have our poet! — The writer of the beautiful sonnets
entitled the Marguerites unites his poet's fame to the distinc-
tion of a prose writer, for to him we also owe the magnificent
romance of The Archer of Charles IX. Some day our

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nephews will be proud to be the fellow-townsmen of Luciea
Chardon, a rival of Petrarch ! I !"

(The country newspapers of those days were sown with
notes of admiration, as reports of English election speeches
are studded with "cheers" in brackets.)

"In spite of his brilliant success in Paris, our young poet
has not forgotten the Hotel de Bargeton, the cradle of his
triumphs; nor the Angoumoisin aristocracy, who first ap-
plauded his poetry ; nor the fact that the wife of M. le Comte
du Chatelet, our Prefect, encouraged his early footsteps in the
pathway of the Muses. He has come back among us once
more ! All L'Houmeau was thrown into excitement yesterday
by the appearance of our Lucien de Eubempre. The news of
his return produced a profound sensation throughout the
town. Angouleme certainly will not allow L'Houmeau to be
beforehand in doing honor to the poet who in journalism and
literature has so gloriously represented our town in Paris.
Lucien de Eubempre, a religious and Eoyalist poet, has braved
the fury of parties; he has come home, it is said, for repose
after the fatigue of a struggle which would try the strength
of an even greater intellectual athlete than a poet and a
dreamer.

"There is some talk of restoring our great poet to the title
of the illustrious house of de Eubempre, of which his mother,
Madame Chardon, is the last survivor, and it is added that
Mme. la Comtesse du Chttelet was the first to think of this
eminently politic idea. The revival of an ancient and almost
extinct family by young talent and newly won fame is another
proof that the immortal author of the Charter still cherishes
the desire expressed by the words TJnion and oblivion.'

"Our poet is staying with his sister, Mme. Sechard."

Under the heading "Angouleme" followed some items of
news : —

"Our Prefect, M. le Comte du Chatelet, Gentleman in Or-
dinary to His Majesty, has just been appointed Extraordinary
Councillor of State.

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"All the authorities called yesterday on M. le Prefet.

"Mme. la Comtesse du Chatelet will receive on Thursdays.

"The Mayor of Escarbas, M. de Negrepelisse, the represent-
ative of the younger branch of the d'Espard family, and
father of Mme. du Chatelet, recently raised to the rank of a
Count and Peer of France and a Commander of the Eoyal
Order of St. Louis, has been nominated for the presidency
of the electoral college of Angouleme at the forthcoming elec-
tions."

"There I" said Lucien, taking the paper to his sister. Eve
read the article with attention, and returned the sheet with
a thoughtful air.

"What do you say to that?" asked he, surprised at a re-
serve that seemed so like indifference.

"The Cointets are proprietors of that paper, dear," she said ;
"they put in exactly what they please, and it is not at all likely
that the prefecture or the palace have forced their hands. Can
you imagine that your old rival the prefect would be generous
enough to sing your praises? Have you forgotten that the
Cointets are suing us under Metivier's name? and that they
are trj'ing to turn David's discovery to their own advantage ?
I do not know the source of this paragraph, but it makes me
uneasy. You used to rouse nothing but envious feeling and
hatred here ; a prophet has no honor in his own country, and
they slandered you, and now in a moment it is all
changed "

"You do not know the vanity of country towns," said Lu-
cien. "A whole little town in the south turned out not so
long ago to welcome a young man that had won the first prize
in some competition ; they looked on him as a budding great
man."

'Tjisten, dear Lucien ; I do not want to preach to you, I will
say everything in a very few words — you must suspect every
least little thing here."

"You are right," said Lucien, but he was surprised at his

sister's lack of enthusiasm. He himself was full of delight
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to find his humiliating and shame-stricken return to Angou-
leme changed into a triumph in this way.

"You have no belief in the little fame that has cost so
dear !" he said again after a long silence. Something like a
storm had been gathering in his heart during the past hour.
For all answer Eve gave him a look, and Lucien felt ashamed
of his accusation.

Dinner was scarcely over when a messenger came from the
prefecture with a note addressed to M. Chardon. That note
appeared to decide the day for the poet's vanity; the world
contending against the family for him had won.

"M. le Comte Sixte du Chatelet and Mme. la Comtesse du
Chatelet request the honor of M. Lucien Chardon's company
at dinner on the fifteenth of September. R. S. V. P."

Enclosed with the invitation there was a card —

Le Comte Siste du Chatelet,

Gentleman of the Bedchamber, Prefect of the Charente,

Councillor of State.

"You are in favor," said old Sechard; "they are talking
about you in the town as if you were somebody ! Angouleme
and L'Houmeau are disputing as to which shall twist wreaths
for you."

"Eve, dear," Lucien whispered to his sister, "I am exactly
in the same condition as I was before in L'Houmeau when
Mme. de Bargeton sent me the first invitation — I have not a
dress suit for the prefect's dinner-party."

"Do you really mean to accept the invitation?" Eve asked
in alarm, and a dispute sprang up between the brother and
sister. Eve's provincial good sense told her that if you appear
in society, it must be with a smiling face and faultless cos-
tume. "What will come of the prefect's dinner?" she won-
dered. "What has Lucien to do with the great people of An-
gouleme ? Are they plotting something against him ?" but she
kept these thoughts to herself.

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my influence. The prefect's wife stands in fear of a journal-
ist; and besides, Louise de Negrepelisse lives on in the Com-
tesse du Ch§,telet, and a woman with her influence can rescue
David. I am going to tell her about my brother's invention,
and it would be a mere nothing to her to obtain a subsidy of
ten thousand francs from the Government for him."

At eleven o'clock that night the whole household was awak-
ened by the town band, reinforced by the military band from
the barracks. The Place du Murier was full of people. The
young men of Angouleme were giving Lucien Chardon de
Eubempre a serenade. Lucien went to his sister's window and
made a speech after the last performance.

"^I thank my fellow-townsmen for the honor that they do
me," he said in the midst of a great silence; "I will strive to
be worthy of it ; they will pardon me if I say no more ; I am
so much moved by this incident that I cannot speak."

"Hurrah for the writer of The Archer of Charles IX. f
. . . Hurrah for the poet of the Marguerites! . . .
Long live Lucien de Eubempre !"

After these three salvos, taken up by some few voices, three
crowns and a quantity of bouquets were adroitly flung into
the room through the open window. Ten minutes later the
Place du Murier was empty, and silence prevailed in the
streets.

"I would rather have ten thousand francs," said old Se-
chard, fingering the bouquets and garlands with a satirical
expression. "You gave them daisies, and they give you posies
in return ; you deal in flowers."

"So that is your opinion of the honors shown me by my
fellow-townsmen, is it?" asked Lucien. All his melancholy
had left him, his face was radiant with good humor. "If you
knew mankind. Papa Sechard, you would see that no moment
in one's life comes twice. Such a triumph as this can only be
due to genuine enthusiasm! . . . My dear mother, my
good sister, this wipes out many mortifications."

Lucien kissed them; for when joy overflows like a torrent
flood, we are fain to pour it out into a friend's heart. "When

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an author is intoxicated with success, he will hug his porter
if there is nobody else on hand," according to Bixiou.

"Why, darling, why are you crying ?" he said, looking into
Eve's face. "Ah ! I know, you are crying for joy !"

"Oh me!" said Eve, when she and her mother were left
alone in the bedroom, "there is a pretty woman of the worst
kind in a poet, I think."

"You are right," said her mother, shaking her head as she
spoke. "Lucien has forgotten everything already; not merely
his own troubles, but ours as well."

Mother and daughter separated, and neither dared to utter
all her thoughts.

In a country eaten up with the kind of social insubordina-
tion disguised by the word Equality, a triumph of any kind
whatsoever is a sort of miracle which requires, like some other
miracles for that matter, the co-operation of skilled labor.
Out of ten ovations offered to ten living men, selected for this
distinction by a grateful country, you may be quite sure that
nine are given from considerations connected as remotely as
possible with the conspicuous merits of the renowned recipi-
ent. What was Voltaire's apotheosis at the Theatre-Prangais
but the triumph of eighteenth century philosophy? A tri-
umph in France means that everybody else feels that he is
adorning his own temples with the crown that he sets on the
idol's head.

The women's presentiments proved correct. The distin-
guished provincial's reception was antipathetic to Angou-
moisin immobility; it was too evidently got up by some in-
terested persons or by enthusiastic stage mechanics, a sus-
picious combination. Eve, moreover, like most of her sex,
was distrustful by instinct, even when reason failed to justify
her suspicions to herself. 'Who can be so fond of Lucien that
he could rouse the town for him?" she wondered as she fell
asleep. "The Marguerites are not published yet ; how can they
compliment him on a future success ?"

The ovation was, in fact, the work of Petit-Claud.

Petit-Claud had dined with Mme. de Senonehes, for the

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first time, on the evening of the day that brought the cure of
Marsac to Angouleme with the news of Lueien's return. That
same evening he made formal application for the hand of
Mile, de la Haye. It was a family dinner, one of the solemn
occasions marked not so much by the number of the guests as
by the splendor of their toilettes. Consciousness of the per-
formance weighs upon the family party, and every counte-
nance looks significant. Frangoise was on exhibition. Mme.
de Senonehes had sported her most elaborate costume for the
occasion ; M. du Hautoy wore a black coat ; M. de Senonehes
had returned from his visit to the Pimentels on the receipt of
a note from his wife, informing him that Mme. du Chatelet
was to appear at their house for the first time since her ar-
rival, and that a suitor in form for Frangoise would appear
on the scenes. Boniface Cointet also was there, in his best
maroon coat of clerical cut, with a diamond pin worth six
thousand francs displayed in his shirt frill — the revenge of
the rich merchant upon a poverty-stricken aristocracy.

Petit-Claud himself, scoured and combed, had carefully
removed his gray hairs, but he could not rid himself of his
wizened air. The puny little man of law, tightly buttoned
into his clothes, reminded you of a torpid viper; for if hope
had brought a spark of life into his magpie eyes, his face
was icily rigid, and so well did he assume an air of gravity,
that an ambitious public prosecutor could not have been more
dignified.

Mme. de Senonehes had told her intimate friends that her
ward would meet her betrothed that evening, and that Mme.
du Chatelet would appear at the Hotel de Senonehes for the
first time; and having particularly requested them to keep
these matters secret, she expected to find her rooms crowded.
The Comte and Comtesse du Chatelet had left cards every-
where officially, but they meant the honor of a personal
visit to play a part in their policy. So aristocratic Angouleme
was in such a prodigious ferment of curiosity, that certain of
the Chandour camp proposed to go to the Hotel de Bargeton
that evening. (They persistently declined to call the house
by its new name.)

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Proofs of the Countess' influence had stirred up ambition
in many quarters ; and not only so, it was said that the lady
had changed so much for the better that everybody wished to
see and judge for himself. Petit-Claud learned great news
on the way to the house ; Cointet told him that Zephirine had
asked leave to present her dear Frangoise's betrothed to the
Countess, and that the Countess had granted the favor. Petit-
Claud had seen at once that Lucien's return put Louise de
Negrepelisse in a false position; and now, in a moment, he
flattered himself that he saw a way to take advantage of it.

M. and Mme. de Senonches had undertaken such heavy en-
gagements when they bought the house, that, in provincial
fashion, they thought it imprudent to make any changes in it.
So when Madame du Chatelet was announced, Zephirine went
up to her with — "Look, dear Louise, you are still in your old
home !" indicating, as she spoke, the little chandelier, the pan-
eled wainscot, and the furniture, which once had dazzled Lu-
cien.

"I wish least of all to remember it, dear," Madame la Pre-
f^te answered graciously, looking round on the assemblage.

Every one admitted that Louise de N^grepelisse was not
like the same woman. If the provincial had undergone a
change, the woman herself had been transformed by those
eighteen months in Paris, by the first happiness of a still re-
cent second marriage, and the kind of dignity that power con-
fers. The Comtesse du Chatelet bore the same resemblance
to Mme. de Bargeton that a girl of twenty bears to her mother.

She wore a charming cap of lace and flowers, fastened by
a diamond-headed pin ; the ringlets that half hid the contours
of her face added to her look of youth, and suited her style of
beauty. Her foulard gown, designed by the celebrated Vic-
torine, with a pointed bodice, exquisitely fringed, set off her
figure to advantage; and a silken lace scarf, adroitly thrown
about a too long neck, partly concealed her shoulders. She
played with the dainty scent-bottle, hung by a chain from her
bracelet; she carried her fan and her handkerchief with ease —
pretty trifles, as dangerous as a sunken reef for the provincial

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•^ame. THe refined taste shown in the least details, the car-
riage and manner modeled upon Mme. d'Bspard, revealed a
profound study of the Fauhourg Saint-Germain.

As for the elderly beau of the Empire, he seemed since his
marriage to have followed the example of the species of melon
that turns from green to yellow in a night. All the youth
that Sixte had lost seemed to appear in his wife's radiant
countenance; provincial pleasantries passed from ear to ear,
circulating the more readily because the women were furious
at the new superiority of the sometime queen of Angouleme ;
and the persistent intruder paid the penalty of his wife's of-
fence.

The rooms were almost as full as on that memorable even-
ing of Lucien's readings from Chenier. Some faces were
missing: M. de Chandour and Amelie, M. de Pimentel and
the Eastignacs — and M. de Bargeton was no longer there;
but the Bishop came, as before, with his vicars-general in his
train. Petit-Claud was much impressed by the sight of the
great world of Angouleme. Four months ago he had no hope
of entering the circle, to-day he felt his detestation of "thev'
classes" sensibly diminished. He thought the Comtesse du
Chatelet a most fascinating woman. "It is she who can pro-
cure me the appointment of deputy public prosecutor," he said
to himself.

Louise chatted for an equal length of time with each of the
women; her tone varied with the importance of the person
addressed and the position taken up by the latter with regard
to her journey to Paris with Lueien. The evening was half
over when she withdrew to the boudoir with the Bishop. Z6-
phirine came over to Petit-Claud, and laid her hand on his
arm. His heart beat fast as his hostess brought him to the
room where Lucien's troubles first began, and were now about
to come to a crisis.

"This is M. Petit-Claud, dear ; I recommend him to you the
more warmly because anything that you may do for him will
doubtless benefit my ward."

"You are an attorney, are you not, monsieur?" said the
august Negrepelisse, scanning Petit-Claud,

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"Alas ! yes, Madame la Comtesse." (The son of the tailor
in L'HoTimeau had never once had occasion to use those three
words in his life before, and his mouth was full of them.)
"But it rests with you, Madame la Comtesse, whether or no
I shall act for the Crown. M. Milaud is going to Nevers, it
is said "

"But a man is usually second deputy and then first deputy,
is he not ?" broke in the Countess. "I should like to see you
in the first deputy's place at once. But I should like first to
have some assurance of your devotion to the cause of our legit-
imate sovereigns, to religion, and more especially to M. de
Villele, if I am to interest myself on your behalf to obtain the
favor."

Petit-Claud came nearer. "Madame," he said in her ear,
"I am the man to yield the King absolute obedience."

"That is just what we want to-day," said the Countess,
drawing back a little to make him understand that she had no
wish for promises given under his breath. "So long as you
satisfy Mme. de Senonches, you can count upon me," she
added, with a royal movement of her fan.

Petit-Claud looked toward the door of the boudoir, and saw
Cointet standing there. "Madame," he said, "Lucien is here,
in Angouleme."

"Well, sir?" asked the Countess, in tones that would have
put an end to all power of speech in an ordinary man.

"Mme. la Comtesse does not understand," returned Petit-
Claud, bringing out that most respectful formula again.
"How does Mme. la Comtesse wish that the great man of her
making should be received in Angouleme? There is no mid-
dle course; he must be received or despised here."

This was a dilemma to which Louise de N^grepelisse had
never given a thought; it touched her closely, yet rather for
the sake of the past than of the future. And as for Petit-
Claud, his plan for arresting David Sechard depended upon
the lady's actual feelings towards Lucien. He waited.

"M. Petit-Claud," said the Countess, with haughty dignity,
"you mean to be on the side of the Government. Learn that

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the first principle of government is this — never to have heen
in the wrong, and that the instinct of power and the sense of
dignity is even stronger in women than in governments."

"That is just what I thought, madame," he answered
quickly, observing the Countess meanwhile with attention the
more profound because it was scarcely visible. "Lucien came
here in the depths of misery. But if he must receive an ova-
tion, I can compel him to leave Angouleme by the means of
the ovation itself. His sister and brother-in-law, David Se-
chard, are hard pressed for debts."

In the Countess' haughty face there was a swift, barely per-
ceptible change ; it was not satisfaction, but the repression of
satisfaction. Surprised that Petit-Claud should have guessed
her wishes, she gave him a glance as she opened her fan, and
Frangoise de la Haye's entrance at that moment gave her time
to find an answer.

"It will not be long before you are public prosecutor, mon-
sieur," she said, with a significant smile. That speech did not
commit her in any way, but it was explicit enough. Fran-
goise had come in to thank the Countess.

"Oh ! madame, then I shall owe the happiness of my life to
3'ou," she exclaimed, bending girlishly to add in the Countess'
ear, "To marry a petty provincial attorney would be like being
burned by slow fires."

It was Francis, with his knowledge of officialdom, who had
prompted Zephirine to make this set upon Louise.

"In the very earliest days after promotion," so the ex-
consul-general told his fair friend, "everybody, prefect, or
monarch, or man of business, is burning to exert his influence
for his friends; but a patron soon finds out the inconven-
iences of patronage, and then turns from fire to ice. Louise
will do more just now for Petit-Claud than she would do for
her husband in three months' time."

"Madame la Comtesse is thinking of all that our poet's tri-
umph entails?" continued Petit-Claud. "She should receive
Lucien before there is an end of the nine-days' wonder."

The Countess terminated the audience with a bow, and rose

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to speak with Mme. de Pimentel, who came to the ■Boudoir.
The news of old Kegrepelisse's elevation to a marquisate had
greatly impressed the Marquise; she judged it expedient to
be amiable to a woman so clever as to rise the higher for an
apparent fall.

"Do tell me, dear, why you took the trouble to put your
father in the House of Peers?" said the Marquise, in the
course of a little confidential conversation, in which she bent
the knee before the superiority of "her dear Louise."

"They were all the more ready to grant the favor because
my father has no son to succeed him, dear, and his vote will
always be at the disposal of the Crown ; but if we should have
sons, I quite expect that my oldest will succeed to his grand-
father's name, title, and peerage."

Mme. de Pimentel saw, to her annoyance, that it was idle
to expect a mother ambitious for children not yet in existence
to further her own private designs of raising M. de Pimentel
to a peerage.

"I have the Countess," Petit-Claud told Cointet when they
came away. "I can promise you your partnership. I shall be
deputy prosecutor before the month is out, and Sechard
will be in yoar power. Try to find a buyer for my connection ;
it has come to be the first in Angouleme in my hands during
the last five months "

"Once put you on the horse, and there is no need to do
more," said Cointet, half jealous of his own work.

The causes of Lucien's triumphant reception in his native
town must now be plain to everybody. Louise du Chatelet fol-
lowed the example of that King of France who left the Duke
of Orleans unavenged ; she chose to forget the insults received
in Paris by Mme. de Bargeton. She would patronize Lucien,
and overwhelming him with her patronage, would completely
crush him and get rid of him by fair means. Petit-Claud
knew the whole tale of the cabals in Paris through town gos-
sip, and shrewdly guessed how a woman must hate the man
who would not love when she was fain of his love.

The ovation justified the past of Louise de F^grepelisse.

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The next day Petit-Claud appeared at Mme. Seehard's house,
heading a deputation of six young men of the town, all of
them Lucien's schoolfellows. He meant to finish his work, to
intoxicate Lucien completely, and to have him in his power.
Lucien's old schoolfellows at the Angouleme grammar-school
wished to invite the author of the Marguerites and The
Archer of Charles IX. to a hanquet given in honor of the
great man arisen from their ranks.

"Come, this is your doing, Petit-Claud !" exclaimed Lucien.

"Your return has stirred our conceit," said Petit-Claud;
"we made it a point of honor to get up a subscription, and we
will have a tremendous affair for you. The masters and the
headmaster will be there, and, at the present rate, we shall,
no doubt, have the authorities too."

"For what day ?" asked Lucien.

"Sunday next."

"That is quite out of the question," said Lucien. "I can-
not accept an invitation for the next ten days, but then I will
gladly "

"Very well," said Petit-Claud, "so be it then, in ten days'
time."

Lucien behaved charmingly to his old schoolfellows, and
they regarded him with almost respectful admiration. He
talked away very wittily for half an hour; he had been set
upon a pedestal, and wished to justify the opinion of his fel-
low-townsmen ; so he stood with his hands thrust into his
pockets, and held forth from the height to which he had been
raised. He was modest and good-natured, as befitted genius
in dressing-gown and slippers ; he was the athlete, wearied by
a wrestling bout with Paris, and disenchanted above all
things ; he congratulated the comrades who had never left the
dear old province, and so forth, and so forth. They were de-
lighted with him. He took Petit-Claud aside, and asked him
for the real truth about David's affairs, reproaching him for
allowing his brother-in-law to go into hiding, and tried to
match his wits against the little lawyer. Petit-Claud made
an effort over himself, and gave his acquaintance to under-

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stand that he (Petit-Claud) was only an insignificant little
country attorney, with no sort of craft nor subtlety.

The whole machinery of modern society is so infinitely more
' complex than in ancient times, that the subdivision of human
faculty is the result. The great men of the days of old were
perforce universal geniuses, appearing at rare intervals like
lighted torches in an antique world. In the course of ages the
intellect began to work on special lines, but the great man
still could "take all knowledge for his province." A man "full
cautelous," as was said of Louis XI., for instance, could apply
that special faculty in every direction, but to-day the single
quality is subdivided, and every profession has its special
craft. A peasant or a pettifogging solicitor might very easily
overreach an astute diplomate over a bargain in some remote
country village ; and the wiliest journalist may prove the veri-
est simpleton in a piece of business. Lucien could but be a
puppet in the hands of Petit-Claud.

That guileful practitioner, as might have been expected,
had written the article himself; Angouleme and L'Houmeau,
thus put on their mettle, thought it incumbent upon them to
pay honor to Lucien. His fellow-citizens, assembled in the
Place du Murier, were Cointets' workpeople from the paper-
mills and printing-house, with a sprinkling of Lucien's old
schoolfellows and the clerks in the employ of Messieurs Petit-
Claud and Cachan. As for the attorney himself, he was once
more Lucien's chum of old days; and he thought, not with-
out reason, that before very long he should learn David's
whereabouts in some unguarded moment. And if David
came to grief through Lucien's fault, the poet would find
Angouleme too hot to hold him. Petit-Claud meant to se-
■ cure his hold ; he posed, therefore, as Lucien's inferior.

"What better could I have done?" he said accordingly.
"My old chum's sister was involved, it is true, but there are
some positions that simply cannot be maintained in a court
of law. David asked me on the first of June to ensure him
a quiet life for three months ; he had a quiet life until Sep-
tember, and even so I have kept his property out of his cred-
itors' power, for I shall gain my case in the Court-Royal;

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I contend that the wife is a privileged creditor, and her claim
is absolute, unless there is evidence of intent to defraud. As
for you, you, you have come back in misfortune, but you are
a genius." — (Lucien turned about as if the incense were
burned too close to his face.) — "Yes, my dear fellow, a
genius. I have read your Archer of Charles IX.; it is more
than a romance, it is literature. Only two living men could
have written the prefaee^Chateaubriand and Lucien."

Lucien accepted the eulogium, and did not think it neces-
sary to mention that d'Arthez had written the preface.
Ninety-nine writers out of a hundred would have done the
same.

'TVell, nobody here seemed to have heard of you!" Petit-
Claud continued, with apparent indignation. "When I saw
the general indifference, I made up my mind to change all
that. I wrote that article in the paper "

"What ? Did you write it ?" exclaimed Lucien.

"I myself. Angouleme and L'Houmeau were stirred to
rivalry; I arranged for a meeting of your old schoolfellows,
and got up yesterday's serenade; and when once the en-
thusiasm began to grow, we started a committee for the din-
ner. 'If David is in hiding,' said I to myself, 'Lucien shall
be crowned at any rate.' And I have done even better than
that," continued Petit-Claud; "I have seen the Comtesse du
Chatelet and made her understand that she owes it to her-
self to extricate David from his position ; she can do it, and
she ought to do it. If David has really discovered the secret
of which he spoke to me, the Government ought to lend him a
hand, it would not ruin the Government; and think what a
fine thing for a prefect to have half the credit of the great
invention for the well-timed help. It would set people talk-
ing about him as an enlightened administrator. — Your sister
has taken fright at our musketry practice ; she was scared of
the smoke. A battle ia the law-courts costs quite as much
as a battle on the field ; but David has held his ground, he has
his secret. They cannot stop him, and they will not pull him
up now."

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"Thanks, my dear fellow; I see that I can take you into
my confidence ; you shall help me to carry out my plan."

Petit-Claud looked at Lucien, and his gimlet face was a
point of interrogation.

"I intend to rescue Sechard," Lucien said, with a certain
importance. "I brought his misfortunes upon him; I mean
to make full reparation. ... I have more influence over
Louise "

"Who is Louise?"

"The Comtesse du Chatelet !"

Petit-Claud started.

"I have more influence over her than she herself suspects,"
said Lucien; "only, my dear fellow, if I can do something
with your authorities here, I have no decent clothes." — Petit-
Claud made as though he would offer his purse.

"Thank you," said Lucien, grasping Petit-Claud's hand.
"In ten days' time I will pay a visit to the Countess and re-
turn your call."

They shook hands like old comrades, and separated.

"He ought to be a poet," said Petit-Claud to himself; "lie
is quite mad."

"There are no friends like one's school friends ; it is a true
saying," Lucien thought as he went to find his sister.

"What can Petit-Claud have promised to do that you should
be so friendly with him, my Lucien ?" asked Eve. "Be on your
guard with him."

"With him?" cried Lucien. "Listen, Eve," he continued,
seeming to bethink himself; "you have no faith in me now;
you do not trust me, so it is not likely you will trust Petit-
Claud ; but in ten or twelve days you will change your mind,"
he added, with a touch of fatuity. And he went to his room,
and indited the following epistle to Lousteau: —

Lucien to Lousteau.

"My Friend, — Of the pair of us, I alone can remember
that bill for a thousand francs that I once lent you; and I
know how things will be with you when you open this letter

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too well, alas ! not to add immediately that I do not expect to
be repaid in current coin of the realm; no, I will take it in
credit from you, just as one would ask Plorine for pleasure.
We have the same tailor ; therefore, you can order a complete
outfit for me on the shortest possible notice. I am not pre-
cisely wearing Adam's costume, but I cannot show myself
here. To my astonishment, the honors paid by the depart-
ments to a Parisian celebrity awaited me. I am the hero of
a banquet, for all the world as if I were a Deputy of the Left.
Now, after that, do you understand that I must have a black
coat? Promise to pay; have it put down to your account,
try the advertisement dodge, rehearse an unpublished scene
between Don Juan and M. Dimanehe, for I must have a gala
suit at all costs. I have nothing, nothing but rags : start with
that ; it is August, the weather is magnificent, ergo see that I
receive by the end of the week a charming morning suit, dark
bronze-green jacket, and three waistcoats, one a brimstone
yellow, one a plaid, and the third must be white ; furthermore,
let there be three pairs of trousers of the most fetching kind —
one pair of white English stuff, one pair of nankeen, and a
third of thin black kerseymere ; lastly, send a black dress-coat
and a black satin waistcoat. If you have picked up another
Plorine somewhere, I beg her good offices for two cravats.
So far this is nothing; I count upon you and your skill in
these matters; I am not much afraid of the tailor. But the
ingenuity of poverty, assuredly the most active of all poisons
at work in the system of man {id est the Parisian), an in-
genuity that would catch Satan himself napping, has failed
so far to discover a way to obtain a hat on credit ! — How many
a time, my dear friend, have we deplored this! When one
of us shall bring a hat that costs a thousand francs into
fashion, then, and not till then, can we afford to wear them ;
until that day comes we are bound to have cash enough in our
pockets to pay for a hat. Ah ! what an ill turn the Comedie-
Frangaise did us with, 'Lafleur, you will put gold in my
pockets !'

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"I write with a profound sense of all the difficulties in-
volved by the demand. Enclose with the above a pair of
boots, a pair of pumps, a hat, half a dozen pairs of gloves.
'Tis asking the impossible ; I know it. But what is a literary
life but a periodical reeiirrence of the impossible ? Work the
miracle, write a long article, or play some small scurvy trick,
and I will hold your debt as fully discharged — this is all I
say to you. It is a debt of honor after all, my dear fellow,
and due these twelve months ; you ought to blush for yourself
if you have any blushes left.

"Joking apart, my dear Lousteau, I am in serious diffi-
culties, as you may judge for yourself when I tell you that
Mme. de Bargeton has married Chatelet, and Chatelet is pre-
fect of Angouleme. The precious pair can do a good deal
for my brother-in-law ; he is in hiding at this moment on ac-
count of that letter of exchange, and the horrid business is
all my doing. So it is a question of appearing before Mme.
la Prefete and regaining my influence at all costs. It is
shocking, is it not, that David Seehard's fate should hang
upon a neat pair of shoes, a pair of open-worked gray silk
stockings (mind you, remember them), and a new hat? I
shall give out that I am sick and ill, and take to my bed, like
Duvicquet, to save the trouble of replying to the pressing
invitations of my fellow-townsmen. My fellow-townsmen,
dear boy, have treated me to a fine serenade. My fellow-
townsmen, forsooth I I begin to wonder how many fools go
to make up that word, since I learned that two or three of my
old schoolfellows worked up the capital of the Angoumois to
this pitch of enthusiasm.

"If you could contrive to slip a few lines as to my recep-
tion in among the news items, I should be several inches taller
for it here; and besides, I should make Mme. la Prefete feel
that, if I have not friends, I have some credit, at any rate,
with the Parisian press. I give up none of my hopes, and
I will return the compliment. If you want a good, solid, sub-
stantial article for some magazine or other, I have time
enough now to think something out. I only say the word.

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my dear friend; I count upon you as you may count upon
me, and I am yours sincerely.

"LUCIEN DE E."
"P. S. — Send the things to the coach office to wait until
called for."

Lucien held up his head again. In this mood he wrote the
letter, and as he wrote his thoughts went back to Paris. He
had spent six days in the provinces, and the uneventful quiet-
ness of provincial life had already entered into his soul; his
mind returned to those dear old miserable days with a vague
sense of regret. The Comtesse du Chltelet filled his thoughts
for a whole week; and at last he came to attach so much
importance to his reappearance, that he hurried down to the
coach office in L'Houmeau after nightfall in a perfect agony
of suspense, like a woman who has set her last hopes upon a
new dress, and waits in despair until it arrives.

"Ah ! Lousteau, all your treasons are forgiven," he said to
himself, as he eyed the packages, and knew from the shape of
them that everjrthing had been sent. Inside the hatbox he
found a note from Lousteau : —

Florine's DEAwmo-EooM.

"My dear Boy, — The tailor behaved very well; but as thy
profound retrospective glance led thee to forebode, the cravats,
the hats, and the silk hosen perplexed our souls, for there
was nothing in our purse to be perplexed thereby. As said
Blondet, so say we ; there is a fortune awaiting the establish-
ment which will supply young men with inexpensive articles
on credit; for when we do not pay in the beginning, we pay
dear in the end. And by the by, did not the great Napoleon,
who missed a voyage to the Indies for want of boots, say that,
'If a thing is easy, it is never done?' So everything went
well — except the boots. I beheld a vision of thee, fully
dressed, but without a hat ! appareled in waistcoats, yet shoe-
less i and bethought me of sending a pair of moccasins given

to Florine as a curiosity by an American. Plorine offered
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the huge sum of forty francs, that we might try our luck at
play for you. Nathan, Blondet, and I had such luck (as we
were not playing for ourselves) that we were rich enough to
ask La Torpille, des Lupeaulx's sometime 'rat,' to supper,
Frascati certainly owed us that much. Florine undertook the
shopping, and added three fine shirts to the purchases.
Nathan sends you a cane. Blondet, who won three hundred
francs, is sending you a gold chain; and the gold watch, the
size of a forty-franc piece, is from La Torpille ; some idiot
gave the thing to her, and it will not go. 'Trumpery rub-
bish,' she says, 'like the man that owned it.' Bixiou, who
came to find us up at the Mocker de Cancale, wished to enclose
a bottle of Portugal water in the package. Said our first
comic man, 'If this can make him happy, let him have it !'
growling it out in a deep bass voice with the bourgeois
pomposity that he can act to the life. Which things, my dear
boy, ought to prove to you how much we care for our friends
in adversity. Florine, whom I have had the weakness to for-
give, begs you to send us an article on Nathan's last. Fare
thee weU, my son. I can only commiserate you on finding
yourself back in the same box from which you emerged when
you discovered your old comrade.

"Etienne L."

"Poor fellows! They have been gambling for me," said
Lueien; he was quite touched by the letter. A waft of the
breeze from an unhealthy country, from the land where one
has suffered most, may seem to bring the odors of Paradise;
and in a dull life there is an indefinable sweetness in memories
of past pain.

Eve was struck dumb with amazement when her brother
came down in his new clothes. She did not recognize him.

"Now I can walk out in Beaulieu," he cried ; "they shall not
say it of me that 1 came back in rags. Look, here is a wateli
which I shall return to you, for it is mine ; and, like its owner,
it is erratic in its ways."

"What a child he is !" exclaimed Eve. "It is impossible t»
bear you any grudge."

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"Then do j'ou imagine, my dear girl, that I sent for all this
with the silly idea of shining in Angouleme? I don't care
that for Angouleme" (twirling his cane with the engraved
gold knob). "I intend to repair the wrong I have done, and
this is my battle array."

Lucien's success in this kind was his one real triumph;
but the triumph, be it said, was immense. If admiration
freezes some people's tongues, envy loosens at least as many
more, and if women lost their heads over Lueien, men slan-
dered him. He might have cried, in the words of the song-
writer, "I thank thee, my coat !" He left two cards at the
prefecture, and another upon Petit-Claud. The next day, the
day of the banquet, the following paragraph appeared under
the heading "Angouleme" in the Paris newspapers : —

"Angouleme.

"The return of the author of The Archer of Charles IX.
has been the signal for an ovation which does equal honor to
the town and to M. Lueien de Eubempre, the young poet who
has made so brilliant a beginning; the writer of the one
French historical novel not written in the style of Scott, and /
of a preface which may be called a literary event. The town
hastened to offer him a patriotic banquet on his return. The
name of the recently-appointed prefect is associated with the
public demonstration in honor of the author of the Mar-
guerites, whose talent received such warm encouragement
from Mme. du Chatelet at the outset of his career."

In France, when once the impulse is given, nobody can
stop. The colonel of the regiment offered to put his band at
the disposal of the committee. The landlord of the Bell (re-
nowned for truffled turkeys, despatched in the most wonderful
porcelain jars to the uttermost parts of the earth), the famous
innkeeper of L'Houmeau, would supply the repast. At five
o'clock some forty persons, all in state and festival array, were
assembled in his largest hall, decorated with hangings, crowns

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of laurel, and bouquets. The effect was superb. A crowd of
onlookers, some hundred persons, attracted for the most part
by the military band in the yard, represented the citizens of
Angouleme.

Petit-Claud went to the window. "All Angouleme is here,"
he said, looking out.

"I can make nothing of this," remarked little Postel to his
wife (they had come out to hear the band play). "Why, the
prefect and the receiver-general, and the colonel and the
superintendent of the powder factory, and our mayor and
deputy, and the headmaster of the school, and the manager
of the foundry at Euelle, and the public prosecutor, M.
Milaud, and all the authorities, have Just gone in !"

The band struck up as they sat down to table with varia-
tions on the air Vive le roy, vive la France, a melody which
has never found popular favor. It was then five o'clock in
the evening; it was eight o'clock before dessert was served.
Conspicuous among the sixty-five dishes appeared an Olympus
in confectionery, surmounted by a figure of France modeled
in chocolate, to give the signal for toasts and speeches.

"Gentlemen," called the prefect, rising to his feet, "the
King ! the rightful ruler of France ! To what do we owe the
generation of poets and thinkers who maintain the sceptre of
letters in the hands of France, if not to the peace which the
Bourbons have restored "

"Long live the King !" cried the assembled guests (minis-
terialists predominated) .

The venerable headmaster rose.

"To the hero of the day," he said, "to the young poet who
combines the gift of the prosateur with the charm and poetic
faculty of Petrarch in that sonnet-form which Boileau de-
clares to be so diflScult."

Cheers.

The colonel rose next. "Gentlemen, to the Royalist ! for the
hero of this evening had the courage to fight for sound prin-
ciples !"

"Bravo !" cried the prefect, leading the applause^

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Then Petit-Claud called upon all Lncien's schoolfellows
there present. "To the pride of the grammar-school of An-
goulgme! to the venerable headmaster so dear to us all, to
whom the acknowledgment for some part of our triumph is
due !"

The old headmaster dried his eyes ; he had not expected this
toast. Lueien rose to his feet, the whole room was suddenly
silent, and the poet's face grew white. In that pause the old
headmaster, who sat on his left, crowned him with a laurel
wreath. A round of applause followed, and when Lueien
spoke it was with tears in his eyes and a sob in his throat.

"He is drunk," remarked the attorney-general-designate
to his neighbor, Petit-Claud.

"It is not the wine," returned Petit-Claud.

"My dear fellow-countrymen, my dear comrades," Lueien
said at last, "I could wish that all France might witness this
scene; for thus men rise to their full stature, and in such
ways as these our land demands great deeds and noble work
of us. And when I think of the little that I have done, and
of this great honor shown to me to-day, I can only feel eon-
fused and impose upon the future the task of justifying your
reception of me. The recollection of this moment will give
me renewed strength for efforts to come. Permit me to in-
dicate for your homage my earliest muse and protectress, and
to associate her name with that of my birthplace ; so — ^to the
Comtesse du Chatelet and the noble town of Angouleme !"

"He came out of that pretty well !" said the public prose-
cutor, nodding approval; "our speeches were all prepared,
and his was improvised."

At ten o'clock the party began to break up, and little knots
of guests went home together. David Seehard heard the un-
wonted music.

"What is going on in L'Houmeau?" he asked of Basine.

"They are giving a dinner to your brother-in-law, Lu-
eien "

"1 know that he would feel sorry to miss me there," he
said.

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At midnight Petit-Claud walked home with Lucien. As
they reached the Place du Murier, Lucien said, "Come life,
come death, we are friends, my dear fellow."

"My marriage contract," said the lawyer, "with Mile.
Frangoise de la Haye will be signed to-morrow at Mme. de
Senonches' house; do me the pleasure of coming. Mme. de
Senonches implored me to bring you, and you will meet Mme.
du Chatelet ; they are sure to tell her of your speech, and she
will feel flattered by it."

"I knew what I was about," said Lucien.

"Oh ! you will save David."

"I am sure I shall," the poet replied.

Just at that moment David appeared as if by magic in the
Place du Murier. This was how it had come about. He felt
that he was in a rather difficult position ; his wife insisted that
Lucien must neither go to David nor know of his hiding-
place; and Lucien all the while was writing the most affec-
tionate letters, saying that in a few days' time all should be
set right; and even as Basine Clerget explained the reason
why the band played, she put two letters into his hands. The
first was from Eve.

"Dearest," she wrote, "do as if Lucien were not here ; do
not trouble yourself in the least ; our whole security depends
upon the fact that your enemies cannot find you ; get that idea
firmly into your head. I have more confidence in Kolb and
Marion and Basine than in my own brother ; such is my mis-
fortune. Alas ! poor Lucien is not the ingenuous and tender-
hearted poet whom we used to know; and it is simply because
he is trying to interfere on your behalf, and because he im-
agines that he can discharge our debts (and this from pride,
my David), that I am afraid of him. Some fine clothes have
been sent from Paris for him, and five gold pieces in a pretty
purse. He gave the money to me, and we are living on it.

"We have one enemy the less. Your father has gone, thanks
to Petit-Claud. Petit-Claud unraveled his designs, and put
an end to them at once by telling him that you would do

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nothing without consulting him, and that he (Petit-Claud)
would not allow you to concede a single point in the matter of
the invention until you had been promised an indemnity of
thirty thousand francs ; fifteen thousand to free you from em-
barrassment, and fifteen thousand more to he yours in any
case, whether your invention succeeds or no. I cannot under-
stand Petit-Claud. I embrace you, dear, a wife's kiss for her
husband in trouble. Our little Lucien is well. How strange
it is to watch him grow rosy and strong, like a flower, in these
stormy days ! Mother prays God for you now, as always, and
sends love only less tender than mine. — ^Your Eve."

As a matter of fact, Petit-Claud and the Cointets had taken
fright at old Sechard's peasant shrewdness, and got rid of
him so much the more easily because it was now vintage time
at Marsac. Eve's letter enclosed another from Lucien : —

"My dear David, — Everything is going well. I am armed
cap-a-pie; to-day I open the campaign, and in forty-eight
hours I shall have made great progress. How glad I shall
be to embrace you when you are free again and my debts are
all paid! My mother and sister persist in mistrusting me;
their suspicion wounds me to the quick. As if I did not know
already that you are hiding with Basine, for every time that
Basine comes to the house I hear news of you and receive an-
swers to my letters; and besides, it is plain that my sister
could not find any one else to trust. It hurts me cruelly to
think that I shall be so near you to-day, and yet that you will
not be present at this banquet in my honor. I owe my little
triumph to the vainglory of Angouleme ; in a few days it will
be quite forgotten, and you alone would have taken a real
pleasure in it. But, after all, in a little while you will pardon
everything to one who counts it more than all the triumphs in
the world to be your brother, Lucien."

Two forces tugged sharply at David's heart ; he adored his
wife; and if he held Lucien in somewhat less esteem, his

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friendship was scarcely diminished. In solitude our feelings
have unrestricted play; and a man preoccupied like David,
with all-absorbing thoughts, will give way to impulses for
which ordinary life would have provided a sufficient counter-
poise. As he read Lucien's letter to the sound of military
music, and heard of this unlooked-for recognition, he was
deeply touched by that expression of regret. He had known
how it would be. A very slight expression of feeling appeals
irresistibly to a sensitive soul, for they are apt to credit others
with like depths. How should the drop fall unless the cup
were full to the brim ?

So at midnight, in spite of all Basine's entreaties, David
must go to see Lueien.

"Nobody will be out in the streets at this time of night,"
he said ; "I shall not be seen, and they cannot arrest me. Even
if I should meet people, I can make use of Kolb's way of
going into hiding. And besides, it is so intolerably long since
I saw my wife and child."

The reasoning was plausible enough ; Basine gave way, and
David went. Petit-Claud was just taking leave as he came up,
and at his cry of "Lueien!" the two brothers flung their
arms about each other with tears in their eyes.

Life holds not many moments such as these. Lucien's
heart went out in response to this friendship for its own sake.
There was never question of debtor and creditor between them,
and the offender met with no reproaches save his own. David,
generous and noble that he w?s, was longing to bestow par-
don ; he meant first of all to read Lueien a lecture, and scatter
the clouds that overspread the love of the brother and sister ;
and with these ends in view, the lack of money and its eon-
sequent dangers disappeared entirely from his mind.

"Go home," said Petit-Claud, addressing his client; "take
advantage of your imprudence to see your wife and child
again, at any rate ; and you must not be seen, mind you ! —
How unlucky !" he added, when he was alone in the Place du
Murier. "If only Cerizet were here "

The buildings magniloquently styled the Angouleme Law

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Courts were then in process of construction. Petit-Claud
muttered these words to himself as he passed by the hoard-
ings, and heard a tap upon the boards, and a voice issuing
from a crack between two planks.

"Here I am," said Cerizet; "I saw David coming out of
L'Houmeau. I was beginning to have my suspicions about
his retreat, and now I am sure ; and I know where to have him.
But I want to know something of Lucien's plans before I set
the snare for David; and here are you sending him into the
house! Find some excuse for stopping here, at least, and
when David and Lucien come out, send them round this way ;
they will think they are quite alone, and I shall overhear their
good-bye."

''TTou are a very devil," muttered Petit-Claud.

"Well, I'm blessed if a man wouldn't do anything for the
thing you promised me."

Petit-Claud walked away from the hoarding, and paced
up and down in the Place du Murier ; he watched the windows
of the room where the family sat together, and thought of his
own prospects to keep up his courage. Cerizet's cleverness
had given him the chance of striking the final blow. Petit-
Claud was a double-dealer of the profoundly cautious stamp
that is never caught by the bait of a present satisfaction, nor
entangled by a personal attachment, after his first initiation
into the strategy of self-seeking and the instability of the
human heart. So, from the very first, he had put little trust
in Cointet. He foresaw that his marriage negotiations might
very easily be broken off, saw also that in that case he could
not accuse Cointet of bad faith, and he had taken his measures
accordingly. But since his success at the Hotel de Bargeton,
Petit-Claud's game was above board. A certain under-plot
of his was useless now, and even dangerous to a man with his
political ambitions. He had laid the foundations of his future
importance in the following manner: —

Gannerac and a few of the wealthy men of business in
L'Houmeau formed a sort of Liberal clique in constant com-
munication (through commercial channels) with the leaders

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of the Opposition. The Villele ministry, accepted by the
dying Louis XVIII., gave the signal for a change of tactics
in the Opposition camp ; for, since the death of Napoleon, the
Liberals had ceased to resort to the dangerous expedient of
conspiracy. They were busy organizing resistance by lawful
means throughout the provinces, and aiming at securing
control of the great bulk of electors by convincing the
masses. Petit-Claud, a rabid Liberal, and a man of
L'Houmeau, was the instigator, the secret counselor, and the
very life of this movement in the lower town, which groaned
under the tyranny of the aristocrats at the upper end. He
was the first to see the danger of leaving the whole press of
the department in the control of the Cointets; the Opposi-
tion must have its organ; it would not do to be behind other
cities.

"If each one of us gives Gannerac a bill for five hundred
francs, he would have some twenty thousand francs and more ;
we might buy up Sechard's printing-office, and we could do
as we liked with the master-printer if we lent him the
capital," Petit-Claud had said.

Others had taken up the idea, and in this way Petit-Claud
strengthened his position with regard to David on the one
side and the Cointets on the other. Casting about him for a
tool for his party, he naturally thought that a rogue of Ceri-
zet's calibre was the very man for the purpose.

"If you can find Sechard's hiding-place and put him in our
hands, somebody will lend you twenty thousand francs to
buy his business, and very likely there will be a newspaper
to print. So, set about it," he had said.

Petit-Claud put more faith in Cerizet's activity than in all
the Doublons in existence; and then it was that he promised
Cointet that Sechard should be arrested. But now that the
little lawyer cherished hopes of office, he saw that he must
turn his back upon the Liberals; and, meanwhile, the amount
for the printing-office had been subscribed in L'Houmeau.
Petit-Claud decided to allow things to take their natural
course.

"Pooh !" he thought, "Cerizet will get into trouble with hv

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paper, and give nie an opportunity of displaying my talents."

He walked up to the door of the printing-office and spoke
to Kolb, the sentinel. "Go up and warn David that he had
better go now/' he said, "and take every precaution. I am
going home; it is one o'clock."

Marion came to take Kolb's place. Lucien and David came
down together and went out, Kolb a hundred paces ahead of
them, and Marion at the same distance behind. The two
friends walked past the hoarding, Lucien talking eagerly the
while.

"My plan is extremely simple, David ; but how could I tell
you about it while Eve was there? She would never under-
stand. I am quite sure that at the bottom of Louise's heart
there is a feeling that I can rouse, and I should like to arouse
it if it is only to avenge myself upon that idiot the prefect.
If our love affair only lasts for a week, I will contrive to send
an application through her for a subvention of twenty thou-
sand francs for you. I am going to see her again to-morrow
in the little boudoir where our old affair of the heart began j
Petit-Claud says that the room is the same as ever; I shall
play my part in the comedy; and I will send word by Basine
to-morrow morning to tell you whether the actor was hissed.
You may be at liberty by then, who knows? — Now do you
understand how it was that I wanted clothes from Paris?
One cannot act the lover's part in rags."

At six o'clock that morning Cerizet went to Petit-Claud.

"Doublon can be ready to take his man to-morrow at noon,
I will answer for it," he said ; "I know one of Mile. Clerget's
girls, do you understand?" Cerizet unfolded his plan, and
Petit-Claud hurried to find Cointet.

"If M. Francis du Hautoy will settle his property on
Franqoise, you shall sign a deed of partnership with Sechard
in two days. I shall not be married for a week after the con-
tract is signed, so we shall both be within the terms of our
little agreement, tit for tat. To-night, however, we must
keep a close watch over Lucien and Mme. la Comtesse du

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Chatelet, for the whole business lies in that. ... If
Lueien hopes to succeed through the Countess' influence, I
have David safe "

"You will be Keeper of the Seals yet, it is my belief," said
Cointet.

"And why not ? N'o one objects to M. de Peyronnet," said
Petit-Claud. He had not altogether sloughed his skin of
Liberalism.

Mile, de la Haye's ambiguous position brought most of the
upper town to the signing of the marriage contract. The
comparative poverty of the young couple and the absence of a
corbeille quickened the interest that people love to exhibit;
for it is with beneficence as with ovations, we prefer the deeds
of charity which gratify self-love. The Marquise de Pimentel,
the Comtesse du Chatelet, M. de Senonches, and one or two
frequenters of the house had given Frangoise a few wedding
presents, which made great talk in the city. These pretty
trifles, together with the trousseau which Zephirine had been
preparing for the past twelve months, the godfather's jewels,
and the usual wedding gifts, consoled Frangoise and roused
the curiosity of some mothers of daughters.

Petit-Claud and Cointet had both remarked that their pres-
ence in the Angouleme Olympus was endured rather than
courted. Cointet was Frangoise's trustee and quasi-guardian ;
and if Petit-Claud was to sign the contract, Petit-Claud's
presence was as necessary as the attendance of the man to be
hanged at an execution; but though, once married, Mme.
Petit-Claud might keep her right of entry to her godmother's
house, Petit-Claud foresaw some difficulty on his own account,
and resolved to be beforehand with these haughty personages.

He felt ashamed of his parents. He had sent his mother
to stay at Mansle; now he begged her to say that she was
out of health and to give her consent in writing. So humiliat-
ing was it to be without relations, protectors, or witnesses to
his signature, that Petit-Claud thought himself in luck that
lie could bring a presentable friend at the Countess' request.
Me called to take up Lueien, and they drove to the Hotel de
iJargeton.

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On that memorable evening the poet dressed to outshine
every man present. Mme. de Senonches had spoken of him
as the hero of the hour, and a first interview between two
estranged lovers is the kind of scene that provincials par-
ticularly love. Lucien had come to be the lion of the even-
ing ; he was said to be so handsome, so much changed, so won-
derful, that every well-born woman in Angouleme was curious
to see him again. Following the fashion of the transition
period between the eighteenth century small clothes and the
vulgar costume of the present day, he wore tight-fitting black
trousers. Men still showed their figures in those days, to the
utter despair of lean, clumsily-made mortals ; and Lucien was
an Apollo. The open-work gray silk stockings, the neat shoes,
and the black satin waistcoat were scrupulously drawn over
his person, and seemed to cling to him. His forehead looked
the whiter by contrast with the thick, bright curls that rose
above it with studied grace. The proud eyes were radiant.
The hands, small as a woman's, never showed to better ad-
vantage than when gloved. He had modeled himself upon
de Marsay, the famous Parisian dandy, holding his hat and
cane in one hand, and keeping the other free for the very
occasional gestures which illustrated his talk.

Lucien had quite intended to emulate the famous false
modesty of those who bend their heads to pass beneath the
Porte Saint-Denis, and to slip unobserved into the room; but
Petit-Claud, having but one friend, made him useful. He
brought Lucien almost pompously through a crowded room to
Mme. de Senonches. The poet heard a murmur as he passed ;
not so very long ago that hum of voices would have turned
his head, to-day he was quite different; he did not doubt
but that he himself was greater than the whole Olympus put
together.

"Madame," he said, addressing Mme. de Senonches, "I have
already congratulated my friend Petit-Claud (a man with the
stuff in him of which Keepers of the Seals are made) on
the honor of his approaching connection with you, slight as
are the ties between godmother and goddaughter " (this

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with the air of a man uttering an epigram, by no means lost
upon any woman in the room, for every woman was listening
without appearing to do so). "And for myself," he contin-
ued, "I am delighted to have the opportunity of paying my
homage to you."

He spoke easily and fluently, as some great lord might
speak under the roof of his inferiors; and as he listened to
Zephirine's involved reply, he cast a glance over the room to
consider the effect that he wished to make. The pause gave
him time to discover Francis du Hautoy and the prefect; to
bow gracefully to each with the proper shade of difference in
his smile, and, finally, to approach Mme. du Chatelet as if he
had just caught sight of her. That meeting was the real event
of the evening. No one so much as thought of the marriage
contract lying in the adjoining bedroom, whither Frangoise
and the notary led guest after guest to sign the document.
Lucien made a step towards Louise de Negrepelisse, and then
spoke with that grace of manner now associated, for her, with
memories of Paris.

"Do I owe to you, madame, the pleasure of an invitation
to dine at the Prefecture the day after to-morrow ?" he said.

"You owe it solely to your fame, monsieur," Louise an-
swered drily, somewhat taken aback by the turn of a phrase
by which Lucien deliberately tried to wound her pride.

"Ah! Mme. la Comtesse, I cannot bring you the guest if
the man is in disgrace," said Lucien, with a perceptible sig-
nificance in his coxcomb manner, and, without waiting for an
answer, he turned and greeted the Bishop with stately grace.

"Your lordship's prophecy has been partially fulfilled," he
said, and there was a winning charm in his tones ; "I will en-
deavor to fulfil it to the letter. I consider myself very
fortunate since this evening brings me an opportunity of
paying my respects to you."

Lucien drew the Bishop into a conversation that lasted for
ten minutes. The women looked on Lucien as a phenomenon.
His unexpected insolence had struck Mme. du Chitelet dumb ;
she could not find an answer. Looking round the room, she

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saw that every woman admired Lueien; she watched group
after group repeating the phrases by which Lueien crushed
her with seeming disdain, and her heart contracted with a
spasm of mortification.

"Suppose that he should not come to the Prefecture after
this, what talk there would be!" she thought. "Where did
he learn this pride? Can Mile, des Touches have taken a
fancy for him ? . . . He is so handsome. They say that
she hurried to see him in Paris the day after that actress
died. . . . Perhaps he has come to the rescue of his
brother-in-law, and happened to be behind our caliche at
Mansle by accident. Lueien looked at us very strangely that
morning."

A crowd of thoughts crossed Louise's brain, and unluckily
for her, she continued to ponder visibly as she watched Lu-
eien. He was talking with the Bishop as if he were the king
of the room; making no effort to find any one out, waiting
till others came to him, looking round about him with vary-
ing expression, and as much at his ease as his model de
Marsay. M. de Senonches appeared at no great distance,
but Lueien still stood beside the prelate.

At the end of ten minutes Louise could contain herself no
longer. She rose and went over to the Bishop and said:

''What is being said, my lord, that you smile so often ?"

Lueien drew back discreetly, and left Mme. du Chatelet
with his lordship.

"Ah ! Mme. la Comtesse, what a clever young fellow he is !
He was explaining to me that he owed all he is to you "

"I am not ungrateful, madame," said Lueien, with a re-
proachful glance that charmed the Countess.

"Let us have an understanding," she said, beckoning him
with her fan. "Come into the boudoir. My Lord Bishop,
you shall judge between us."

"She has found a funny task for his lordship," said one
of the Chandour camp, sufficiently audibly.

"Judge between us !" repeated Lueien, looking from the
prelate to the lady; "then, is one of us in fault?"

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Louise de Negrepelisse sat down on the sofa in the familiar
boudoir. She made the Bishop sit on one side and Lucien on
the other, then she began to speak. But Lucien, to the joy
and surprise of his old love, honored her with inattention;
her words fell unheeded on his ears ; he sat like Pasta in Tun-
er edi, with the words patria! upon her lips, the music of
the great cavatina Dell Rizzo might have passed into his face.
Indeed, Coralie's pupil had contrived to bring the tears to
his eyes.

"Oh ! Louise, how I loved you !" he murmured, careless of
the Bishop's presence, heedless of the conversation, as soon as
he knew that the Countess had seen the tears.

"Dry your eyes, or you will ruin me here a second time,"
she said in an aside that horrified the prelate.

"And once is enough," was Lucien's quick retort. "That
speech from Mme. d'Espard's cousin would dry the eyes of a
weeping Magdalene. Oh me ! for a little moment old mem-
ories, and lost illusions, and my twentieth year came back
to me, and you have "

His lordship hastily retreated to the drawing-room at this ;
it seemed to him that his dignity was like to be compromised
by this sentimental pair. Every one ostentatiously refrained
from interrupting them, and a quarter of an hour went by;
till at last Sixte du Chatelet, vexed by the laughter and talk,
and excursions to the boudoir door, went in with a coun-
tenance distinctly overclouded, and found Louise and Lucien
talking excitedly.

"Madame," said Sixte in his wife's ear, "you know An-
gouleme better than I do, and surely you should think of your
position as Mme. la Prefete and of the Government?"

"My dear," said Louise, scanning her responsible editor
with a haughtiness that made him quake, "I am talking with
M. de Eubempr6 of matters which interest you. It is a ques-
tion of rescuing an inventor about to fall a victim to the basest
machinations; you will help us. As to those ladies yonder,
and their opinion of me, you shall see how I will freeze the
Tenom of their tongues."

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She came out of the boudoir on Lucien's arm, and drew him
across to sign the contract with a great lady's audacity.

"Write your name after mine," she said, handing him the
pen. And Lucien submissively signed in the place indicated
beneath her name.

"M. de Senonches, would you have recognized M. de Eu-
bempre?" she continued, and the insolent sportsman was
compelled to greet Lucien.

She returned to the drawing-room on Lucien's arm, and
seated him on the awe-inspiring central sofa between herself
and Zephirine. There, enthroned like a queen, she began,
at first in a low voice, a conversation in which epigram evi-
dently was not wanting. Some of her old friends, and several
women who paid court to her, came to join the group, and
Lucien soon became the hero of the circle. The Countess
drew him out on the subject of life in Paris ; his satirical talk
flowed with spontaneous and incredible spirit; he told anec-
dotes of celebrities, those conversational luxuries which the
provincial devours with such avidity. His wit was as much
admired as his good looks. And Mme. la Comtesse Sixte du
Chatelet, preparing Lucien's triumph so patientl3% rat like
a player enraptured with the sound of his instrument; she
gave him opportunities for a reply ; she looked round the circle
for applause so openly, that not a few of the womeii began
to think that their return together was something more than
a coincidence, and that Lucien and Louise, loving with all
their hearts, had been separated by a double treason. Pique,
very likely, had brought about this ill-starred match with
Chatelet. And a reaction set in against the prefect.

Before the Countess rose to go at one o'clock in the morn-
ing, she turned to Lucien and said in a low voice, "Do me the
pleasure of coming punctually to-morrow evening." Then,
with the friendliest little nod, she went, saying a few words
to Chatelet, who was looking for his hat.

"If Mme. du Chatelet has given me a correct idea of the
state of affairs, count on me, my dear Lucien," said the pre-
fect, preparing to hurry after his wife. She was going away

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without him, after the Paris fashion. "Your brother-in-law
may consider that his troubles are at an end," he added as he
went.

"M. le Comte surely owes me so much," smiled Lueien.

Cointet and Petit-Claud heard these farewell speeches.

"Well, well, we are done for now," Cointet muttered in his
confederate's 'ear. Petit-Claud, thunderstruck by Lucien's
success, amazed by his brilliant wit and varying charm, was
gazing at Frangoise de la Haye; the girl's whole face was full
of admiration for Lueien. "Be like your friend," she seemed
to say to her betrothed. A gleam of joy flitted over Petit-
Claud's countenance.

"We have still a whole day before the prefect's dinner; I
will answer for everything."

An hour later, as Petit-Claud and Lueien walked home to-
gether, Lueien talked of his success. "Well, my dear fellow,
I came, I saw, I conquered ! Sechard will be very happy in a
few hours' time."

"Just what I wanted to know," thought Petit-Claud.
Aloud he said — "I thought you were simply a poet, Lueien,
but you are a Lauzun too, that is to say — ^twice a poet," and
they shook hands — for the last time, as it proved.

"Good news, dear Eve," said Lueien, waking his sister, "Da-
vid will have no debts in less than a month !"

"How is that?"

"Well, my Louise is still hidden by Mme. du Chatelet's pet-
ticoat. She loves me more than ever ; she will send a favorable
report of our discovery to the Minister of the Interior through
her husband. So we have only to endure our troubles for one
month, while I avenge myself on the prefect and complete the
happiness of his married life."

Eve listened, and thought that she must be dreaming.

"I saw the little gray drawing-room where I trembled like
a child two years ago ; it seemed as if scales fell from my eyes
when I saw the furniture and the pictures and the faces again.
How Paris changes one's ideas!"

"Is that a good thing?" asked Eve, at last beginning to
understand.

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"Come, come; you are still asleep. We will talk about it
to-morrow after breakfast."

Cerizet's plot was exceedingly simple, a commonplace strat-
agem familiar to the provincial bailiff. Its success entirely
depends upon circumstances, and in this case it was certain,
so intimate was Cerizet's knowledge of the characters and
hopes of those concerned. Cerizet had been a kind of Don
Juan among young work-girls, ruling his victims by playing
one off against another. Since he had been the Cointets' extra
foreman, he had singled out one of Basine Clerget's assistants,
a girl almost as handsome as Mme. Seehard. Henriettc
Signol's parents owned a small vineyard two leagues out of
Angouleme, on the road to Saintes. The Signols, like every-
body else in the country, could not afford to keep their only
child at home ; so they meant her to go out to service, in coun-
try phrase. The art of clear-starching is a part of every coun-
try housemaid's training; and so great was Mme. Prieur's
reputation, that the Signols sent Henriette to her as ap-
prentice, and paid for their daughter's board and lodging.

Mme. Prieur was one of the old-fashioned mistresses, who
consider that they fill a parent's place towards their appren-
tices. They were part of the family ; she took them with her
to church, and looked scrupulously after them. Henriette
Signol was a tall, fine-looking girl, with bold eyes, and long,
thick, dark hair, and the pale, very fair complexion of girls
in the South — white as a magnolia flower. For which reasons
Henriette was one of the first on whom Cerizet cast his eyes ;
but Henriette came of "honest farmer folk," and only yielded
at last to ]ealous3% to bad example, and the treacherous prom-
ise of subsequent marriage. By this time Cerizet was the
Cointets' foreman. When he learned that the Signols owned
a vineyard worth some ten or twelve thousand francs, and a
tolerably comfortable cottage, he hastened to make it im-
possible for Henriette to marry any one else. Affairs had
reached this point when Petit-Claud held out the prospect
of a printing-office and twenty thousand francs of borrowed
capital, which was to prove a yoke upon the borrower's neck.

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Cerizet was dazzled, the offer turned his head ; Henriette Si-
gnol was now only an obstacle in the way of his ambitions, and
he neglected the poor girl. Henriette, in her despair, clung
more closely to her seducer as he tried to shake her off. When
Cerizet began to suspect that David was hiding in Basine's
house, his views with regard to Henriette underwent another
change, though he treated her as before. A kind of frenzy
works in a girl's brain when she must marry her seducer to
conceal her dishonor, and Cerizet was on the watch to turn
this madness to his own account.

During the morning of the day when Lueien had set him-
self to reconquer his Louise, Cerizet told Basine's secret to
Henriette, giving her to understand at the same time that
their marriage and future prospects depended upon the dis-
cover}' of David's hiding-place. Thus instructed, Henriette
easily made certain of the fact that David was in Basine Cler-
get's inner room. It never occurred to the girl that she was
doing wrong to act the spy, and Cdrizet involved her in the
guilt of betrayal by this first step.

Lueien was still sleeping while Cerizet, closeted with Petit-
Claud, heard the history of the important trifles with which
all Angouleme presently would ring.

The Cointets' foreman gave a satisfied nod as Petit-Claud
came to an end. "Lueien surely has written you a line since
he came back, has he not?" he asked.

"This is all that I have," answered the lawyer, and he held
out a note on Mme. Sechard's writing-paper.

*^ery well," said Cerizet, "let Doublon be in wait at the
Palet Gate about ten minutes before sunset ; tell him to post
his gendarmes, and you shall have our man."

"Are you sure of your part of the business ?" asked Petit-
Claud, scanning C6rizet.

"I rely on chance," said the ex-street boy, "and she is a
saucy huzzy ; she does not like honest folk."

"You must succeed," the lawyer said drily.

"1 shall succeed," said Cerizet. "You have pushed me into
this dirty business ; you may as well let me have a few bank-

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notes to wipe off the stains." — Then detecting a look that he
did not like in the attorney's face, he continued, with a deadly
glance, "If you have cheated me, sir, if you don't buy the
printing-office for me within a week — ^j'ou will leave a young
widow;" he lowered his voice.

"If we have David on the jail register at six o'clock, come
round to M. Gannerac's at nine, and we will settle your busi-
ness," said Petit-Claud peremptorily.

"Agreed. Your will shall be done, governor," said Cerizet.

Cerizet understood the art of washing paper, a dangerous
art for the Treasury. He washed out Lucien's four lines and
replaced them, imitating the handwriting with a dexterity
which augured ill for his own future : —

"My dear David, — Your business is settled ; you need not
fear to go to the prefect. You can go out at sunset. I will
come to meet you and tell you what to do at the prefecture. —
Your brother, Lucien."

At noon Lucien wrote to David, telling him of his evening's
success. The prefect would be sure to lend his influence, he
said; he was full of enthusiasm over the invention, and was
drawing up a report that very day to send to the Govern-
ment. Marion carried the letter to Basine, taking some of
Lucien's linen to the laundry as a pretext for the errand.

Petit-Claud had told Cerizet that a letter would in all prob-
ability be sent. Cerizet called for Mile. Signol, and the two
walked by the Charente. Henriette's integrity must have
held out for a long while, for the walk lasted for two hours.
A whole future of happiness and ease and the interests of a
child were at stake, and Cerizet asked a mere trifle of her.
He was very careful besides to say nothing of the consequences
of that trifle. She was only to carry a letter and a message,
that was all; but it was the greatness of the reward for the
trifling service that frightened Henriette. Nevertheless, Ceri-
zet gained her consent at last ; she would help him in his strat-
agem.

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At five o'clock Henriette must go out and come in again,
telling Basine Clerget that Mme. Seehard wanted to speak to
her at once. Fifteen minutes after Basine's departure she
must go upstairs, knock at the door of the inner room, and
give David the forged note. That was all. Cerizet looked
to chance to manage the rest.

For the first time in twelve months. Eve felt the iron grasp
of necessity relax a little. She began at last to hope. She,
too, would enjoy her brother's visit; she would show herself
abroad on the arm of a man feted in his native town, adored
by the women, beloved by the proud Comtesse du Chatelet.
She dressed herself prettily, and proposed to walk out aftei-
dinner with her brother to Beaulieu. In September all An-
gouleme comes out at that hour to breathe the fresh air.

"Oh ! that is the beautiful Mme. Seehard," voices said here
and there.

"I should never have believed it of her," said a woman.
"The husband is in hiding, and the wife walks abroad,"
said Mme. Postel for young Mme. Sechard's benefit.

"Oh, let us go home," said poor Eve; "I have made a mis-
take."

A few minutes before sunset, the sound of a crowd rose
from the steps that lead down to L'Houmeau. Apparently
some crime had been committed, for persons coming from
L'Houmeau were talking among themselves. Curiosity drew
Lucien and Eve towards the steps.

"A thief has just been arrested no doubt, the man looks as
pale as death," one of these passers-by said to the brother and
sister. The crowd grew larger.

Lucien and Eve watched a group of some thirty children,
old women and men, returning from work, clustering about
the gendarmes, whose gold-laced caps gleamed above the heads
of the rest. About a hundred persons followed the proces-
sion, the crowd gathering like a storm cloud.
"Oh ! it is my husband !" Eve cried out.
"David!" exclaimed Lucien.

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"It is his wife," said voices, and the crowd made way.

"What made you come out?" asked Lucien.

"Your letter," said David, haggard and white.

"I knew it !" said Eve, and she fainted away. Lucien raised
his sister, and with the help of two strangers he carried her
home; Marion laid her in bed, and Kolb rushed off for a
doctor. Eve was still insensible when the doctor arrived ; and
Lucien was obliged to confess to his mother that he was the
cause of David's arrest ; for he, of course, knew nothing of the
forged letter and Cerizet's stratagem. Then he went up to his
room and locked himself in, struck dumb by the malediction
in his mother's eyes.

In the dead of night he wrote one more letter amid constant
interruptions ; the reader can divine the agony of the writer's
mind from those phrases, jerked out, as it were, one by one : —

"My beloved Sister, — ^We have seen each other for the last
time. My resolution is final, and for this reason. In many
families there is one unlucky member, a kind of disease in
their midst. I am that unlucky one in our family. The ob-
servation is not mine; it was made at a friendly supper one
evening at the Backer de Cancale by a diplomate who has
seen a great deal of the world. While we laughed and joked,
he explained the reason why some young lady or other re-
mained unmarried, to the astonishment of the world — ^it was
*a touch of her father,' he said, and with that he unfolded
his theory of inherited weaknesses. He told us how such and
such a family would have flourished but for the mother ; how
it was that a son had ruined his father, or a father had
stripped his children of prospects and respectability. It was
said laughingly, but we thought of so many cases in point in
ten minutes that I was struck with the theory. The amount
of truth in it furnished all sorts of wild paradoxes, which
journalists maintain cleverly enough for their own amuse-
ment when there is nobody else at hand to mystify. I bring
bad luck to our family. My heart is full of love for you, yet
I behave like an enemy. The blow dealt unintentionally is

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the cruelest blow of all. While I was leading a bohemian life
in Paris, a life made up of pleasure and misery ; taking good
fellowship for friendship, forsaking my true friends for those
who wished to exploit me, and succeeded ; forgetful of you, or
remembering you only to cause you trouble, — all that while
you were walking in the humble path of hard work, making
your way slowly but surely to the fortune which I tried so
madly to snatch. While you grew better, I grew worse; a
fatal element entered into my life through my own choice.
Yes, unbounded ambition makes an obscure existence simply
impossible for me. I have tastes and remembrances of past
pleasures that poison the enjoyments within my reach; once
I should have been satisfied with them, now it is too late.
Oh, dear Eve, no one can think more hardly of me than I
do myself; my condemnation is absolute and pitiless. The
struggle in Paris demands steady effort; my will power is
spasmodic, my brain works intermittently. The future is so
appalling that I do not care to face it, and the present is
intolerable.

"I wanted to see you again. I should have done better to
stay in exile all my days. But exile without means of sub-
sistence would be madness; I will not add another folly to
the rest. Death is better than a maimed life ; I cannot think
of myself in any position in which my overweening vanity
would not lead me into folly.

"Some human beings are like the figure 0, another must
be put before it, and they acquire ten times their value. I am
nothing unless a strong inexorable will is wedded to mine.
Mme. de Bargeton was in truth my wife; when I refused to
leave Coralie for her I spoiled my life. You and David might
have been excellent pilots for me, but you are not strong
enough to tame my weakness, which in some sort eludes con-
trol. I like an easy life, a life without cares ; to clear an ob-
stacle out of my way I can descend to baseness that sticks at
nothing. I was born a prince. I have more than the requisite
intellectual dexterity for success, but only by moments ; and
the prizes of a career so crowded by ambitious competitors are

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to those who expend no more than the necessary strength, and
retain a sufficient reserve power when they reach the goal.

"I shall do harm again with the best intentions in the
world. Some are men like oaks, I am a delicate shrub it may
be, and I, forsooth, must needs aspire to be a forest cedar.

"There you have my bankrupt's schedule. The dispropor-
tion between my powers and my desires, my want of balance,
in sliort, will bring all my efforts to nothing. There are many
such characters among men of letters, many men whose intel-
lectual powers and character are always at variance, who will
one thing and wish another. What would become of me?
I can see it all beforehand, as I think of this and that great
light that once shone on Paris, now utterly forgotten. On
the threshold of old age I shall be a man older than my age,
needy and without a name. My whole soul rises up against
the thought of such a close ; I will not be a social rag. Ah,
dear sister, loved and worshiped at least as much for your
severity at the last as for your tenderness at the first — if we
have paid so dear for my joy at seeing you all once more, you
and David may perhaps some day think that you could grudge
no price however high for a little last happiness for an un-
happy creature who loved you. Do not try to find me, Eve ; do
not seek to know what becomes of me. My intellect for once
shall be backed by my will. Eenunciation, my angel, is daily
death of self; my renunciation will only last for one day; I
will take advantage now of that day. . . ."

"Two o'clock.
'TTes, I have quite made up my mind. Farewell for ever,
dear Eve. There is something sweet in the thought that I
shall live only in your hearts henceforth, and I wish no- other
burying place. Once more, farewell. . . . That is the
last word from your brother Lucien."

Lueien read the letter over, crept noiselessly down stairs,
and left it in the child's cradle ; amid falling tears he set a last
kiss on the forehead of his sleeping sister; then he went out.

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He put out his candle in the gray dusk, took a last look
at the old house, stole softly along the passage, and opened
the street door ; but in spiie of his caution, he awakened Kolb,
who slept on a mattress on the workshop floor.

"Who goes there?" cried Kolb.

"It is I, Lucien ; I am going away, Kolb."

"You vould haf done better gif you hat nefer kom," Kolb
muttered audibly.

"I should have done better still if I had never come into the
world," Lucien answered. "Good-bye, Kolb ; I don't bear you
any grudge for thinking as I think myself. Tell David that
I was sorry I could not bid him good-bye, and say that this
was my last thought."

By the time the Alsacien was up and dressed, Lueien had
shut the house door, and was on his way towards the Charente
by the Promenade de Beaulieu. He might have been going
to a festival, for he had put on his new clothes from Paris and
his dandy's trinkets for a drowning shroud. Something in
Lucien's tone had struck Kolb. At first the man thought of
going to ask his mistress whether she knew that her brother
had left the house; but as the deepest silence prevailed, he
concluded that the departure had been arranged beforehand,
and lay down again and slept.

Little, considering the gravity of the question, has been
written on the subject of suicide; it has not been studied.
Perhaps it is a disease that cannot be observed. Suicide is
one effect of a sentiment which we will call self-esteem, if you
will, to prevent confusion by using the word "honor." When
a man despises himself, and sees that others despise him,
when real life fails to fulfil his hopes, then comes the moment
when he takes his life, and thereby does homage to society —
shorn of his virtues or his splendor, he does not care to face
his fellows. Among atheists — Christians being without the
question of suicide — among atheists, whatever may be said
to the contrary, none but a base coward can take up a dishon-
ored life.

There are three kinds of suicide — the first is only the last
and acute stage of a long illness, and this kind belongs dis-

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tinctly to pathology; the second is the suicide of despair;
and the third the suicide based on logical argument. Despair
and deductive reasoning had brought Lucien to this pass, but
both varieties are curable; it is only the pathological suicide
that is inevitable. Not infrequently you find all three causes
combined, as in the case of Jean-Jacques Eousseau.

Lucien having made up his mind fell to considering meth-
ods. The poet woiild fain die as became a poet. At first he
thought of throwing himself into the Charente and making
an end then and there; but as he came down the steps from
Beaulieu for the last time, he heard the whole town talking of
his suicide; he saw the horrid sight of a drowned dead body,
and thought of the recognition and the inquest; and, like
some other suicides, felt that vanity reached beyond death.

He remembered the day spent at Courtois' mill, and his
thoughts returned to the round pool among the willows that
he saw as he came along by the little river, such a pool as you
often find on small streams, with a still, smooth surface that
conceals great depths beneath. The water is neither green nor
blue nor white nor tawny; it is like a polished steel mirror.
No sword-grass grows about the margin; there are no blue
water forget-me-nots, nor broad lily leaves; the grass at the
brim is short and thick, and the weeping willows that droop
over the edge grow picturesquely enough. It is easy to imag-
ine a sheer precipice beneath filled with water to the brim.
Any man who should have the courage to fill his pockets with
pebbles would not fail to find death, and never be seen there-
after.

At the time while he admired the lovely miniature of a
landscape, the poet had thought to himself, "'Tis a spot to
make your mouth water for a noyade."

He thought of it now as he went down into L'Houmeau;
and when he took his way towards Marsae, with the last sombre
thoughts gnawing at his heart, it was with the firm resolve to
hide his death. There should be no inquest held over him ; .
he would not be laid in earth; no one should see him in the
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the water. Before long he reached one of the slopes, common
enough on all French highroads, and commonest of all be-
tween AngoulSme and Poitiers. He saw the coach from Bor-
deaux to Paris coming up at full speed behind him, and knew
that the passengers would probably alight to walk up the
hill. He did not care to be seen just then. Turning off
sharply into a beaten track, he began to pick the flowers in a
.vineyard hard by.

When Lucien came back to the road with a great bunch of
the yellow stone-crop which grows everywhere upon the stony
soil of the vineyards, he came out upon a traveler dressed in
black from head to foot. The stranger wore powder, there
were silver buckles on his shoes of Orleans leather, and his
brown face was scarred and seamed as if he had fallen into
the fire in infancy. The traveler, so obviously clerical in his
dress, was walking slowly and smoking a cigar. He turned
as Lucien jumped down from the vineyard into the road. The
deep melancholy on the handsome young face, the poet's sym-
bolical flowers, and his elegant dress seemed to strike the
stranger. He looked at Lucien with something of the expres-
sion of a hunter that has found his quarry at last after long
and fruitless search. He allowed Lucien to come alongside,
in nautical phrase; then he slackened his pace, and appeared
to look along the road up the hill; Lucien, following the di-
rection of his eyes, saw a light traveling carriage with two
horses, and a post-boy standing beside it.

"You have allowed the coach to pass you, monsieur; yon
will lose your place unless you care to take a seat in my ea-
leehe and overtake the mail, for it is rather quicker traveling
post than by the public conveyance." The traveler spoke with
extreme politeness and a very marked Spanish accent.

Without waiting for an answer, he drew a cigar-case from
his pocket, opened it, and held it out to Lucien.

"I am not on a journey," said Lucien, "and I am too near
the end of my stage to indulge in the pleasure of smok-
ing "

"You are very severe with yourself," returned the Spaniard.

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"Though I am a canon of the cathedral of Toledo, I occa-
Jsionally smoke a cigarette. God gave us tobacco to allay our
passions and our pains. You seem to be downcast, or at any
rate, you carry the symbolical flower of sorrow in your hand,
like the rueful god Hymen. Come! all your troubles will
vanish away with the smoke,"' and again the ecclesiastic held
out his little straw case: there was something fascinating in
iiis manner, and kindliness towards Lucien lighted up Ms eyes.

"Forgive me, father," Lucien answered stiffly ; "there is no
cigar that can scatter my troubles." Tears came to his eyes
at the words.

"It must surely be Divine Providence that prompted me
to take a little exercise to shake off a traveler's morning
drowsiness," said the churchman. "A divine prompting to
fulfil my mission here on earth by consoling you. — What great
trouble can you have at your age ?"

"Your consolations, father, can do nothing for me. You
are a Spaniard, I am a Frenchman; you believe in the com-
mandments of the Church, I am an atheist."

"Santa Virgen del Pilar! you are an atheist!" cried the
other, laying a hand on Lucien's arm with maternal solicitude.
"Ah ! here is one of the curious things I promised myself to
see in Paris. We, in Spain, do not believe in atheists. There
is no country but France where one can have such opinions
at nineteen years."

"Oh! I am an atheist in the fullest sense of the word. I
have no belief in God, in society, in happiness. Take a good
look at me, father; for in a few hours' time life will be over
for me. My last sun has risen," said Lucien ; with a sort of
rhetorical effect he waved his hand towards the sky.

"How so ; what have you done that you must die ? Who has
condemned you to die?"

"A tribunal from which there is no appeal — ^I myself."

"You, child !" cried the priest. "Have yon killed a man ?
Is the scaffold waiting for you? Let us reason together a
little. If you are resolved, as you say, to return to nothing-
ness, everything on earth is indifferent to you, is it not ?"

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Lueien bowed assent.

"Very well^ then ; can you not tell me about your troubles ?
Some little affair of the heart has taken a bad turn, no
doubt?"

Lueien shrugged his shoulders very significantly.

"Are you resolved to kill yourself to escape dishonor, or do
you despair of life? Very good. You can kill yourself at
Poitiers quite as easily as at Angoulgme, and at Tours it will
be no harder than at Poitiers. The quicksands of the Loire
never give up their prey "

"No, father," said Lueien ; "I have settled it all. Not three
weeks ago I chanced upon the most charming raft that can
ferry a man sick and tired of this life into the other
world "

"The other world ? You are not an atheist."

"Oh! by another world I mean my next transformation,
animal or plant."

"Have you some incurable disease?"

"Yes, father."

"Ah ! now we come to the point. What is it?"

"Poverty."

The priest looked at Lueien. "The diamond does not know
its own value," he said, and there was an inexpressible charm,
and a touch of something like irony in his smile.

"None but a priest could flatter a poor man about to die,"
exclaimed Lueien.

"You are not going to die," the Spaniard returned authori-
tatively.

"I have heard many times of men that were robbed on the
highroad, but I have never yet heard of one that found a
fortune there," said Lueien.

"You will hear of one now," said the priest, glancing to-
wards the carriage to measure the time still left for their walk
together. "Listen to me," he continued, with his cigar be-
tween his teeth; "if you are poor, that is no reason why you
should die. I need a secretary, for mine has just died at
Barcelona. I am in the same position as the famous Baron

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Goertz, minister of Charles XII. He was traveling toward
Sweden (just as I am going to Paris), and in some little town
or other he chanced upon the son of a goldsmith, a young man
of remarkable good looks, though they could scarcely equal
yours. . . . Baron Goertz discerned intelligence in the
young man (just as I see poetry on your brow) ; he took him
into his traveling carriage, as I shall take you very shortly ;
and of a boy condemned to spend his days in burnishing
spoons and forks and making trinkets in some little town like
Angouleme, he made a favorite, as you shall.be mine.

"Arrived at Stockholm, he installed his secretary and over-
whelmed him with work. The young man spent his nights in
writing, and, like all great workers, he contracted a bad habit,
a trick — he took to chewing paper. The late M. de Male-
sherbes used to rap people over the knuckles; and he did this
once, by the by, to somebody or other whose suit depended
upon him. The handsome young secretary began by chew-
ing blank paper, found it insipid for a while, and acquired a
taste for manuscript as having more flavor. People did not
smoke as yet in those days. At last, from flavor to flavor, he
began to chew parchment and swallow it. Now, at that time
a treaty was being negotiated between Eussia and Sweden.
The States-General insisted that Charles XII. should make
peace (much as they tried in France to make Napoleon treat
for peace in 1814), and the basis of these negotiations was
the treaty between the two powers with regard to Finland.
Goertz gave the original into his secretary's keeping ; but when
the time came for laying the draft before the States-General,
a trifling difficulty arose: the treaty was not to be found. The
States-General believed that the Minister, pandering to the
King's wishes, had taken it into his head to get rid of the
document. Baron Goertz was, in fact, accused of this, and
the secretary owned that he had eaten the treaty. He was
tried and convicted and condemned to death. — But you have
not come to that yet, so take a cigar and smoke till we reach
the caleehe."

Lueien took a cigar and lit it, Spanish fashion, at the

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priest's cigar. "He is right," he thought ; "I can take my life
at any time."

"It often happens that a young man's fortunes take a turn
when despair is darkest," the Spaniard continued. "That is
what I wished to tell you, hut I preferred to prove it by a ease
in point. Here was the handsome young secretary lying un-
der sentence of death, and his case the more desperate be-
cause, as he had been condemned by the States-General, the
King could not pardon him, but he connived at his escape.
The secretary stole away in a fishing-boat with a few crowns
in his pocket, and reached the court of Courland with a letter
of introduction from Goertz, explaining his secretary's ad-
ventures and his craze for paper. The Duke of Courland was
a spendthrift; he had a steward and a pretty wife — three
several causes of ruin. He placed the charming young stranger
with his steward.

"If you can imagine that the sometime secretary had been
cured of his depraved taste by a sentence of death, you do not
know the grip that a man's failings have upon him ; let a man
discover some satisfaction for himself, and the headsman will
not keep him from it. — How is it that vice has this power?
Is it inherent strength in the vice, or inherent weakness in
human nature? Are there certain tastes that should be re-
garded as verging on insanity? For myself, I cannot help
laughing at the moralists who try to expel such diseases by
fine phrases. — Well, it so fell out that the steward refused a
demand for money; and the Duke taking fright at this, called
for an audit. Sheer imbecility ! Nothing easier than to make
out a balance-sheet; the difficulty never lies there. The
steward gave his secretary all the necessary documents for
compiling a schedule of the civil list of Courland. He had
nearly finished it when, in the dead of night, the unhappy
paper-eater discovered that he was chewing up one of the
Duke's discharges for a considerable sum. He had eaten half
the signature ! Horror seized upon him; he fled to the Duch-
ess, flung himself at her feet, told her of his craze, and im-
plored the aid of his sovereign lady, implored her in the mid-

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die of the night. The handsome young face made such an
impression on the Duchess that she married him as soon as
she was left a widow. And so in mid-eighteenth century, in
a land where the king-at-arms is king, the goldsmith's son
became a prince, and something more. On the death of Cath-
erine I. he was regent ; he ruled the Empress Anne, and tried
to he the Eichelieu of Eussia. Very well, young man; now
know this — ^if you are handsomer than Biron, I, simple canon
that I am, am worth more than a Baron Goertz. So get in;
we will find a duchy of Courland for you in Paris, or failing
the duchy, we shall certainly find the duchess."

The Spanish priest laid a hand on Lucien's arm, and liter-
ally forced him into the traveling carriage. The postilion
shut the door.

"Now speak; I am listening," said the canon of Toledo, to
Lucien's bewilderment. "I am an old priest ; you can tell me
everything, there is nothing to fear. So far we have only run
through our patrimony or squandered mamma's money. We
have made a flitting from our creditors, and we are honor
personified down to the tips of our elegant little boots. . . .
Come, confess boldly; it will be just as if you were talking to
yourself."

Lucien felt like that hero of an Eastern tale, the fisher who
tried to drown himself in mid-ocean, and sank down to find
himself a king of countries under the sea. The Spanish priest
seemed so really affectionate, that the poet hesitated no
longer; between Angoul^me and Euffec he told the story of
his whole life, omitting none of his misdeeds, and ended with
the final catastrophe which he had brought about. The tale
only gained in poetic charm because this was the third time
he had told it in the past fortnight. Just as he made an end
they passed the house of the Eastignac family.

"Young Eastignac left that place for Paris," said Lucien ;
"he is certainly not my equal, but he has had better luck."

The Spaniard started at the name. "Oh !" he said.

"Yes. That shy little place belongs to his father. As I
was telling you just now, he was the lover of Mme. de Nucm-

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gen, the famous banker's wife. I drifted into poetry; he was
cleverer, he took the practical side."

The priest stopped the caleehe; and was so far curious as
to walk down the little avenue that led to the house, showing
more interest in the place than Lucien expected from a Span-
ish ecclesiastic.

"Then, do you know the Eastignacs ?" asked Lucien.

"I know every one in Paris," said the Spaniard, taking his
place again in the carriage. "And so for want of ten or twelve
thousand francs, you were about to take your life; you are a
child, you know neither men nor things. A man's future is
worth the value that he chooses to set upon it, and you value
yours at twelve thousand francs ! Well, I will give more than
that for you any time. As for your brother-in-law's imprison-
ment, it is the merest trifle. If this dear M. S^chard has
made a discovery, he will be a rich man some day, and a rich
man has never been imprisoned for debt. You do not seem
to me to be strong in history. History is of two kinds — there
is the official history taught in schools, a lying compilation
ad usum delpJiini; and there is secret history which deals with
the real causes of events — a scandalous chronicle. Let me tell
you brieily a little story which you have not heard. There
was, once upon a time, a man, young and ambitious, and a
priest to boot. He wanted to enter upon a political career,
so he fawned on the Queen's favorite; the favorite took an
interest in him, gave him the rank of minister, and a seat at
the council board. One evening somebody wrote to the young
aspirant, thinking to do him a service (never do a service, by
the by, unless you are asked), and told him that his bene-
factor's life was in danger. The King's wrath was kindled
against his rival ; to-morrow, if the favorite went to the pal-
ace, he would certainly be stabbed; so said the letter. Well,
now, young man, what would you have done?"

"I should have gone at once to warn my benefactor," Lu-
cien exclaimed quickly.

"You are indeed the child which your story reveals !" said
the priest. "Our man said to himself, 'If the King is re-

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solved to go to such lengths, it is all over with my benefactor;
I must receive this letter too late;' so he slept on till the
favorite was stabbed "

"He was a monster !" said Lueien, suspecting that the priest
meant to sound him.

"So are all great men ; this one was the Cardinal de Riche-
lieu, and his benefactor was the Marechal d'Anere. You really
do not know your history of France, you see. Was I not right
when I told you that history as taught in schools is simply
a collection of facts and dates, more than doubtful in the first
place, and with no bearing whatever on the gist of the matter.
You are told that such a person as Jeanne Dare once existed ;
where is the use of that? Have you never drawn your own
conclusions from that fact ? never seen that if France had ac-
cepted the Angevin dynasty of the Plantagenets, the two peo-
ples thus reunited would be ruling the world to-day, and the
islands that now brew political storms for the continent would
be French provinces? . . . Why, have you so much as
studied the means by which simple merchants like the Medieis
became Grand-Dukes of Tuscany?"

"A poet in France is not bound to be 'as learned as a Bene-
dictine,' " said Lueien.

"Well, they became Grand-Dukes as Richelieu became a
minister. If you had looked into history for the causes of
events instead of getting the headings by heart, you would
have found precepts for your guidance in this life. These
real facts taken at random from among so many supply you
with the axiom — Tliook upon men, and on women most of all,
as your instruments ; but never let them see this.' If some
one higher in place can be useful to you, worship him as a
god ; and never leave him until he has paid the price of your
servility to the last farthing. In your intercourse with men,
in short, be grasping and mean as a Jew; all that the Jew
does for money, you must do for power. And besides all
this, when a man has fallen from power, care no more for
him than if he had ceased to exist. And do you ask why you
must do these things? You mean to rule the world, do you

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not? You must begin by obeying and studying it. Scholars
study books; politicians study men, and their interests and
the springs of action. Society and mankind in masses are
fatalists; they bow down and worship the accomplished fact.
Do you know why I am giving you this little history lesson?
It seems to me that your ambition is boundless "

'TTes, father."

"I saw that mj'self," said the priest. "But at this mo-
ment you are thinking, 'Here is this Spanish canon inventing
anecdotes and straining history to prove to me that I have too
much virtue ' "

Lucien began to smile; his thoughts had been read so
clearly.

"Very well, let us take facts that every schoolboy knows.
One day France is almost entirely overrun by the English;
the King has only a single province left. Two figures arise
from among the people — a poor herd girl, that very Jeanne
Dare of whom we were speaking, and a burgher named Jacques
Coeur. The girl brings the power of virginity, the strength
of her arm; the burgher gives his gold, and the kingdom is
saved. The maid is taken prisoner, and the King, who could
have ransomed her, leaves her to be burned alive. The King
allows his courtier to accuse the great burgher of capital
crime, and they rob him and divide all his wealth among
themselves. The spoils of an innocent man, hunted down,
brought to bay, and driven into exile by the Law, went to
enrich five noble houses; and the father of the Archbishop
of Bourges left the kingdom for ever without one sou of all
his possessions in France, and no resource but moneys re-
mitted to Arabs and Saracens in Egypt. It is open to you
to say that these examples are out of date, that three cen-
turies of public education have since elapsed, and that the
outlines of those ages are more or less dim figures. Well,
young man, do you believe in the last demi-god of France, in
Ifapoleon? One of his generals was in disgrace all through
his career; Napoleon made him a marshal grudgingly, and
never sent him on service if he could help it. That marshal

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was Kellermann. Do you know the reason of the grudge?
. . . Kellermann saved France and the First Consul at
Marengo by a brilliant charge; the ranks applauded under
fire and in the thick of the carnage. That heroic charge was
not even mentioned in the bulletin. Napoleon's coolness to-
ward Kellermann, Fouche's fall, and Talleyrand's disgrace
were all attributable to the same cause; it is the ingratitude
of a Charles VII., or a Eichelieu, or "

"But, father," said Lucien, "suppose that you should save
my life and make my fortune, you are making the ties of grat-
itude somewhat slight."

"Little rogue," said the Abb6, smiling as he pinched Lu-
cien's ear with an almost royal familiarity. "If you are un-
grateful to me, it will be because you are a strong man, and
I shall bend before you. But you are not that just yet ; as a
simple 'prentice you have tried to be master too soon, the
common fault of Frenchmen of your generation. Napoleon's
example has spoiled them all. You send in your resignation
because you have not the pair of epaulettes that you fancied.
But have you attempted to bring the full force of your will
and every action of your life to bear upon your one idea?"

"Alas ! no."

"You have been inconsistent, as the English say," smiled
the canon.

"What I have been matters nothing now," said Lucien, "if
I can be nothing in the future."

"If at the back of all your good qualities there is power
semper virens" continued the priest, not averse to show that
he had a little Latin, "nothing in this world can resist you.
I have taken enough of a liking for you already "

Lucien smiled incredulously.

"Yes," said the priest, in answer to the smile, "you interest
me as much as if you had been my son; and I am strong
enough to afford to talk to you as openly as you have just done
to me. Do you know what it is that I like about you?^
This: you have made a sort of tabula rasa within yourself,
and are ready to hear a sermon on morality that you will hear

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nowhere else; for mankind in the mass are even more con-
summate hypocrites than any one individual can be when his
interests demand a piece of acting. Most of us spend a good
part of our lives in clearing our minds of the notions that
sprang up unchecked during our nonage. This is called 'get-
ting our experience.' "

Lucien, listening, thought within himself, "Here is some
old intriguer delighted with a chance of amusing himself on
a journey. He is pleased with the idea of bringing about a
change of opinion in a poor wretch on the brink of suicide;
and when he is tired of his amusement, he will drop me.
Still he understands paradox, and seems to be quite a match
for Blondet or Lousteau."

But in spite of these sage reflections, the diplomate's
poison had sunk deeply into Lucien's soul; the ground was
ready to receive it, and the havoc wrought was the greater be-
cause such famous examples were cited. Lucien fell under
the charm of his companion's cynical talk, and clung the more
willingly to life because he felt that this arm which drew him
up from the depths was a strong one.

In this respect the ecclesiastic had evidently won the day ;
and, indeed, from time to time a malicious smile bore his
cynical anecdotes company.

"If your system of morality at all resembles your manner
of regarding history," said Lucien, "I should dearly like to
know the motive of your present act of charity, for such it
seems to be." j

"There, young man, I have comd to the last head of my
sermon; you will permit me to reserve it, for in that case
we shall not part company to-day," said the canon, with the
tact of the priest who sees that his guile has succeeded.

"Very well, talk morality," said Lucien. To himself he
said, "I will draw him out."

"Morality begins with the law," said the priest. "If it
were simply a question of religion, laws would be superfluous ;
religious peoples have few laws. The laws of statecraft are
above civil law. Well, do you care to know the inscription

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which a politician can read, written at large over your nine-
teenth century? In 1793 the French invented the idea of the
sovereignty of the people — and the sovereignty of the people
came to an end under an absolute ruler in the Emperor. So
much for your history as a nation. Now for your private
manners. Mme. Tallien and Mme. Beauhamais both acted
alike. Napoleon married the one, and made her your Em-
press; the other he would never receive at court, princess
though she was. The sans-culotte of 1793 takes the Iron
Crown in 1804. The fanatical lovers of Equality or Death
conspire fourteen years afterwards with a Legitimist aris-
tocracy to bring back Louis XVIII. And that same aris-
tocracy, lording it to-day in the Faubourg Saint-Germain, has
done worse — has been merchant, usurer, pastry-cook, farmer,
and shepherd. So in Prance systems political and moral
have started from one point and reached another diamet-
rically opposed; and men have expressed one kind of opinion
and acted on another. There has been no consistency in
national policy, nor in the conduct of individuals. You can-
not be said to have any morality left. Success is the supreme
justification of all actions whatsoever. The fact in itself is
nothing; the impression that it makes upon others is every-
thing. Hence, please observe a second precept: Present a
fair exterior to the world, keep the seamy side of life to
yourself, and turn a resplendent countenance upon others.
Discretion, the motto of every ambitious man, is the watch-
word of our Order; take it for your own. Great men are
guilty of almost as many base deeds as poor outcasts; but
they are careful to do these things in shadow and to parade
their virtues in the light, or they would not be great men.
Your insignificant man leaves his virtues in the shade; he
publicly displays his pitiable side, and is despised accord-
ingly. You, for instance, have hidden your titles to great-
ness and made a display of your worst failings. You openly
took an actress for j^our mistress, lived with her and upon
her; you were by no means to blame for this; everybody ad-
mitted that both of you were perfectly free to do as you liked;

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but you ran full tilt against the ideas of the world, and the
world has not shown you the consideration that is shown
to those who obey the rules of the game. If you had left Cora-
lie to this M. Camusot, if you had hidden your relations with
her, you might have married Mme. de Bargeton; you would
now be prefect of Angouleme and Marquis de Kubempre.

"Change your tactics, bring your good looks, your charm,
your wit, your poetry to the front. If you indulge in small
discreditable courses, let it be within four walls, and you will
never again be guilty of a blot on the decorations of this
great theatrical scene called society. Kapoleon called this
'washing dirty linen at home.' The corollary follows nat-
urally on this second precept — Form is everything. Be care-
ful to grasp the meaning of that word 'form.' There are
people who, for want of knowing better, will help themselves
to money under pressure of want, and take it by force. These
people are called criminals; and, perforce, they square ac-
counts with Justice. A poor man of genius discovers some
secret, some invention as good as a treasure; you lend him
three thousand francs (for that, practically, the Cointets
have done; they hold your bills, and they are about to rob
your brother-in-law) ; you torment him until he reveals or
partly reveals his secret; you settle your accounts with your
own conscience, and your conscience does not drag you into
the assize court.

"The enemies of social order, beholding this contrast, take
occasion to yap at justice, and wax wroth in the name of the
people, because, forsooth, burglars and fowl-stealers are sent
to the hulks, while a man who brings whole families to ruin
by a fraudulent bankruptcy is let off with a few months' im-
prisonment. But these hypocrites know quite well that the
judge who passes sentence on the thief is maintaining the
barrier set between the poor and the rich, and that if that
barrier were overturned, social chaos would ensue; while, in
the case of the bankrupt, the man who steals an inheritance
cleverly, and the banker who slaughters a business for his
own benefit, money merely changes hands, that is all.

"Society, my son, is bound to draw those distinctions which

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I have pointed out for your benefit. The one great point is
this — ^you must be a match for society. Napoleon, Eichelieu,
and the Medicis were a match for their generations. And
as for you, you value yourself at twelve thousand francs I
You of this generation in France worship the golden calf;
what else is the religion of your Charter that will not recog-
nize a man politically unless he owns property? What is
this but the command, 'Strive to be rich?' Some day, when
you shall have made a fortune without breaking the law, you
will be rich; you will be the Marquis de Eubempre, and you
can indulge in the luxury of honor. You will be so extremely
sensitive on the point of honor that no one will dare to accuse
you of past shortcomings if in the process of making your
way you should happen to smirch it now and again, which
I myself should never advise," he added, patting Lucien's
hand.

"So what must you put in that comely head of yours?
Simply this and nothing more — propose to yourself a brill-
iant and conspicuous goal, and go towards it secretly; let
no one see your methods or your progress. You have behaved
like a child ; be a man, be a hunter, lie in wait for your quarry
in the world of Paris, wait for your chance and your game;
you need not be particular nor mindful of your dignity, as it
is called ; we are all of us slaves to something, to some failing
of our own or to necessity; but keep that law of laws — se-
crecy."

"Father, you frighten me," said Lucien ; "this seems to me
to be a highwayman's theory."

"And you are right," said the canon, "but it is no invention
of mine. All parvenus reason in this way — ^the house of Aus-
tria and the house of France alike. You have nothing, you
say? The Medicis, Richelieu, and Napoleon started from
precisely your standpoint ; but they, my child, considered that
their prospects were worth ingratitude, treachery, and the
most glaring inconsistencies. You must dare all things to
gain all things. Let us discuss it. Suppose that you sit down
to a game of houillotte, do you begin to argue over the rules
of the game ? There they are, you accept them."

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"Come, now," thought Lucien, "he can play iouUlotte."

"And what do you do?" continued the priest; "do you prac-
tise openness, that fairest of virtues? Not merely do you
hide your tactics, but you do your best to make others believe
that you are on the brink of ruin as soon as you are sure of
winning the game. In short, you dissemble, do you not?
You lie to win four or five louis d'or. What would you think
of a player so generous as to proclaim that he held a hand
full of trumps ? Very well ; the ambitious man who carries
virtue's precepts into the arena when his antagonists have
left them behind is behaving like a child. Old men of the
world might say to him, as card-players would say to the
man who declines to take advantage of his trumps, 'Monsieur,
you ought not to play at iouiUotte.'

"Did you make the rules of the game of ambition? Why
did I tell you to be a match for society? — Because, in these
days, society by degrees has usurped so many rights over the
individual, that the individual is compelled to act in self-
defence. There is no question of laws now, their place has
been taken by custom, which is to say grimacings, and forma
must always be observed."

Lucien started with surprise.

"Ah, my child !" said the priest, afraid that he had shocked
Lucien's innocence ; "did you expect to find the Angel Gabriel
in an Abb6 loaded with all the iniquities of the diplomacy
and counter-diplomacy of two kings? I am an agent be-
tween Ferdinand VII. and Louis XVIII., two — ^kings who
owe their crowns to profound — er — combinations, let us say.
I believe in God, but I have a still greater belief in our Order,
and our Order has no belief save in temporal power. In order
to strengthen and consolidate the temporal power, our Order
upholds the Catholic Apostolic and Eoman Church, which is
to say, the doctrines which dispose the world at large to obedi-
ence. We are the Templars of modern times ; we have a doc-
trine of our own. Like the Templars, we have been dispersed,
and for the same reasons; we were almost a match for the
world. If you will enlist as a soldier, I will be your captain.
Obey me as a wife obeys her husband, as a child obeys his

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mother, and I will guarantee that you shall be Marquis de
Eubempre in less than six months; you shall marry into one
of the proudest houses in the Faubourg Saint-Germain, and
some day you shall sit on a bench with peers of France. What
would you have been at this moment if I had not amused you
by my conversation? — An undiscovered corpse in a deep bed
of mud. Well and good, now for an effort of imagina-
tion "

Lucien looked curiously at his protector.

"Here, in this caleche beside the Abbe Carlos Herrera,
canon of Toledo, secret envoy from His Majesty Ferdinand
VII. to His Majesty the King of France, bearer of a despatch
thus worded it may be — 'When you have delivered me, hang
all those whom I favor at this moment, more especially the
bearer of this despatch, for then he can tell no tales' — well,-
beside this envoy sits a young man who has nothing in com-
mon with that poet recently deceased. I have fished you out
of the water, I have brought you to life again, you belong to
me as the creature belongs to the creator, as the ef rits of fairy-
tales belong to the genii, as the janissary to the Sultan, as
the soul to the body. I will sustain you in the way to power
with a strong hand ; and at the same time I promise that your
life shall be a continual course of pleasure, honors, and enjoy-
ment. You shall never want for money. You shall shine,
you shall go bravely in the eyes of the world ; while I, crouch-
ing in the mud, will lay a firm foundation for the brilliant
edifice of your fortunes. For I love power for its own sake. I
shall always rejoice in your enjoyment, forbidden to me. In
short, my self shall become your self ! Well, if a day should
come when this pact between man and the tempter, this agree-
ment between the child and the diplomatist should no longer
suit your ideas, you can still look about for some quiet spot,
like that pool of which you were speaking, and drown your-
self; you will only be as you are now, or a little more or a
little less wretched and dishonored."

"This is not like the Archbishop of Granada's homily,"
said Lucien as they stopped to change horses.

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"Call this concentrated education by what name you will,
my son, for you are my son, I adopt you henceforth, and shall
make you my heir; it is the Code of ambition. God's elect
are few and far between. There is no choice, you must bury
yourself in the cloister (and there you very often find the
world again in miniature) or accept the Code."

"Perhaps it would be better not to be so wise," said Lucien,
trying to fathom this terrible priest.

"What !" rejoined the canon. "You begin to play before
you know the rules of the game, and now you throw it up
just as your chances are best, and you have a substantial god-
father to back you ! And you do not even care to play a re-
turn match ? You do not mean to say that you have no mind
to be even with those who drove you from Paris?"

Lucien quivered; the sounds that rang through every nerve
seemed to come from some bronze instrument, some Chinese
gong.

"I am only a poor priest," returned his mentor, and a grim
expression, dreadful to behold, appeared for a moment on a
face burned to a copper-red by the sun of Spain, "I am only
a poor priest ; but if I had been humiliated, vexed, tormented,
betrayed, and sold as you have been by the scoundrels of
whom you have told me, I should do like an Arab of the desert
— I would devote myself body and soul to vengeance. I
might end by dangling from a gibbet, garroted, impaled,
guillotined in your French fashion, I should not care a rap ;
but they should not have my head until I had crushed my
enemies under my heel."

Lucien was silent; he had no wish to draw the priest out
any further.

"Some are descended from Cain and some from Abel," the
canon concluded ; "I myself am of mixed blood — Cain for my
enemies, Abel for my friends. Woe to him that shall awaken
Gain! After all, you are a Frenchman; I am a Spaniard,
and, what is more, a canon."

"What a Tartar!" thought Lucien, scanning the protector
thus sent to him by Heaven.

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There was no sign of the Jesuit, nor even of the ecclesiastic,
about the Abbe Carlos Herrera. His hands were large, he
was thick-set and broad-chested, evidently he possessed the
strength of a Hercules; his terrific expression was softened
by benignity assumed at will; but a complexion of impene-
trable bronze inspired feelings of repulsion rather than at-
tachment for the man.

The strange diplomatist looked somewhat like a bishop,
for he wore powder on his long, thick hair, after the fashion
of the Prince de Talleyrand; a gold cross, hanging from a
strip of blue ribbon with a white border, indicated an eccle-
siastical dignitary. The outlines beneath the black silk stock-
ings would not have disgraced an athlete. The exquisite
neatness of his clothes and person revealed an amount of care
which a simple priest, and, above all, a Spanish priest, does
not always take with his appearance. A three-cornered hat
lay on the front seat of the carriage, which bore the arms of
Spain.

In spite of the sense of repulsion, the effect made by the
man's appearance was weakened by his manner, fierce and
yet winning as it was ; he evidently laid himself out to please
Lucien, and the winning manner became almost coaxing.
Yet Lucien noticed the smallest trifles uneasily. He felt that
the moment of decision had come; they had reached the sec-
ond stage beyond Euffec, and the decision meant life or
death.

The Spaniard's last words vibrated through many chords
in his heart, and, to the shame of both, it must be said that
all that was worst in Lucien responded to an appeal deliber-
ately made to his evil impulses, and the eyes that studied the
poet's beautiful face had read him very clearly. Lucien be-
held Paris once more; in imagination he caught again at
the reins of power let fall from his unskilled hands, and he
avenged himself! The comparisons which he himself had
drawn so lately between the life of Paris and life in the
provinces faded from his mind with the more painful motives
for suicide ; he was about to return to hie natural sphere, and

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this time with a protector, a political intriguer unsempulous
as Cromwell.

"I was alone, now there will be two of ns," he told himself.
And then this priest had been more and more interested as
Tie told of his sins one after another. The man's charity had
grown with the extent of his misdoings; nothing had aston-
ished this confessor. And yet, what could be the motive of a
mover in the intrigues of kings ? Lucien at first was fain to
be content with the banal answer — ^the Spanish are a generous
race. The Spaniard is generous ! even so the Italian is jealous
and a poisoner, the Frenchman fickle, the German frank, the
Jew ignoble, and the Englishman noble. Eeverse these ver-
dicts and you shall arrive within a reasonable distance of the
truth! The Jews have monopolized the gold of the world;
they compose Robert the Devil, act Phedre, sing William Tell,
give commissions for pictures and build palaces, write Reise-
hilder and wonderful verse ; they are more powerful than ever,
their religion is accepted, they have lent money to the Holy
Father himself ! As for Germany, a foreigner is often asked
whether he has a contract in writing, and this in the smallest
matters, so tricky are they in their dealings. In France the
spectacle of national blunders has never lacked national ap-
plause for the past fifty years ; we continue to wear hats which
no mortal can explain, and every change of government is
made on the express condition that things shall remain exactly
as they were before. England flaunts her perfidy in the face
of the world, and her abominable treachery is only equaled
by her greed. All the gold of two Indies passed through the
hands of Spain, and now she has nothing left. There is no
country in the world where poison is so little in request as in
Italy, no country where manners are easier or more gentle.
As for the Spaniard, he has traded largely on the reputation
of the Moor.

As the Canon of Toledo returned to the caleehe, he had
spoken a word to the post-boy. "Drive post-haste," he said,
"and there will be three francs for drink-money for you."
Then, seeing that Lucien hesitated, "Come! come!" he ex-

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claimed, and Lucien took his place again, telling himself that
he meant to try the effect of the argumentum ad hominem.

"Father," he began, "after pouring out, with all the cool-
ness in the world, a series of maxims which the vulgar would
consider profoundly immoral "

"And so they are," said the priest; "that is why Jesus
Christ said that it must needs he that offences come, my son ;
and that is why the world displays such horror of offences."

"A man of your stamp will not be surprised by the ques-
tion which I am about to ask?"

"Indeed, my son, you do not know me," said Carlos
Herrera. "Do you suppose that I should engage a secretary
unless I knew that I could depend upon his principles suf-
ficiently to be sure that he would not rob me? I like you.
You are as innocent in every way as a twenty-year-old suicide.
Your question ?"

"Why do you take an interest in me? What price do you
set on my obedience? Why should you give me everything?
What is your share?"

The Spaniard looked at Lueien, and a smile came over his
face.

"Let us wait till we come to the next hill ; we can walk up
and talk out in the open. The back seat of a traveling car-
riage is not the place for confidences."

They traveled in silence for some time; the rapidity of the
movement seemed to increase Lucien's moral intoxication.

"Here is a hill, father," he said at last, awakening from
a kind of dream.

"Very well, we will walk." The Abbe called to the
postilion to stop, and the two sprang out upon the road.

"You child," said the Spaniard, talcing Lucien by the arm,
"have you ever thought over Otway's Venice Preserved? Did
you understand the profound friendship between man and
man which binds Pierre and Jaffier each to each so closely
that a woman is as nothing in comparison, and all social con-
ditions are changed? — Well, so much for the poet."

"So the canon knows something of the drama," thought
Lucien. "Have you read Voltaire ?" he asked.

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"I have done better," said the other; "I put his docfrine
in practice."

"You do not believe in God ?"

"Come ! it is I who am the atheist, is it ?" the Abbe said,
smiling. "Let us come to practical matters, my child," he
added, putting an arm round Lucien's waist. "I am forty-six
years old, I am the natural son of a great lord ; consequently,
I have no family, and I have a heart. But, learn this, carve
it on that still so soft brain of yours — man dreads to be alone.
And of all kinds of isolation, inward isolation is the most ap-
palling. The early anchorite lived with God ; he dwelt in the
spirit world, the most populous world of all. The miser lives
in a world of imagination and fruition; his whole life and
all that he is, even his sex, lies in the brain. A man's first
thought, be he leper or convict, hopelessly sick or degraded,
is to find another with a like fate to share it with him. He
will exert the utmost that is in him, every power, all his vital
energy, to satisfy that craving; it is his very life. But for
that tyrannous longing, would Satan have found companions ?
There is a whole poem yet to be written, a first part of Para-
dise Lost; Milton's poem is only the apology for the revolt."

"It would be the Iliad of Corruption," said Lueien.

"Well, I am alone, I live alone. If I wear the priest's habit,
I have not a priest's heart. I like to devote myself to some
one; that is my weakness. That is my life, that is how I
came to be a priest. I am not afraid of ingratitude, and I am
grateful. The Church is nothing to me ; it is an idea. I am
devoted to the King of Spain, but you cannot give affection
to a King of Spain; he is my protector, he towers above me.
I want to love my creature, to mould him, fashion him to my
use, and love him as a father loves his child. I shall drive in
your tilbury, my boy, enjoy your success with women, and
say to myself, 'This fine young fellow, this Marquis de Eu-
bempre, my creation whom I have brought into this great
world, is my very Self; his greatness is my doing, he speaks
or js silent with my voice, he consults me in everything.' The
Abb6 de Vermont felt thus for Marie-Antoinette."

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"He led her to the scaffold."

*'He did not love the Queen/' said the priest; "he only loved
the Abb6 de Vermont."

"Must I leave desolation behind me?"

"I have money, you shall draw on me."

"I would do a great deal just now to rescue David S6-
chard," said Lucien, in the tone of one who has given up all
idea of suicide.

"Say but one word, my son, and by to-morrow morning he
shall have money enough to set him free." '

"What ! Would you give me twelve thousand francs ?"

"Ah ! child, do you not see that we are traveling on at the
rate of four leagues an hour? We shall dine at Poitiers be-
fore long, and there, if you decide to sign the pact, to give
me a single proof of obedience, a great proof that I shall re-
quire, then the Bordeaux coach shall carry fifteen thousand
francs to your sister "

"Where is the money ?"

The Spaniard made no answer, and Lucien said within
himself, "There I had him; he was laughing at me."

In another moment they took their places. Ifeither of
them said a word. Silently the Abbe groped in the pocket of
the coach, and drew out a traveler's leather pouch with three
divisions in it; thence he took a hundred Portuguese moi-
dores, bringing out his large hand filled with gold three
times.

"Father, I am yours," said Lueien, dazzled by the stream of
gold.

"Child !" said the priest, and set a tender kiss on Lucien's
forehead. "There is twice as much still left in the bag, be-
sides the money for traveling expenses."

"And you are traveling alone !" cried Lucien.
"What is that ?" asked the Spaniard. "I have more than a
hundred thousand crowns in drafts on Paris. A diplomatist
without money is in your position of this morning — a poet
without a will of his own!"

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As Lueien took his place in the caliche heside the so-called
Spanish diplomatist, Eve rose to give her child a draught of
milk, found the fatal letter in the cradle, and read it. A
sudden cold chilled the damps of morning slumber, dizziness
came over her, she could not see. She called aloud to Marion
and Kolb.

"Has my brother gone out ?" she asked, and Kolb answered
at once with, "Yes, montame, pefore tay."

"Keep this that I am going to tell you a profound secret,"
said Eve. "My brother has gone no doubt to make away with
himself. Hurry, both of you, make inquiries cautiously, and
look along the river."

Eve was left alone in a dull stupor, dreadful to see. Her
trouble was at its height when Petit-Claud came in at seven
o'clock to talk over the steps to be taken in David's case. At
such a time, any voice in the world may speak, and we let
them speak.

"Our poor, dear David is in prison, madame," so began
Petit-Claud. "I foresaw all along that it would end in this. I
advised him at the time to go into partnership with his com-
petitors the Cointets ; for while your husband has simply the
idea, they have the means of putting it into practical shape.
So as soon as I heard of his arrest yesterday evening, what
did I do but hurry away to find the Cointets and try to obtain
such concessions as might satisfy you. If you try to keep the
discovery to yourselves, you will continue to live a life of
shifts and chicanery. You must give in, or else when you
are exhausted and at the last gasp, you will end by making
a bargain with some capitalist or other, and perhaps to your
own detriment, whereas to-day I hope to see you make a good
one with the MM. Cointet. In this way you will save your-
selves the hardships and the misery of the inventor's duel
with the greed of the capitalist and the indifference of the
public. Let us see! If the MM. Cointet should pay your
debts — if, over and above your debts, they should pay you a
further sum of money down, whether or no the invention
succeeds; while at the same time it is thoroughly understood
that if it succeeds a certain proportion of the profits of work-

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ing tlie patent shall be yours, would you not be doing very
well? — You yourself, madame, would then be the proprietor
of the plant in the printing-office. You would sell the busi-
ness, no doubt; it is quite worth twenty thousand francs. I
will undertake to find you a buyer at that price.

"Now if you draw up a deed of partnership with the MM.
Cointet, and receive fifteen thousand francs in money paid
down, you will have thirty-five thousand francs of capital;
and if you invest it in the funds at the present moment, it
will bring you in an income of two thousand francs. You
can live on two thousand francs in the provinces. Bear in
mind, too, madame, that, given certain contingencies, there
will be yet further payments. I say 'contingencies,' because
we must lay our accounts with failure.

"Very well," continued Petit-Claud, "now these things I
am sure that I can obtain for you. 'First of all, David's re-
lease from prison; secondly, fifteen thousand francs, a pre-
mium paid on his discovery, whether the experiments fail or
succeed; and lastly, a partnership between David and the
MM. Cointet, to be taken out after private experiment made
jointly. The deed of partnership for the working of the
patent should be drawn up on the following basis : The MM.
Cointet to bear all the expenses, the capital invested by David
to be confined to the expenses of procuring the patent, and
his share of the profits to be fixed at twenty-five per cent.
You are a clear-headed and very sensible woman, qualities
which are not often found combined with great beauty ; think
over these proposals, and you will see that they are very fa-
vorable."

Poor Eve in her despair burst into tears. "Ah, sir! why
did you not come yesterday evening to tell me this? We
should have been spared disgrace and — and something far
worse "

"I was talking with the Cointets until midnight. They are
behind Metivier, as you must have suspected. But how has
something worse than our poor David's arrest happened since
yesterday evening?"

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"Here is the awful news that I found when I awoke this
morning," she said, holding out Lueien's letter. "You have
]ust given me proof of your interest in us; you are David's
friend and Lueien's; I need not ask you to keep the se-
cret "

"You need not feel the least anxiety," said Petit-Claud,
as he returned the letter. "Lueien will not take his life.
Your husband's arrest was his doing; he was obliged to find
some excuse for leaving you, and this exit of his looks to me
like a piece of stage business."

The Cointets had gained their ends. They had tormented
the inventor and his family, until, worn out by the torture,
the victims longed for a respite, and then seized their oppor-
tunity and made the offer. Not every inventor has the tenac-
ity of the bull-dog that will perish with his teeth fast set in
his capture; the Cointets had shrewdly estimated David's
character. The tall Cointet looked upon David's imprison-
ment as the first scene of the first act of the drama. The
second act opened with the proposal which Petit-Claud had
just made. As arch-schemer, the attorney looked upon Lu-
eien's frantic folly as a bit of unhoped-for luck, a chance that
would finally decide the issues of the day.

Eve was completely prostrated by this event; Petit-Claud
saw this, and meant to profit by her despair to win her confi-
dence, for he saw at last how much she influenced her hus-
band. So far from discouraging Eve, he tried to reassure
her, and very cleverly diverted her thoughts to the prison.
She should persuade David to take the Cointets into part-
nership.

"David told me, madame, that he only wished for a fortune
for your sake and your brother's; but it should be clear to
you by now that to try to make a rich man of Lueien would
be madness. The youngster would run through three for-
tunes."

Eve's attitude told plainly enough that she had no more
illusions left with regard to her brother. The lawyer waited
a little so that her silence should have the weight of consent.

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"Things being so, it is now a question of you and your
child," he said. "It rests with you to decide whether an in-
come of two thousand francs will be enough for your welfare,
to say nothing of old Sechard's property. Your father-in-
law's income has amounted to seven or eight thousand francs
for a long time past, to say nothing of capital lying out at
interest. So, after all, you have a good prospect before you.
Why torment yourself?"

Petit-Claud left Eve Sechard to reflect upon this pros-
pect. The whole scheme had been drawn up with no little
skill by the tall Cointet the evening before.

"Give them the glimpse of a possibility of money in hand,"
the lynx had said, when Petit-Claud brought the news of the
arrest; "once let them grow accustomed to that idea, and
they are ours; we will drive a bargain, and little by little we
shall bring them down to our price for the secret."

The argument of the second act of the commercial drama
was in a manner summed up in that speech.

Mme. Sechard, heartbroken and full of dread for her
brother's fate, dressed and came downstairs. An agony of
terror seized her when she thought that she must cross An-
gouleme alone on the way to the prison. Petit-Claud gave
little thought to his fair client's distress. When he came
back to offer his arm, it was from a tolerably Machiavellian
motive; but Eve gave him credit for delicate consideration,
and he allowed her to thank him for it. The little attention,
at such a moment, from so hard a man, modified Mme. Se-
chard's previous opinion of Petit-Claud.

"I am taking you round by the longest way," he said, "and
we shall meet nobody."

"For the first time in my life, monsieur, I feel that I have
no right to hold up my head before other people; I had a
sharp lesson given to me last night "

"It will be the first and the last."

"Oh ! I certainly shall not stay in the town now "

"Let me know if your husband consents to the proposals
that are all but definitely offered by the Cointets," said Petit-

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Claud at the gate of the prison ; "I will come at once with an
order for David's release from Caehan, and in all likelihood
he will not go back again to prison."

This suggestion, made on the very threshold of the jail,
was a piece of cunning strategy — a comhinazione, as the Ital-
ians call an indefinable mixture of treachery and truth, a
cunningly planned fraud which does not break the letter of
the law, or a piece of deft trickery for which there is no legal
remedy. St. Bartholomew's, for instance, was a political
combination.

Imprisonment for debt, for reasons previously explained,
is such a rare occurrence in the provinces, that there is no
house of detention, and a debtor is perforce imprisoned with
the accused, convicted, and condemned — the three graduated
subdivisions of the class generically styled criminal. David
was put for the time being in a cell on the ground floor from
which some prisoner had probably been recently discharged
at the end of his time. Once inscribed on the jailer's register,
with the amount allowed by the law for a prisoner's board for
one month, David confronted a big, stout man, more powerful
than the King himself in a prisoner's eyes ; this was the jailer.

An instance of a thin jailer is unknown in the provinces.
The place, to begin with, is almost a sinecure, and a jailer is
a kind of innkeeper who pays no rent and lives very well,
while his prisoners fare very ill; for, like an innkeeper, he
gives them rooms according to their payments. He knew
David by name, and what was more, knew about David's
father, and thought that he might venture to let the printer
have a good room on credit for one night; for David was
penniless.

The prison of Angouleme was built in the Middle Ages,
and has no more changed than the old cathedral. It is built
against the old presidial^ or ancient court of appeal, and people
still call it the maison de justice. It boasts the conventional
prison gateway, the solid-looking, nail-studded door, the low,
worn archway which the better deserves the qualification "cy-
clopean," because the jailer's peephole or judos looks out like

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a single eye from the front of the building. As you enter you
find yourself in a corridor which runs across the entire width
of the building, with a row of doors of cells that give upon
the prison yard and are lighted by liigh windows covered with
a square iron grating. The jailer's house is separated from
these cells by an archway in the middle, through which you
catch a glimpse of the iron gate of the prison yard. The
jailer installed David in a cell next to the archway, thinking
that he would like to have a man of David's stamp as a near
neighbor for the sake of company.

"This is the best room," he said. David was struck dumb
with amazement at the sight of it.

The stone walls were tolerably damp. The windows, set
high in the wall, were heavily barred; the stone-paved floor
was cold as ice, and from the corridor outside came the sound
of the measured tramp of the warder, monotonous as waves
on the beach. "You are a prisoner! you are watched and
guarded !" said the footsteps at every moment of every hour.
All these small things together produce a prodigious effect
upon the minds of honest folk. David saw that the bed was
execrable, but the first night in a prison is full of violent agi-
tation, and only on the second night does the prisoner notice
that his couch is hard. The jailer was graciously disposed;
he naturally suggested that his prisoner should walk in the
yard until nightfall.

David's hour of anguish only began when he was locked
into his cell for the night. Lights are not allowed in the
cells. A prisoner detained on arrest used to be subjected to
rules devised for malefactors, unless he brought a special ex-
emption signed by the public prosecutor. The jailer cer-
tainly might allow David to sit by his fire, but the prisoner
must go back to his cell at locking-up time. Poor David
learned the horrors of prison life by experience, the rough
coarseness of the treatment revolted him. Yet a revulsion,
familiar to those who live by thought, passed over him. He
detached himself from his loneliness, and found a way of es-
cape in a poet's waking dream.

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At last the unhappy man's thoughts turned to his own af-
fairs. The stimulating influence of a prison upon conscience
and self-scrutiny is immense. David asked himself whether
he had done his duty as the head of a family. What despair-
ing grief his wife must feel at this moment ! Why had he not
done as Marion had said, and earned money enough to pur-
sue his investigations at leisure?

"How can I stay in Angouleme after such a disgrace?
And when I come out of prison, what will become of us?
Where shall we go ?"

Doubts as to his process began to occur to him, and he
passed through an agony which none save inventors can un-
derstand. Going from doubt to doubt, David began to see
his real position more clearly; and to himself he said, as the
Cointets had said to old Sechard, as Petit-Claud had just
said to Eve, "Suppose that all should go well, what does it
amount to in practice? The first thing to be done is to take
out a patent, and mone}' is needed for that — and experiments
must be tried on a large scale in a paper-mill, which means
that the discovery must pass into other hands. Oh! Petit-
Claud was right !"

A very vivid light sometimes dawns in the darkest prison.

"Pshaw!" said David; "I shall see Petit-Claud to-morrow
no doubt," and he turned and slept on the filthy mattress
covered with coarse brown sacking.

So when Eve unconsciously played into the hands of the
enemy that morning, she found her husband more than
ready to listen to the proposals. She put her arms about him
and kissed him, and sat down on the edge of the bed (for
there was but one chair of the poorest and commonest kind
in the cell). Her eyes fell on the unsightly pail in a comer,
and over the walls covered with inscriptions left by David's
predecessors, and tears filled the eyes that were red with
weeping. She had sobbed long and very bitterly, but the sight
of her husband in a felon's cell drew fresh tears.

"And the desire of fame may lead one to this!" she cried.
"Oh! my angely ^ve up your career. Let us walk together

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along the beaten track; we will not try to make haste to be
rich, David. ... I need very little to be very happy,
especially now, after all that we have been through. . . .
And if you only knew — the disgrace of arrest is not the worst.
. . . Look."

She held out Lucien's letter, and when David had read it,
she tried to comfort him by repeating Petit-Claud's bitter
comment.

"If Lucien has taken his life, the thing is done by now,"
said David; "if he has not made away with himself by this
time, he will not kill himself. As he himself says, Ids cour-
age cannot last longer than a morning ' "

"But the suspense!" cried Eve, forgiving almost every-
thing at the thought of death. Then she told her husband
of the proposals which Petit-Claud professed to have received
from the Cointets. David accepted them at once with mani-
fest pleasure.

"We shall have enough to live upon in a village near
L'Houmeau, where the Cointets' paper-mill stands. I want
nothing now but a quiet life," said David. "If Lucien has
punished himself by death, we can wait so long as father lives ;
and if Lucien is still living, poor fellow, he will learn to adapt
himself to our narrow ways. The Cointets certainly will
make money by my discovery ; but, after all, what am I com-
pared with our country ? One man in it, that is all ; and if
the whole country is benefited, I shall be content. There!
dear Eve, neither you nor I were meant to be successful in
business. We do not care enough about making a profit; we
have not the dogged objection to parting with our money,
even when it is legally owing, which is a kind of virtue o± the
counting-house, for these two sorts of avarice are called pru-
dence and a faculty of business."

Eve felt overjoyed; she and her husband held the same
views, and this is one of the sweetest flowers of love ; for two
human beings who love each other may not be of the same
mind, nor take the same view of their interests. She wrote
to Petit-Claud telling him that they both consented to the

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general scheme, and asked him to release David. Then, she
begged the jailer to deliver the message.

Ten minutes later Petit-Claud entered the dismal place.
"Go home, madame," he said, addressing Eve, "we will follow
you. — Well, my dear friend" (turning to David), "so you
allowed them to catch you ! Why did you come out ? How
came you to make such a mistake ?"

"Eh ! how could I do otherwise ? Look at this letter that
Lucien wrote."

David held out a sheet of paper. It was Cerizet's forged
letter.

Petit-Claud read it, looked at it, fingered the paper as he
talked, and still talking, presently, as if through absence of
mind, folded it up and put it in his pocket. Then he linked
his arm in David's, and they went out together, the order for
release having come during the conversation.

It was like heaven to David to be at home again. He cried
like a child when he took little Lucien in his arms and looked
round his room after three weeks of imprisonment, and the
disgrace, according to provincial notions, of the last few
hours. Kolb and Marion had come back. Marion had heard
in L'Houmeau that Lucien had been seen walking along on
the Paris road, somewhere beyond Marsac. Some country
folk, coming in to market, had noticed his fine clothes. Kolb,
therefore, had set out on horseback along the highroad, and
heard at last at Mansle that Lucien was traveling post in a
caliche — M. Marron had recognized him as he passed.

"What did I tell you?" said Petit-Claud. "That fellow is
not a poet ; he is a romance in heaven knows how many chap-
ters."

"Traveling post !" repeated Eve. "Where can he be going
this time ?"

"Now go to see the Cointets, they are expecting you," said
Petit-Claud, turning to David.

"Ah, monsieur!" cried the beautiful Eve, "pray do your
best for our interests ; our whole future lies in your hands."

"If you prefer it, madame, the conference can be held here.

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I will leave David with you. The Cointets will come this
evening, and you shall see if I can defend your interests."

"Ah ! monsieur, I should be very glad," said Eve.

"Very well," said Petit-Claud; "this evening, at seven
o'clock."

"Thank you," said Eve; and from her tone and glance
Petit-Claud knew that he had made great progress in his fair
client's confidence.

"You have nothing to fear ; you see I was right," he added.
"Your brother is a hundred miles away from suicide, and
when all comes to all, perhaps you will have a little fortune
this evening. A tona-fida purchaser for the business has
turned up."

"If that is the ease," said Eve, "why should we not wait
awhile before binding ourselves to the Cointets?"

Petit-Claud saw the danger. "You are forgetting, ma-
dame," he said, "that you cannot sell your business until you
liave paid M. Metivier; for a distress warrant has been is-
sued."

As soon as Petit-Claud reached home he sent for Cerizet,
and when the printer's foreman appeared, drew him into the
embrasure of the window.

"To-morrow evening," he said, "you will be the proprietor
of the Sechards' printing-office, and then there are those be-
hind you who have influence enough to transfer the license;"
(then in a lowered voice), "but you have no mind to end
in the hulks, I suppose?"

"The hulks! What's that? What's that?"

"Your letter to David was a forgery. It is in my posses-
sion. What would Henriette say in a court of law? I do
not want to ruin you," he added hastily, seeing how white
Cerizet's face grew.

"You want something more of me?" cried Cerizet.

"Well, here it is," said Petit-Claud. "Follow me carefully.
You will be a master printer in Angouleme in two months'
time . . . but you will not have paid for your business —
you will not pay for it in ten years. You will work a long

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while jet for those that have lent you the money, and yon
will be the cat's-paw of the Liberal party. . . . Now I
shall draw up your agreement with Gannerac, and I can draw
it up in such a way that you will have the business in your
own hands one of these days. But — if the Liberals start a
paper, if you bring it out, and if I am deputy public prose-
cutor, then you will come to an understanding with the Coin-
tets and publish articles of such a nature that they will have
the paper suppressed. . . . The Cointets will pay you
handsomely for that service. ... I know, of course, that
you will be condemned and live on prison fare for awhile, but
you will be a hero, a victim of persecution ; you will be a per-
sonage among the Liberals — a Sergeant Mereier, a Paul-Louis
Courier, a Manuel on a small scale. I will take care that
they leave you your license. In fact, on the day when the
newspaper is suppressed, I will burn this letter before your
eyes. . . . Your fortune will not cost you much."

A working man has the haziest notions as to the law with
regard to forgery ; and Cerizet, who beheld himself already in
the dock, breathed again.

"In three years' time," continued Petit-Claud, "I shall be
public prosecutor in Angouleme. You may have need of me
some day ; bear that in mind."

"It's agreed," said Cerizet, "but you don't know me. Bum
t/jac letter now and trust to my gratitude."

Petit-Claud looked Cerizet in the face. It was a duel in
which one man's gaze is a scalpel with y' leh he essays to
probe the soul of another, and the eyes of that other are a
theatre, as it were, to which all his virtue is summoned for
display.

Petit-Claud did not utter a word. He lighted a taper and
burned the letter. "He has his way to make," he said to him-
eslf.

"Here is one that will go through fire and water for you,"
said Cerizet.

David awaited the interview with the Cointets with a vague

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feeling of uneasiness; not, however, on account of the pro-
posed partnership, nor for his own interests — ^he felt nervous
as to their opinion of his work. He was in .something the
same position as a dramatic author before his judges. The
inventor's pride in the discovery so nearly completed left no
room for any other feelings.

At seven o'clock that evening, while Mme. du Chltelet,
pleading a sick headache, had gone to her room in her unhap-
piness over the rumors of Lueien's departure; while M. le
Comte, left to himself, was entertaining his guests at dinner
— the tall Cointet and his stout brother, accompanied by
Petit-Claud, opened negotiations with the competitor who had
delivered himself up, bound hand and foot.

A difficulty awaited them at the outset. How was it pos-
sible to draw up a deed of partnership unless they knew
David's secret? And if David divulged his secret, he
would be at the mercy of the Cointets. Petit-Claud arranged
that the deed of partnership should be the first drawn up.
Thereupon the tall Cointet asked to see some specimens of
David's work, and David brought out the last sheet that he
had made, guaranteeing the price of production.

"Well," said Petit-Claud, "there you have the basis of the
agreement ready made. You can go into partnership on the
strength of those samples, inserting a clause to protect your-
selves in case the conditions of the patent are not fulfilled in
the manufacturing process."

"It is one thing to make samples of paper on a small scale
in your own room with a small mould, monsieur, and another
to turn out a quantity," said the tall Cointet, addressing
David. "Quite another thing, as you may judge from this
single fact. We manufacture colored papers. We buy par-
cels of coloring absolutely identical. Every cake of indigo
used for 'blueing' our post-demy is taken from a batch sup-
plied by the same maker. Well, we have never yet been able
to obtain two batches of precisely the same shade. There are
variations in the material which we cannot detect. The quan-
tity and the quality of the pulp modify every question at

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once. Suppose that you have in a caldron a quantity of in-
gredients of some kind (I don't ask to know what they are),
you can do as you like with them, the treatment can he uni-
formly applied, you can manipulate, knead, and pestle the
mass at your pleasure until you have a homogeneous sub-
stance. But who will guarantee that it will be the same with
a batch of five hundred reams, and that your plan will suc-
ceed in bulk ?"

David, Eve, and Petit-Claud looked at one another; their
eyes said many things.

"Take a somewhat similar case," continued the tall Cointet
after a pause. "You cut two or three trusses of meadow hay,
and store it in a loft before 'the heat is out of the grass,' as
the peasants say; the hay ferments, but no harm comes of it.
You follow up your experiment by storing a couple of thou-
sand trusses in a wooden barn — and, of course, the hay
smoulders, and the barn blazes up like a lighted match. You
are an educated man," continued Cointet; "you can see the
application for yourself. So far, you have only cut your two
trusses of hay; we are afraid of setting fire to our paper-mill
by bringing in a couple of thousand trusses. In other words,
we may spoil more than one batch, make heavy losses, and
find ourselves none the better for laying out a good deal of
money."

David was completely floored by this reasoning. Practical
wisdom spoke in matter-of-fact language to theory, whose
word is always for the future.

"Devil fetch me, if I'll sign such a deed of partnership !"
the stout Cointet cried bluntly. "You may throw away your
money if you like, Boniface; as for me, I shall keep mine.
Here is my offer — ^to pay M. Sechard's debts and six thousand
francs, and another three thousand francs in bills at twelve
and fifteen months," he added. "That will be quite enough
risk to run. — ^We have a balance of twelve thousand francs
against Metivier. That will make fifteen thousand francs. —
That is all that I would pay for the secret if I were going
to exploit it for myself. So this is the great discovery that

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you were talking about, Boniface ! Many thanks ! I thought
you had more sense. No, you can't call this business."

"The question for you," said Petit-Claud, undismayed by
the explosion, "resolves itself into this : 'Do you care to risk
twenty thousand francs to buy a secret that may make rich
men of you?' Why, the risk usually is in proportion to the
profit, gentlemen. You stake twenty thousand francs on your
luck. A gambler puts down a louis at roulette for a chance
of winning thirty-six, but he knows that the louis is lost.
Do the same."

"I must have time to think it over," said the stout Cointet ;
"I am not so clever as my brother. I am a plain, straight-
forward sort of chap, that only knows one thing — how to
print prayer-books at twenty sous and sell them for two
francs. Where I see an invention that has only been tried
once, I see ruin. You succeed with the first batch, you spoil
the next, you go on, and you are drawn in; for once put an
arm into that machinery, the rest of you follows," and he re-
lated an anecdote very much to the point — how a Bordeaux
merchant had ruined himself by following a scientific man's
advice, and trying to bring the Landes into cultivation; and
followed up the tale with half-a-dozen similar instances of
agricultural and commercial failures nearer home in the de-
partments of the Charente and Dordogne. He waxed warm
over his recitals. He would not listen to another word.
Petit-Claud's demurs, so far from soothing the stout Cointet,
appeared to irritate him.

"I would rather give more for a certainty, if I made only
a small profit on it," he said, looking at his brother. "It is
my opinion that things have not gone far enough for busi-
ness," he concluded.

"Still you came here for something, didn't you?" asked
Petit-Claud. "What is your offer?"

"I offer to release M. S^chard, and, if his plan succeeds, to
give him thirty per cent of the profits," the stout Cointet an-
swered briskly.

"But, monsieur," objected Eve, "how should we live while

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the experiments were being made ? My husband has endured
the disgrace of imprisonment already; he may as well go back
to prison, it makes no difference now, and we will pay our
debts ourselves "

Petit-Claud laid a finger on his lips in warning.

"You are unreasonable," said he, addressing the brothers.
"You have seen the paper ; M. Seehard's father told you that
he had shut his son up, and that he had made capital paper in
a single night from materials that must have cost a mere
nothing. You are here to make an offer. Are you purchasers,
yes or no?"

"Stay," said the tall Cointet, "whether my brother is will-
ing or no, I will risk this much myself. I will pay M. Se-
ehard's debts, I will pay down six thousand francs over and
above the debts, and M. Sechard shall have thirty per cent
of the profits. But mind this— if in the space of one year
he fails to carry out the undertakings which he himself will
make in the deed of partnership, he must return the six thou-
sand francs, and we shall keep the patent and extricate our-
selves as best we may."

"Are you sure of yourself ?" asked Petit-Claud, taking Da-
vid aside.

"Yes," said David. He was deceived by the tactics of the
brothers, and afraid lest the stout Cointet should break off
the negotiations on which his futu're depended.

"Very well, I will draft the deed," said Petit-Claud, ad-
dressing the rest of the party. "Each of you shall have a copy
to-night, and you will have all to-morrow morning in which
to think it over. To-morrow afternoon at four o'clock, when
the court rises, you will sign the agreement. You, gentlemen,
will withdraw Metivier's suit, and I, for my part, will write
to stop proceedings in the Court-Royal; we will give notice
on either side that the affair has been settled out of court."

David Seehard's undertakings were thus worded in the
deed : —

"M. David Sechard, printer of Angouleme, affirming that

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he has discovered a method of sizing paper-pulp in the vat,
and also a method of effecting a reduction of fifty per cent
in the price of all kinds of manufactured papers, by intro-
ducing certain vegetable substances into the pulp, either by
intermixture of such substances with the rags already in use,
or by employing them solely without the addition of rags : a
partnership for working the patent to be presently applied
for is entered upon by M. David Sechard and the firm of
Cointet Brothers, subject to the following conditional clauses
and stipulations."

One of the clauses was so drafted that David S6ehard for-
feited all his rights if he failed to fulfil his engagements
within the year; the tall Cointet was particularly careful to
insert that clause, and David Sechard allowed it to pass.

When Petit-Claud appeared with a copy of the agreement
next morning at half-past seven o'clock, he brought news for
David and his wife. Cerizet offered twenty-two thousand
francs for the business. The whole affair could be signed and
settled in the course of the evening. "But if the Cointets
knew about it," he added, "they would be quite capable of
refusing to sign the deed of partnership, of harassing you,
and selling you up."

"Are you sure of payment^" asked Eve. She had thought
it hopeless to try to sell the business ; and now, to her aston-
ishment, a bargain which would have been their salvation
three months ago was concluded in this summary fashion.

"The money has been deposited with me," he answered
succinctly.

"Why, here is magic at work!" said David, and he asked
Petit-Claud for an explanation of this piece of luck.

"No," said Petit-Claud, "it is very simple. The merchants
in L'Houmeau want a newspaper."

"But I am bound not to publish a paper," said David.

"Yes, you are bound, but is your successor? — ^However it
is," he continued, "do not trouble yourself at all; sell the
business, pocket the proceeds, and leave Cerizet to find his

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way through the conditions of sale — ^he can take care of him-
self."

'TTes," said Eve.

"And if it turns out that you may not print a newspaper
in Angoullme," said Petit-Claud, "those who are finding the
capital for C6rizet will bring out the paper in L'Houmeau."

The prospect of twenty-two thousand francs, of want now
at end, dazzled Eve. The partnership and its hopes took a
second place. And, therefore, M. and Mme. Sechard gave
way on a final point of dispute. The tall Cointet insisted that
the patent should be taken out in his name. He established
beyond cavil that David's rights were perfectly defined in
the deed of partnership, and that therefore the patent might
be taken out in the name of any one of the partners. What
difference could it make? The stout Cointet said the last
word.

"He is finding the money for the patent ; he is bearing the
expenses of the journey — another two thousand francs over
and above the rest of the expenses. He must take it out in
his own name, or we will not stir in the matter."

The lynx gained a victory at all points. The deed of part-
nership was signed that afternoon at half-past four.

The tall Cointet politely gave Mme. Sechard a dozen
thread-pattern forks and spoons and a beautiful Ternaux
shawl, by way of pin-money, said he, and to efface any un-
pleasant impression made in the heat of discussion. The
copies of the draft had scarcely been made out, Caehan had
barely had time to send the documents to Petit-Claud, to-
gether with the three unlucky forged bills, when the Sechards
heard a deafening rumble in the street, a dray from the Mes-
sageries stopped before the door, and Kolb's voice made the
staircase ring again.

"Montame! montame! vifteen tausend vrancs, vrom
Boidiers" (Poitiers). "Goot money! vrom Monziere Lu-
cien!"

"Fifteen thousand francs!" cried Eve, throwing up her
arms.

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"Yes, madame," said the carman in the doorway, "fifteen
thousand francs, brought by the Bordeaux coach, and they
didn't want any more neither! I have 'two men downstairs
bringing up the bags. M. Lucien Chardon' de Rubempre is
the sender. I have brought up a little leather bag for you,
containing five hundred francs in gold, and a letter it's
likely."

Eve thought that she must be dreaming as she read : —

"My dear Sister, — Here are fifteen thousand francs. In-
stead of taking my life, I have sold it. I am no longer my
own ; I am only the secretary of a Spanish diplomatist ; I am
his creature. A new and dreadful life is beginning for me.
Perhaps I should have done better to drown myself.

"Good-bye. David will be released, and with the four thou-
sand francs he can buy a little paper-mill, no doubt, and
make his fortune. Forget me, all of you. This is the wish
of your unhappy brother. Lucien."

"It is decreed that my poor boy should be unlucky in
everything, and even when he does well, as he said himself,"
said Mme. Chardon, as she watched the men piling up the
bags.

"We have had a narrow escape !" exclaimed the tall Cointet,
when he was once in the Place du Murier. "An hour later
the glitter of the silver would have thrown a new light on the
deed of partnership. Our man would have fought shy of it.
We have his promise now, and in three months' time we shall
know what to do."

That very evening, at seven o'clock, Cerizet bought the
business, and the money was paid over, the purchaser under-
taking to pay rent for the last quarter. The next day Eve
sent forty thousand francs to the Eeceiver-General, and
bought two thousand five hundred francs of rentes in her hus-
band's name. Then she wrote to her father-in-law and asked
him to find a small farm, worth about ten thousand francs,
for her near Marsac. She meant to invest her own fortune
in this way.

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The tall Cointet's plot was formidably simple. From the
very first he considered that the plan of sizing the pulp in
the vat was impracticable. The real secret of fortune lay in
the composition of the pulp, in the cheap vegetable fibre as
a substitute for rags. He made up his mind, therefore, to
lay immense stress on the secondary problem of sizing the
pulp, and to pass over the discovery of cheap raw material,
and for the following reasons :

The Angouleme paper-mills manufacture paper for sta-
tioners. Notepaper, foolscap, crown, and post-demy are all
necessarily sized ; and these papers have been the pride of the
Angouleme mills for a long while past, stationery being the
specialty of the Charente. This fact gave color to the Coin-
tets' urgency upon the point of sizing in the pulping-trough ;
but, as a matter of fact, they cared nothing for this part of
David's researches. The demand for writing-paper is ex-
ceedingly small compared with the almost unlimited demand
for unsized paper for printers. As Boniface Cointet traveled
to Paris to take out the patent in his own name, he was pro-
jecting plans that were like to work a revolution in his paper-
mill. Arrived in Paris, he took up liis quarters with M^tivier,
and gave his instructions to his agent. Metivier was to call
upon the proprietors of newspapers, and offer to deliver paper
at prices below those quoted by all other houses; he could
guarantee in each case that the paper should be a better color,
and in every way superior to the best kinds hitherto in use.
Newspapers are always supplied by contract; there would be
time before the present contracts expired to complete all the
subterranean operations with buyers, and to obtain a monop-
oly of the trade. Cointet calculated that he could rid himself
of Sechard while Metivier was taking orders from the prin-
cipal Paris newspapers, which even then consumed two hun-
dred reams daily. Cointet naturally offered Metivier a large
commission on the contracts, for he wished to secure a clever
representative on the spot, and to waste no time in traveling
to and fro. And in this manner the fortunes of the firm of
iiletivier, one of the largest houses in the paper trade, were

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founded. The tall Cointet went back to Angonlgme to be
present at Petit-Claud's wedding, with a mind at rest as to the
future.

Petit-Claud had sold his professional connection, and was
only waiting for M. Milaud's promotion to take +V public
prosecutor's place, which had been promised to him by the
Comtesse du Chatelet. The public prosecutor's second deputy
was appointed first deputy to the Court of Limoges, the
Keeper of the Seals sent a man of his own to Angouleme, and
the post of first deputy was kept vacant for a couple of
months. The interval was Petit-Claud's honeymoon.

While Boniface Cointet was in Paris, David made a first ex-
perimental batch of unsized paper far superior to that in
common use for newspapers. He followed it up with a second
batch of magnificent vellum paper for fine printing, and this
the Cointets used for a new edition of their diocesan prayer-
book. The material had been privately prepared by David
himself ; he would have no helpers but Kolb and Marion.

When Boniface came back the whole affair wore a different
aspect ; he looked at the samples, and was fairly satisfied.

"My good friend," he said, "the whole trade of Angouleme
is in crown paper. We must make the best possible crowi>
paper at half the present price ; that is the first and foremost
question for us."

Then David tried to size the pulp for the desired paper, and
the result was a harsh surface with grains of size distributed
all over it. On the day when the experiment was concluded
and David held the sheets in his hand, he went away to find a
spot where he could be alone and swallow his bitter disap-
pointment. But Boniface Cointet went in search of him and
comforted him. Boniface was delightfully amiable.

"Do not lose heart," he said ; "go on ! I am a good fellow,
I understand you ; I will stand by you to the end."

"Really," David said to his wife at dinner, "we are with
good people ; I should not have expected that the tall Cointet
would be so generous." And he repeated his conversation
with his wily partner.

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Three months were spent in experiments. David slept at
the mill; he noted the effects of various preparations upon the
pulp. At one time he attributed his non-suceess to an admixt-
ure of rag-pulp with his own ingredients, and made a batch
entirely composed of the new material; at another, he en-
deavored to size pulp made exclusively from rags ; persevering
in his experiments under the eyes of the tall Cointet, whom
he had ceased to mistrust, until he had tried every possible
combination of pulp and size. David lived in the paper-mill
for the first six months of 1823 — ^if it can be called living, to
leave food untasted, and go in neglect of person and dress.
He wrestled so desperately with the difficulties, that anybody
but the Cointets would have seen the sublimity of the struggle,
for the brave fellow was not thinking of his own interests.
The moment had come when he cared for nothing but the vic-
tory. With marvelous sagacity he watched the unaccountable
freaks of the semi-artificial substances called into existence by
man for ends of his own ; substances in which nature had been
tamed, as it were, and her tacit resistance overcome ; and from
these observations drew great conclusions ; finding, as he did,
that such creations can only be obtained by following the laws
of the more jemote affinities of things, of "a second nature,"
as he called it, in substances.

Towards the end of August he succeeded to some extent in
sizing the paper pulp in the vat; the result being a kind of
paper identical with a make in use for' printers' proofs at the
present day — a kind of paper that cannot be depended upon,
for the sizing itself is not always certain. This was a great
result, considering the condition of the paper trade in 1823,
and David hoped to solve the final difficulties of the problem,
but — it had cost ten thousand francs.

Singular rumors were current at this time in Angoul^me
and L'Houmeau. It was said that David Sdchard was ruin-
ing the firm of Cointet Brothers. Experiments had eaten up
twenty thousand francs; and the result, said gossip, was
wretchedly bad paper. Other manufacturers took fright at
this, hugged themselves on their old-fashioned methods, and.

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being jealous of the Cointets, spread rumors of the approach-
ing fall of that ambitious house. As for the tall Cointet, he
set up the new machinery for making lengths of paper in a
ribbon, and allowed people to believe that he was buying plant
for David's experiments. Then the cunning Cointet used Da-
vid's formula for pulp, while urging his partner to give his
whole attention to the sizing process ; and thousands of reams
of the new paper were despatched to Metivier in Paris.

When September arrived, the tall Cointet took David aside,
and, learning that the latter meditated a crowning experi-
ment, dissuaded him from further attempts.

"Go to Marsac, my dear David, see your wife, and take a
rest after your labors ; we don't want to ruin ourselves," said
Cointet in the friendliest way. "This great triumph of yours,
after all, is only a starting-point. We shall wait now for
awhile before trying any new experiments. To be fair ! see
what has come of them. We are not merely paper-makers,
we are printers besides and bankers, and people say that you
are ruining us."

David Sechard's gesture of protest on behalf of his good
faith was sublime in its simplicity.

"Not that fifty thousand francs thrown into the Charente
would ruin us," said Cointet, in reply to the mute protest,
''but we do not wish to be obliged to pay cash for everything
in consequence of slanders that shake our credit ; ihat would
bring us to a standstill. We have reached the term fixed by
our agreement, and we are bound on either side to think over
our position."

"He is right," thought David. He had forgotten the rou-
tine work of the business, thoroughly absorbed as he had been
in experiments on a large scale.

David went to Marsac. For the past six months he had
gone over on Saturday evening, returning again to L'Hou-
meau on Tuesday morning. Eve, after much counsel from
her father-in-law, had bought a house called the Verberie,
with three acres of land and a croft planted with vines, which
lay like a wedge in the old man's vineyard. Here, with her

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mother and Marion, she lived a very frugal life, for five thon-
sand francs of the purchase money still remained unpaid. It
was a charming little domain, the prettiest bit of property in
Marsae. The house, with a garden before it and a yard at the
back, was built of white tufa ornamented with carvings, cut
without great expense in that easily wrought stone, and roofed
with slate. The pretty furniture from the house in Angou-
leme looked prettier still at Marsae, for there was not the
slightest attempt at comfort or luxury in the country in those
days. A row of orange-trees, pomegranates, and rare plants
stood before the house on the side of the garden, set there by
the last owner, an old general who died under M. Marron's
hands.

David was enjoying his holiday sitting under an orange-
tree with his wife, and father, and little Lucien, when the
bailiff from Mansle appeared. Cointet Brothers gave their
partner formal notice to appoint an arbitrator to settle dis-
putes, in accordance with a clause in the agreement. Thfe
Cointets demanded that the six thousand francs should be
refunded, and the patent surrendered in consideration of the
enormous outlay made to no purpose.

"People say that you are ruining them," said old Seehard.
"Well, well, of all that you have done, that is the one thing
that I am glad to know."

At nine o'clock the next morning Eve and David stood in
Petit-Claud's waiting-room. The little lawyer was the
guardian of the widow and orphan by virtue of his office, and
it seemed to them that they could take no other advice.
Petit- Claud was delighted to see his clients, and insisted that
M. and Mme. Seehard should do him the pleasure of break-
fasting with him.

"Do the Cointets want six thousand francs of you?" he
asked, smiling. "How much is still owing of the purchase-
money of the Verberie?"

"Five thousand francs, monsieur," said Eve, "but I have
two thousand "

"Keep your money," Petit-Claud broke in. "Let us see:

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five thousand — why, you want quite another ten thousand
francs to settle yourselves comfortably down yonder. Very
good, in two hours' time the Cointets shall bring you fifteen
thousand francs "

Eve started with surprise.

"If you will renounce all claims to the profits under the
deed of partnership, and come to an amicable settlement,"
said Petit-Claud. "Does that suit you ?"

"Will it really be lawfully ours ?" asked Eve.

"Very much so," said the lawyer, smiling. "The Cointets
have worked you trouble enough; I should like to make an
end of their pretensions. Listen to me; I am a magistrate
now, and it is my duty to tell you the truth. Very good.
The Cointets are playing you false at this moment, but you
are in their hands. If you accept battle, you might possibly
gain the lawsuit which they will bring. Do you wish to be
where you are now after ten years of litigation? Experts'
fees and expenses of arbitration will be multiplied, the most
contradictory opinions will be given, and you must take your
chance. And," he added, smiling again, "there is no attorney
here that can defend you, so far as I see. My successor
has not much ability. There, a bad compromise is better than
a successful lawsuit."

"Any arrangement that will give us a quiet life will do
for me," said David.

Petit-Claud called to his servant.

"Paul! go and ask M. Segaud, my successor, to come
here. — He shall go to see the Cointets while we breakfast,"
said Petit-Claud, addressing his former clients, "and in a few
hours' time you will be on your way home to Marsac, ruined,
but with minds at rest. Ten thousand francs will bring you
in another five hundred francs of income, and you will live
comfortably on your bit of property."

Two hours later, as Petit-Claud had prophesied, Maitre
Segaud came back with an agreement duly drawn up and
signed by the Cointets, and fifteen notes each for a thousand
francs.

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"We are much indebted to you," said Sechard, turning to
Petit-Claud.

"Why, I have just this moment ruined you," said Petit-
Olaud, looking at his astonished former clients. "I tell you
again, I have ruined you, as you will see as time goes on;
but I know you, you would rather be ruined than wait for a
fortune which perhaps might come too late."

"We are not mercenary, monsieur," said Madame Eve.
"We thank you for giving us the means of happiness; we
shall always feel grateful to you."

"Great heavens! don't call down blessings on me!" cried
Petit-Claud. "It fills me with remorse; but to-day, I think,
I have made full reparation. If I am a magistrate, it is
entirely owing to you; and if anybody is to feel grateful, it is
I. Good-bye."

As time went on, Kolb changed Ms opinion of Sechard
senior; and as for the old man, he took a liking to Kolb when
he found that, like himself, the Alsacien could neither write
nor read a word, and that it was easy to make him tipsy. The
old "bear" imparted his ideas on vine culture and the sale
of a vintage to the ex-cuirassier, and trained him with a view
to leaving a man with a head on his shoulders to look after
his children when he should be gone; for he grew childish
at the last, and great were his fears as to the fate of his prop-
erty. He had chosen Courtois the miller as his confidant.
"You will see how things will go with my children when I am
under ground. Lord ! it makes me shudder to think of it."

Old Sechard died in the month of March, 1829^ leaving
about two hundred thousand francs in land. His acres added
to the Verberie made a fine property, which Kolb had man-
aged to admiration for some two years.

David and his wife found nearly a hundred thousand
crowns in gold in the house. The department of the Cha-
rente had valued old Sechard's money at a million; rumor,
as usual, exaggerating the amount of a hoard. Eve and
David had barely thirty thousand francs of income when

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they added their little fortune to the inheritance ; they waited
awhile, and so it fell out that they invested their capital in
Government securities at the time of the Revolution of July.

Then, and not until then, could the department of the
Charente and David Sechard form some idea of the wealth
of the tall Cointet. Rich to the extent of several millions
of francs, the elder Cointet became a depaty, and is at this
day a peer of France. It is said that he will be Minister of
Commerce in the next Government; for in 1843 he married
Mile. Popinot, daughter of M. Anselme Popinot, one of the
most influential statesmen of the dynasty, deputy and mayor
of an arrondissement in Paris.

David Sechard's discovery has been assimilated by the
French manufacturing world, as food is assimilated by a liv-
ing body. Thanks to the introduction of materials other than
rags, France can produce paper more cheaply than any other
European country. Dutch paper, as David foresaw, no longer
exists. Sooner or later it will be necessary, no doubt, to
establish a Royal Paper Manufactory; like the Gobelins, the
Sevres porcelain works, the Savonnerie, and the Imprimerie
royale, which so far have escaped the destruction threatened
by bourgeois vandalism.

David Sechard, beloved by his wife, father of two boys and
a girl, has the good taste to make no allusion to his past
efforts. Eve had the sense to dissuade him froTn following
his terrible vocation; for the inventor, like Moses on Mount
Horeb, is consumed by the burning bush. He cultivates litera-
ture by way of recreation, and leads a comfortable life of
leisure, befitting the landowner who lives on his own estate.
He has bidden farewell for ever to glory, and bravely taken
his place in the class of dreamers and collectors ; for he dabbles
in entomology, and is at present investigating the trans-
formations of insects which science only knows in the final
stage.

Everybody has heard of Petit-Claud's success as attorney-
general ; he is the rival of the great Vinet of Provins, and it is
his ambition to be President of the Court-Royal of Poitiers,

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C6rizet has been iu trouble so frequently for political of-
fences that he has been a good deal talked about; and as one
of tlie boldest enfants perdics of the Liberal party he was
nicknamed the "Brave Cerizet." When Petit-Claud's suc-
cessor compelled him to sell his business in Angouleme, he
found a fresh career on the provincial stage, where his tal-
ents as an actor were like to be turned to brilliant account.
The chief stage heroine, however, obliged him to go to Paris
to find a cure for love among the resources of science, and
there he tried to curry favor with the Liberal party.

As for Lucien, the story of his return to Paris belongs to
the Scenes of Parisian Life.